I'm aware i have some kind of disordered eating because every time i want to lose weight i do it by the most unhealthy way possible but since i never do it for long as to not affect my cognitive abilities is it really an issue
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I'm aware i have some kind of disordered eating because every time i want to lose weight i do it by the most unhealthy way possible but since i never do it for long as to not affect my cognitive abilities is it really an issue
The "Three-Bite" Rule
Consists in allowing yourself 3 bites of any indulgent food:
The first one is to taste the food.
The second one is for savoring it.
By the third one you can already tell how it tastes so you can stop eating it.
I read about this trick in Twitter, where a girl post a thread about her almond mom and her habits to stay skinny.
It really helped me with binging, with this I can allow myself some of my cravings. Hope it works for you 💞
low cal recipe yt channel i found
Ik a ton of ppl arent gonna see this BUT
If u want SUUUPER low cal recipes (particularly for baking), theres this AMAZING youtube channel that has TONS of videos for them!!! Theyre easy, quick and the ingredients are always in the description!!!
https://www.youtube.com/@cookingredefined
Please go check them out bro this channel is like my LIFELINE rn ive only made one of their recipes so far and it was this 100 cal chocolate cake (which I split w my mom), it was a little thin but it tasted so GOOD!!!!
Hot girl movies
Movies i’d usually gate-keep about addiction, growing up, being a teenage girl, music, the 2000s and late 90s, femininity, mental illness, etc. (you might actually not have heard about some of these.) (some of these r pretty popular I know!!)
Blue Car (2002)
White Oleandor (2002)
Speak (2004)
Firefox (1996)
Kids (1995)
Palo Alto (2013)
Heathers (1989)
Augusta Gone (2006)
Hard Candy (2005)
American Beauty (1999)
Lords of Dogtown (2005)
Ghost world (2001)
Trainspotting (1996)
Juno (2007)
Thirteen (2003)
The Virgin suicides (1999)
Buffalo ‘66 (1998)
Gone Girl (2014)
Girl interrupted (1999)
Black Swan (2010)
Mid90s (2018)
Whip It (2009)
Lady bird (2017)
The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (2012)
Normal Adolescent Behaviour (2007)
Blue Valentine (2010)
Crazy Beautiful (2001)
Its a funny kind of story (2010)
Slums Of Beverly Hills (1998)
Anywhere But Here (1999)
Adventure Land (2009)
Save The Last Dance (2001)
Garden State (2004)
Rules Of Attraction (2002)
Promising Young Woman (2020)
Requiem Of A Dream (2000)
Gia (1998)
Candy (2006)
Beautiful Boy (2018)
Almost Famous (2000)
The Basketball Diaries (1995)
The Craft (1996)
The Diary Of A Teenage Girl (2015)
But I’m A Cheerleader (1999)
Boyhood (2014)
Spun (2002)
Red Road (2006)
The Piano Teacher (2001)
Bulbbul (2020)
Sucker Punch (2011)
Ginger Snaps (2000)
Helter-Skelter (2012)
Cruel Intentions (1999)
I, TONYA (2018)
Amelie (2001)
Daisies (1966)
Perfect Blue (1997)
Prozac Nation (2001)
Whatever Happened To Baby Jane? (1962)
Leon (1994)
Valley Of The Dolls (1967)
The Crush (1993)
Carrie (1976)
10 Things I Hate About You (1999)
If anyone actually sees this and likes it I’d be more than happy to make a part 2. This took me awhile lol. I know some of these are a little basic but I tried to have a strong mix of well-known and lesser plus romance, comedy, psychological thrillers, cheesy etc. Its very broad so there’s something for everyone and hopefully something new for someone.
reblogging this because i need it
You don't have to eat. No one is forcing you to eat. The food will be there later. You can always have some later. Right now, just focus on getting the body you want…it's not like the food is going to disappear and you will never be able to have it again. You are so close to your goal, so why give in now? Why give in to something you have already tasted a million times…You know what it tastes like, so you don't need it. You know how easy it is to undo all your progress, so just avoid the food. It's not the end of the world. It's actually quite disgusting how food obsessed you are. Think about other things for once.
