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boston chooses not to overwhelm himself over his concern that she seems a little too willing to trust him. then again, heās willing to do the same ā actively allowing her into his home. he knew he didnāt have any ulterior motives, and he was keen to believe she was the same way inclined. if he was on the outside looking in, he may have concluded that the two were fools ā but he was one of those fools, so the thought hadnāt even crossed his mind.Ā āi wouldnāt say he won. now he has to live the rest of his days knowing he was the cause of his marriage coming to an end. heās the bad guy, that doesnāt sit well with most men.ā itās an attempt to make her feel better, even if heās not sure he succeeds. bowing his head, he pours them both a glass of wine,Ā āabout eight yearsā¦thereās still a lot i have to do, a lot of plans i have. it was wonderful when i moved in but; i wanted to make it a little more homely andĀ antiquated-looking. iāve been collecting antiques for as long as iāve been a music producer, and i think it all works quite well together. hazel hues search the confines of the room theyāre in, and he nods his head the once; semi-happy with how it had turned out, holding out a glass for her, as he takes a sip of his own.Ā āiām glad you like it, as you can imagine your opinion means a lot. how long ago did you move out?ā he asks curiously, interested in getting to know the stranger.Ā
Ā Ā Ā SHEĀ SHOULDĀ BEĀ PUTTINGĀ HERĀ GUARDĀ UP,Ā keepĀ herĀ wallsĀ tall,Ā butĀ bostonĀ keepsĀ convincingĀ herĀ otherwise.Ā andĀ sure,Ā menĀ haveĀ brokenĀ herĀ before,Ā theĀ lastĀ oneĀ lessĀ thanĀ 24Ā hoursĀ ago,Ā butĀ inĀ turnĀ itāsĀ onlyĀ madeĀ harlowĀ feelĀ aĀ strangeĀ sortĀ ofĀ invincible.Ā whenĀ bostonĀ speaksĀ againĀ theĀ womanĀ tiltsĀ herĀ headĀ toĀ theĀ sideĀ asĀ ifĀ consideringĀ hisĀ words,Ā measuringĀ themĀ upĀ toĀ whateverĀ truthĀ sheĀ clingsĀ onto. « youāreĀ probablyĀ right, » sheĀ decides,Ā forĀ herĀ ownĀ peaceĀ ofĀ mind.Ā thenĀ sheĀ decidesĀ toĀ beĀ bold,Ā howeverĀ riskyĀ thatĀ mayĀ be. « haveĀ youĀ everĀ beenĀ married,Ā bostonĀ ? » sheĀ inspectsĀ himĀ forĀ aĀ fleetingĀ momentĀ asĀ sheĀ acceptsĀ theĀ glassĀ ofĀ wineĀ withĀ aĀ gentleĀ nod.Ā asĀ heĀ speaks,Ā harlowĀ allowsĀ herĀ gazeĀ toĀ wanderĀ onceĀ again,Ā recognizingĀ theĀ staircaseĀ whereĀ herĀ brotherĀ brokeĀ hisĀ arm,Ā theĀ dentĀ inĀ theĀ floorĀ whereĀ herĀ momĀ droppedĀ theĀ newĀ sofaĀ accidentally.Ā itāsĀ oddlyĀ claustrophobicĀ toĀ beĀ back,Ā onlyĀ madeĀ bearableĀ byĀ theĀ significantĀ changesĀ bostonĀ hasĀ madeĀ toĀ theĀ place. « well,Ā itĀ wasĀ myĀ childhoodĀ home.Ā iĀ movedĀ outĀ whenĀ iĀ wasĀ sixteen,Ā thoughtĀ iĀ couldĀ holdĀ myĀ ownĀ backĀ then, » sheĀ beamsĀ asĀ sheĀ reminisces.  « myĀ parentsĀ soldĀ thisĀ houseĀ aboutĀ fifteenĀ yearsĀ ago.Ā whichĀ wasĀ aĀ goodĀ choiceĀ consideringĀ howĀ muchĀ moreĀ characterĀ itĀ hasĀ now. » sheĀ takesĀ aĀ longĀ sipĀ asĀ ifĀ talkingĀ aboutĀ herĀ familyĀ drainsĀ her.Ā perhapsĀ itĀ does. « aĀ musicĀ producerĀ ?Ā fascinating.Ā anythingĀ iĀ mightāveĀ heardĀ ?Ā Ā»
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i want what mƄneskin have
