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I Hate To Admit- Chapter 5

₊˚⊹ᰔ Pairing; DJ!Bangchan x Fem!Reader

₊˚⊹ᰔ ₊˚⊹ᰔ Summary; When a new dancer joins the lineup at the infamous club ‘Charmer’, famous DJ “Wolf” Christopher Bahng can’t seem to catch her attention with his natural charm despite all his efforts. Will he be able to melt the icy boarders she’s built around her heart or will the cold shoulder she gives him be enough to deter the headstrong musician from his goal of making her fall for him as many of the dancers have before?

₊˚⊹ᰔ ₊˚⊹ᰔ ₊˚⊹ᰔ Warnings; female!reader, angst, mild violence, smut, kind of enemies to lovers?, she/her pronouns used for reader, kinda cocky Bangchan in the beginning, Mentions of sex work, mature themes, lwk sugar daddy!Chan oops-

His slumber did not last as long as it should have yet he still woke feeling more rested than he had in weeks. Looking over at you he felt his heart clench with adoration, your hair splayed messily over the pillow and his clothes draping over you making you look so much smaller than you were due to his penchant for only buying things in the largest size possible even for himself. As carefully as he could manage he slipped out from beside you, wincing as you stirred slightly with the movement before settling down again. His phone read the time as a quarter til midnight but he was desperate for food as his stomach growled so loudly he thought it might wake you.

Heading out of the room he made his way to the kitchen and began making himself a bowl of ramen, just the cheap stuff you get from the corner stores. Heading tried his best to keep the noise to a minimum but only about five minutes later you were walking into the space while rubbing at your eyes sleepily. “Chris?” A bashful smile fell on his lips once he turned to face you, shoulders scrunched as if he was a kid caught sneaking into the cookie jar. “Hey y/n…sorry, did I wake you?” You shook your head, sitting on one of the bar stools at the counter to watch him. “Nope. Just wasn’t that tired I guess, I did spend all day doing pretty much nothing.” You noticed what he was making and scoffed, pushing yourself off of the chair to move him out of the way. “You need to eat real food, Chris. I had to hear Minho go off for what felt like an eternity about how you never take care of yourself.” You turned off the pot of boiling water and placed the unopened packet of ramen back into the pantry before pulling out a skillet, a loaf of bread, eggs, and a few other ingredients Minho had purchased while he was here earlier that day. “Go sit and I’ll make us something, then you can take me home.”

He sat back, letting you work your magic in the kitchen while he watched. At some point he had put on one of his go to lofi mixes that you recognized from riding with him so often. It felt very domestic and he couldn’t help the smile he wore while watching you make what he learned to be French toast, eggs, and sausages. “There you are, eat up.” You pushed a plate in front of him before moving to sit beside him with a plate of your own.

The two of you ate in a comfortable silence and once you were finished Chris was up instantly to wash the dishes and clean up before you got the chance. “You cook, I clean. It’s only fair.” He teased when you attempted to protest. “Fine, I guess you’re right.” He flashed you a cheesy grin and continued to scrub until the kitchen and dishes were spotless and everything was put back in its place.

Later, once he was pulling up to your apartment, he turned to face you once stopped in the parking lot. “I’ll see you Wednesday for rehearsals?” You nodded, giving him a soft smile before opening the door. “Yeah, but you don’t need to worry about giving me a ride. I um…have some friends that are gonna be there and they can take me.” Chris felt his smile falter but nodded, giving you a thumbs up. “Okay, just let me know if the plans change and you need a ride, or anything.” You laughed and nodded to him, waving as you shut the door.

Once he was completely alone he let his head fall to the steering wheel and groaned loudly. “Stupid stupid stupid- or anything?? What the fuck were you thinking, Chris?! Ugh- I sounded pathetic.” He sighed, pulling out of the driveway as he felt like all he did was take baby steps forward with you before doing back flips the opposite direction. Little did he know that you were currently curled up on Felix’s bed while he was gaming, face flushed red as you told him about your time at the DJ’s apartment.

“Wait so he confessed that he likes you?!” Felix whipped around, eyes as wide as saucers as the game he had been playing stayed paused behind his head. “Yeah, I think? I don’t really know because he took it back so fast and said he meant as friends-“ You groan, burying your face in the blonde’s pillow as he stares at you with his jaw dropped to the floor. “No way- he’s gotta be lying! Dude didn’t shut up about you all day, you know? Kept checking his phone to see if you were okay or needed anything.” Rolling back onto your side, blush crept up to your cheeks at the thought of Chris so worried about you. “Are you done pretending you don’t have feelings for him even in the slightest? It’s exhausting.” Felix laughed as he got up from his gaming chair and plopped down beside you.

