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brie/sharkie 🌈 30 ❤️she/her❤️bi bitch who loves carbs and bipolar bitch who loves protein 🇸🇬🇮🇩🇵🇭

[schofielded]

They hate me for my redundancies. And also for my tendency to say the same thing but in slightly different ways. And for my repetition of phrases. And for my redundancies.

[ouroborosorder]

at the JRPG cafe, and the drink sizes are sod, soda, and sodaga

[crimsonservbot]

You ever hear that old chestnut about how most people neglect the part of the story of Icarus where he also had to avoid flying too low, lest the spray of the sea soak his feathers and cause him to fall and drown? You ever think about how different the world would be if Icarus died that way instead? If the idiom was to Fly To Close To The Sea? A warning against playing it far too safe, about not stretching your wings and soaring properly? You ever think about how Icarus died because he was happy?

[stoopkidlisteningtocsh]

Was feeling Emotions than was quickly hit by very different ones upon opening the comments

[moon111111]

[abandonedography]

Old abandoned grocery store repurposed as a library

[certifiedlibraryposts]

Certified Library Post

[azzandra]

"Hey, we need to renovate this grocery store into a library."

"Okay, I got you."

*Removes the B from the BREAD sign*

"Done"

[deathlonging]

what are some of your favorite writings on romance? i read the tsitp one you'd linked in one sitting and was absolutely hooked

yayyy i'm so glad you liked it. sincerity & melodrama forever. my recs below hope you enjoy !!!

ok first of all i would like to recommend my mutual sexcromancy's AHU (ali hazelwood universe) tag that explores romance conventions and the sociopolitical implications of their execution across. well. the ali hazelwood universe ! & also the publishing industry . & classics . and the mainstream reception of & views on romance . really fun & comprehensive a cornerstone of my enjoyment in hetromance so far

i really liked this essay on how white fear killed the romantic comedy bc it talks abt how racism is kind of foundational to popular romance in a way that's (as edward said has called it) "productive" to its reactionary sentiments & of course purposefully limiting from a feminist & antiracist perspective. discussions of race in romance are so interesting to me it's why i enjoy rgu & heated rivalry so much -- even if the text itself only hints at the race relations driving the frictions between the characters, the way they are baked into the very premise of the story allows for enriching readings for the reader/viewer

speaking of racialization in romance i have to recommend edward said's essay on mansfield park which may not be directly abt romance but given austen's position in the landscape is an essential read nonetheless, imo.

also this essay on the racist overtones of the bodice ripper felt like a breath of fresh air for how it charts the implications of such a popular & problematic romance trope (all romance tropes are problematic in the sense that there are problems posed & problems solved.......racialization is foundational to the way these problems are posed and solved. helen from pluribus voice make raban the love interest sexy & alluring ! give him dreads ! like. it's inescapable)

of course you can't talk abt western hetromance without talking about sex & the city. i forgot how funny andrea long chu is but this essay reminded me

It's a strength of the show, then, that it never wastes any of its runtime trying to persuade us that men are desirable, either individually or as a class. The men on this show are not expected to talk, and certainly not to make conversation. They are whisked through montages, like politicians into SUVs, the music and narration huddling around them protectively. Mercifully, we are never put through the agony of having to go on a fully realized date with any of them. They are not people; they are examples. Their job is simply to be there.

like lol.....exactly

this essay is kind of just propaganda for the book games, yes. (which i have not read (yet?)) but it also crystallizes a specific approach to hetromance (dialectics.......) that i love to ponder

i know you asked for readings but i love bazazilio's video essays on the romance genre particularly this one abt dark romance & this one abt passivity in romance protagonists. recommending these bc not only are they rlly interesting they also serve as a jumping off point--nearly everything she cites warrants further exploration. my kind of media rabbit hole

romance is predictable. we love romance for being predictable

i have not talked abt gay romance yet & that is bc my reading is lacking in that regard.......but this article abt lesbianism in shoujo i really loved

book recs:

the promise of happiness. yes i keep proselytizing bc it's that good & also has a chapter on romance if you wld just like to stick to that

sexuality beyond consent: risk, race & traumatophilia. i've been meaning to read this foreverrr the excerpts so far have blown me away

territory of desire: representing the valley of kashmir. for the relationship between romance fiction & colonialism (watch haider)

playing in the dark for the way it talks abt the role Blackness plays in conceptualization of the Other in the american literary imagination -- very relevant to a literary tool as widespread as the romantic framework used often as a microcosm of larger social/political dynamics

i could go on but that's enough for now i think. happy reading ^_^

[cowthropologist]

Do I actually want to write this fanfic or do I just want to wallow in the delicious daydream like a pig in the mud?

