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it wants to say please, please, remember to show love to the tgirls you know, but especially the tgirls you dont. love the tgirls you see on the border of things, love even the girls who cry out begging for it, and love those too scared to do that. dont just love those you see the most, dont just love after its too late.
and if you can, please, teach the trans women around you who dont know, how to accept love- and how to show it. if she doesnt know the words to show love, if she was never taught how to word her emotions, if shes been isolated so long she forgot what lovings like, *show her*, show her through loving her. because love is all we have, and love is the only way to teach others how to love. love is cyclical and it never ends. please, love every girl you can.
it doesnt know if it has the words to say this either, being one of them. but it'll try. and it hopes others will too.
For those who don't know: Ikumi Nakamura is the woman who was senior artist on Bayonetta, and designed the titular character along with Hideki Kamiya. Their greatest moment of bonding was over their insistence that Bayonetta keep her glasses on at all times. Nakamura cannot go to horny jail. She is the warden.
Happy pride month to her and her exclusively
she made a comic about the experience on twitter
happy pride
An Update from back in October I'm surprised wasn't added to this post. lol
i wrote 12k words about nightreign in order to try to answer the question "what is night in elden ring?"
with the release of elden ring: nightreign, the elden ring lore-junkie fanbase was faced with a somewhat vexing situation: how do we know if this game is “canon”? the greatest minds of reddit (lol) were forced to argue for and against the inclusion of the game’s contents into the known understanding of elden ring’s “lore” with the deadly serious gravitas of biblical scholarship. this may seem strange to outside observers who have better things to do than argue about the plot of a video game designed to drive you clinically insane. but for some people, arguing is a hobby. and so here i am.
many, including myself at first, were reluctant to take a rogue-like side game without direct oversight from fromsoft director hidetaka miyazaki seriously. the game drags in bosses from the dark souls catalog for variety’s sake, so on a gameplay mechanic level, the concern for canon was chucked out the window from the get-go in favor of making the game more fun (unquestionably the more important variable to focus on). i had assumed nightreign was going to be a nice little junk food snack compared to the massive mythology of elden ring and in many ways it is; there are little nods to the fan base hidden here and there, including one seemingly deliberately provocative lore drop for dark souls for no reason other than to kick a hornet’s nest1 (and its pretty funny in my opinion). but it also has something i wasn’t expecting at all: answers to questions no one was really asking but me.
i’ve been thinking about what nightreign has to offer when it comes to the story of elden ring. i am going to attempt to explore the idea of “the night” using the information present in nightreign and in elden ring, starting with a very quick overview of the events of nightreign and why it could, arguably, be “canon”.
(read a hell of a lot more here)
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the balancers will judge.
happy birthday nightreign!
一周年…晚了两天
throws you into the spiderplace and watches you burst into spiders
the power of a bowl of rice mixed with some fucking bullshit cannot be overstated
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I think a consistent challenge in transfeminist analysis is the question of where trans women fit into the classical man-woman scheme of patriarchy. You have some transfeminists asserting that trans women are exactly identical to cis women, and others asserting that trans women actually represent a sort of "third sex." Conversations go back and forth about this and my current thoughts are that there are compelling arguments on either side, but that they're both deeply flawed and limited because of their typically one-sided, metaphysical analysis.
Looking at the material evidence, it is plainly apparent that trans women are women proper - we are forced into the same spheres of labor as other women within our classes. Most of us are trapped in low-wage (often highly feminized) work, or are forced out of the formal legal economy and into sex work, long-term unemployment and begging just to afford food, and so on. As with cis women, a small number of us (mostly limited to the imperial core) are professionals who can access higher education, well-paying jobs, and so on. We can see plainly that, when all other factors are equal, trans women make markedly less money through employment than do cis women, cis men, and also trans men, which is consistent with and easily explained by our real existence as a type of specially-exploited woman, the same way a Black woman will typically make less than a white woman, a periphery woman less than an imperial core woman, and so on. We are just another kind of woman with an added layer of special exploitation, and one which is not incompatible with any other such layer.
