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saudade [n] ㅡ a feeling of longing, melancholy, or nostalgia

[changkyuh-archive]

[wnq-writers]

I’m not very good at being a good person.

lowkeysteveee  (via deceptivecallings)

[shostakv]

‘ ON THE ROAD ’  SENTENCE  STARTERS.  (  RP ASK MEME.  )

quotes taken from both salles’ film and the novel by jack kerouac.

                feel free to change pronouns as you see fit as well as grammar or tense.

❝  oh, the lobster was filled with guilt.  ❞ ❝   are you being honest with me in the bottom of your soul ?  ❞ ❝  there’s like a rusty nail scratching across my goddamned spinal cord.  ❞ ❝  this is how you love.  ❞ ❝  be with me. hold me. just, call me.  ❞ ❝  i can’t even call what i’m feeling heartache, it’s too banal. melancholy is too languorous. grief is closest.  ❞ ❝  be quick and hurry to me, no delay.  ❞ ❝  the only people that interest me are the mad ones. the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing.  ❞ ❝   i love you as ever.  ❞ ❝  it’s not me, i’m drunk.  ❞ ❝  my soul’s talking direct soul language, so to speak, to my deepest blood brother and holy goof. that’s you.  ❞ ❝   i look at that cracked, high ceiling and i really don’t know who i am.  ❞ ❝  my whole life is a haunted one; the life of a ghost.  ❞ ❝  we gotta go and never stop going ‘til we get there.  ❞ ❝  i’m surprised, as always, by how easy the act of leaving is…  ❞ ❝  the world will never find peace until men fall at their women’s feet and ask for forgiveness.  ❞ ❝  what do you want out of life ?  ❞ ❝  let’s agree to love each other madly.  ❞ ❝  what difference does it make after all ?  ❞ ❝  prison is where you promise yourself the right to live.   ❞ ❝   i want to marry you, so i can rest my soul with yours ‘til we both get old.  ❞ ❝  i have nothing to offer except my own confusion.   ❞ ❝  ain’t no home for me.  ❞ ❝   you don’t feel responsibility toward others, you don’t know the concept, but you feel other’s have some mysterious obligation to support you.  ❞ ❝  shit, when was the last time we talked straight ?  ❞ ❝   never leave a costumer unsatisfied. i had that tattooed on my ass.  ❞ ❝   give people what they secretly want and they just panic.   ❞ ❝   to the good, old, dead, demented men we love.  ❞ ❝   you’ve crushed all the poetry you had in you.  ❞ ❝   take a close look at yourself and the degree of rottenness you’ve come to.  ❞ ❝   bless me father for i will sin.   ❞ ❝  life is long and wondrous and strange.  ❞ ❝   y’know, some of us need the occasional donut to survive.  ❞

[seanbk-blog1]

범주: twitter starter call 사람: @songtaekis

"OH NO YOU DIDN’T!” sean exclaimed, wrinkles on his face suggested that he is not very happy at the lingering mess in the dormitory’s living room. “I JUST FINISHED CLEANING THIS WHOLE DAMN HELL HOLE.”

[seanbk-blog1]

범주: twitter starter call 사람: @aekure

“Should I consider myself an idol?” he asked, even paused to queue for a swift respond, however, sean became impatient. “Because I don’t consider diet a huge deal. Fans will love or hate you either way.”

[seanbk-blog1]

범주: twitter starter call 사람: @gvareum​

“I’m not fond of technicalities. We can just be friends.” he remarked, pulling a wide grin across his face. “We’re almost the same age right?” he asked, tilting his head to the side to view the female idol in a different, better angle.

[seanbk-blog1]

범주: twitter starter call 사람: @i87cm 

“ninety five percent, it’s gonna rain.” he muttered, serious in tone and expression as he offered his spare umbrella to his senior label mate. “trust me on this hyung. I’ve been an expert weather guesser.”

[seanbk-blog1]

sarang (@snsrng)

   “Well for me it’s not so much the sneaking, it’s what you reap at the end of it that makes it so fun.. I mean, this view is literally so nice. I think it’s because of the way the mall is located.. The fact that it’s in the corner and you have a good angled view of the city.. Just makes it so much more worthwhile.” She hums, resting her elbows over the concrete railing.

“So this is boring huh? What do you consider to be.. I don’t know.. Not-so boring, then?” She chuckles heartily, turning her attention over to him. “Please enlighten me. Heh.”

sarang has a point. the view from the mall is breathtaking. it has a perfect 180 spread of the city; the busking lights in the evening, and even a glimpse of the farthest ocean. strangely though, the mall is located at the corner of the district, but the owner must have this purpose in mind.

“do you think the owner of this building considered this view when he constructed the mall?” he asked, out of the blue, with eyes mesmerized at the scene. “it’s not boring, your presence makes it much better.” after all, whats the fun of sneaking and trespassing alone? the flavor is with the people you’d share the moment with.

[fatimamononoke]

being 100% comfortable around somebody is something that is so rare but when you find it, it is so beautiful, and safe, and comforting.

[ghostling]

Four Word . Prompts

“Please, come with me.”

“You’re always number one.”

“I can’t do this.”

“I won’t let you.”

“Maybe I’m just crazy.”

“I’m not even sorry.”

“Honestly, just stop it.”

“I believe in you.”

“Don’t be an ass.”

“Who were you with?”

“Please talk to me.”

“I can’t trust you.”

“I need you, though.”

“Don’t be fucking rude.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“So, it was you.”

“I need to go.”

“Just stay with me.”

“You can trust me.”

“Alright, I love you.”

“I’m sorry, but no.”

