i'm so sorry

o'shea eoghan flanagan seventeen. crazy. w/e.

[sheaxflanagan]

hbrieic·:

“she bites you because you deserve it.”

“.. I literally breathed.”

[sheaxflanagan]

“So far, married life is pretty much just like engaged life except now when the fucking cats decide to act up and attack me I can tell Brie she’s obligated to save her husband. In other news, if Michonne bites me one more time I’m going to drop her off at the Karofsky house and never look back.”

[sheaxflanagan]

ashermcintosh·:

“i just finished a book that was a thousand pages and i don’t think i put it down once. what day is it? what year is it? who’s president? i don’t even know anymore, i feel like i’ve lost track of all time related things.”

“... How? I can’t even get through a fucking audiobook half the time. Comics are the only thing that don’t bore the shit out of me.”

[sheaxflanagan]

↳ INSTAGRAM: sheaflanagan uploaded a new photo - with @hbrieic

tattoos, food, and life-long commitment. 

she said yes. i said holy fuck. then we cried. 

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[sheaxflanagan]

harrismth·:

Whoever said sushi was good… they were lying. 

Whoever ruined your taste buds and made you dislike sushi? You should sue them. Sushi is fucking a-plus, man.

[sheaxflanagan]

xxcaineflan·:

Imagine my surprise when I found out that Lima doesn’t have its own soccer camp. How sad is that? So, you’re looking at the new director of Lima’s summer soccer camp. 

If I had an athletic bone in my body.. I might consider asking to help out. But, considering there’s prob not a position that involves chaos and smoking weed behind bleachers I guess I’ll just say congrats and that I’ll come to some of your games.

[sheaxflanagan]

text to: shea flanagan

lacey: hey shea! sorry to bother you...and you're not in trouble...i was just wondering if you would be good with taking one of the leads on an all boys number this week? :)

shea: yeah i dont mind.

shea: .. why did you have to text me though i'm suspicious.

[sheaxflanagan]

text to shea.

gretchen: have you ever had any of your meds stop working?

gretchen: like i've never been old enough to like...know by myself...but i definitely have noticed shit and i'm pretty sure it's making me and dillion's relationship all kinds of fucked up. :\

gretchen: also i have no idea how to take it to mom because like..she's never really handled our stuff all that well and yeah.

gretchen: god like why couldn't we be normal?

shea: that would require me actually taking them and not yeeting them out of the window

shea: but i mean i'd take it to dad instead. he's.. definitely better with shit. if not just accepting because he's clueless.

shea: normal is overrated. but if you're unhappy i'd get shit changed.

[sheaxflanagan]

text to shea.

gretchen: yeah i mean, when all that was going down i thought it was really unusual and out of pocket for him. he never talked to me like that.

gretchen: i've never thought of that.

gretchen: i really hope so like i just don't wanna be hurt and sad again...like we broke up the first time, and then raven and i broke up and i just don't wanna deal with it again :c

shea: i think you need to sit down and literally tell him all these thoughts and feelings you've got so it stops eating you alive so bad.

shea: b and i talking about the baby and like letting out the really hard emotions is the only reason we're really doing so well. letting out the worst of the worst thoughts, really letting yourself be raw in front of the other person... it helps. it helps a lot. especially with the fear.

[sheaxflanagan]

text to shea.

gretchen: i just aslkfdhas i sat in the bathtub and was thinking about dillion being distant and my brain just immediately was like 'lol he's still in love with brie you were just convenient' and now i'm irked.

shea: if he loved brie he wouldn't have talked to her the way he did all the time.

shea: i honestly think he was lowkey constantly comparing her to you in the sense that like, he seemed to want her to act tamer and not be herself in a lot of ways.

shea: he may have loved brie but i think you're the one that he truly is in love with for like, who you really are.

[sheaxflanagan]

@gretchenxflanagan: it's a long story :\ anxiety honestly.