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Ā Ā Ā ā Ā FUCKING Ā FINALLY. Ā ā Ā brandonās Ā head Ā falls Ā back Ā against Ā the Ā mountains Ā of Ā decorative Ā pillows, Ā at Ā the Ā same Ā time Ā ronnie Ā ā Ā curled Ā up Ā in Ā a Ā chair Ā ā Ā raises Ā their Ā hand.Ā Ā ā Ā didnāt Ā think Ā any Ā of Ā you Ā were Ā ever Ā gonna Ā ask. Ā ā Ā heās Ā been Ā throwing Ā what Ā used Ā to Ā be Ā mirrenās Ā grandadās Ā liquor Ā cabinet Ā lingering Ā looks Ā since Ā they Ā settled Ā in Ā the Ā living Ā room; Ā well Ā aware Ā that Ā whateverās Ā in Ā there Ā is Ā likely Ā worth Ā more Ā than Ā he Ā pays Ā in Ā rent Ā each Ā year. Ā maybe Ā twice Ā that, Ā even. Ā heās Ā also Ā a Ā little Ā bit Ā nervous Ā the Ā kitchen Ā mafia Ā will Ā ask Ā him Ā to Ā chop Ā vegetable Ā or Ā something, Ā if Ā he Ā were Ā to Ā get Ā up. Ā additionally, Ā house Ā rules Ā dictate Ā whoever Ā brings Ā up Ā drinks Ā is Ā mixing Ā the Ā first Ā round Ā for Ā everyone, Ā and, Ā maybe Ā more Ā than Ā anything, Ā brandon Ā is Ā lazy. Ā a Ā content Ā grin Ā on Ā his Ā face, Ā his Ā eyes Ā flicker Ā between Ā each Ā of Ā his Ā friends, Ā before Ā landing Ā on Ā amina. Ā he Ā makes Ā a Ā show Ā of Ā getting Ā comfortable Ā before Ā promptly Ā saying, Ā ā Ā iāll Ā take Ā anything Ā with Ā tequila. Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā FROMĀ AĀ NEIGHBORINGĀ ROOM,Ā andĀ thisĀ despiteĀ watchingĀ tikĀ toksĀ atĀ fullĀ volumeĀ whilstĀ lyingĀ onĀ theirĀ bed,Ā mackĀ letsĀ outĀ aĀ roarĀ whenĀ theyĀ hearĀ theĀ mentionĀ ofĀ tequila.Ā itĀ takesĀ aboutĀ 2Ā secondsĀ forĀ himĀ toĀ rollĀ outĀ ofĀ bedĀ withĀ aĀ loudĀ thudĀ andĀ hotfootĀ itĀ toĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ commonĀ roomsĀ inĀ theĀ mansionĀ toĀ findĀ hisĀ friendsĀ spreadĀ onĀ variousĀ surfaces,Ā optingĀ forĀ ronnieāsĀ lap.Ā mackĀ slidesĀ downĀ onĀ topĀ ofĀ them,Ā kickingĀ hisĀ feetĀ upĀ onĀ theĀ chairāsĀ armrestĀ soĀ heĀ liesĀ acrossĀ them.Ā heĀ shootsĀ themĀ anĀ apologeticĀ smile,Ā halfĀ expectingĀ themĀ toĀ pushĀ himĀ downĀ onĀ theĀ floor. « iĀ voteĀ forĀ aĀ sunrise,Ā bestie, » malcolmĀ announcesĀ asĀ theyĀ meetĀ aminaāsĀ eyes. « andĀ maybeĀ aĀ shot.Ā iĀ betĀ thisĀ pussyĀ willĀ squirm, » theyĀ teaseĀ asĀ theyĀ lookĀ overĀ atĀ brandonĀ withĀ theirĀ tongueĀ outĀ likeĀ aĀ child.
listen; when I say give me a toxic pairing I donāt mean āheāll be mean and sheāll be sad about itā. I mean āheāll be mean and sheāll set his fucking car on fireā but ppl arenāt ready for that idk
šššššš Ā š šš:Ā @prcseccoĀ Ā ā±Ā ethanĀ &Ā nellie. šššššššš:Ā ethanĀ andĀ hazelāsĀ home.
Ā Ā Ā HEĀ RETURNSĀ TOĀ THEĀ LIVINGĀ ROOM,Ā thisĀ timeĀ withĀ hisĀ arms,Ā whereĀ hazelĀ hadĀ beenĀ asleepĀ justĀ aĀ secondĀ ago,Ā empty.Ā itāsĀ stillĀ aboutĀ halfĀ anĀ hourĀ untilĀ theĀ clockĀ strikesĀ midnight,Ā halfĀ anĀ hourĀ thatĀ hazelĀ hadĀ swornĀ (Ā 20Ā bucksĀ actuallyĀ )Ā thatĀ sheādĀ stayĀ awakeĀ for.Ā itĀ wasĀ easyĀ moneyĀ forĀ ethanĀ āĀ noĀ oneĀ sleepsĀ likeĀ hisĀ daughter.Ā sheāllĀ procureĀ 20Ā dollarsĀ fromĀ hisĀ ownĀ walletĀ comeĀ tomorrowĀ morningĀ andĀ soĀ itāllĀ feelĀ likeĀ aĀ victoryĀ forĀ themĀ both.
