hello friendly reminder that you do not need a special occasion to use nice things! if you wait long enough your nice bath bomb won't be as fizzy! your favourite fruits will go out of season! candles are meant to be burned, not looked at! you're not enjoying your special tea if it's just sitting in your cupboard! you're allowed to have nice and special things on completely ordinary days! heck, it might just make that day special!!
the thing about jopping thats always killed me is that like. at no point is it clarified. like it clearly evokes songs that have attached dances as like a hook (naenae etc) but they. dont show you how to jop. when you watch the music video they never do the same dance move twice. what the fuck is jopping how do you jop im obsessed
now, acotar & ateez. though i've had dealings in exo, got7, once upon a time and supernatural before that. also the chronicles of narnia but they have been lost to time.
4. top 5 fics by kudos?
tiny fists, little infinities (supernatural), stop frontin' (got7), i would stop the world for you, truth and consequence (once upon a time)
5. do you respond to comments?
yes! though sometimes i lag behind. sorry!
6. what’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
uh... corpse until sunrise? i think? that one definately has the most hopeless ending
7. what’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
i think tiny fists!
8. do you get hate on fics?
not that i know of!
9. do you write smut?
100%
10. do you write crossovers?
au's, yes. but not direct crossovers.
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
nope
12. have you ever had your fic translated?
also no :)
13. have you ever co-written a fic before?
yes! please see the behemoth that is @shardechance. freak week burnt us out so much we couldn't even return it this year, but we have and will write together again. pls know the emrissa ship is still sailing. like, literally. Literally.
14. what’s your all-time favorite ship?
i am fickle and change my mind a lot so i don't have an answer to this. probably deancas though.
15. what’s the wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
MY ONE BILLION BAZILLION WORD DEAN WINCHESTER VAMPIRE CHARACTER STUDY TURNED SUPERNATURAL MINDADDLING CLUSTERFUCK OF A FIC. I hit a wall, fell out of my spn obsession and now it rots in my docs. not even worthy enough of importing to scrivener.
16. what are your writing strengths?
i love getting inside characters heads and tearing them apart. they are my dolls and i put them in situations :)
17. what are your writing weaknesses?
writing.
18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
i think, if done at all, it needs to be done with respect and care. there are ways of speaking -- honorifics, polite speech etc -- that don't necessarily have a direct translation to english or feel clunky when they are. in your name on me there's the use of hyung in a couple of scenes which translates to older brother (if the person speaking is also male) but like, it's also used among close friends too. i guess the closest eng equiv would be bro? but in the context of the scenes, using bro felt so out of place so i just ended up going with it. though i wouldn't write full lines of dialogue in another language unless it's like full moon, white honey in which i butchered a bunch of fictional elvish languages to make it work the way i wanted.
19. first fandom you wrote for?
the chronicles of narnia -- casmund forever
20. favorite fic you’ve ever written?
corpse until sunrise. i've reread it a million times it's so fun and weird and off putting. i also love putting azriel in situations where he suffers for the simple sin of being a fucked up little guy. anyway.
hiii uhhhhh do you ever hmmm think about the gwyiriel supernatural-ish au bc i uhhh thimk about it all the time and it’s pretty great actually
THE SECOND ANON MESSAGE ABOUT SACRIFICE!!!!!
i think about them all the time too :( i think about gwyn in all her glory and azriel being The King Shitbag and i think about characters we haven't met yet and i think about the ending i haven't written yet and i--
thank u so much for the support for sacrifice!!! i don't know how people found my little unfinished fic from like a year ago but i hope it brought you joy!!!
thinking about a sacrifice in your name like it’s my life source lately!! that fic is SO GOOD
anon, the way i've had this in my inbox for weeks in shock!!! i didn't think anyone liked sacrifice and i lost a fair amount of steam with it (and with writing) for like... the past year. so this means SO much. thank you for reaching out!! i am so grateful aaaaaaaaa.
i do have a couple more chapters planned for it and i really hope you're here to read them when i get around to posting them <3
A collection of scary, thrilling, monster, or otherwise halloween themed feysand fics to help you get into the spooky mood!
SFW
Modern:
A trail of pomegranate seeds by @msfeyredarling - Feyre and Rhys (strangers at the time) both go to the same Halloween party and they realize their costumes match
What's Your Favorite Scary Movie by @a-courtofdreams - Feyre is preparing for a scary movie night when she gets a series of phone calls from a stranger with a question.