“Will you help me?”

“You’re a terrible cook.”

“Can you shut up!?”

“You love me, right?”

“I really need you.”

“I don’t love you.”

“I’m not doing this.”

“I really need you.”

“You don’t want me.”

“Let me help you.”

“You’re such a bitch.”

“I can’t do this.”

“You think you’re funny?”

“Hey, I said stop!”

“Will you marry me?”

“Wanna go out sometime?”

“I don’t want this.”

“You always this quiet?”

“Are you fucking insane!?”

“I don’t want you.”

“I’m not wearing that.”

“Sorry, were you sleeping?”

“This was never right.”

“You look really tired.”

“I’m out of here.”

“You need to go.”

[seanbk-blog1]

yuna ( @chimxrical )

“i wish i knew honestly.” she wasn’t very good at saying no sometimes. or perhaps it was her being afraid that people would bad mouth her if she didn’t at least try to be nice to them. still she shook her head. “can’t you go as their date?” she asked amusedly before sighing. “well i have a few other friends. that are actually friends.” she thought for a moment. “why does he need date so badly then? is he in some kind of trouble that he couldn’t ask his own friends?” she asked curiously.

it is the kind of question that is a challenge to accurately answer. sean will have a hard time too, if given the same waves of interrogation. compare to the female model though, he do have better friends (judging to the way she describe hers) “Unless you’d dress me up with long locks, and sexy one piece skirt, why not.” he jokes, exposing his pearly white row of teeth as he smiles. “His grandparents expects him to have a significant other, so he’d ask for help to save his face.” his shoulder bounced, even him wasn’t very sure to the true intention of his friend. he’s willing to help though. 

[pxrksungmin-deactivated20170714]

Spotlight: ( @seanbk alias: Sean) continued from here

“Sure I’d love to teach you.” He smiled at the other brightly. He enjoyed his time with the other and wanted to spend more if it was possible. “It’s basically like a fighting game online only team sports. I just thought we could mess around together if you want?” He asked as he didn’t know if the other knew anything about the game at all. “It might be fun to teach you about them. Or we could do something else too.” 

[seanbk-blog1]

sean took a leap closer to the other male, slightly curving a smile, and obvious with interest. “I only played tetris when I was younger.” he joked, though half baked, sean did play other games during his childhood, but they are not as advance as these games. he used to spend time in the arcades; often got scolded at home. “That sounds cool. Is it like... Counterstrike?” 

[chimxrical-deactivated20200317]

“Listen you’re my friend and I love you. I would kick other people’s butts for you. But I will not set you up with them.” She shook her head. “I have more respect for you as a human being and they’re-” She looked around and scrunched her nose. “Super rude. So trust me they’re just a pretty face.” 

[seanbk-blog1]

sean wasn’t particularly asking for a date himself; rather, he inquired in behalf of a friend who’s in deliberately, pathetically, hopelessly in need of a pair for a relative’s wedding event. but sean did understand why she took it the wrong way. he was ㅡ after all ㅡ a little too aggressive with his inquiry. “honestly, I don’t understand why you are friends with them. You said it yourself. They are rude and just a pretty face.” he leaned against the wall, raising a brow as he gawk at her. “Anyway, my friend needs a date. Help me out here, will ya.”

[seanbk-blog1]

범주: SENTENCE STARTERS 사람: @snsrng (cont.)

his father would often call him a rebel. a kid who is very much aware of the rules, however, he’d always choose to break them. in sean’s defense, rules are meant to be cracked, but only with a better cause. the only child remember his childhood when he’d cause his parent’s trouble; it’s fun, and surely met many consequences and lessons. 

“honestly, I’ve thought of this idea before.” he confessed as he tailed the woman from behind, as they climbed the mall’s rooftop platform. “But I didn’t go through the plan, because I find it boring.” considering that the mall’s security is pretty much a piece of cake. “Anyway, I’m glad we are here. I’m curious to see the view from up the 7th floor”

[seanbk-blog1]

'There's no excuse for this.' / Welcome to 2K!

범주: welcome messages사람: @aekure

sean is very much aware that his irresponsible actions will meet an unfortunate consequence later. whatever he state to clear his name will be useless with these strong evidence piled up against him. the guitarist could only respond with a disappointed sigh as he gawk down and guilty. “even a heartfelt sorry wouldn’t save my ass from this, huh.” the management is unpredictable indeed. they can be cruel at times, strict every single day, and unmerciful only during blue moons. sean is clueless to what to expect. he’d be dead in no time.

[seanbk-blog1]

"Where did that come from?" / welcome to 2k !

범주: welcome messages사람: @yuggxm

sean froze for a second; in daze at the senior female idol as she inquired to where he got the freshly baked sweet potatoes, warming his hands. his lips tightens as a light hum passed, curving his lips next into a tiny smile. “just across the street, in front of the building. there’s this adorable grandma who sells potatoes, and she bakes it real well.” he unravels a piece of his potato from the paper wrapper, offering it to the female. “you should try it.”

[seanbk-blog1]

"Do you wanna go play Overwatch together?" // Welcome to 2k!

범주: welcome messages사람: @pxrksungmin

the random invitation is very much appreciated, considering that sean is clueless to what to do with his spare time. however, there is a dilemma in the midst of the suggestion. sean, had no idea what overwatch is. at first, he is conscious to ask sungmin, as he doesn’t want him to think he is ridiculous. ( he may have known it is a popular game, but God knows he has no idea ) albeit in the end, sean gulped his pride and asked. “We can play, but do you mind tutoring me of how that game works? I’m not really a gamer, per se”