my fics masterlist
Here is a masterlist of all of my fics sorted by fandom. This will be updated as fics are posted and updated. Here is the link to my ao3 profile.
pushing it down & praying: complete ship: kingdon
The day Frank Langdon returns to The Pitt, Mel King gets engaged. But it’s not to him.
lick each other's wounds: wip ship: kingdon
Frank doesn’t know it, but he falls in love with Mel the day they meet. Thirteen minutes after his fight with Robby, he breaks down in his car, sobbing so hard that his heart breaks. He checks himself into rehab and stays for 90 grueling, shameful days. Abby and his kids die on a Thursday, seven months later.
my music at work: wip ship: kingdon
You think you know the story of the legendary rivalry between The Fiends and Bitterhearts, two rock bands forced to go on tour together in the late-1980s, but it turns out there’s more to it than anyone could’ve ever bargained for. Including the members of the bands themselves. Mel and Frank don’t mean to fall in love, but once they do, there’s nothing that can stop the catalyst that follows. And they might say they regret it, but if there’s one thing you can count on from a rockstar, it’s lies.
Headsick: wip ship: hollanov
Shane isn’t crazy, no matter what anyone says. Ilya loves his mental illness a little too much. When they collide at Sana Wellness Center, a new-age mental health facility for young adults, they believe they’ve finally found a reason to live. But escaping your own mind can't last forever. Then again, love, and life, is never that easy.
your kisses are matches: hollanov: oneshot
when i go, look back at me: hollanov: oneshot
weak in this need for you: hollanov: oneshot
barter your pain for sweet relief: wip ship: rupert/taggie
A month after Rupert and Taggie's kiss, Tony offers her a job: her very own culinary show at Corinium. She shouldn't take it, and maybe she wouldn't, if everything was different. Except she does, it isn't, and there's no going back now. As it stands, Taggie doesn’t set out to ruin her life. In fact, she intends to fix it. Only it doesn’t work out quite like that. At all.
Both Sides Now: wip ship: rupert/taggie
Taggie gets pregnant with Seb’s baby and does her best to be the kind of wife he deserves. Rupert watches from afar and tries to not turn to stone without her warmth. They fail, of course. Because, in the end, Taggie loves Rupert all wrong. He loves her even worse. And there isn’t anything in this world that can uproot them.
devour me, themselves, and even the land: complete ship: rupert/taggie
There is a girl burning, flames licking her skin. There is a man lost in the billowing smoke. There was a fire, and there will be another.
there's bound to be talk tomorrow: rupert/taggie: oneshot
the sea is a good place (to think of the future): complete ship: bellarke
Private Clarke Griffin was presumed dead in the act of saving her squad during their deployment in war-torn Azgeda. For six years and seven days, Bellamy believed he’d lost her, never saying how he truly felt about her. But then, a miracle. Bellamy discovers that Clarke’s alive, and coming home, and she’s not alone. But six years in captivity is a long time, and there’s so much for the both of them to confront. It will take everything they have to do it, but there’s hope. There’s the possibility for them to heal. And hopefully not only that, but to heal together.
my sky's not blue, it's violent rain: complete ship: bellarke
Bellamy's a spy for Mt. Weather, damning his soul in exchange for keeping Octavia alive. Then his latest assignment to infiltrate Griffin's Laboratories and get close to one Clarke Griffin changes everything. Suddenly, he doesn't have just one person he'd do anything to protect. If only she didn't hate him once she discovers the truth about him. To his utmost surprise though, she agrees to work with him to save his sister and bring down Mt. Weather. Betrayal might keep Bellamy and Clarke apart, but regardless of the lies and whirlwind of emotions, if they're going to succeed, they're in this together.
need you like water in my lungs: complete ship: bellarke
Years after Clarke left Bellamy heartbroken, they reunite in the worst of ways. They're a ship out to sea in a brewing storm, and while they both know this only ends in disaster, there's no way in hell either one of them is going to stop it.
