Teenage Dream [another angst genshin fiction lmfao IM SORRY ALOT OF SONGS ARE JUST AWESOME FOR ANGST š]
{inspired by mostly jealousy and brutal by Olivia Rodrigo
Also heavily self indulgent}
Warnings: angst???, mentions of s3lf-h@rm and su1c1de, cursing,
Basically a two part fiction for xiao because I'm the writer here, not really because it won't be heavily implied that it's Xiao so you can imagine anyone actually.
You were absolutely over all of this, living the same routine, it was tiring, insecurities, life pushing away everyone you know, you were over this magical Teenage Dream. Where was the Prince Charming you were promised?? The one that'd save you from all your problems.
YouĀ wereĀ annoyedĀ ofĀ living,Ā worryingĀ about being a perfectĀ child,Ā someoneĀ youĀ aren't, you couldn'tĀ beĀ somethingĀ youĀ don'tĀ want to be.
"Well,Ā guessĀ anotherĀ dayĀ ofĀ notĀ responding to myĀ friend's,Ā it'sĀ forĀ theĀ better you were annoying.ā
You told yourself that everyday but was it true?
YouĀ didn'tĀ knowĀ yourself.
As each day went pass, you felt like Suciciding, you were anxious about nothing.
āGoĀ getĀ someĀ groceriesĀ fromĀ theĀ storeĀ and keepĀ yourĀ postureĀ right,Ā youĀ keepĀ slackingāĀ
You heard you're mom's voice from a distance, getting up and closing the Tv that was clearly showing nothing and you were staring at it for about half and hour. Did you question your sanity? Yes.
āRight,ā you responded, walking up-to the door you grabbed the cash your mom gave you, gripping it and walking out, āJesus,Ā haveĀ IĀ notĀ steppedĀ outĀ ofĀ myĀ house in yearsĀ orĀ what?-ā
You were rudely interrupted by a random kid stepping in a puddle.
You tried your best to not tell the kid off, you didn't really like kids, anyone for that matter, you just couldn't keep in sync with everyone else.
Walking to the grocery store you saw a classmate from your school, getting once again a new device to show off how much money he has.
āGreat rich boy's here again, does he have no life? ā You definitely skipped wherever he was and walked the other way.
āIt's a cloudy weather today hm it looked like it'll rain soonerā mumbling you accidentally stepped on someone's foot.
āFuck, I'm sorry!, I mean I'm really sorry I apologizeā you slightly bowed to the person saying your apology, āyeah... its um fine?ā the guy looked a bit unsure, when you looked up he was actually really pretty like straight from a game!
āNo, really! I wasn't looking where I was steppingā you said, the guy just said a āit's alrightā and ran, he looked like he missed something, āoh well, he was weirdā you decided to put on your headphones and listen to some songs as you went inside the grocery store, walking pass the shelves and checking off everything in your list.
You were walking by and saw the same guy apologizing to a man, you guessed it, he worked here, āprince Charming that you??ā
[this definitely didn't go in the direction I wanted it to go it became more of a meme thing-]
