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Side blog. Call me whatever you want, im too tired to think of a name. He/him. 17. aroace/gay. I rarely post here, and when I do, it's usually just shitposting. Yanblr.

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Atp I just get happy seeing him speak about his gf.

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Of course! I know you'll be able to get over him at some point, I learned awhile back if they dont care now you cant make them as much as you want too, and hey if you ever rant I'm always listening, you're way too good for him anyway ♡

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Aww thank you so much what 😭😭😭💗💗💗 I feel like he’s the one who’s too good for me haha. Thank you sosososo much man. I’m also here if you ever need anything! Everyone is welcome

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Haha, yes you have a frequent anon now, deal.

And I don't mean to sound harsh here, and I completely understand i was obsessed with someone myself hell I'm not fully over them, but someone who loves you as much as you love them is out there, they'll come to you, I dont know if this was helpful at all, but I truly believe the person whos worthy of your love is out there, this one isnt it, or at least I think.

Lots of love

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Thank you anon. You don’t sound harsh or mean at all! Haha I feel bad, you don’t have to come back if you don’t wish to. I appreciate it though. I wish it were the case, I hope there actually might be someone out there who can tolerate me lol. Getting over someone you used to like deeply is so hard and shitty. Despite everything, I still hope he might look my way someday, though for the time being, he isn’t online much, or at least he doesn’t speak to me much.

Thank you so much, seriously, I appreciate it more than you think. I hope you manage to get over that person yourself! :)

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Fuck. I miss him.

Maybe in another life, we’re together.

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Are your posts targeted? Them seem so I'm just curious

Wish you the best with your darling

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Woa a anon? Haha yeah my posts are targeted but sadly the more time goes by the less I think my darling wants me. He has a gf now. Thank you

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“I’m 5 years clean!” Congrats! I’m so happy for you :)

“I’m 1 month clean!” Congrats! I’m so happy for you :)

“Im 2 weeks clean!” Congrats! I’m so happy for you :)

“I’m 3 days clean!” “Congrats! I’m so happy for you :)

“I’m 1 day clean!” Congrats! I’m so happy for you :)

“I’m 5 seconds clean!” You’re not funny.

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I feel so famous I did NOT expect for those two posts to get so popular what 😭

I was just venting tbh lol. But thanks guys

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I hate you so much why can’t it be me. Just let me mold myself into your dream partner, I beg you, just tell me

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I wonder how long it will take for him to look my way. Despite everything, despite all the disgust he procures inside of me. I cannot fathom the thought of having him look in any other direction.

I doubt he likes yanderes. Though that shouldn’t be an issue, since he dosent really have a choice afterall. I’m his number 1 worshipper.

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We should be in such a possessive relationship that everyone around us starts to worry about it

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Everyone on YouTube is such a pussy no one can put a finger into their fan

Ykw im gonna put my finger in a fan on video

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I wish my darling and I could take a night walk together. Listen to songs, look around places while we chat. Just stroll through the peace we’ve created with each other.

And if he wants to commit some unlawful deeds, I’ll help him out, despite how scared I am, because he’s my darling afterall <3

if only we lived closer

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To the mf that keeps sending me anons, get off anon bro, own up to the shit you say

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wow threats gose to show how immature u are

It’s not a threat, it’s a wish.

I wish you could go to bedrock.

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I feel so empty. Each time he’s not there I feel an unbearable hole in my chest that can’t be filled. He’s all I have, but I don’t have him. Can he even enjoy being around someone like me? There hasn’t been a single day that went by where I didn’t fear losing him, it makes me sick to my stomach. I wish I could tell him how much he fascinates me. I’m just like anyone else he’s met before, I’m not special, and that thought makes me want to puke out my guts. I hate him so much. Please, tell me what I desperately wish to hear. Please, tell me you want me to stay.

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Rant, specifically targeted towards a guy I met on yanblr.

I’m sorry but I don’t care how much of a sadist you are, if you misgender your partner on purpose to make them feel bad about themselves you genuinely deserve nothing good in life. Idgaf if you want to carve your darling open and snuggle into their ribcage or if you wish to isolate them from everyone and make them dependent on you, if that’s what you/your lover wants. But you are OBLIGATED to treat them as their correct gender unless they consent otherwise. If you don’t, you’re genuinely not even a yandere, because that would imply you loved your darling for who they are. You’re just a larper and a pile of horseshit and I wish nothing but horrible misfortunes on you.

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“You speak to me only once every 3 days.” I am trying my actual best dude. There’s like 2 people I text daily out of everyone I know. The fact I don’t reply 3 to you months late is already extravagant