Ā Ā Ā thoughĀ perhapsĀ the biggestĀ victoryĀ isĀ havingĀ nellĀ perchedĀ onĀ hisĀ couch,Ā fireworksĀ fromĀ elsewhereĀ onĀ theĀ worldĀ onĀ theĀ tv,Ā andĀ jazzĀ musicĀ playingĀ overĀ hisĀ stereo.Ā ethanĀ cranksĀ theĀ musicĀ upĀ justĀ aĀ notchĀ asĀ heĀ passesĀ theĀ stereoĀ onĀ hisĀ wayĀ intoĀ theĀ livingĀ room,Ā andĀ thoughĀ heĀ doesnātĀ flirtĀ muchĀ anymore,Ā forĀ corneliaĀ heĀ mightĀ justĀ beĀ willing.  « youĀ know,Ā thisĀ isĀ myĀ favoriteĀ song, » heĀ pondersĀ aloudĀ asĀ he,Ā clumsily,Ā waltzesĀ overĀ toĀ theĀ couch,Ā offeringĀ nellĀ aĀ hand.Ā natalieĀ coleāsĀ voiceĀ fillsĀ theĀ air:Ā thisĀ willĀ beĀ anĀ everlastingĀ loveĀ sungĀ soĀ affectionatelyĀ ethanĀ noĀ longerĀ wishesĀ toĀ actĀ likeĀ whateverĀ heĀ feelsĀ forĀ nellĀ isĀ justĀ friendlyĀ adoration,Ā aĀ childishĀ crushĀ atĀ most. « mayĀ iĀ haveĀ thisĀ danceĀ ?Ā Ā»
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ā while at the fruitful beginnings of their relationship, sloane hadnāt necessarily considered herself the perfect example for her boyfriendās son though practice always did have the habit of finally making perfect and she was starting to enjoy spending time with her young, little protĆ©gĆ©, perhaps even more so than her solo encounters with his father. though as time passed and they had fallen into their own humdrum routine brimming with playdates and tired excuses for not having enough time for intimacy, she couldnāt help but feel as if there was always something missing, a lost part of herself she couldnāt quite put a name to much less describe to her loving yet oblivious boyfriend. needless to say, it wasnāt long at all for their relationship to eventually come to its own conclusion. though the blame wasnāt entirely hers ā or his, sloane couldnāt help but feel her own kind of guilt for her part in the break-up. if she was only brave enough to be honest with zahid, tell him how she really felt then perhaps they wouldāve been able to make another go at it ? instead she had to settle for these brief and clandestine meetings, almost clambering to his beck and call whenever arif was upset or struggling to settle just before bedtime.
ā oh my, tell us how you really feel, why donāt you ? thoughĀ i wouldnāt exactly disagree with you on that, heās definitely got dick potentialĀ ā sloane disguises a soft chuckle behind the palm of her hand, knowing his critique is more than well-deserved. if it wasnāt for her co-workers, the generous perks ( as few and far between as they are at the momentĀ ) and the overall job security, sloane wouldāve handed in her resignation years ago yet here she is with her own deadlines looming and nothing to show for the countless hours sheās spent in deep procrastination apart from a few more strands of greying hair and the beginnings of her own caffeine addiction. though with their own abrupt adjustments aside, there isnāt a assignment in her immediate future that could possibly tear her away from wanting to spend time with zahid and asif, like older, more familiar times.Ā ā thank you for that tempting offer, i might have to take you up on it since i already made a very serious and legally-binding pinky promise to asif iād be around to see whether or not charlie finally gets his own golden ticket and goes to the chocolate factory. canāt exactly let my favourite guy down at such a pivotal moment, right ?Ā ā.Ā
Ā Ā Ā ARIFāSĀ SINCEREĀ LOVEĀ FORĀ SLOANEĀ hadĀ madeĀ forĀ aĀ messierĀ breakĀ -Ā upĀ thanĀ itĀ couldāveĀ been.Ā thereĀ wasĀ noĀ cleanĀ cut,Ā noĀ clearĀ line,Ā aĀ definiteĀ ending.Ā insteadĀ itāsĀ asĀ ifĀ theirĀ loopĀ isĀ aĀ littleĀ askew,Ā butĀ theĀ wheelĀ stillĀ turnsĀ somehowĀ andĀ thoughĀ zahidĀ knowsĀ heāsĀ probablyĀ doingĀ bothĀ himselfĀ andĀ sloaneĀ aĀ greatĀ disserviceĀ withĀ whateverĀ shapeĀ theirĀ relationshipĀ haveĀ takenĀ now,Ā heĀ canĀ neverĀ sayĀ noĀ toĀ arif.Ā wasĀ itĀ cruelĀ toĀ depriveĀ himĀ ofĀ theĀ onlyĀ motherĀ figureĀ heĀ hadĀ everĀ knownĀ ?Ā perhaps,Ā andĀ thatāsĀ whyĀ whenĀ theĀ conclusionĀ ofĀ sloaneĀ andĀ zahidāsĀ relationshipĀ Ā hadĀ come,Ā zahidĀ foundĀ himselfĀ holdingĀ onĀ tooĀ hardĀ evenĀ asĀ theyĀ wereĀ rippingĀ atĀ theĀ seams.Ā heĀ hadĀ neverĀ wantedĀ itĀ toĀ end,Ā hadĀ neverĀ knownĀ howĀ toĀ holdĀ ontoĀ somethingĀ withoutĀ smotheringĀ it,Ā andĀ maybeĀ thatĀ hadĀ beenĀ hisĀ mistake.Ā heĀ triesĀ notĀ toĀ dwellĀ onĀ it.