[thebitchywitchyone]

Unfortunately I wish for others to wallow in my magnificent mud pit

[black-nata]

whoever said scooby doo isn’t intellectual: explain this then

[dogzcats]

inside the actors' studio with Colin Firth

[opens-up-4-nobody]

The idea of a doggy and a bird that just hang out as friends is v cute

[visenyaism]

“tumblr is nice because it’s anonymous and irrelevant so it doesn’t affect my real life in any way.” Wrong. if you are on here for long enough the words of your mortifying adolescent internet diary will be written on the subway walls and tenement halls and out of the mouths of coworkers and over the faces of tiktokers and and in reddit screenshots posted on instagram sent to you by your friends and in ai dupe novelty t shirts and in the smiles of strangers repeating bits you forgot you left lying around on here when you were a teenager. and also pinterest.

[visenyaism]

stupidest most mortifyingest ways this has happened to me so far

-first ever time was in high school when a friend told a joke from a post or something at marching band practice and I got super aggro and was like how did you find me and found out she did not know it was me. Sorry nic💔

-screenshot of own post sent to me by friends with some variation of ‘lol you would find this funny’ ‘this reminded me of you’ or ‘they write like you talk’ x15-20 times

- go over to this girl’s house to watch a movie in grad school. one of my dumb ass posts abt a book series she liked was printed out and thumbtacked to the bulletin board by the door.

-screenshot of a 15 note flop post I wrote otw to class showed up on a girl I had just met in college’s instagram story

- someone I met from the other side of the country at a networking thing repeated phrase I wrote in stupid joke post the year before

- got told ‘this is kinda dumb lol’ by irl oomf and shown a TikTok of someone repeating something I wrote verbatim but less funny

- told my friend a story abt something funny that had happened to me earlier this week. He was like I know you stole this from Reddit you don’t have to lie. Whipped out his phone showed me a screenshot of my own post.

- quoted in an article on polygon dot com as “viral tumblr user.” I didn’t use an article for comedic effect and they [sic]’d me. I found out about this happened to me because my father sent it to me and was like isn’t [article subject] interesting have you noticed this happening in your life

[redstonedust]

for the record im not technially 100% anti-AI, in the sense that its a broad category of tech being lumped under one umbrella term so it feels over-zealous to say i hate all of it all the time forever. but i also think trying to discuss what it actually IS good for is difficult right now when i cant take one step without something trying to convince me to use chatgpt to summarize my life and speed up my hobbies and turn my friends into chatbots and optimize my life into oblivion. i am certain there is nuance to the topic but can we stop cramming the square peg into the round hole before you start trying to sell me on the legitimate benefits of the square peg. please.

[sinnegantheworm]

here's my super-quick, easy-to-digest summary that i use when i can't spend more than like 15 seconds on it but need someone to know the basic distinctions:

generative AI - bad evil AI. chatbots, LLMs, image generators, etc. this the one that steals shit.

analytical AI - helpful medical AI. this the one that helps detect cancer early.

game "AI" - fake AI. 100% human created and dictated. this the one that determines game mob behavior n stuff.

[resemblingthegrave]

losing the battle with my own self-control so will briefly comment and say that categorizing certain types of ai as straightforwardly good and other types as "bad evil," even for the sake of summary, doesn't really hold water. just to give two counterexamples to the distinctions drawn above, large language models ("evil") are being used by human rights groups to parse huge datasets about police abuse while analytical ai ("helpful") is also the kind of ai that animates facial recognition software and the increasingly ubiquitous searchable license plate databases that police are using to stalk people. the goodness or badness of a given ai tool has less to do with its type and more to do with things like scale and scope, transparency, ownership, and contextual application.

[vaporsnake]

they should rewrite the bible so that jesus would be a hot 5'2 girl with a creampie fetish from missouri

[vaporsnake]

would you prefer if she had a different fetish tumblr user nutsacktorturer

[dick-hardboiled]

There is absolutely a platonic explanation for that

[dick-hardboiled]

But I will also entertain the non platonic for my own edification do u understand

[goldensunset]

[digitaldiscipline]

This is the 85 year old creator of Roger Rabbit:

[calcazars]

let it be known that i touch grass frequently and I’m still like this.

[nakamorijuan]

[gayweeb]

this is wrong

[southerngamerguy-deactivated201]

Yeah, she could’ve done this in her standard Sailor Moon form. Super form is overkill, really.

[halfpastcaketime-deactivated201]

Sailor Moon is stronger than Goku. I don’t make the rules. Fight me about it.

[dragonxball]

What!? 👀

[seidmadr-secrets]

I’m on a still active forum, with a solid vs debate scene. Sailor Moon vs. the God-Emperor of Mankind from 40k is one of the most treasured threads there, as Sailor Moon trashed the guy.

[catbureau]

19 pages straight of debate over Sailor Moon vs. God-Emperor of Mankind, in which every time a 40k fan desperately brings up a new point, it immediately gets negated by another one of Sailor Moon’s powers

[kamari3]