“I dunno, Lix- I’ve got so much on my plate right now and while I do feel more assured from his little outburst about never having anything going on with Jade I still-“ the Aussie nodded, hands carding his fingers through your hair gently. “You still feel scars from last time. I get it. Just- don’t push him out because of that, okay? At least be open to him.” You sighed, hating when he was right like this. “Okay….now, onto more pressing matters before bed!” You sat up, taking both of your roommate’s hands into your own.

It was Wednesday and something was itching in the back of Chris’ mind not leaving to pick you up for rehearsal. He felt like he had too much time to kill before heading over to the club and he hated it. Still, when he walked into Charmer that evening and saw you sitting on the bar top with Felix on the barstool in front of you and Seungmin behind the bar with Jisung showing him where things were, a box of fresh donuts by your side as the other two dancers chatted with Felix excitedly his face fell.

Oh. This was not good for him.

It wasn’t as if he didn’t love spending time with Felix, having become quite found of the younger man over their texts and brief moments at the shop, and he didn’t know Seungmin to have formed much of an opinion on him…but with two of your friends now joining the team it meant that you most likely would be relying on them for a ride to and from the club and wouldn’t need Chris anymore.

He walked over slowly and snagged a donut from the box and you gave him a smile. “Hey Wolf! I know you’ve met Sunny before.” You gestured to Felix, subtly letting him know the blonde’s new stage name. “And this is my friend Seungmin!” You motioned behind you to the bar where the man beside Jisung stood slack jawed while he stared Chris down in shock. You and Felix laughed at his reaction before you pushed yourself down from the bar and allowed Diamond and Crystal to occupy Felix’s time while you made your way over to him. Chris looked down at you curiously and you simply held out a familiar plastic cup to him. “Your daily smoothie, sir.” You put on a silly, faux posh voice when you said it cause the dj to snort before taking it from you carefully.

“I thought these were only for me giving you rides?” He asked, taking a sip from the drink as you gave a little shrug. “Take it as a thanks for um…everything the other night. Seriously I don’t know why you put up with me, all I do is cause you trouble.” You meant it in a teasing manor but the musician’s face softened and he quickly set the drink down at the bar to take your hand into his. “You don’t cause me any trouble, Luna. It’s…what friends are for, right? Helping each other?” Your heart ached at his words. Friends.

Little did you know his heart was aching too as he plastered on a smile and watched as you followed all of the other dancers towards the front of the room when rehearsals began. Chris took a seat at the bar and Seungmin slowly approached. “You know she talks a lot about you.” He said nonchalantly, watching the dancers with him while Jisung got together some of the index cards he had wrote simple and common mix drinks on for Seungmin to study and practice at home.

The dj almost choked on his smoothie at his words, eyes going from where you were stretching to look at the younger man. “Excuse me?” To say Chris was thrown off guard would be an understatement. “I said she talks about you. A lot. It’s cute though, she doesn’t even realize she’s doing it until one of us points it out.” There was a mischievous smirk playing at his lips and just as Chris was about to ask him for more details he was gone, off to follow Jisung along into the back so he could show him how to take inventory.

Fast forward to the next evening and Chris could feel himself crashing while on the verge of finishing one of his biggest projects yet. Looking at the time on his phone quickly he decided he had enough time to drive over to your part of town and pay a visit while also getting the caffeine boost he so desperately needed to keep working until he was finished.

Once he walked through the doors he noticed the energy in the room was different. The shop was still open but it was almost completely deserted. The only souls present were Jeongin who was cleaning up something behind the counter, the sound of Hyunjin and Felix working back in the kitchen, and you sat at a corner table with your head in your hands and papers strewn around the wooden surface. The musician walked up slowly and gave a little knock on the table to announce his presence. “Hey gorgeous, you guys are still open right?”