Ā Ā Ā handsĀ areĀ thrownĀ upĀ inĀ mockĀ surrender,Ā thoughĀ zahidĀ isnātĀ preparedĀ toĀ takeĀ backĀ aĀ singleĀ word.  « ohĀ no,Ā youĀ wouldnātĀ beĀ soĀ cruel.Ā heĀ refusesĀ toĀ watchĀ theĀ movieĀ withĀ anyoneĀ butĀ you, » theĀ fatherĀ pointsĀ out.Ā evenĀ heĀ dimsĀ inĀ comparison.Ā asĀ heĀ gazesĀ atĀ sloane,Ā admirationĀ evident,Ā zahidĀ repositionsĀ himselfĀ inĀ hisĀ seatĀ andĀ clearsĀ hisĀ throat. « iĀ knowĀ iāmĀ steppingĀ outĀ ofĀ lineĀ here,Ā soĀ forgiveĀ meĀ forĀ beingĀ soĀ blunt,Ā butĀ .. » heĀ pauses,Ā thinks,Ā thenĀ jumpsĀ backĀ inĀ beforeĀ heĀ getsĀ theĀ chanceĀ toĀ overthink, « whatĀ areĀ youĀ doingĀ forĀ christmasĀ thisĀ yearĀ ? » despiteĀ notĀ reallyĀ growingĀ upĀ celebratingĀ theĀ holidayĀ himself,Ā zahidĀ figuresĀ arifĀ wouldĀ enjoyĀ theĀ festiveĀ airĀ ofĀ itĀ all,Ā andĀ evenĀ moreĀ soĀ ifĀ sloaneĀ wouldĀ entertainĀ theĀ thoughtĀ ofĀ joiningĀ themĀ forĀ aĀ dinnerĀ orĀ two.Ā ofĀ course,Ā itāsĀ notĀ traditionalĀ toĀ askĀ thatĀ ofĀ anĀ ex,Ā evenĀ lessĀ soĀ whenĀ zahidĀ assumesĀ sheĀ mustĀ haveĀ plansĀ ofĀ herĀ own,Ā butĀ heāsĀ neverĀ beenĀ bashful.
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TIMEĀ SKIP.Ā Ā dawsonāsĀ onĀ aĀ buzz,Ā justĀ likeĀ heĀ alwaysĀ isĀ post-show,Ā butĀ thisĀ feelsĀ different.Ā likeĀ itĀ wasĀ hisĀ bestĀ performanceĀ yet,Ā makingĀ aĀ mentalĀ noteĀ thatĀ heĀ wouldĀ nowĀ haveĀ toĀ striveĀ forĀ betterĀ nextĀ timeĀ Ā āĀ aĀ dangerousĀ cycleĀ heĀ foundĀ himselfĀ in,Ā continuouslyĀ wantingĀ toĀ outdoĀ himselfĀ eachĀ timeĀ hisĀ shoesĀ hitĀ aĀ newĀ stage.Ā itĀ wouldĀ beĀ hisĀ demiseĀ oneĀ day,Ā orĀ soĀ hisĀ managerĀ said,Ā butĀ rightĀ now,Ā thatĀ feelingĀ couldnātĀ doĀ himĀ anyĀ harm.Ā theĀ sameĀ feelingĀ onlyĀ seemsĀ toĀ heightenĀ whenĀ hisĀ gazeĀ findsĀ holly,Ā immediatelyĀ makingĀ aĀ beelineĀ forĀ her,Ā pastĀ theĀ crewĀ thatĀ congratulatesĀ him,Ā armsĀ wrappingĀ aroundĀ her,Ā spinningĀ themĀ bothĀ aĀ fewĀ times.Ā dawsonĀ thenĀ setsĀ herĀ backĀ down,Ā onlyĀ toĀ stealĀ aĀ kiss.Ā Ā āĀ haivngĀ fun,Ā rockstarĀ ?Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā THEĀ FEELINGĀ AFTERĀ AĀ SHOW,Ā waitingĀ patientlyĀ forĀ herĀ boyfriendĀ toĀ exitĀ theĀ stageĀ andĀ makeĀ wayĀ forĀ her,Ā isĀ addicting.