#PoetryLiterature

This Is By All Means My Lighthouse 😍Myfirstlove.

[shelivespoetry]

When I get sober

I'll look for all my friends and make amends

I'll drink more water

Find somebody new to love again

Feels like it's over

But Lord knows that I need another chance

To start all over

Na Misiri sirudi kamwe.

When I get sober

I'll get my act together

I will put my life in order

No longer be a victim

Of the devil on my shoulder

Lord knows I've been lost for way too long

I'm getting older

Na muda unayoyoma aisee

[shelivespoetry]

Honestly,I think it is time. I have learned from my mistakes. I have prayed, cried, begged, borrowed.Just once look at me.I'd love the whole of your attention but i'm content with just your eyes facing my direction. Just once give me this.Let us build from here.

[shelivespoetry]

I want to fill my mouth with your name

[shelivespoetry]

[shelivespoetry]

[shelivespoetry]

This one of those times when I am in need.i need people but at the same time feel like telling them to go where the sun doesn't shine #God'sgrace #Godgift #Hope #Hustle #Change

[shelivespoetry]

#Iwantyoutostay

[shelivespoetry]

Is He who I see my children call dad? Is he patient enough to wait for me when I have to work far from home even months at a time? Will he keep our family together? Will he make sure my children and I lack for nothing within his power to give? Will he understand when things get hard that it's not time to jump ship and leave the rest of us sinking? Will he be there as a dad, a husband ,a friend and a confidant? Will he treat my family like they're his own? Will he give us time to make mistakes and correct them? Will he?

#Isheforkeeps #shouldIstay #myhappiness

[shelivespoetry]

What are we bby? We disagree,we keep our distance,we try to think us with someone else but still we're trapped in this Halo,we can't hate on each other,we can't dislike each other despite how many times we wrong. We probably too in love to say it, we adore each other but scared to admit it, Can one of us at least be the bigger person and say it first? I'm counting on you to be that person😉

[shelivespoetry]

Speak Kindness,Pray For Him,Keep Hoping He'll Change But When It's Too Much Choose You,Just You. He's Your Light house but not all parts of the coast have lighthouses, you'll get to shore,you'll start again

[i-wrotethisforme]

“It’s okay that it’s over. Things end, I get that and I can accept it, and it was partly my fault anyway. But what hurts is the details. Like the fact that you probably deleted those candid pictures of me from your phone and threw away my toothbrush. And someone else is wearing the shirt you always used to let me sleep in. Those thoughts are what take time to get over.”

—

[shelivespoetry]

I can't caption this,I'll spoil the masterpiece. The weight of this though😖😖

[shelivespoetry]

"Who says truth is beauty after all?

And who says love should break us when we fall?"

We are strong enough

[shelivespoetry]

Suddenly I feel lost, dissatisfied,longing for things I'll probably never have🤦 I just hope I'm not falling into depression

[thegoodvybe]

[shelivespoetry]

And Today I Have To Repost Everything That Comes My Way,They All Touch An Aspect Of My Life,But This Part About Goals Aiming For Them And Achieving Them-This Touches My Very Core

[waadtariq]

“once, i’d have loved the guilt on your lips, chased the regret down your throat like you chased yours with a drink, broke myself in ways to fit you. took your hesitation and stood your wavering affection, and i’d have given you myself like a sin for you to atone for. would’ve stayed, and waited, and told myself to be patient, all for the chance for you to let me love you.”

— once, i’d have loved nothing more than to trade my love for myself for yours | wt.

[shelivespoetry]

Now I Understand It Was Wrong, You'd Never Even Jump A Puddle For Me ,Found Other Persons You Considered Better Than Me,You Left.You Are Gone My Life Goes On☹️☹️

[misplacednotes]

sky.

I chose the sky to space my words because there are days in life, I carry storms in my head I balance dark clouds on my shoulders One too many times my eyes rain, they do I chose the sky as a canvas to paint my words because on other days in life, It is birds’ playground, my heart soars too It is serene and leaves me in gratitude wonderment It is home to stars and constellations and galaxies bright, I dream

@misplacednotes // wanjiku wanjiru

[shelivespoetry]

❤️

[vomitingwords]

But I must admit

how unfair it is,

to love someone

unconditionally,

without them

even knowing,

without them

even noticing.

To care, to be fair //ma.c.a

[shelivespoetry]

And sometimes you tell yourself if you try harder,

they might notice,

they might love you back but time flies

and soon it's years down the line and you tell yourself you've moved on but they're still existent at the back of your mind