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today i saw an old man wearing a shirt that said "thyme 2 turnip the beet"..... Fuck yeah you funky little gardener....

Itd be funny as fuck if the world operated like how people with social anxiety think it does. Like what if you got on a bus and everyone was like wow look at that piece of shit loser. Get off the bus you ugly bastard

captainsnoop-deactivated2020041

Instructions on Food: Cook 20-24 minutes.

Me: Using my Superior Intellect, I have deduced that the Optimal Cooking Time is precisely… 22 minutes.

stephenstilwell-deactivated2021

“Start with realizing the universe within you before attempting to see what surrounds you.”

— s.s. (stephenstilwell)

coltre

I don’t feel like I am asking for much. I just want this anxiety to melt like snow under the sun. The same sun I want to sit under every day. In a space I feel safe into, the warmth on my skin, feeling light and serene. A light breeze. Days flowing easily like a melody. I just want to be at peace

vanyaliful

i blame studio ghibli for making me feel like the only place and time i could ever be happy is one summer day in 1980s japan

beachdeath

emtmercy

ICONIC

sarahviahhday

I was gonna put this in my queue but tbh I think it’s more relevant right now.

cluegrrl

Yeah.

intergalacticsuperstar

I’m obsessed with these pictures of the Indianapolis Colts Cheerleaders wearing their real world professional work attire as their cheer uniforms

squareclocks

I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.

psychedelicfelon

Most important lesson I learned in the past year is, don’t let anyone turn you cruel. No matter how badly you wanna give the world a taste of its own bitter medicine. It’s never worth losing yourself over.

insomniac-arrest

looking at natural phenomena feelings

the moon: overwhelming loneliness

the sun: both God and the Devil exist

the ocean: great and holy fear

the sky: I Am Small and so is everything else

mountains: I Am Young and also fuk gravity

old forests: inkling that the fae exist and want to steal babies

eclipse: all laws and rules are fake and time will come undone before our eyes

tornado: the need to keep an eye on it

shark tornados: the Devil exists but God does not

rainbows: Gay™ feeling

flower meadows: bees?

closet-keys

My brother was diagnosed with depression years before I was, and because of that he started therapy years before I did.

I still remember when I was a young teen and he was playing a Nirvana song and he stopped it at this one line: “I miss the comfort of being sad”

He told me that when you start to get better, there’s a part of you that misses being sad and that if you start feeling that way you have to be extra extra aware and careful because if you indulge the feeling you’ll go down a self-destructive spiral

And even though that was years and years ago, I think about it all the time. Especially when I’m reading discourse on the idea of getting so attached to mental illness as an identity that you don’t want to improve things because you feel safe in it and don’t know who you are without it

I always think of that line “I miss the comfort of being sad” and my brother’s warning

yesbpdbabe-deactivated20210115

some of you never had a severely trauma-ridden childhood which led to depression and anxiety permeating every part of your life straight through adulthood and it shows