Ā hollyāsĀ eyesĀ findĀ dawsonĀ immediatelyĀ asĀ theĀ bandĀ comeĀ backstage,Ā andĀ sheāsĀ barelyĀ ableĀ toĀ takeĀ aĀ stepĀ beforeĀ sheāsĀ inĀ hisĀ embrace,Ā gigglingĀ againstĀ hisĀ warmĀ skin. « babyyy, » sheĀ squeals,Ā prideĀ evidentĀ inĀ herĀ tone,Ā inĀ herĀ gaze,Ā inĀ theĀ wayĀ sheĀ pressesĀ herĀ cheekĀ againstĀ hisĀ chestĀ forĀ aĀ secondĀ tooĀ longĀ beforeĀ sheĀ leansĀ backĀ toĀ regardĀ himĀ properly. « youĀ wereĀ electric.Ā thatĀ growlĀ inĀ theĀ lastĀ songĀ ?Ā everyĀ girlĀ inĀ thatĀ crowdĀ enviesĀ me. » andĀ sheĀ knowsĀ itĀ toĀ beĀ true.Ā sheĀ evenĀ relishesĀ inĀ thatĀ fact. « youāreĀ alwaysĀ soĀ sexyĀ upĀ there,Ā butĀ tonightĀ itĀ wasĀ likeĀ ..Ā youĀ wereĀ floating. » sheĀ grins,Ā leansĀ inĀ toĀ whisperĀ intoĀ hisĀ ear: « gotĀ meĀ allĀ hotĀ andĀ bothered.Ā Ā»
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itĀ wasĀ asĀ thoughĀ aĀ smallĀ partĀ ofĀ herĀ wasĀ lostĀ withĀ everyĀ newĀ identityĀ sheĀ tookĀ on,Ā everyĀ roleĀ sheĀ steppedĀ intoĀ perfectlyĀ forĀ theĀ conĀ toĀ runĀ smoothly.Ā already,Ā itĀ wasĀ drainingĀ her,Ā strippingĀ herĀ toĀ herĀ coreĀ Ā āĀ howĀ hadĀ heĀ beenĀ doingĀ thisĀ forĀ hisĀ entireĀ lifeĀ ?Ā aĀ questionĀ sheādĀ neverĀ quiteĀ foundĀ theĀ courageĀ toĀ ask,Ā norĀ aĀ conversationĀ sheĀ wasĀ entirelyĀ willingĀ toĀ bringĀ up.Ā theĀ promisesĀ ofĀ aĀ newĀ country,Ā aĀ newĀ city,Ā toĀ beĀ whoeverĀ theyĀ wantedĀ toĀ beĀ alwaysĀ trumpedĀ theĀ negativeĀ elementsĀ ofĀ aĀ lifeĀ likeĀ this.Ā samiraĀ couldĀ neverĀ returnĀ toĀ whatĀ sheĀ knewĀ beforeĀ this;Ā aĀ simpleĀ lifeĀ wouldĀ beĀ tooĀ boringĀ nowĀ thatĀ sheĀ knowsĀ whatĀ elseĀ sheĀ canĀ gainĀ withĀ himĀ byĀ herĀ side.Ā Ā āĀ really,Ā āĀ sheĀ confirms,Ā cornersĀ ofĀ herĀ mouthĀ curlingĀ toĀ makeĀ roomĀ forĀ aĀ smile.Ā itĀ onlyĀ growsĀ asĀ heĀ getsĀ downĀ onĀ oneĀ knee,Ā handsĀ clutchedĀ dramaticallyĀ atĀ herĀ chestĀ asĀ sheĀ squealsĀ girlishly.Ā Ā āĀ oh,Ā jacksonĀ ā¦Ā iĀ thoughtĀ youādĀ neverĀ askĀ !Ā āĀ asĀ ifĀ onĀ cue,Ā sheĀ dropsĀ toĀ herĀ ownĀ knees,Ā armsĀ thrownĀ aroundĀ him,Ā pressingĀ kissesĀ againstĀ hisĀ cheek.