My ED rules that helped me lose 7lbs(~3.2kg) in 1 week
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Add 25% to all calories (500=625)
24 hour fast at least once a week
5k weekly calorie limit (roughly 714 a day)
Weigh-in every morning before eating
NO CHEAT DAYS (I break this one a lot💔🥲)
If craving something, wait an hour
Only eat food you know the calories of
No snacking, only eating at mealtime
Drink a bottle of water before every meal
Be the slowest eater when with other people, and stop when they stop
Track calories even when binging
If binged, must do 24 hour fast
If weight is gained, must fast until its lost
Must walk minimum 30 mins every day
No eating before or while at work
Any amount over cal limit is considered a binge
Only water is 0 cals, everything else claiming to be is 15 cals per serving
If calorie limit is reached early, must fast for rest of the week no matter how many days are left
Do not subtract cals lost from exercise
No eating unless there's physical hunger pains
Breakfast must be under 100 cals
Must fast day before and after holiday/special event
handmade drawing references :)
I took these pictures mainly to analyze my hand structure. Feel free to use them for your art, if you'd like to!
What do you all study when you're doing art studies??
Heeeeeyyy, I love me a good fucking STUDY
for environments:
shot deck is a massive database of film shots searchable by grading, tod, shot type, characters and content! Studying from films really helps improve your values and composition as the shots are usually very carefully constructed! It helps you find ways to maintain realism while still packing mood and narrative into your work!
master paintings! I recommend the orientalists like Jean Leon Gerome in particular their environments had great compositions and throw around a ton of colour and light! I like the modern artists Craig Mullins and Richard Schmid also, as there is so much impressionist lost detail and simplicity yet the environments feel so real.
The 1960s era disney background artists like eyvind earle are a masterclass in stylisation and simplification and make a wonderful choice for studies. (That being said modern disney visdev artists like Nathan Fowkes are just as fantastic to study for the same reason)
architectural photography can be a great resource too- I love to look for work by urbEX people!
thumbnailing and comp studies- trying to break down a photo into as few values as possible and still have it be readable- this really helps train your brain in the relationship between light exposure and local value.
Im begging you if doing it in colour is too hard to start with just do it in black and white!!!!! Greyscale painting is an essential step in learning to paint and understand lighting scenarios!! Colour is hard!!!
there is no substitute for going outside and doing some plein air painting- really looking first hand at how the light effects different materials and objects, how it bounces around, what edges your eye naturally loses in certain lighting scenarios. Just go outside and draw and try to notice stuff.
for characters:
figure studies!!!! from life if you can but if you cant there are a ton of great resources out there- personally I love croquis cafe and posespace, but if you can afford it (and are interested in intense anatomy study) then scott eaton has a site called bodies in motion which is fantaaaastic. I think by now everyone knows nyx and senshistock, I also use a lot of grafit studio photorefs to study more complicated poses!!
Master studies (again). I particularly like to study the work of John Singer Sargent, Joaquin Sorolla, Edwin Austin Abbey, Alphonse Mucha (his le pater compositions are out of this world), any of the New Rochelle artists (e.g rockwell, tom lovell, those 1950s illustrators REALLY knew their shit).
I literally have a resin skull on my desk that I've used to do quick studies with different lighting, just 10 mins a day back when I was doing it and it levelled up my skill a lot!.
Material studies are essential to leveling up your character painting!!! Look at fur, look at metal, look at the way something embroidered reflects light vs tooled leather!!
gesture studies! Look at a dynamic pose and see how you can exaggerate the motion in away that captures the sense of movement. This is tricky to start with but its really worthwhile especially when you combine it with other exercises. Mixamo is a cool library to look into for this kind of thing as you can pause and rotate the models in the middle of their actions!
breakdown the work of artists you admire- it's ok to study other living artists (and try to reverse engineer how they are making their decisions) it's a very effective learning tool! Really figure out what it is about that persons workflow you like, and how you might incorporate that element into your own. Obviously, dont post studies of living artists work!
