As someone who has roleplayed as Gina for over 5 years now.. it’s just real hard to focus on my muse when it uses her face. I’ve been a G.NI since Gina’s debut before I even considered roleplaying as her idolverse and using her as an OC. Ever since her scandal I’ve been worrying about her, how she’s doing, is she eating well, is her family at least loving her in this time when she needs it the most? There have been no social updates from Gina since March and I know that she’s probably reflecting, but still.
I get mad because her record label dropped her the day before the news hit that it was her instead of trying to support her. I get mad that Cube didn’t promote her for her powerful voice and instead gave her younger, poppy, wannabe sexy songs that didn’t do as well as her debut. I just get mad about it. Cause had she been promoted and maybe had more of a schedule to work with maybe she wouldn't have had to borrow the money and then get conned into having sex with a complete stranger. Was it wrong that she did it? Definitely, but I don’t think the blame should have been on her as to the fact that she’s been in a contract with a company that wasn’t using her to her potential.
I get worried for her because I’ve heard from people close to her that her mom has always been tough on her, which really sucks, and if this causes that relationship to fray more.... ughhhhh. The lack of updates only make me gnaw at my nails more. The only person to update from the group of women charged was the idol from Sugar and she was basically posting about how she wanted to kill herself. That kills me.
Part of me hopes that with Beast making a new label of their own that maybe Gina will pop up and finally get supported. Idk. That’s just a stretch though.
this was just a bunch of rambling from my brain. I miss you, Gina. I hope you’re doing well.