@sheaxflanagan: @gretchenxflanagan text me tf.

[sheaxflanagan]

@gretchenxflanagan: love crying in the bathtub on a Saturday night!

@sheaxflanagan: @gretchenxflanagan why u cry

[sheaxflanagan]

[sheaxflanagan]

tomstjames·:

“I would just hang out and watch movies.” Tom laughed. “Even when you agree on something at IKEA the instructions are unclear and it causes a lot of fights. If you want to test your relationship that’s a great route.”

“I mean, we’ve built shit from IKEA and survived before but considering I’ll be furnishing a whole damn place.. I might just splurge and get the professionals to put it all together. The main argument will be deciding on what to get. Our tastes are similar but I feel like we’re gonna find out just how similar during all this.”

[sheaxflanagan]

tomstjames·:

“Since spring break is coming up I was thinking of ways to spend my time. I’m thinking of going to the pool every day or working on my apartment.”

“I know mine is going to be just either hanging with my girlfriend or us arguing over what to buy at IKEA while we shop for my apartment.”

[sheaxflanagan]

missing pieces || brie & shea

brie: watched him carefully, seeing him pulling out something square wrapped in a shirt. her face contorted with confusion for a moment until he started talking. as soon as he mentioned grieving together, she sat up fully, realizing what he was talking about. she tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear and kept listening to him as closely as possible, tears beginning to fall down her cheeks quickly, despite her trying to fight them off. she took the box in her hands and looked inside. the sonogram. she hadn't seen that since the night of their fight...and he'd put in a little name tag that read "baby flanagan" with two little yellow baby booties. her hand went over her mouth as she finally broke down a little harder. she swallowed hard, sitting the box aside before reaching over to brush shea's tears off his face. she then scooted in close and wrapped her arms around him. "this is the most thoughtful and amazing thing anyone has ever done for me." she said, her voice cracking, "i love you so much, shea." she held him a little tighter as tears began to fall down her face, "you would've been and you're going to be an amazing dad one day...i love you...and them and i'm so sorry...i'm really just so sorry..." she cried, hiding her face in the fabric of his shirt.

Shea: hated seeing her so broken, but he knew it was necessary for both of them. The last bit of hurt that kept them from really moving past the heartache of the past was this, and neither of them had /wanted/ to deal with it. The news of what happened being blasted had been a complete wake up call, and he knew if they were ever going to recover this would be the beginning. It was almost like an out of body thing for a moment, watching her take it, and it was her hands on his face that brought him back to her. "I love you too." His voice cracked, the hard demeanor he usually kept when upset not even trying to rear its ugly head for once. His arms wrapped around her even tighter, and he finally broke. "Fuck, Brie. N-No, /I'm/ sorry. I let you down. Maybe if I'd just been there things would be different. You deserved to be a M-Mom, you deserved to be happy and have love and support and all I did was make you feel like trash and deal with this by yourself for a long time. I'm so, so, so fucking sorry and I know I can never make it up to you but I promise to God I'm trying."

[sheaxflanagan]

missing pieces || brie & shea

brie: blinked a bit when he asked her to sit up. she smiled and then happily obliged, sitting up, pulling her knees into her chest. "what's up?" she asked, wrapping her arms around her knees, letting her head rest on top of her knees as she watched him remove his backpack. he looked nervous, his expression causing her to raise an eyebrow in curiosity.

Shea: swallowed hard. This was it. This was now or never. Slightly shaky hands unzipped the bag, reaching in and carefully pulling out the shadow box that he'd wrapped in one of his shirts to avoid it getting messed up. "I... We never have gotten to like.. Grieve together, really. I'm not trying to bring it up to like hurt you or ruin the mood, but.. I made this. I made this for our new apartment, but for here too for right now. I want you to know that you don't have to carry this sadness alone because I miss them too. I think about what could've been and.. I just, here." He unwrapped the shirt, handing her the shadowbox carefully as some tears dropped down his face.