Your head shot up immediately and he could tell instantly that you had been crying from the way your eyes were red and puffy and the remnants of tears still clinging to your lash line. “Oh, Chris- it’s just you…yeah, we’re open.” You tried to subtly wipe your eyes but there was no mistaking what he had seen. “Is everything okay?” His voice was soft, comforting, and all you wanted was to fall into his arms like you had the weekend before when you had made him sleep. “Yeah, yeah everything great! Um- smoothie?” You asked, already getting up and moving behind the counter to make him his usual. Once you had moved he glanced down at the papers on the table, not really meaning to snoop but his curiosity got the better of him. In bold letters on multiple papers he saw the words Late and Final Notice along with strings of numbers that could only mean so little things. Quickly he was tearing his eyes away and stepping up to the counter. “No uh, I think I’m gonna try a coffee today actually.” From the side of the counter where the cafe equipment was he heard what sounded like Jeongin dropping the metal creamer pitcher he had been holding, the telling clang from where hit hit the tile floor ringing throughout the empty store front. “You want coffee?” He said, eyes wide as saucers and just as Chris was about to respond to him he heard your laugh. You almost doubled over, using one hand against the counter to hold you up while the other rested over your abdomen. “Oh god- that was good. Thanks Chris, I really needed that.” The dj pouted, looking between the both of you. “I’m serious guys! I need caffeine before I collapse.” That caused another giggle to slip past your lips as you turned around to look up at the menu. “Hm, okay then. I assume you want something that doesn’t really taste like coffee much…maybe a mocha latte? It’s still gonna have that coffee taste but the chocolate kinda masks it a bit better.” Chris felt his cheeks flush at you considering his preferences while trying to help him navigate a part of the menu he never paid much attention to. “And if you don’t like it, it’s on me.” You said finally, giving the order to Jeongin to make so that Chris could try it before you rang him up.

“You really don’t have to do that, you know I can pay even if I don’t like it.” You shook your head, leaning against the counter as you looked up at him with a teasing smile. “No no, I insist. I’m just proud that you are expanding your palate.” That did not help the rising blush on his cheeks. Still, he went to protest more by bringing up the papers he had seen and fighting back that this was not the time for you to be giving away product but he bit his tongue, knowing it would only upset you more to find out he had seen that you were struggling.

Once the drink was finished he took it carefully from your hand and stared at his hesitantly before giving it a try. To his surprise, it wasn’t terrible. “Woah that’s actually not bad-“ He had been preparing himself to fake it if he didn’t enjoy it so you wouldn’t try and give it to him on the house but he honestly didn’t mind it at all, in fact he rather liked it. “It’s no pineapple orange smoothie but I think I like this.” You beamed up at him, quickly ringing him up for the drink and trying not to look at the once again much too generous tip as it still cause guilt to wrap its tight fist around your gut each time despite knowing he had the money for it. “I’ll see you guys on Saturday, right?” He asked, heading for the door. You followed him, planning to lock up for the night once he had left. “Yep! Just Crystal and Diamond tomorrow then we will be there Saturday. Get home safe, Chris.” You waved to him as he headed out, quickly turning the lock as soon as he was down the street. “You gonna tell him?” Came Felix’ voice as he came from the back after finishing up the closing there. “No. I know he will just try and throw money at it to fix it and I can’t have him doing that…I’d feel awful.” The blonde sighed, pulling you into a tight hug which Hyunjin and Jeongin were quick to join. You guys would figure it out.

Saturday night found you in the back dressing room finishing up the last touches on your makeup. You stood and took a step back from the mirror, admiring yourself for a moment in your metallic black body suit and long silver braid. You hadn’t worn this since your first night at Charmer even though it was one of your favorites, smiling to yourself as you glanced over to where Felix was putting the final pieces to his own look. Your best friend was dressed in a metallic gold miniskirt and matching cropped tank top, a long curly blonde wig finishing up his look paired with the soft glowy makeup he applied.

“You look beautiful, Sunny~” You giggled, placing your hands on his hips from behind as he looked over himself in the mirror. “You know you could have gone for a more masculine look and it would have been perfectly fine, right? There are male go-go dancers.” Felix scoffed, turning to kiss your cheek lightly. “Yes but I never get the chance to dress up like this- it’s fun! Plus I look hot.” With a wink, he made his way over to his stage entrance, taking a deep breath before entering his cage.

The second you entered your cage you felt Chris’ eyes on you, biting your lower lip from the feeling of his burning gaze. You let yourself move to the beat, feeling the base vibrate through your body. Across the room at the bar you could see Seungmin working hard, charming guests as he made their drinks. This was working out better than you had expected. Your mind went back to the beginning of the night, walking into the club with Felix arms linked and your duffle bags slung over your free shoulders.

