Danni Notes

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What if I just want to be valued?

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hello hi and goodbyee, my name's danielle, u guys can follow me on ig, if you want its @simpl.ydanielle

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"Simplicity is the true keynote of Elegance"

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step away peasants.. shakespeare is here . . ig: simpl.ydanielle follow me on ig

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TELL ME ABOUT IT LIKE!!! . . . ig: @simpl.ydanielle follow me to see more content

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Name: Danielle

Ig: @simpl.ydanielle

All about me: I like movies a lot. I love science and math, I love studying but I hate school. I'm very open-minded, not too religious but religious enough to know that the Lord loves me. I aspire to be a cancer biologist or a COPD biologist in the name of my dead grandfather whom I love very much.

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"The only meaning of life is to give life meaning"

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"Why am I never enough for the people I want"

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"The world doesn't reward efforts, it rewards results"

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"The quote, you can't love if you don't love yourself is bs. I hated myself but I loved you so much that I forgot what hating myself felt like."

I can never forget this line

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𝐆𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝.

I have 2 friends, me and my guilt. Guilt is something people just throw away. "Its a monster". The thing is, I define a friend as a person who makes you realize your best self. I believe that it is not person or a family member, an enemy, that can make you realize your best potential rather than guilt. Guilt comes from traumatic situations. These are things that break you down but build you up. Guilt makes us realize. Guilt makes us feel. Guilt reminds us that we are human. It is not there to remind us that we are horrible people.

Horrible people don't worry that they are horrible. So that guilt you have, is there to make you realize your mistakes so that next time, it can never happen again. The thing is things happen always for a reason, and the result is the one that decides your future---of whether you want to do something about it, or let guilt tell you that you should. I believe Guilt is a friend because atleast it is honest of what happened. Not some fake plastic that will tell you bad advice. If you do not do anything about a problem, it will be guilt that will constantly be there to remind you.

Guilt is something that we should deem unimportant or let it go unnoticed. Its something we should evaluate, feel and let it transform you into your best self. If we do not treat it as our friend, it will consume you until, there isn'y any left of you.

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𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚?

The thing is, when you love someone, you never stop loving them. There will always be that piece of you that longs for them. Even if you've moved on. All it takes is one look, one smile, and one sliver of attention that will get that heart back to where it started. Yearning is when you long for another person, may it be their affection or their presence. It will be hard to separate yourself from something you've attached your soul unto.

Currently, I am in love with a close friend of mine, and I accept the fact that I can never be with him. Even if its hard, I need to let go. All of us need to understand that at some point, yearning is just delusion at its peak. That it shouldn't be romanticized if it makes us a blind fool continuously hoping that maybe one day... One day that it'll come. The day that-that person will show us, that their the one. However, no matter how much it's so refreshing and comforting to love. Eventually, this will destroy you. Where it will get to a point where, you have fallen to deep, that your heart will physically hurt. The only solution to ending your yearning, is wether you do something like action to your loved one. Sometimes, just end all those doubts you have of yourself and just DO IT! However, the important thing is timing and preparation. Make sure its not too wrong of a timing. Make sure to do it fast, so that you don't want that person to fall into other people's arms. Its okay to get rejected, atleast that means it took them time to hear you out and think about everything. If its not meant to be, then its not meant to be. This is better than just sitting and not doing anything. Secodn solution is to just Move on silently. Stay away from them, act like you don't like them. Have a different focus. Talk to another friend. and especially, don't talk about them. This will take a long time, but you just have to wait, in some time you have to realize that you have to stop being a fool and get tired of loving a wall. A wall that will never let you in. A wall that you're close with but too far away to touch.

In some time, you have to realize that you are worth more.

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"Yes I am 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚."

"Yes I am 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚" 4 little words I used to say whenever life crashes its crap on me. When life just woke up and decided to crush every bone in my body. When it just dumped everything on me like cement blocks and million stab wounds. "Yes I am 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚" People woudn't understand that it hurts. I'm supposed to be the strong one, I'm supposed to be the pillar and supposed to be great. Sometimes hopes are heavier than burdens. "Yes I am 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚". Not that you care, but because I can't even blame you . I hate HATE. I wish we could go back to when people just looked at me and thought, That's a child. That's a person. Not some object to be discussed. I wish for freedom to love.

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"Don't you ever feel like?"

Don't you ever feel like you just want to get away from the world and just live your life?

Don't you ever feel like just being alone without the thought of missing your life?

Don't you ever feel like time should just stop and just let you breathe for a second, because deep down the pressure is crushing every bone in your body?

Don't you ever feel like stopping and just rest without losing something?

Would it just be better to go back in time and enjoy?

Is there time to enjoy?

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I have 2 enemies.

I hate every single fucking thing about them. So much fucking anger inside of me, that I decided to hate all people with the same name. I will never ever love another fucking man again, nor get a bestfriend, that fucking pathetic!

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As a child, I was always scared of the huge clown statue in my Aunt's room. From the way it smiles and positioned, to the way it blinks three times every minute...

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"𝗛𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗦𝗲𝗲𝗸"

It was 3 pm in the afternoon when Nora and I decided to come and play outside. It was pretty hot in the summer, we found an old patch of land far from the houses, where we could play. Hopscotch, Tag, Racing, and basketball. But, still, the day was not over. We weren't tired at all, so we decided to think of more games to play. Like...Hide and Seek! "Rock, Paper Scissors!" both of us shouted. Unfortunately, I lost and became the seeker, while Nora is the hider. I started counting "10..9..8..7". But mischievous little me skipped and decided to seek before I finished counting. Immediately, I found Nora hiding behind a large vehicle. I thought about calling her out, however, I didn't want to spoil my huge crush on Nora. So, I decided to pass her by and pretend she's not there. Damn, Nora is such a good hider, its been a while. I looked and called her out in all places. Sly Nora, she must've switched places...because Nora isn't behind the van anymore, and...neither is the van.