On the other hand, we can look at the way we are spoken of and commonly regarded in normal social life. It seems plainly apparent that many people, maybe even most people, do indeed regard us as a third sex even if they would not use that term. Cis women, for the most part, do not get they/themmed incessantly the same way we do when someone is aware of our trans status. We're totally unwelcome in sexed spaces (bathrooms, changing rooms, etc), on a bio-physical level we are regarded as alien or as if we function completely differently from a cis woman or a cis man (despite HRT making us bio-physically extremely similar to cis women, and extremely different from cis men. The vast majority of trans women are either on HRT or desire to be on it). Even bourgeois trans women, take for instance the US politician Sarah McBride, are regarded with so much distaste and hatred by other bourgeois women. A phenomenon I've observed repeatedly in my own life is that when in public, strangers will consistently and exclusively address me as female, as a woman, with she/her, up until I have to share my ID (as part of getting a job, to access medical care, to buy alcohol, etc) - I have been unable to get the sex marker on my ID changed, and as soon as a stranger notices that, it's immediately apparent that I instantly become something "other" to them, something unknown and foreign and scary, and they don't really know what to do about it and usually refer to me very minimally or with they/them for the remaining duration of the interaction. There are countless other such phenomena we can raise to provide evidence for the fact that we seem to be regarded as a third sex, but I'll end there.
What's happening here? On a material level, trans women are simply women proper, but on an ideological level, trans women seem to be widely understood as a third sex. Much to the distaste of those attempting to carry out a metaphysical analysis, this is a contradictory state of affairs - the reality as it exists within the financial statistics and within the medical journals and in a visit with a client is distinct from the reality that exists within people's heads, in the realm of the ideal. We can attempt to pick one side or the other and say that it is the truth of transfeminine existence, but I see this as a mistake. Rather, I think it is much more coherent to regard the true nature of transfeminine existence as this contradiction, as the class of people who are truly women on every material level but who are also widely regarded as something separate from and foreign to womanhood even at the same time as those same people regarding us as such produce the conditions that create our special-exploitation as just another underclass of women.
For the most part, this is not done with conscious intent, but rather, it's the natural cross product of the general conditions of capitalism and class society, the current ideological and material formation of patriarchy, and the specific neuroses non-transmisogynized people hold about trans women in the context of these greater systems.
The same way the proletariat is defined by its contradiction with the bourgeoisie rather than as something with independent existence, our nature as trans women is defined by contradiction to both men and cis women on a material level but also on an ideological level the very concept of a "cis" woman - the idea that women are not a socially constructed category but are instead something natural, immutable, in possession of existence separate from class society and patriarchy in particular. Or, to put it another way, trans women are defined as the class of women violating the perfect Platonic forms of patriarchy as people imagine them.
This is mostly just a collection of thoughts, or you could think of it as a set of notes I've made public for the sake of seeing how well they resonate with other Marxist trans women. Someday I might write something longer and more formal about this, but this has been on my mind for the last few years and this is the general conclusion I've reached.
me (hero): [in the process of being mindbroken] so you're telling me justice is a social construct? and the lines i draw between good and evil are entirely arbitrary?
evil temptress: yup. and whats more, guess who drew those lines in the first place
me: [tilting my head] who?
evil temptress: power. your entire existence so far functions to uphold the status quo
me: [shakinf my head, not so easily outsmarted] no. my sense of right and wrong is innate. the lines i draw are natural and unquestionable
evil temptress: [smirking and using her most evil of tricks] what if i told you 'natural' is also a social construct
me: [totally overwhelmed by her terrifying power] woah.. thats.. wow.. so you're saying i should give up and be a mindless vessel for the demon lord?
evil temptress: what. i did not say that at all. no that's-
me: your power is most terrifying evil one.. and.. i can admit when i am beat. i will devote the rest of my life to her infernal majesty
evil temptress: [sighing] yknow what. sure. why not. have fun, kid
some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.
I couldn't remember the word "doorknob" ten minutes ago.
ok but the onelook thesaurus will save your life, i literally could not live without this website
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a thing for mermay i guess