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✨🔥✨ TRIGGER WARNING; ED content CW: 125lbs GW: 120 UGW: 110

[tormentingblues]

me: eating voluntarily

my brain: wow you truly are faking your ed

[skiiniigypsii]

I have not been on here in a long time, and let me tell you!.... i didn’t lose any weight and am a failure if I’ve ever seen one smh I’m going on holiday in a week and a half I’m gonna try and tone up as much as I can as soon as I can!!!

[yearofthesnitch]

put in the tags the first thing that comes up when u type “i am,” “i’m not,” “i love,” “i hate,” and “i wish”

[skiiniigypsii]

Living with an eating disorder and these are the scary dreams you have at night...

[moonshinebones-deactivated20191]

[bands-and-random-stuff-inactive]

Just a gentle reminder for tumblr users with anxiety, panic disorders or who get nervous quickly: 

- Chain mail, “reblog this or..” posts etc. don’t work. They’re not real. Nothing bad will happen if you don’t forward that mail or reblog that post. 

- “If you don’t reblog this, you’re a bad person” is a lie. You’re not a bad person for not clicking a button. 

- You are allowed to unfollow blogs that post triggering contents. 

- You’re not weak or a crybaby for avoiding things that are triggering. Far from it, you’re taking care of yourself. That’s amazing! 

[skiiniigypsii]

Scale: 2 pounds more than yesterday

Me:

[dykeorexic]

fasting moods

fuck fuck fuck ow hungrey

YEAH IM DRINKING COFFEE AT 4:30 PM DON’T QUESTION ME

weirdly, I’m ok!

EVERYTHING IS GREAT! I’VE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY! DOPAMINE IS FLOODING MY BRAIN!!!

snzzzz

does smelling food have calories???? does toothpaste have sugar??? which zero cal sodas break fast??? Hey Google-

cold cold cold hhhhhhh cold

see I’m fine! I can even exercise!! It’s like I’m barely doing anything at all!!! *passes out*

sorry I have to pee again

*stares at fridge* *fridge stares back*

frantic thinspo scrolling on every platform you own

feel free to add

[rhoga]

[skiiniigypsii]

I consider myself a fraud.

I barely have an eating disorder...

I just ate 3 chocolate bars and don’t even feel guilty about it :/

[skiiniigypsii]

Don’t forget to take your vitamins guys, and any medications you have xx stay safe ❤️❤️❤️

[maybe10kcal-deactivated20220107]

me: *steps on scale*

*same number as yesterday pops up*

[decidedlyunhappy]

PSA

I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.

you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and my ED does not extend to you

[skiiniigypsii]

Me after a binge episode trying to keep myself together and understand I won’t get fat from one binge but then I realise it’s my third this week:

[dreamsdainty]

[skiiniigypsii]

If only 🥺😍

[valtsv]

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

[valtsv]

"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of

[thelonelysapphic]

List of food w it’s calorie

Got this from thefitnesschef_ on IG, go ahead to their account for more.

[skiini-goblin]

even if you’re restricting calories, try for as many nutrients as possible!