Rock Bottom: wip ship: bellarke & murven
Echo and Bellamy get engaged, and it sets off a series of events Clarke could never predict. One moment, she’s sobbing about her supposed unrequited love for Bellamy, and the next, she and Murphy are kissing. It turns out while she’s been pining, so has Murphy, for Raven. The two decide if they’re gonna be heartbroken, then they might as well rely on one another at the same time. In a move that will impact the entire group in unexpected, drama-filled, and wild ways, the two decide, “fuck it,” and become friends with benefits. After all, what’s the worst that can happen? As it turns out, a lot.
Send Me on My Way: wip ship: bellarke & murven
Clarke and Raven despise Bellamy and Murphy in college. But that doesn’t stop them from sleeping with them when a party plus a round of Dance Dance Revolution leads to a whole lot more. 12 years later, Raven and Clarke are raising their daughters, Robin and Madi. They hope to keep the secret forever, and have accepted being alone in return. Of course, their kids, and fate, have other ideas.
Brokenness is a Form of Art: wip ship: bellarke & murven
An impulse. A prayer. A hope. Bellamy stays behind with Clarke as Praimfaya hits. And everything that happens after.
I Got You Babe: wip ship: bellarke & memori
Reports are coming in that The Primes have struck again, leaving yet another vault empty and a security team utterly confused as to how it happened. More to come in the latest development on the now ten year spree of robberies in Arkadia. Will The Primes ever be caught? Or will their reign continue for yet another year? John Murphy and Bellamy Blake, private investigators, and self-proclaimed badasses, figure the case of The Primes will lead to a key to the city or another award to put on their shelves. They count on their tact ability to root out criminals and best kept secrets. What that they don't count on are Emori Woodhouse and Clarke Griffin, tenacious investigative journalists who've been working the case for five years. They're not about to just let a couple of outsiders handle things, given their own personal ties to it. A disastrous first meeting sparks a game of wit and skill with a side of immature shenanigans. Then, the stakes are raised, and it's not just money on the line, but lives of innocents. They're forced to put aside their differences if they're going to even have a chance at solving this damn case. Once and for all.
It's All Happening: wip ship: bellarke
Bellamy Blake's dedicated to his sobriety and wife Gina. Clarke Griffin's dedicated to her next high and teetering on the edge of collapse. What they share is an all-encompassing love of music. As Clarke Griffin and The Six, they, along with Octavia, Harper, Monty, Murphy, and Miller, become legends. Against the glittering backdrop of the 1970s, the band will learn what being a rock god truly entails, and what happens when you find your soulmate at the exact wrong time.
Comeback Kids: wip ship: clurphy
Bellamy dies, and Clarke isn't sure how she's meant to make it in a world without her soulmate. Just as she and his best friend, Murphy, lose their grip on Bellamy, he starts appearing to them as a ghost. Clarke thinks there's no life for her without Bellamy, but Murphy's intent on showing her that it's still worth living, even amongst the pain. He helps Clarke heal and have hope once more, all while talking to his dead friend, convincing him that they'll survive. Though he knows neither one of them will ever be whole again, he thinks things might be okay, one day. If only he and Clarke didn't fall in love, like proper idiots.
devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes: bellarke & josibriel: oneshot
first the parent-teacher association, then the world: memori: oneshot
i'll stop the world and melt with you: bellarke: oneshot
For the History Books: bellarke: oneshot
the art of imprinting on "platonic" soulmates: bellarke: oneshot
got a lucky one: bellarke: oneshot
Walking with a Ghost: bellarke: oneshot
get punched for the love club: murphamy: oneshot
Body Talk: bellarke: oneshot
we were something, don't you think so?: bellarke, memori, clurphy: oneshot
In the Daylight: clurphy: oneshot
Gotta Wait for You Baby: bellarke: oneshot
the most i could give you is nothing at all: bellarke: oneshot
Your Needs, My Needs: complete ship: daisybilly
Six years after that fateful show in Chicago, Ellemar Records calls in on the band's unfulfilled contracts, forcing Daisy, Billy and the rest of the band to grapple with their past and present. But it also might be able to help them save their futures. It's 1983, and Daisy Jones and The Six aren't done just yet.
would it be better if our love wasn't defined by our art?: complete ship: daisybilly
Daisy finds her hope and belief in love and life in October of 1977. Five years later, Billy struggles to cling onto his own. When they reunite at Warren’s wedding in the summer of 1982, both of their lives change forever all over again.