Seungmin trailed behind, stopping dead in his tracks when his eyes fell on Changbin at the front door. “Luna! I see you brought your friends Minho was telling me about from rehearsal?” The bouncer smiled as he looked to Felix briefly before turning to Seungmin. “I’m Changbin! If anyone gives you any trouble here just come find me.” Your friend gapped, trying to find words as his eyes traveled over the muscular build in front of him. “I uh- Seungmin- I’m the new bartender.” He held his hand out, almost fainting as the strong grip that shook it politely. “Seungmin? Cute, it suits you.” Changbin said with a wink and you swore your friend’s cheeks and tips of his ears matched the Ruby red track suit you wore.

It was cute, and as the night came to a close you walked out into the now empty club floor to find Changbin leaning against the bar as he talked with Jisung and Seungmin. You could tell the older man was trying his best to flirt with your friend but the shyness that flew off him in waves was palpable even from where you stood by the edge of the stage. “Hey y/n there’s something I gotta talk to you about.” Chris called, hopping off the stage to stand beside you. You frowned, taking a seat on the stage with him as you sat your bag down on the floor beside you.

“What’s up?” You turned to face him and you couldn’t help but tell it was something serious that was bothering him, setting yourself on edge as well. “I saw. Um- at the shop…you’re having trouble making payments.” Your face fell, eyes widening as you looked at him. “You what- you were snooping through my stuff!” You shot up, arms crossing over your chest as you stared down at him. Chris’ face was full of guilt but he stood slowly, trying to push an envelope towards you. “I want you to take this and use it to help pay off what you owe.” You scoffed, rolling your eyes at him. “I have it under control, Chris. I don’t need your pity.” He ran a hand through his hair, knowing he should have expected push back from you. “It’s not pity! I’m just- helping out my favorite small business.” You glared, shoving his hand with the envelope away. “No. Just stop it, okay. I’m fine and you can’t just throw your money at me like I’m some charity case!”

You turned to leave and felt his hand grip your wrist. “Chris let go.” You huffed, yanking your arm back from him without giving him a second glance. “Come on, Felix! We gotta get home so we can get enough sleep for work in the morning.” The blonde followed after you with a very sad glance Chris’ way, giving him an apologetic wave before following you out to where Seungmin was waiting in the car.

“That couldn’t have gone worse-“ the musician groaned, sitting back on the stage with his head in his hands. “You said it, not me.” Minho, seemingly appearing from thin air, said with hands in his pockets and a teasing smirk on his face. “I don’t wanna hear it, Min- you know how much I care about her I just…I want to help her but she won’t even hear me out.” The younger sighed, patting his shoulder. “You’re going about it the wrong way. She’s a headstrong, independent woman. She doesn’t want some knight in shining armor and you’ve gotta get used to it if you wanna be with her.”

The dj groaned, running a hand through his hair again as he stood. “Well I kind of fucked up royally on that front too…I let it slip the other night that I like her-“ Minho’s eyes widened. “You didn’t-“ “and I took it back and told her I meant as just a friend.” He gasped, looking over to Jisung as he walked over from the bar. “You didn’t! Chan- I hate to say it but yeah, you did fuck up.” Minho hit his arm lightly and the older let out an awkward chuckle. “Yeah, and now she doesn’t need me for rides anymore…there isn’t really much more room for us to grow closer like there was. I lost my opening.” Jisung sighed, rubbing his back gently before giving him a hug. “It’s okay, hyung! You don’t see the way she looks at you, you haven’t lost your opening just- don’t give up so easily.” Chris shook his head, standing up and grabbing his equipment bag. “No, Ji. It’s fine I just have to face reality. Friends is enough, if that’s all she wants from me I’m happy being her friend. I’ve just gotta work on getting over her..”

That was easier said than done, it seemed. The next day you ignored him the entire night, not even glancing his way and it was crushing him. He could tell you were still upset about him trying to give you the money but it was as if you were strangers again. As he watched you leave with Felix and Seungmin at the end of the night with his heart aching.

When he got home he flopped down on the couch face first with a loud groan. He laid there silently, letting himself sulk as his mind wandered to when you were here only the weekend before. The way you curled into his chest, how he got to hold you close as you slept peacefully in his arms. Now that he thought back he wished he had let it last longer, forced himself to stay in bed with you for as much time as he could.