Halloween Costume by @reverie-tales - Feyre wants to do a couple costume with Rhys but he refuses. He doesn't like to dress up, he never really did. So Feyre asks Cassian instead.
Scaring is Caring by @the-lonelybarricade - A few drinks into reluctantly being dragged out of the house to celebrate Halloween, Mor suggests they go to a haunted house. But things don't exactly go according to plan.
Please Be more Carveful by @live-the-fangirl-life - After a disastrous pumpkin carving incident, Feyre's case becomes the latest in a string of Halloween-related incidents at Rhys' hospital.
trick or treat by @quakeriders - The next photo took her breath away. She was dressed like a witch. Eight years old, holding onto a broom like her life depended on it and scowling at a nine year old boy, who was wearing a huge pair of bat wings and grinned down at her mischievously.
Halloween by queenarcheron - Rhysand and Feyre watch a scary movie together
Are You Scared by AcrossASeaOfStars - Rhysand decides to invite all his friends to go to Velaris's most haunted house. The group decide to take bets on who will need to tap out and who won't be scared at all.
Every Vandal for Themself by @elentiyawhitethorn - Cassian Illyrian and Morrigan Hewn. Flirts, party-goers, best friends, roommates, and most importantly, remorseless pranksters. Feyre, Lucien, and Azriel, all victims of their Halloween pranks, decide they need to get revenge.
Canon:
Foreshadowing by absurdvampmuse - It was All Hallows’ Eve & the invite from the Night Court was heavy with cordial words & adornments. Feyre played on the image Tamlin had of her, even took him into consideration when coming up with her costume. Though she was truly going for him: Rhysand.
The Cookie Monster by wingsofanillyrian -Rhys and Feyre hear a bump in the night...
A Court of Thorns and Roses Halloween by @bookofmirth - A set of prompts received on tumblr, specifically for Halloween. Some are fluffy, while many are creepy and/or gory.
Down the Water Well by @the-lonelybarricade - Never go near the water well. For eleven years, Feyre obeyed her mother’s command. Except now, she was standing on the edge of that barren circle, staring at the stone well at the top of the hill.
Monster/AU:
Till Death Do Us Part by @the-lonelybarricade - Feyre makes a deal with the Grimm Reaper for a second chance at life... as his bride
Howling Moon by @writtenonreceipts - There is a dark spirit taunting the wolves of Velaris and only one witch that can stop it.
Turn Your Ghosts Into Mine by @separatist-apologist and @highladydawn - The Archeron women have been considered witches in their little Massachusetts town of Velaris for centuries and Nesta, Elain, and Feyre are no exceptions. After witnessing a love spell gone horribly wrong, the three young girls create a spell for their perfect man, vowing they will not love until they meet this man.
Accidentally In Love by @shallyne - Feyre likes her life as a witch. She's living in a cute cottage and makes potions, her best friend is visiting her all the time. But one day, her friend accidentally sips from her love potion and Feyre has to keep an eye on him
I Can't Help Falling In Love With You by @amusedowl - Feysand Angst set in an Apocalyse au
Crimson Starlight by @asnowfern - Vampire Rhys and human Feyre falling in love in 1880s Paris.
Chasing Tails by runningwater - The most wanted woman in town has announced that she’ll only marry the one who can open her front door with the key from around her cat’s neck. Many men try to hunt the cat down, chase and trap it, but to no avail, the cat is simply too quick, smart and clever, and always finds a way to evade and avoid them.
Two Corpses We Were, Two Corpses I Saw by @teef4toes - When hunger pushes Feyre to go too far hunting, what will she find in the Shrieking Woods.
'til death do us part by @popjunkie42 - One night under a new moon, Feyre fumbles with a spell. Reading in Latin was never her strong suit. Now she's summoned a demon who insists he's in her service until their unknown bargain is fulfilled. Even worse - he insists her botched spell included their marriage vows.
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NSFW
Modern:
Confessed Sins and Ripped Stockings by vxlkyrie7 - Feyre attends a halloween party and goes home with an unfairly gorgeous priest
Is There A Word For Bad Miracle by @separatist-apologist - That time Rhys stumbled on Feyre committing a murder and decided he had to have her
Scream for me darling by Nighttriumphant - A modern AU of Feyre fulfilling her scream fantasy
Guilty As Sin by @separatist-apologist - Rhys has been watching Feyre Archeron for a long time. Thinking about what he'd do if he ever had her. How he'd keep her. And now he has her.
