Fxs

Side blog. Call me whatever you want, im too tired to think of a name. He/him. 16. aroace/gay. I rarely post here, and when I do, it's usually just shitposting. Yanblr

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It dosent matter how many times I ask to see him again, it won’t change anything.

He’s not coming back, I need to accept that and stop shamefully hoping maybe I’d get to talk to him again.

Despite everything, I really saw him as an important friend to me.

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I feel like such a loser. It’s only been 3 days.

“You’ll forget about him soon” you clearly don’t know me.

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I thought I had a little longer.

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We should be in such a possessive relationship that everyone around us starts to worry about it

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Everyone on YouTube is such a pussy no one can put a finger into their fan

Ykw im gonna put my finger in a fan on video

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I wish my darling and I could take a night walk together. Listen to songs, look around places while we chat. Just stroll through the peace we’ve created with each other.

And if he wants to commit some unlawful deeds, I’ll help him out, despite how scared I am, because he’s my darling afterall <3

if only we lived closer

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To the mf that keeps sending me anons, get off anon bro, own up to the shit you say

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He’s so precious <3

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wow threats gose to show how immature u are

It’s not a threat, it’s a wish.

I wish you could go to bedrock.

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I feel so empty. Each time he’s not there I feel an unbearable hole in my chest that can’t be filled. He’s all I have, but I don’t have him. Can he even enjoy being around someone like me? There hasn’t been a single day that went by where I didn’t fear losing him, it makes me sick to my stomach. I wish I could tell him how much he fascinates me. I’m just like anyone else he’s met before, I’m not special, and that thought makes me want to puke out my guts. I hate him so much. Please, tell me what I desperately wish to hear. Please, tell me you want me to stay.

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Rant, specifically targeted towards a guy I met on yanblr.

I’m sorry but I don’t care how much of a sadist you are, if you misgender your partner on purpose to make them feel bad about themselves you genuinely deserve nothing good in life. Idgaf if you want to carve your darling open and snuggle into their ribcage or if you wish to isolate them from everyone and make them dependent on you, if that’s what you/your lover wants. But you are OBLIGATED to treat them as their correct gender unless they consent otherwise. If you don’t, you’re genuinely not even a yandere, because that would imply you loved your darling for who they are. You’re just a larper and a pile of horseshit and I wish nothing but horrible misfortunes on you.

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“You speak to me only once every 3 days.” I am trying my actual best dude. There’s like 2 people I text daily out of everyone I know. The fact I don’t reply 3 to you months late is already extravagant

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Ur scars arent big enough, ur probably lying ://

I hope you reach bedrock

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I could never. How does it scar? My styros turn white after some time, dose it do the same for Laffy taffy/beans?

It depends. Usually styro tend to scar into white keloids, as for laffy taffy/fascia/beans, they often tend to turn into a pink-ish color and tend to carve inwards and not outwards, though this could be different for someone else, im speaking from my own experience.

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One swipe sounds scary 😭. How did you manage to deal with them after?

I usually raw dog them lol. I just put a bandage on it and call it a day. Though you really shouldn’t do that, if you can, go get stitches

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how the hell do you reach Laffy taffy? I can barely do styro

1) one swipe it

Or

2) swipe multiple times until I see laffy taffy.

I don’t recommend you do it though. You’re likely to hit lethal shit and infections are more common.

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I wish my darling could make corset piercings on my body, covering me in lace and tying cute bows <3