Lili’s Fight

21yo French girl struggling with Ed for 8 years now

[skinnierplease]

I truly feel like I’m faking my ED...

[thinxbae]

🐁Mouse workout

(it’s called mouse workout because it’s quiet) 

100 leg lifts (each leg) 

75 squats

50 sit-ups 

50 second plank 

50 second wall sit

⚡️ Burns around 293 cals ⚡️  

[plus-size-barbie]

[skinni-b0nes]

This is what I want to be

[skinnierplease]

This skirt is a 14yo size 🧒🏼 glad that it still fits me !

[skinnierplease]

My parent’s friend : you ok ? You look better !

Anorexia : don’t you dare say that again you dumbass !!!... got to go bodychecking... 😭😭😭😭

[skinnierplease]

Post running lemoned iced water !

[skinnierplease]

Loosed 11lbs (5kg) since the end of the French lockdown

[skinnierplease]

Oupsi 😬 might have been a little bit upset earlier... yeah that’s my leg..

[skinnierplease]

Arm check... can’t loose weight these day even if I restrict 😥

[skinnierplease]

Me : I should get all toxic relationships out of my life

Also me : oh a new neighbor, he is a suicidal, depressed alcoholic? Let’s get friends and talk for an hours everyday after work !

[skelegeist]

does anyone else touch their bones for a sense of security? like, when i’m anxious i’ll touch my wrist bones or collarbones or hipbones or ribs, just to feel that i’m okay.

[skinnierplease]

Legs body check... not there yet..... 😢😢😢

[skinnierplease]

Morning

My scale : show a highest number

Me : ok let’s have some laxatives for breakfast !

[skinnierplease]

These jeans used to feet me, I reached 100ldb 2 days ago ! Waiting for my blood check results ! Still not felling good, actually feeling fat and ugly and antisocial and anxious and depressed 😅

[bigbrokovu-deactivated20190612]

Don’t scroll past this.

Reblog to let your followers know that they should never start cutting.

I know this website makes it seem like that shit is normal but trust me, it’s not. And once you start, you’ll never really start and it will haunt you for life.

It never gets easier, it never stops hurting, it isn’t (and will never be) “cool” or “the only way out”

Please don’t start. If you already are cutting, tell sometime and get help, it’s not as scary as it seems and you will be better off by it.

If even one person reads this… Please. You matter.

Don’t start.

[skinnierplease]

Is taking a bath that hard for other people ?! Like seeing my stomach and legs and all 🤢 it all seem soooo disgusting I can’t even look at myself

[skinnierplease]

Didn’t hear that song for such a long time.. hit me right in the face while watching the French moovie “je vais bien ne t’en fait pas” remembered me of the hospital, other patients used to call me lil’ lili there.. and listen to this song together...