JAWBREAKER by @damedechance and @shardminds - Feyre’s a big fan of scary movies. So much, in fact, that Halloween night spent curled up on the couch and watching Poltergeist while the kids she’s babysitting sleep upstairs doesn’t sound so bad, even if it means missing out on a party or two. It’s a relatively boring night, until a real ghost appears. Rhysand, in the shittiest costume she’s ever seen, picked the wrong house to trick or treat… but scary movies aren’t scary until they’re real.
Canon:
Would You Like Me On My Knees? by @starfall-spirit - Angered by her deception, Rhys sends Feyre home, freeing her from their marriage and bargain made Under the Mountain, all too soon finding that to be the worst mistake he's made in five centuries.
Five Times the Beast Was Subdued (and the One Time It Wasn't) by @the-lonelybarricade - A short chronical of canon moments Rhys grappled with his 'baser side' and the one time Feyre coaxed it out to play.
Bejeweled by @thesistersarcheron - Every court has their own Great Rite with unique, ancient traditions. The Night Court’s priestesses have played coy with Rhysand since he inherited the throne last year about what imbuing the land with his power really means; all they tell him is that he is meant to spend the night in the Night Court’s mines dripping in ceremonial jewels while everyone else gets to attend the orgy without him.
As the World Falls Down by @thesistersarcheron - Sometimes in the dead of night on the way to the kitchen for a glass of water, I see an extra door in the hallway, black and imposing.
Poltergeist Darling by @thesistersarcheron - What would have happened if Feyre wasn’t resurrected Under the Mountain?
Come Away O Human Child by @amnevitahwritesstuff -People disappear all the time. Or.. The fae come to our world to kidnap humanity and Feyre finds herself snatched up like all the others.
let me wrap my teeth around the world by @whatishowedyouinthedark - As if it wasn’t enough that the nightmares following her time Under the Mountain leave her shivering and rushing to the bathroom to retch; wasn’t enough to have suffered night after night from the continued torment, to relive the horrors she’d witnessed—that she’d done. Wasn't enough that she hasn’t had a proper night’s sleep in what feels like a lifetime. No, it’s the other dreams she is plagued with that are truly driving her mad.
Unholy by @whatishowedyouinthedark - ‘If you are so inclined to play these games, girl, then I suppose you won’t mind if I let my dear friend here play with you.’ Feyre flinches at the memory of the Attor’s beating, but that isn't where Amarantha’s line of sight has gone when after a long, pregnant pause she glances up. It’s trained right next to her. On Rhysand.
The Monster in the Mirror by @witchlingsandwyverns - Feyre’s Cheshire grin is both monstrous, and magnificent, as she meets his eyes once more in the mirror's reflection. “Let's play a game…”
aim for my heart (go for blood) by @thesistersarcheron - When Rhysand journeys to the Spring Court to find the girl who has been haunting his dreams after receiving a vision of Fire Night preparations, he's expecting to find a weak mortal artist. He gets a half-starved vampire instead.
Hungry Thirsty Roots by @popjunkie42 - The High Lady of the Night Court has everything she could ever desire - a loving mate, a beautiful baby boy, her family in Velaris. What does she have to fear when the autumn Goblin Market comes to town, shrouded in mist, there only for a single night of revelry and enchantment?
shaking, pacing (i just need you) by @rosanna-writer - The one where Rhys gets sex-pollen'd and hulks out into his beast form.
Monster/AU:
Be a Doll, Darling by @the-lonelybarricade - using an old spellbook from a novelty shop, Feyre acid
entally brings her sex doll to life
Bite Me, Prick by @elentiyawhitethorn - modern vampire au with Feysand, where her blood is not only tasty but an aphrodisiac
Violent Delights by @the-lonelybarricade - There were three rules that must be followed in the home of Viscount Rhysand. One: All staff were forbidden from looking at his lordship directly. Two: All windows were to stay nailed shut, and all drapes pulled over them lest any light creep through the boards. And the third and strangest rule of the castle: All female staff were forbidden from leaving their quarters during their monthly bleed.
Enchanted, Enthralled by @popjunkie42 - On a cold autumn night in Velaris, Feyre comes across a beautiful gift in her studio. But as a painting takes on a terrifying life of its own, Feyre begins to realize that not all is well. The question is: how long will her mate and friends take to notice, and will it be too late?