Ā Ā Ā HEāDĀ NEVERĀ THOUGHTĀ TOĀ EVENĀ FANTASIZEĀ aboutĀ livingĀ thisĀ lifeĀ withĀ anyone.Ā anyĀ womanĀ whoĀ hadĀ steppedĀ intoĀ harrisonāsĀ lifeĀ hadĀ inevitablyĀ beenĀ abandoned,Ā andĀ soĀ anyĀ romanceĀ wasĀ shortĀ -Ā lived.Ā heādĀ neverĀ thoughtĀ hisĀ plansĀ wouldĀ fitĀ aĀ partner,Ā andĀ evenĀ ifĀ theyĀ soĀ obviouslyĀ didĀ heĀ hadnātĀ putĀ himselfĀ throughĀ theĀ disappointmentĀ ofĀ wishingĀ toĀ haveĀ someoneĀ seeĀ himĀ asĀ somethingĀ moreĀ thanĀ whatĀ heĀ does.Ā toĀ himĀ itĀ isĀ aboutĀ survival.Ā toĀ everyoneĀ elseĀ itāsĀ cruel.
Ā Ā Ā everyoneĀ elseĀ butĀ samira,Ā ofĀ course.Ā harrisonāsĀ comeĀ toĀ findĀ thereĀ areĀ manyĀ exceptionsĀ whereĀ samiraĀ isĀ involved,Ā andĀ heāsĀ allĀ theĀ betterĀ forĀ itĀ āĀ aĀ betterĀ partner,Ā inĀ crimeĀ andĀ inĀ life.Ā howeverĀ longĀ thereĀ isĀ ofĀ itĀ anyway.Ā luckĀ isĀ boundĀ toĀ runĀ outĀ someĀ time.Ā butĀ rightĀ now,Ā samiraāsĀ inĀ hisĀ arms,Ā andĀ harrisonĀ isĀ laughing,Ā pullingĀ herĀ tight,Ā kissingĀ herĀ gently.Ā heādĀ loveĀ toĀ linger,Ā butĀ alasĀ thatāsĀ theĀ oneĀ luxuryĀ theyĀ cannotĀ afford. « weĀ haveĀ toĀ go, » heĀ whispers,Ā mouthĀ quirkingĀ upĀ intoĀ aĀ smile. « weĀ haveĀ aĀ honeymoonĀ toĀ attend.Ā Ā»
šššššš Ā š šš:Ā @theoeuvresāĀ Ā ā±Ā thanatosĀ &Ā yeseul. šššššššš:Ā christmasĀ event,Ā theĀ plazaĀ hotel.
Ā Ā Ā INĀ AĀ LONGĀ SPARKLINGĀ REDĀ GOWN,Ā yeseulĀ isĀ exactlyĀ whereĀ sheĀ wantsĀ toĀ be:Ā theĀ centerĀ ofĀ everyoneāsĀ attention.Ā herĀ heelsĀ clackĀ againstĀ theĀ marbleĀ floors,Ā aĀ venomousĀ smileĀ onĀ herĀ lipsĀ justĀ cordialĀ enoughĀ forĀ peopleĀ notĀ toĀ secondĀ -Ā guessĀ herĀ intentions.Ā sheāsĀ justĀ hereĀ forĀ theĀ partyĀ āĀ thoughĀ ifĀ anyoneĀ wereĀ toĀ wringĀ outĀ herĀ pocketsĀ theyādĀ findĀ aĀ wallet,Ā aĀ watch,Ā andĀ aĀ ringĀ thatāsĀ notĀ hers,Ā andĀ thisĀ despiteĀ promisingĀ thanatosĀ toĀ stayĀ awayĀ fromĀ pettyĀ thieveryĀ andĀ keepĀ herĀ eyesĀ onĀ theĀ prize.
Ā Ā Ā sheāsĀ tryingĀ toĀ findĀ theirĀ nextĀ victimĀ whenĀ outĀ ofĀ theĀ cornerĀ ofĀ herĀ eyeĀ sheĀ spotsĀ herĀ partnerĀ inĀ crimeĀ andĀ herĀ eyesĀ lingerĀ aĀ secondĀ tooĀ long.Ā heĀ looksĀ good,Ā anyoneĀ withĀ eyesĀ canĀ tell,Ā andĀ yeseulĀ canātĀ helpĀ butĀ admireĀ himĀ asĀ heĀ makesĀ wayĀ towardsĀ her.Ā sheĀ straightensĀ upĀ andĀ clearsĀ herĀ throat.Ā thisĀ isnātĀ partĀ ofĀ theĀ plan. « youĀ cleanĀ upĀ well, » sheĀ statesĀ matterĀ -Ā ofĀ -Ā factlyĀ onceĀ heāsĀ inĀ herĀ vicinity,Ā handĀ shootingĀ upĀ toĀ adjustĀ theĀ collarĀ ofĀ hisĀ shirt. « youĀ readyĀ toĀ doĀ someĀ damage,Ā bigĀ boyĀ ?Ā Ā»
šššššš Ā š šš:Ā @theoeuvresĀ Ā ā±Ā psycheĀ &Ā rhys. šššššššš:Ā theirĀ apartment.