Living Proof: wip ship: daisybilly
Daisy’s life is almost perfect, right up until the moment it isn’t. When her childhood best friend, and burgeoning rockstar husband, Graham gets cancer, everything falls apart. The only person who understands what she’s going through is Billy, even though they’ve never liked one another. And then, because her world isn’t broken enough, she and Billy do something unforgivable. They fall in love.
All This and Heaven Too: wip ship: daisybilly
Daisy and Billy don’t leave the band after Chicago. Instead, The AURORA world-tour continues with a newly sober Daisy, and a Billy who’s spiraling further and further out of control. Leaving is easy. It turns out that staying is the hard thing.
this modern love (it kills me): wip ship: daisyeddie
In which Daisy doesn't leave the band after that night in Chicago, might just find peace, and somehow...Falls in love.
Hungry All the Time: wip ship: daisybilly
Twenty years after Chicago, Billy knocks and Daisy answers. But nothing is ever that simple for them. For I feel my only crime is being hungry all the time In every possible definition of that word
You've Haunted Me All My Life: daisybilly: oneshot
Don't Leave Me Here Alone: daisybilly: oneshot
I Never Was the Best to You: daisybilly: oneshot
Like a Full on Rainstorm: daisybilly: oneshot
Just What I Needed: daisybilly: oneshot
Would I Have You in My Dreams Tonite?: daisybilly: oneshot
stone me, stone me, stone but i love her still: daisybilly: oneshot
it feels good to be known so well: daisybilly: oneshot
and i will hold on to you: daisybilly: oneshot
This Godforsaken Mess: complete ship: chenford
When world-renowned actress Lucy Chen and small-town bookstore owner Tim Bradford fall backwards into an affair, they both wish desperately they could let the other go. But they can't. Not when they're falling, no matter how reluctantly, in hopeless, all-encompassing, love.
in the middle of the night (when i'm in this dream): complete ship: chenford
When the dam finally breaks between Lucy and Tim, she thinks it’s the start of something. And she’s right. Just not in the way she first thought. Because Ashley seeks to get back together with Tim by proposing. And then, too late to take back telling him to say yes, Lucy finds out she’s pregnant. The whole situation is doomed from the start, but somehow, they just might beat the odds, and be something neither one of them could’ve seen coming: A family.
glue me in the arms of she who loves me: wip ship: chenford
Lucy and Tim’s relationship falls to pieces on a Wednesday. It burns up until it's ash. As if it was never alive in the first place. Neither one of them believe there is any coming back from this. That their story is a tragic one. But there just might be a chance. One that they’ll have to fight tooth and nail for, but it exists. It will take everything they have, but they might be able to save themselves, save each other and bring their love back to life.
I Just Wanna Be Held in a Particular Way: chenford: oneshot
As a Blonde: chenford: oneshot
Have You in a Secret Life: chenford: oneshot
slipping through my fingers all the time: devil's minion: oneshot
*note: I am no longer writing for this fandom
lay all your love on me: buddie: oneshot
i keep these longings locked: buddie: oneshot
it may not be much (but we do what we can): wip ship: nace
Nancy expects a lot of things when she links her soul to a demon in order to save her friends' lives. What she doesn’t expect is for him to be so…Himself. And for her to fall in love with said demon.
Your Tapestry That I Shred: nace: oneshot
*note: I am no longer writing for this fandom
you're just like a dream: upstead: oneshot
ttyl: upstead: oneshot
Sugar, We're Goin' Down Swinging: wip ship: kanej, helnik, wesper
The Crows were the biggest post-punk band of the late 90s. They toured stadiums and cities around the world. Then, at the height of their fame, they broke apart, the members vowing to never see one another again. It's been five years since then, and Kaz tells himself he doesn't miss the fame or the music. More than that, that he doesn't miss Inej. But when Nina bursts back into his life with the prospect of one final tour, a revival to rescue them all from their debts and demons, Kaz finds himself unable to refuse. It's a disaster waiting to happen, but since when have the six of them walked away from that?
I Believe in Us: kanej: oneshot
