thinking of that fic. need your opinion if it worth to write.
heated rivalry x twilight AU
Ilya Rozanov is a vampire from the Denali Coven, comes to Forks to visit his Cullen cousins. One evening he gets bored and sneaks into into the local high school's hockey rink, where he meets Shane Hollander. The golden boy, captain of the school hockey team and obsessed with hockey.
And this golden boy smells amazing. His scent is so good and his freckles are so bright that Ilya wants to smell and look at him more than he is hungry.
They see each other every evening while Rozanov is in Forks, and Ilya teaches him hockey tricks. He is so good that Shane can't understand why isn't he in NHL. But Rozanov can't explain. He just wants to spend more time with the boy and keep him safe and happy.
Before Ilya leaves, they exchange numbers and stay in touch for years. He's there for Shane through his first breakup. Admission into university. A string of hookups. The NHL Draft. Shane tells him how he prefers blowjobs. How is his neighbor at campus. His dreams and wishes. Complains.
Shane gets older and Rozanov falls in love. With his strange and dry sense of humor, with his stories, with his deep eyes.
Shane is sure he's found a true friend. He wants to spend all his time with him, touch him, hug him. But it's normal for friends, right? Because he isn't gay. Even with that that strange good bye kiss which made his toes curl.
Meanwhile, Hollander becomes the captain for NHL team. As Ilya promised years ago, he is incredibly good. The best, actually. With his team he wins his first Stanley cup. After another breakup he throws himself into self-discovery and starts questioning his sexuality.
It's a torture for Ilya, but he promised himself that Hollander's happiness matters more. Shane experiments with men, and through it all, he keeps coming back to his friend. Finally, he comes out to Ilya. He cries, and he is scared so fucking much. Rozanov is always there to listen and support him, no matter what. But now it's even more painful.
They still see each other only a few times a year, but Shane starts noticing just how handsome and how hot his friend is. He realizes he's been deeply in love with Ilya for years. With other men sex was pure mechanics. He can never could let himself go.
But he's terrified of telling Ilya. He can't bear the thought of losing the closest friend he's had in years. Besides, if Ilya felt the same way, he would've said something long ago… right?
But then Shane suffers a career-ending injury. Half-conscious, caught somewhere between blinding pain and the agonizing realization of what it means, he can think only of Ilya. Please. He just wants to talk to him.
By occasion Carlisle is the doctor at this hospital and he calls Ilya, only to find out he's already on his way. Alice had called him first.
Next time Shane wakes up and Ilya is holding his hand, murmuring something under his breath. He strokes his hair. Try to soothe him, calm him, tries to convince him there's a life beyond hockey.
But Shane tells him there are only two things in his life: hockey and Ilya. They talk for days, Shane is almost paralyzed recovering from trauma. He cries into Ilya shoulder. He clings to him as though his life will end the moment Ilya lets go.
Rozanov can see and feel that Shane is on the verge of doing something irreversible. But he can't live without him either. So Ilya tells him everything. He just can't keep it to himself anymore. Shane begs.
The choice is incredibly easy and impossibly hard. The next time Shane wakes up he wakes up to forever be with Ilya. They can spend their nights at the rink again, playing hockey, kissing, teasing each other, and loving each other without end.
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