Ā Ā Ā ITāSĀ SMALLĀ BABYĀ STEPS,Ā tinyĀ tinyĀ progress,Ā butĀ atĀ leastĀ rhysĀ isĀ trying.Ā psycheĀ hasĀ beenĀ nothingĀ shortĀ ofĀ aĀ perfectĀ roommateĀ andĀ allĀ heāsĀ givenĀ herĀ inĀ returnĀ isĀ annoyedĀ huffsĀ andĀ oneĀ -Ā wordĀ repliesĀ toĀ herĀ questions.Ā itĀ hadĀ beenĀ soĀ simple,Ā onceĀ uponĀ aĀ time,Ā andĀ nowĀ evenĀ theĀ thoughtĀ ofĀ conversationĀ hasĀ himĀ uneasy,Ā evenĀ ifĀ itāsĀ withĀ her.
Ā Ā Ā heĀ comesĀ homeĀ carryingĀ twoĀ cupsĀ andĀ aĀ bagĀ ofĀ groceries,Ā onlyĀ toĀ findĀ psycheĀ alreadyĀ inĀ theĀ kitchen. « hey, » rhysĀ greetsĀ awkwardly,Ā settingĀ hisĀ groceriesĀ downĀ andĀ placingĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ warmĀ paperĀ cupsĀ downĀ inĀ frontĀ ofĀ herĀ onĀ theĀ counterĀ tentatively. « theĀ neighborhoodĀ kidsĀ alwaysĀ doĀ thisĀ christmasĀ marketĀ thingĀ justĀ downĀ theĀ streetĀ soĀ ..Ā iĀ gotĀ youĀ aĀ hotĀ chocolate, » heĀ mentionsĀ brisklyĀ asĀ ifĀ itĀ wasĀ someĀ sortĀ ofĀ hassle.Ā itĀ reallyĀ wasnāt.Ā rhysĀ wasĀ actuallyĀ happyĀ toĀ getĀ oneĀ forĀ her,Ā butĀ heādĀ neverĀ sayĀ so. « yāknow.Ā sinceĀ youĀ likeĀ chocolate. » itāsĀ aĀ start.
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whatĀ wasĀ herĀ favouriteĀ songĀ ?Ā theĀ blackĀ sabbathĀ songĀ ?Ā ah,Ā itĀ wasĀ hardĀ toĀ recallĀ andĀ soĀ theĀ chocolate-hairedĀ journalistĀ bitĀ herĀ alreadyĀ dryĀ lip.Ā aĀ skināsĀ leftoverĀ feltĀ bitterĀ onĀ theĀ tipĀ ofĀ herĀ tongue.Ā herĀ mindĀ disappearedĀ forĀ aĀ whileā¦Ā again.Ā forĀ quiteĀ someĀ timeĀ nowĀ itĀ hasĀ beenĀ hardĀ forĀ oliveĀ toĀ focusĀ properlyĀ onĀ theĀ surrounding.Ā sheĀ wasĀ spacingĀ out.
āĀ ofĀ course.Ā lookĀ atĀ thoseĀ muscles.Ā āĀ sheĀ leftĀ aĀ juicyĀ kissĀ acrossĀ herĀ flatĀ shoulders.Ā Ā āĀ comeĀ hereĀ bigĀ boy.Ā āĀ withĀ herĀ armsĀ extendedĀ oliveĀ approachedĀ theĀ loveĀ ofĀ herĀ soĀ complexĀ life.Ā crawling,Ā almost.
Ā Ā Ā PUZZLEĀ PIECESĀ THATĀ FIT.Ā allĀ hisĀ lifeĀ josephĀ hasĀ believedĀ heĀ isĀ someĀ squareĀ pegĀ inĀ aĀ roundĀ hole,Ā andĀ yetĀ inĀ oliveĀ heĀ findsĀ aĀ peer,Ā aĀ partner.Ā oneĀ ofĀ theseĀ daysĀ heāllĀ findĀ theĀ courageĀ toĀ popĀ theĀ questionĀ andĀ makeĀ thatĀ commitment,Ā butĀ heĀ canĀ senseĀ theyāreĀ bothĀ somewhatĀ off.