Invisible Thread by @a-courtofdreams - Prythian is transformed into a modern-day city where Feyre is a witch out of touch with her powers and Rhys is a powerful vampire. When Rhys recognizes Feyre as his mate, the timing is not ideal but he has to know her. Feyre is equally drawn to the handsome vampire who makes her feel alive and encourages her to find herself and her magic again. As outside forces threaten to tear them apart, will their fated bond be enough to keep the evil at bay?
The Creature of Nótt by @msfeyredarling - Raven-black locks, golden brown skin and eyes of the deepest blue made up the beautiful man, the most beautiful she had ever seen. Only he wasn’t a man. He was the creature her village was so frightened of.
Pretty Little Witch by @abraxos-and-ataraxia - Feyre wants to know what creature her sister is summoning in the basement. Little does she know, the Demon Prince is curious, as well.
The Music of the Night by @the-lonelybarricade - It's Feyre's first year as an elligible maiden for the village reaping. In order to escape the chance of being chosen, Feyre rushes into a marriage with Lord Tamlin. She is terrified on her wedding night, but foruntately she is spared from consumating her marriage when she is pulled into a strange, erotic dream with an enchanting creature.
I'd Rather Be a Real Nightmare by @separatist-apologist - A warning scream in the night sends Feyre running through the forest, straight into the waiting arms of the God Of Nightmares.
No Slow Dancing in the Dark by @iambutmortal - Feyre will do anything to get out of the Spring Court, including make a deal with the God of Night. Rhys is willing to do whatever it takes to make her his.
Tell Me I'm a Wreck by @separatist-apologist - Feyre Archeron needs to travel the woods between her village and her grandmothers house to find out what happened to her missing eldest sister. Rhysand is waiting between the trees.
Meet Me In the Woods by @labellefleur-sauvage - Returning to the ancient forests surrounding his ancestral home in the Scottish highlands, Rhys quickly discovers how the hunter becomes the hunted when a bloodthirsty Scottish faerie turns her ravenous sights on him.
High Tide Came And Brought You In by @separatist-apologist -Desperate to escape her impending marriage, Feyre throws herself from a cliffside. Anything is better than what's waiting for her. Even the monster hiding in the waves.
Bound For More by starry_soul - Feyre knew the moment she was chosen as that year’s offering that her life was over. What she did not expect was to feel such pleasure before death.
To Tango With the Devil by @iambutmortal - For two years, Feyre’s been obsessed with the demon statue in the church. It haunts her dreams, even on the eve of her wedding. To bad the statue’s just as obsessed with her.
Crimson Moon by @velidewrites - A messy breakup forces 20 year old Feyre Archeron back to her old hometown of Forks, Washington—back to the life she thought she'd left behind. What she doesn't know, though, is that Forks has changed in her absence, its blue-tinted fog stained by fresh, crimson blood. Luckily, Feyre is ready to join the hunt.
The Prison by @amnevitahwritesstuff - In which Feyre is sentenced to life on The Prison, an island where only the worst criminals are left to rot, only to discover that there’s something far darker and stranger than her fellow criminals trapped on this island.
King of Hell by @shadowisles-writes - When an earthquake shakes her house, the shelves in Feyre's basement fall apart to reveal a hidden door. The stairs lead down, down, down deep into a world she doesn't recognize. Rhysand is waiting for her there, ready to trap her and turn her into the perfect little pet.
The Archer's Paradox by @zencetera - In a Prythian burdened by poisoned magic and stalking monsters, Feyre sets out to kill the King of the North. Rhysand offers to help her.
The darker the fruit, the sweeter by @lady-bluebird-luv - “This isn’t a joke,” Feyre asked. “Is it?” Maye it was a dream. She’d been in bed, after all. Feyre dug her nails into her palm until the sting made her wince, but her chest kept shaking, and his nails were sharp on the inside of her thighs. Too sharp. She risked a glance down between their bodies. Rhys followed her gaze as it landed on his hand - no, on his claws - pushing her nightdress up around her hips.
The Supplicant by @whatishowedyouinthedark - ‘I dare you to… give a seven-minutes-in-heaven lap dance to that statue of the High Lord of Night sitting over there.’
