summary: you and jay broke up, but the thought of him keeps haunting you
warnings: kind of suggestive??, alcohol consumption, both reader and jay are kinda toxic idk, fem reader
park jeongsong, or jay, is a man who you shouldn’t let go. you’ve let him go too many times to count.
you met jay during a party that your friend through. you saw him in the corner listening to the music and drinking. you thought he was cute, so you walked up to him and started talking. “hi there.” he turned to you and smiled. “hey there.” you blushed, he was exuding confidence. he smelt like money and sin. “i’m y/n. what’s your name?” you smiled and he put his drink down. “i’m jay. nice to meet you.” he looked you up and down and you looked away for a second.
“do i make you nervous?” he asked, moving closer. you shortened under his strong gaze and tall stature. “maybe a little.” you trailed off and he chuckled. “it’s okay sweetheart.” he stood above you and then you two decided to talk about other things. the night flew by and it was already 1 am and people were starting to leave.
“wanna get outta here?” he asked and you nodded and he grabbed your hand because the doorway was becoming crowded. he brought you to his car and then started driving. “where are we going?” you inquired and he kept his focus on the road. “you’ll see.” his jaw clenched as he made a turn.
his hands gripped his steering wheel and one hand was slithering to your thigh. your breath hitched and he laughed. he stopped the car at a park. the stars were out and the wind was lightly blowing. he brought you over to a bench and you guys talked until 4 am. he asked you out to dinner the next day. after that your relationship progressed to something more and you were dating for 6 months. you decided to break up with him because you felt you were slowly going different ways in life.
usually, that would be the end. it’s never the end with jay. about 1 month after the breakup, you received a message saying. “baby come back to me please. my head is a mess without you.” you obviously knew who it was texting you at 12 am. “jay. please we’re going to different places in life.” you replied and he replied back. “everything i do reminds me of you. please come back, i need you.” you sighed and replied back, “come over tomorrow.”
you knew this was a bad idea, but deep down you still wanted him. needed him. he was everything you needed, you knew that. you didn’t want to get attached to him too much and him break your heart. he showed up at your door with flowers and a card. his scent flooded your nostrils the second he walked in the door.
you sat yourself and him on the couch. he gave you the gifts and you took them and put them on the table to put away later. “please come back to me. i need you y/n” he said taking your hand in his. you looked down at his hands, adorned with rings. you looked at his face that had the most sincere look ever. you sighed and shook your head.
“i don’t know jay.” he brought your conjoined hands to his forehead and then kissed them. “please.” his voice started breaking. you bit your lip and pondered. “take me out on a date.” you said plainly and he looked up. “i will. let’s go right now, get ready.” his eyes lit up and you ran to your room. you came out with your hair in a bun, black tube top dress, and white strap up heels. when you came out he looked gobsmacked. “you’re so beautiful.” he went in for a kiss, but your hand on his chest stopped him.
“date first, kiss maybe later.” he pouted and you smiled. you walked out to the car and he opened your door. he drove you to this fancy restaurant down the street and opened your door. he grabbed your hand and led you inside. he got you two a table and pulled out your chair.
the waiter came and poured you both red wine. you both ordered and now jay was getting ready to talk. “please y/n. i need you back. it’s not the same without you. you run through my mind constantly. everything i do reminds me of you. please come back.” he grabbed your hands again and licked your lips. “jay.” you sighed and he looked up. you moved in and kissed his cheek. “jay, i’ve been thinking about you everyday. i didn’t know how to come back since i was the one who broke it off. i want you back too.” his face went from sadness to happiness in an instant.
“are you serious?” he asked and you nodded. “would i lie to you?” you moved across the table and kissed him. “jay, will you let me be your girlfriend again?” he nodded and kissed you again. “a million times yes.”
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