[shinjuus]

the current whims of a maddened prophet, neurotic faunlet . . . ★

favorite song: dracula by tame impala (jennie remix)

reading: one piece, gachiakuta, the overcoat, the brothers karamazov, paradise lost, vanitas no carte

watching: bungou stray dogs wan 2, twisted wonderland

playing: pokémon ultra sun

worries: getting medical records transferred to japan, stopping myself from impulsively buying pet mice, getting better at chess (current elo ~500)

blessings: i get to see my owner again soon, i've set up my alter for posideon next to my window facing the ocean, i'm now the proud owner of 2 mice along side my bunny

[shinjuus]

sorry but if you look at me, a physically unwell / disabled and severely mentally ill brown trans man, and see a threat just because i use the word "man" for my identity, that says more about YOU than it says about me.

[lesboydefender]

seeing young trans men saying how they feel so “validated” by people telling them to kill themselves because “at least they see me as a man” is actually so fucking sad. 15 year old trans boy you do not deserve to be treated like a monster because of the words you use for yourself and the goals you have for your body. you do not need to accept this kind of treatment from your own community in order to prove that you’re not a threat. you are a person. you are a person

[bipedal-embarrassment]

Literally why I'm so vocal about transandrophobia and why, as a trans man in my 30s, I won't be caught dead capitulating to that shit or engaging in constant performance of platitude, apology, diminishment and self flagellation for existing as a trans man

No I will fucking not teach trans masc youth your creepy terf version of original sin

No I won't teach trans masc youth that they need to apologise for being trans, for being masc or for being young men

Fuck transandrophobes and fuck every trans masc and trans man who sells out his brothers in this way

[shinjuus]

does anyone know how to get a toyhouse code or is anyone willing to give one way? i'll even do a sketch for you (self ships included) in return

[shinjuus]

worlds worst 15 year olds

[shinjuus]

in honor of my new url....

[shinjuus]

new url!! devilfruitz → shinjuus

[shinjuus]

its taking one zillion years to drawwww I wish i had non ai art that drew itself

[shinjuus]

please dont follow me for my one 1 post abt kinks there most likely wont be anymore this is a fandom blog

[m-e-and-me]

calling the cops on someone you believe is having a psychotic episode to “help them” will never be helpful ever

[fluffei-exe]

Round and round at the carousel they go-

Here's the tiktok link if you wanna support me over there <3

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8GEKpwc/

[existennialmemes]

Me, experiencing the horrific symptoms of my chronic illnesses: Whatever, just another day.

Me, experiencing the most mild head cold ever: The end draws nigh. The reaper approaches. Save yourself, for there lingers no hope for me.

[kiwinatorwaffles]

blocking is literally so awesome everyone should do it more. hmmm you annoy me. Begone

[racheldrawsthis]

kira

[ponyboyfaceshopping]

Posting spotify and youtube links on here

[shinjuus]

"dni if you have a cnc / weapon kink" and then you follow me. The enemy is closer than you think

[lastoneout]

I just checked and it turns out you still can't hate yourself into a version of you that you can love. I know we were all hoping they'd fixed that but nope, offering unconditional compassion to your flawed self is still the only way to improve. The sweet relief of self-inflicted punishment isn't gonna cut it. Super fucked up, I know, but we carry on.