In the middle of his brooding the sound of his phone buzzing stirred him out of his thoughts. Glancing at the caller ID he quickly sat up before answering. “Felix? It’s late- is everything alright?” Worry immediately laced his tone and Felix’s next words didn’t help to ease that worry. “Chris- I don’t know what to do. I’m really worried about y/n-“ straightening up, Chris tried to keep his panic at bay. “What’s going on? Felix?” He heard shuffling on the other end before the younger Aussie spoke up again. “She met this man tonight when we were in the parking lot leaving. H-He offered her money if she would go home with him.” The got Chris on his feet, already searching for his keys until Felix continued. “She didn’t do it right then but she took his number- I think she might do it because of Sunrise.” Hearing that you hadn’t gone through with it yet calmed him slightly, taking a deep and shaky breath. “Felix if nothing bad happened yet why are you calling me? I thought something had happened to y/n-“

Felix was silent a bit longer before speaking up. “You don’t understand, Chris. I know she’ll do it- everything is falling apart and she would do anything not to lose Sunrise. It’s all she has left of her mom and she’d rather sell herself than let it fail.” He sighed, rubbing his face in exhaustion.

“I don’t know what you expect me to do, mate- I tried to help but she wouldn’t let me. Besides, she’s a grown woman and if this is something she wants then it’s not like I can tell her what to do. It’s her choice.” Felix groaned, sounding muffled for a bit before he came through clearly. “But is it really her choice if she is only doing it out of desperation? Please, Chris there has gotta be some way you can help- this could be so dangerous if she goes through with it.” The musician goes silent for a moment, thinking hard before he lets out another sigh. “Alright, alright I’ll figure something out just- don’t let her go through with it if she tries just I don’t know make up something to keep her from going until I can come up with something.” Felix perked up, feeling the weight taken off of his shoulders instantly. “Thanks, mate you’re the best! Just keep me posted and I’ll do the same. Also don’t let y/n get to you, I know she acts all stubborn and pushes people away but it doesn’t mean she doesn’t care about you. She’s just- like a house cat. You gotta let her warm up to you and come around when it’s on her terms.” Chris’ laughter rang over the line, shaking his head at the mental image. “Yeah, I can see what you mean. Just relax and I’ll take care of it. Please get some rest, Lix.”

After the call he immediately got to work, calling one of his lawyers to get started doing this properly. Secretly investing money in your store seemed to be the easiest way to go about this, avoiding you constantly turning down his attempts to help. Chris knew that when you found out you would be upset, but it was better than watching you potentially lose everything you worked hard for.

Somehow, it was a month before you found out. He had tried his best to remain anonymous throughout the whole process but he guessed you would put two and two together eventually. Eventually happened late on a Monday night weeks after that call from Felix.

He was in his studio working late as usual when his ring camera app went off. Glancing at it he saw you standing there with arms crossed over your chest and a glare that made the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end. You were dressed in what looked like your pajamas- a pair of old gym shorts and an oversized hoodie, yet you still looked so breathtakingly beautiful to him. He made his way to the front door and took a deep breath before opening it to face you. “I know what you did.” You said, pushing past him and into the entryway. “What the hell were you thinking?! I told you I didn’t want your help and so you went behind my back and did it anyways?!” He closed the door before following after you into the living room.

“Look I get that you’re upset but it’s not much- just a little bit to help you get by.” “Christopher you paid off all my past due balances as well as all bills for the next two months! That’s insane!” You shouted, turning to glare at him some more. Chris shrugged, unable to meet your gaze as the guilt clawed at him. “That’s not that much for me-“ You scoffed, pushing his chest angrily. “You’re fucking unbelievable, you know that? I had it under control!” At that, Chris stood straight and stepped closer as he stared you down. “Yeah? Under control? Felix called me and told me you were going to start selling yourself to make ends meet! Clearly, you had everything under perfect control.” His sarcasm only proved to enrage you more as you rolled your eyes. “Why do you care what I do with my body?”

He laughed though there was no humor behind it, looking around in disbelief. “Because you’re my friend and I care about you, dammit!” You looked away at that, arms crossed over your chest. “Right, I’m just your friend. So what makes you think you can go around butting into my problems?!” Chris rolled his eyes, throwing his hands up in exasperation. “You are the one who’s being unbelievable right now! I just want to help you- I have more money than I know what to do with and you need it more than I do! Just take it dammit!” You shook your head, turning away from him fully now. “Well it’s not like you left me with a fucking choice now. God- you’re so stubborn.” That earned you another dry laugh as the musician shook his head.

