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Very excited to read yet another new to me Cat Sebastian book.
Before Ilya, Shane's go to jerk off fantasy is that he has to suck maybe six or so dicks back to back. He's somewhere locker room adjacent maybe like a sauna changing room and six beautiful muscular men come in, naked and already hard and Shane knows what his role is. They're strong and athletic but obviously they aren't hockey players that would be too much.
They surround him while he takes the first one in his mouth, and one of them touches his shoulder gently. He can't tell which one. They're pretty quiet as he gets started, only the quiet grunts of the man with his cock in Shane's mouth. Shane has never sucked a dick in real life, only his fingers when he's feeling the right mix of horny, brave, and safely hidden, but in his fantasy he's good at it and he loves it. He knows the smell of men so he sinks into that in his imagination, the smell of the man's sweat concentrated in his pubic hair, and the weight of Shane's own arousal settling like water between his legs as he works.
The first guy always comes on his face, with his hand in Shane's hair, sometimes gentle sometimes tight and demanding. The second man usually comes on his chest, but not always. After that he lets it get hazy in his mind. He imagines the warmth and satisfaction of their come on him, the smell of it, the shame. He's too shy to imagine them coming in his mouth. When he tries his imagination skitters away from him at the last second so he imagines come dripping down his neck and cooling on his collar bones instead. As he takes them one by one, they get louder and louder behind him. Grunting and swearing, moaning, jerking themselves off loudly while they wait for his mouth. They tell him to take it, they tell each other how good he looks covered in them, they goad each other on to hold out longer, keep fucking his mouth, is that all you've got. And they touch him more, his back, his neck, one of them comes up right behind him and presses his hairy chest to Shane's back even though he's sweaty from how hard he's working and wraps his arms around him to hold each of Shanes thighs in each of his huge hands. Shane imagines he has dark hair on his knuckles and he always gets stuck there for a minute. Later, one of them sits next to Shane on the bench and lays an arm over his shoulders, soft and friendly, until he reaches up to fist Shane's hair and hold him down on the other guys dick. Shane has to do a good job, they know he can perform, produce, and if he doesn't they'll make him live up to his potential.
Shane imagines his mouth gets so sore and wet, his lips bruised over his teeth, drool and jizz and tears everywhere, but he has to make it good for them.
The last guy is always the biggest of all and his cock is so hard from watching Shane. He shoves himself past Shane's sore lips and into his mouth, which is still miraculously wet and hot and perfect inside and Shane sucks him perfectly. The last guy is sweet, stroking Shane's disgusting cheek and calling him beautiful, perfect, good. He whispers thank you, Hollander, as he comes, or maybe he whispers take it, or maybe you're mine and Shane feels it as a shudder through his whole body, like he's going to come too. He pulls Shane up off the ground and lets him lean against his beautiful, muscular body, even though Shane is covered in sweat, and saliva, and come. He calls Shane disgusting and beautiful in the same breath and leaves Shane in the showers to wash himself. Sometimes he tells Shane sweetly, you can jerk off if you want, I'll help. Sometimes he sneers at Shane's erection and tells him you can jerk off if you need to and leaves, or leans against the wall to watch in disgust.
After Ilya, the fantasy shifts a little. He's in a hotel usually, and Ilya sits next to him on the bed, holding Shane's head, petting his hair, touching his neck and chest, whispering in his ear that Shane looks amazing, that he can do better than that, that Shane is nothing but a mouth, the best mouth he's ever had, born to suck cock, cocksucker, keep going. His hands are everywhere on Shane, first kind and then scratching, grabbing, pulling, pinching. Look how much you like it Hollander. He becomes the last man, and Shane can imagine Ilya coming in his mouth, loves it, the taste and weight of him becoming more and more familiar over the years.
Eventually it shifts again, and Shane realizes that Ilya is impossibly all six of the men. It takes him out of it the first time he thinks about it, but the idea of Ilya next to him, pressed against his side, whispering in his ear, and Ilya fisting his hair while he pushes his dick into Shane's sore mouth, and Ilya jerking himself off while he watches Shane taking cock after cock, all at the same time is too hot to resist even if it doesn't make any sense.
its always morally correct to reblog your own posts for attention.
'oh damn! i wonder why i suddenly have 50+ activity!"
the suspiciously 50+ activity shaped mutual:
going to be so awkward when s2 heated rivalry press brings up the plot point of shane’s restrictive diet and hudson and connor have to pretend they’re not doing a turbo version of it in real life
feeling the need to be here again
In my mind Shane’s allergies are latex, peanuts, tree nuts, and mangoes. The mango allergy is pretty mild and he LOVES mangoes so he eats them anyway but Ilya hates that so when he’s away from Ilya for sponsorship-related trips he’ll go eat a bunch of mangoes alone in his hotel room and later when he FaceTimes Ilya he’s got a suspicious mouth rash. Ilya’s like what are you doing. That better not be a mango reaction, Shane. Tell me it’s anything else. Tell me the makeup artist didn’t wash the brushes right and now you have herpes but do NOT tell me you’ve been eating fucking mangoes behind my back AGAIN—
the idea of shane who denies himself SO MUCH and optimizes SO MUCH OF HIS LIFE and is SO focused and SO dedicated
but who cannot resist the siren call of Forbidden Mangoes
it ends up being his end of season treat
he did a whole season, he did a great job, he stayed focused and On It the whole year. other people celebrate with champagne. shane celebrates with an allergen.
shane who has one last photoshoot to knock out before he's free and is just oh no :) it conflicts with my husband's schedule :) guess that means ilya can't go with me :) so sad :)
why are you so happy
i'm not :)
then he does the photoshoot and has knocked out the last thing he has to do in front of a camera for a while.
now it is Mango Time.
he facetimes ilya with the lights down WAY low later and ilya just ?? shane??? i can barely see you, malysh. turn a light on.
uuuhh, no thanks. it's sexier like this.
what? i want to se-
...
shane is it the fucking mangoes
...no
SHANE
YOU GET TO SMOKE SOMETIMES. I GET TO EAT MANGOES.
ARE YOU FORGETTING PART WHERE ALLERGIES CAN GET WORSE WITH EXPOSURE?
THEN I SHOULD ENJOY THEM WHILE I CAN
WRONG
flirting with your mutual by liking their post and saying nothing
we need to bring back old school tumblr communication and im so serious. sending an ask to a mutual just to say hello. seeing three different asks in your inbox all asking how your dentist appointment went. seeing a post you think one of your mutuals would enjoy and tagging them/sending it to them in the dms. nowadays its just silently liking a post or (if youre feeling extreme) replying under posts. WHAT HAPPENED TO US!! we used to be a proper community!!!! #LetsBringWhimsyBack
reblog if you want ppl to send you random lil' asks
That’s where they live
Hudson Williams at the 2026 Bell Media Upfront | June 4, 2026 (via iheartradioca)
I wanted to give Harrison Browne his flowers in what little way I could so here’s this quick portrait. What an inspirational human being. (And the only pro hockey player on the damn show.)
Best of luck in all of your endeavors. I hope Connors got his room service.
We all deserve sunshine. ☀️
Sucking YOUR dick after a long day to relieve MY stress
Niall via Tiktok: incredible day in Berlin seeing fans hear the album for the first time! can't wait to come back for tour in October
everyone say thank you Aika
always almost
Loyalty (1869)
— by Briton Rivière
Loyalty (2025)
— by Ilya Rozanov