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Never thought

I never thought it would hit me this hard. It’s been a year since I lost you. It’s been a year since I last saw your face. I shouldn’t love you anymore. Not the way that I did. To be honest I will always love you. You were toxic. You were a drug in my veins that I couldn’t quit. But then you left. How was I supposed to cope with that loss? How was I supposed to move on? I was fine until I met you. I was dealing with my demons. Now it the anniversary of when I lost you. You thought that I was too good for you. In fact everyone did. I didn’t care. I just wanted you. Now I don’t have you. I don’t know how I was able to keep the friends that I did. Because most of them knew you before they met me. They were your friends not mine. I don’t know how I was able to just move on when right now I feel like it’s the end of the world. Like I want to end my world. I haven’t written anything to you since the week that I left. I thought that maybe I was getting better. Perhaps not. It doesn’t matter anyway. I haven’t heard a word from you since then. I wasn’t trying to change you, you know? I was just trying to love you. You hurt me in ways that no other has done...but I still love you. I don’t think I will ever stop. The least you could do is let me move on.

thatsthat24

The Question We Always Ask Ourselves 💭 (Feat. Jim Cummings)

seattlehalfbreed

I'M HIDING IN THE LINEN CLOSET AT MY WORK BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE BEING TWATWAFFLES

seattlehalfbreed

NOW I'M HIDING UNDER TABLES. SEND HELP.

I'M HIDING IN THE LINEN CLOSET AT MY WORK BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE BEING TWATWAFFLES

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“All these girls dressing up like harley quinn now with suicide squad being popular, I bet they don’t even read comics”

Yes. Comics. The comics that harley quinn originated in. Harley Quinn, original comic book character. Comic books, the only medium Harley Quinn has ever appeared in, comics, nothing else.

radiantseraphina

For those who aren’t in on the joke, Harley Quinn is what TvTropes refers to as a canon immigrant. This refers to a character, who originates in a different medium, that eventually makes it back into the original. Harley does not come from comics, but instead originated in “Joker’s Favor,” an episode of Batman: The Animated Series. In fact, Harley’s first comic appearance didn’t happen until a year later (September 1993 in The Batman Adventures #12).

So if someone complains about you or someone else dressing up like Harley and not reading comics? They’re the one that doesn’t know what they’re talking about.

writing-prompt-s

You are suddenly able to see numbers above people’s heads which are counting down and you have no idea why. One person you meet reaches 0 and…

cubejello

Hands you a ravioli from their back pocket. The numbers. It’s a ravioli countdown. You are the ravioli receiver.

itswalky

but do i really want pocket ravioli

itsadeadblogboy-deactivated2018

you have no choice. you were chosen as the sole ravioli receiver. you phsically cannot decline.

lunacwolphe

What happens if I am not there at 0 to receive the ravioli?

itsadeadblogboy-deactivated2018

you receive the ravioli

lunacwolphe

How?! How can they hand it to me? If I am not there? Do their arms nyoom out of no where and hand me ravioli? Must I constantly be receiving ravioli every second or do I have pauses between ravioli? Am I buried in a mound of ravioli?

itsadeadblogboy-deactivated2018

the ravioli

is yours

ondoinganevildeedblues

best sleeping conditions: freezing fucking cold room but layers and layers of blankets

missielynne

this speaks to me.

permanentlyinactive-deactivated

Scientifically, it’s because sleeping in a cooler environment (freezing cold room) and also sleeping under some physical pressure (blankets) - especially of you have anxiety and/or insomnia - is actually the most ideal sleeping condition.

renaissancerogue

My life

ohheymarshmallow

#wow it’s nice to be scientifically validated

seattlehalfbreed

last year i made a post of how each year i cry on my birthday, because it at some point get ruined. This year, I decided that I’m not celebrating it on the day. I have officially declared my day of birth to be the following week to the day. I just want to stop crying every year.

seattlehalfbreed

okay, to be honest. this plan didn’t work out so well either. I think the world just wants me to just fucking give up on celebrating my birthday. like, instead of partying like i was supposed to i spent three fucking weeks on antibiotics because i chopped the tip of my fucking finger off at work. woo-hoo. go me.

#birthdays suck #over it

I’m Fucked Up

I had a dream last night where I was working in a children’s hospital. Everything was fine at first. I was giving a tour of the new wing to Captain America. Sounds like no big deal, right? After a while, I was taking care of paper work when a child comes up to me and starts whacking me in the head with the cardboard roll from a thing of paper towels. I ignored it at first, but then it started to get more and more annoying. I tried telling the child to stop. That what he was doing was not okay. But then every whack started to sound like a voice. It said each time, “Failure.”, “Pathetic”, and my personal favorite, “Unlovable”. Those three words just kept repeating and repeating. I wanted it to stop. I tried to make it stop. But both the child and the voice kept on going.

*whack* “Failure”

*whack* “Pathetic”

*whack* “Unlovable” It felt like an eternity.

I finally broke down. I dropped to my knees crying. Hands over ears to drown out the voice. And I said to my self, “Leave me alone. Just leave me alone.” Rocking back and forth, hoping that the voice and child would listen. “leave me alone. Just leave me alone.”

#down period #depression #dream #just leave me alone #i'm not okay #i need help #i'm fucked up

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and die

babblingbrookanimations

i wasnt ready for that

last year i made a post of how each year i cry on my birthday, because it at some point get ruined. This year, I decided that I’m not celebrating it on the day. I have officially declared my day of birth to be the following week to the day. I just want to stop crying every year.

#emotions #birthaday #personal