“I’m stubborn? Me?! That’s rich coming from you.” Rolling your eyes, you finally turned around to face him. You could seen the veins in his arms and neck, only dressed in a black tank top and a pair of grey sweat pants similar to the ones you still had folded in your drawer that he had let you borrow so long ago yet you still held onto them.

You both stood there staring each other down and you watched as he smirked, looking you up and down. “What? No snarky comment this time? You’re losing your touch, Luna.” He teased, and that was your breaking point. Your lips pressed against his before he could get out another word, eyes closed tight and hands gripping his muscular shoulders as his hands flew to your waist in shock. One hand moved from his shoulder to tangle in the hair at the back of his head while both of his slid down to your hips as he pulled you closer. You let out a soft moan against his lips, allowing his tongue to slip in as he easily picked you up so your legs could wrap around his waist.

Without breaking the kiss he walked you both into his room, not stopping until he had you thrown against the mattress and splayed out beneath him where he then started kissing down your neck hungrily. He wasn’t sure how you got to this point, what he said or did to make you want to kiss him, but he wasn’t going to question it.

Your hands pushed against his chest until your positions switched and he was on his back against the soft mattress, watching as you left a trail of kisses down his neck while your fingers curled into the waistband of his sweats. “Y/n-“ he started but you shook your head. “Let me take care of you now.” Was what left your lips and he felt his breath hitch in his throat. Carefully you pulled down his pants and boxers in one go as you slid off the bed and to your knees on the floor, causing Chris to sit up with his weight on his arms to hold him up so he could watch.

You looked up at him briefly, eyes clouded and hair a little wild from where he had thrown you onto the bed but you used one hand to pull it up into a makeshift ponytail in your fist while you spit into your other hand before taking his length and slowly moving it up and down. A low groan fell from his lips and he let his head fall back as the feeling, eyes closed as you lowered your head and slowly took the tip into your mouth. Chris’ eyes shot open and he looked down just in time to see you bobbing your head while watching him through your lashes. He knew he wouldn’t last long. It was embarrassing but it had been a while since he had been intimate with anyone and you looked like a dream on your knees for him like this, not to mention how skilled you were with your mouth.

His hand came to take your place holding your hair for you, giving you the opportunity to brace both hands on his thighs as you took him all the way down til your nose pressed into the neatly trimmed hair at his pelvis. “Fuck, y/n- I’m not gonna last much longer..” Chris moaned, head falling back once more as you felt the muscles in his thighs twitch under your palms. That was the only warning you got before he shot his load down the back of your throat, not giving you an option but to swallow it all before coming up for air. “Shit that was- god you’re perfect.” He said breathlessly, helping you up onto the bed as he gently ran his hands through your hair to soothe your scalp where he may have accidentally pulled too hard.

As the musician began kissing his way down your neck while his hands rubbed up and down your sides before landing on the waistband of your shorts your hand shot out to wrap around his wrist causing him to stop completely and look up to meet your gaze. You shook your head pulling him up to give him a gentle kiss. “Not tonight.” You said, voice a little hoarse and he frowned instantly. “But you-“ You shook your head at him again and pushed him down beside you, pulling him close as you buried your face in the crook of his neck. “Just wanna sleep, please?” Chris was confused to say the least, but complied easily. He only got up to pull his boxers and sweats back up before helping the both of you under his duvet. You curled into his side once more and let him wrap you in his arms, listening to his heart beat slowly settle as he drifted off while you lay wide awake wondering what had possessed you to do what you just did. Friends don’t blow their friend as thanks for paying off their debts. Friends also don’t immediately start making out during a fight to get the other to shut up. Friends…just friends. You kept telling yourself that as you got one of the most restless nights of sleep you’d had in a while.

author’s note; you guys are either gonna hate this chapter or love it- also apologies for the absolutely shitty smut I’m ngl in coming down with a cold or something so I had to really push through cause I was so close to finishing this chapter and so I’m not sure if I’m 100% happy with it or not- anyways! Progress?? Or Regressing?? Who knows with these two!! I hope you all enjoyed even if it was a bit all over the place-

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