Ā Ā Ā soĀ joeĀ doesnātĀ hesitateĀ toĀ walkĀ straightĀ intoĀ oliveāsĀ armĀ andĀ wrapĀ hisĀ ownĀ tightlyĀ aroundĀ herĀ familiarĀ frame. « iāllĀ makeĀ itĀ upĀ toĀ you, » heĀ whispersĀ againstĀ herĀ softĀ hair,Ā hisĀ warmĀ breathĀ uponĀ herĀ head. « thoughĀ ifĀ youĀ stillĀ wantĀ toĀ punchĀ meĀ youĀ can.Ā Ā»
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genesis almost felt silly for getting all worked up for nothing. she sighed as she looked towards finnegan who had paused their game. she nodded as he questioned, sighing,ā i thought he might be running late but i guess there was some sort of emergency?ā she hadnāt fully read the text because she had been so focused on the canceling part. the blonde didnāt think twice before she planted herself beside finn again,ā i guess,ā she told him with a shrug and tucked her legs beneath her,ā oh!ā she reached for the controller that they held out,ā only if you promise not to make fun of me.ā her gaze focused on the screen and she took a breath,ā so what do i do first?āĀ
Ā Ā Ā FINNĀ CANāTĀ HELPĀ THEĀ SLIGHTĀ FROWNĀ thatĀ appearsĀ onĀ hisĀ face.Ā heĀ alsoĀ canātĀ helpĀ theĀ factĀ thatĀ heĀ thinksĀ itĀ allĀ soundsĀ likeĀ someĀ poorĀ excuse,Ā thoughĀ whyĀ anyoneĀ wouldĀ throwĀ awayĀ anĀ opportunityĀ toĀ hangĀ outĀ withĀ genesisĀ isĀ beyondĀ him. « iĀ guess, » finnĀ echoes,Ā thoughĀ notĀ entirelyĀ convinced.Ā still,Ā theĀ frownĀ isĀ replacedĀ byĀ aĀ brightĀ smileĀ asĀ genesisĀ sinksĀ intoĀ theĀ couchĀ nextĀ toĀ them. « wouldĀ neverĀ occurĀ toĀ meĀ toĀ doĀ so, » theyĀ promiseĀ withĀ aĀ grin,Ā positioningĀ themselvesĀ closerĀ toĀ her,Ā handsĀ comingĀ upĀ toĀ restĀ onĀ hers.  « here,Ā iāllĀ showĀ you.Ā itāsĀ reallyĀ easy. » theyĀ unpauseĀ theĀ game,Ā characterĀ standingĀ stillĀ inĀ aĀ vastĀ desert. « useĀ thisĀ toĀ moveĀ around,Ā pressĀ triangleĀ toĀ jumpĀ andĀ x toĀ duck.Ā andĀ thisĀ buttonĀ backĀ hereĀ toĀ shoot.Ā thisĀ gameĀ isĀ moreĀ aboutĀ theĀ explorationĀ though.Ā youĀ collectĀ littleĀ itemsĀ andĀ solveĀ puzzlesĀ andĀ stuff. » finnĀ lightsĀ upĀ asĀ heāsĀ talking.
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she was one of the few who he felt comfortable enough to bring to his studio. he knew that she appreciated it all. his lips curved into a grin and he shrugged,ā i never claimed to be a saint.ā he knew already that it was likely she didnāt need the menu. she barely even seemed to take a look at it before she told him what she needed. he shrugged as he took the menu back,ā got it.ā he bit down on his lip at her question and glanced around,ā it would be more traditional than what i usually do,ā he admitted,ā a backdrop, props or whatever and just you, i want something more simplistic at first but then things would shift as hopefully youād be comfortable enough to lose garments piece by piece.ā he held up his hand to pause the conversation before he was calling the restaurant to place the order.Ā
Ā Ā Ā AFTERĀ GIVINGĀ HIMĀ HERĀ ORDER,Ā juniĀ walksĀ aroundĀ theĀ studioĀ withĀ theĀ sameĀ bigĀ eyesĀ sheĀ hadĀ theĀ firstĀ timeĀ sheĀ setĀ footĀ inĀ here,Ā alwaysĀ inĀ aweĀ ofĀ howĀ seriouslyĀ jacksonĀ tookĀ thisĀ job.Ā sheĀ wishesĀ sheĀ wasĀ asĀ passionateĀ aboutĀ anythingĀ asĀ heĀ wasĀ aboutĀ hisĀ photos.Ā thenĀ again,Ā theĀ onlyĀ timeĀ sheādĀ everĀ beenĀ passionateĀ aboutĀ prettyĀ muchĀ anythingĀ wasĀ theirĀ relationship.Ā juniperĀ looksĀ overĀ atĀ himĀ asĀ heĀ speaks,Ā andĀ bitesĀ herĀ tongueĀ soĀ heĀ canĀ placeĀ theĀ orderĀ first.Ā onceĀ heĀ putsĀ hisĀ phoneĀ down,Ā sheĀ tiltsĀ herĀ headĀ toĀ theĀ sideĀ inquisitively.  « andĀ thisĀ isĀ .. » sheĀ looksĀ downĀ atĀ herĀ currentĀ attireĀ āĀ simpleĀ jeans,Ā aĀ croppedĀ top,Ā anĀ oversizedĀ sweaterĀ that,Ā nowĀ thatĀ sheĀ thinksĀ aboutĀ it,Ā mayĀ actuallyĀ beĀ his, « fineĀ ?Ā Ā»