The Great Descent by @deaiquiri - Although inexperienced and young—she'd just turned nineteen last Winter Solstice—Feyre possessed enough of the seductive charm of her kind to lure naive human men into her arms and then rid them of the energy they so carelessly carried. Allegedly.
fandom: ateez
pairing: choi san / park songhwa
rating: e for em what the fuck
wc: 3k
primary tags: hand jobs, semi public sex
There’s a fire within Choi San he reserves for people he hates: fans that push it too far, friends turned traitors, slow walkers.
From the look in his eyes, that simmering raw intensity their stage personas don’t even scratch the surface of, Park Seonghwa would count himself as part of that list. That is, if he didn’t know better. If he didn’t see the spit slick lips, pink and kiss bruised. If he didn’t see San’s cheeks pink, feel his chest heave, watch his throat catch, and understand.
a/n: hi! still alive! went through some stuff, got into ateez (thanks @damedechance & @velidewrites) and here we are. if u are interested, acotar fics are still in prog! i just caught a vibe and had to follow it. here's a playlist of cunty ateez songs if u are interested (not mine, but i am obsessed with it)
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“You’re crazy, you’re a crazy person. Do you know that?” Seonghwa gasps, with a fist full of hair and a head full of things he can’t bring himself to say. Something has snapped—between the omakase and the drive over and right now—some part of the natural order that kept a firm barrier between business and pleasure, crumbled to dust. And he’d missed it. Drove straight past it. Do not pass go, do not collect ₩200,000. Right up until the point Choi San dragged him into the changing room stall and stuck his tongue down his throat.
“Then don’t kiss me back.”
He’s fed the response, warm air hitting the flat of his tongue. Intimate in a hyper specific way that sends cold heat straight through him. He could close his mouth, try to put some distance between them. He should do that. This is San, for fucks sake. San. The same guy he’d had to drag out of bed, out of clubs, and out of trouble on multiple occasions. With his half moon eye smile and dimples and natural country born innocence. With his hands curled into the lapels of Seonghwa’s shirt, following the rise and fall of his chest.
From behind a delicious—dangerous—haze, comes the thought that this should not feel quite so good. It should not feel like something slipping into place. Seonghwa should not be fighting the urge to lean in, chase his lips on their retreat. And yet—
No.
He tightens his hold in the short hairs at the nape of San’s neck, peeling himself free of a trap, creating enough space between their mouths for the static in his head to fritz into clarity. Fuck all it does to help. The absence of San’s breath in his mouth is one thing. Being able to see in full focus just how affected he is… that’s another thing entirely. They’re working. This is work. To be released alongside a mini album they haven’t debuted, for songs they haven’t performed, concepts they haven’t fully finalised. Fuck, it might not even make it past censors. Hongjoong had been joking about the lyrics being a little too forward, but if you can’t be risqué over seven years into your career, then when can you? These risks they take, for fans or for themselves, haven’t steered them wrong so far. Regardless, they’re here—on a date—between one tour and the next, because someone had the smart idea to charge headfirst into fan service rather than respectfully dodge around it. Idol life is a joke.
Choi San lets a slow smile spread across his lips.
They taste, Seonghwa knows, nearly impossibly like chocolate.
Seonghwa almost swallows his tongue.
“We’re going to get caught,” He says, words inelegant as his first, praying the sheer amount of fabric in the immediate vicinity will dampen the sounds he’s trying (and failing) to hold back. The task is herculean—because of course it is—with the faint pressure of a hand under his sweater pressing dangerously low on his stomach bubbling all kinds of things to the back of his throat. Moans, cries, curses—he bites them all down, even as fingers curl against the seam of his waistband. Especially then. “Stop—”
San pauses, as requested, but —the bastard—his hand stays right there. Not peeling behind, not yet withdrawing, just sat at the precipice. Fingernails against the edge of red raw skin, like the touch of a feather against a bruise. Or a razor.
“Tell me you want that, and I will.”
“Do you want to get caught?” He says, diverting from the question itself. It’s not a question of if he wants to kiss him.
The question is will they get away with it. What will happen if they do?
There’s a fire within Choi San he reserves for people he hates: fans that push it too far, friends turned traitors, slow walkers.
From the look in his eyes, that simmering raw intensity their stage personas don’t even scratch the surface of, Park Seonghwa would count himself as part of that list. That is, if he didn’t know better. If he didn’t see the spit slick lips, pink and kiss bruised. If he didn’t see San’s cheeks pink, feel his chest heave, watch his throat catch, and understand.
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