The most important thing is that when you do a study you go into it knowing what you want to learn. Dont try to do everything at once! It's ok to focus on the muscle structure and not give a damn about the gesture. It's ok to focus on the texture of the fur and completely ignore the characters face.
The best way to keep doing studies is to find refs you like- things you are interested in and that capture your imagination! Follow your curiosity and remember that just a tiny little bit a day makes a huge difference.
Gunna take a sec to recommend the tutorials of Devin Korwin. He talks about how to study and how to breakdown art fundamentals in a way that is at once both very advanced but also digestible. I highly recommend his pdfs!
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talking about web, i cant forget to mention the fact that the whole site and mathematics is organised along TUBE LINES like the LONDON UNDERGROUND !! now if that isn’t a graph theory reference i dont know what is!
Rich resources for teaching A level maths, enabling all students to explore the connections that underpin mathematics. The resources are fre
In case anyone is having a bad night:
Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found
Here are some fun sites
Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics
Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli
Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies
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You’ll be okay, friend <3
i will reblog this everytime it shows up because any of my followers could have a bad night right now
All these links, besides the first, are broken. So here’s some more.
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Here’s a site to cut something up (TRIGGER WARNING)
Here’s a site that makes you a website depending on a song you choose
Here’s a gay comic. It’s adorable
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Want some more?
Here’s the butterfly project
Here’s a snickerdoodle mug cake
Here’s a link to some free audiobooks
Here’s something to read when you feel like a burden
Here’s a secret
Here’s my playlist of some sea shanties
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Here’s a link to some cool websites
Here’s a blog that gives you recipes for when you’re low on spoons
Here’s some Brony Headcanon’s
Some more? I’ve got plenty
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I’m back with some more!
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Here’s a customizable white noise website
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Here’s a website you can get some support at.
to find later
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Here you can watch a website load forever, although you might be getting enough of this on Tumblr mobile
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And here you can generate more cool websites like these
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And yet more!!!
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Here you can make snowflakes
Here is a Line Rider feature film with relaxing music
Here is the entire script to the Princess Bride (many don’t need it but it’s fun to read anyway)
Here is an abbreviated script for the entirety of Book 1 of A:TLA that I made out of anger at the film that definitely doesn’t exist
Here is a playlist of the top 10 most relaxing songs ranked according to science
Here’s a site where you can make a dude beatbox with fun animations
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*reblogs and pins*
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Just one more thing, for my 12 followers:
Here’s every episode of Columbo.
Hope y'all have a pleasant evening.
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Reblogging again because I just realized that if I had this advice in high school I would’ve never made a tumblr account.
Also works for most of those news sites like WSJ or NYT that only let you read a little bit, or block adblockers. Also some disable the scroll bar but if you go to the right side of the console after hitting F12 and look for the CSS element “overflow” and change it from “hidden” to “visible” then you can continue scrolling for free. Might have to click around on different parts of the page to find it, but it should work.
There’s also a Firefox/Chrome extension called Behind The Overlay that does all that with one mouse click. Used it for years; what a time saver.
And if you encounter a true paywall, use Archive.Today to bypass it. Just paste the paywalled url into the blue “search archived snapshots” box near the bottom:
Let this be your sign to watch older movies right now please
And ISTG if I see one argument that you "don't like movies by problematic white men". Oscar Micheaux has films available as far back as 1920's
Alice Guy has such an extensive filmography starting in 1896 that it is genuinely overwhelming. Including the first film with an all african amercian cast in registered history.
Start caring about history and stop hiding behind fake progressive morals to excuse your ignorance.
This person has done THE most impressive job I have ever seen compiling links to many films and books for free
This is an impressive list of film noirs you can watch for free
TubiTV is my favorite streaming site, it has a spectacular list of older films, and you don't need to even create an account to watch them
Also the amount of great older movies available on youtube always impresses me. Every time I can't find an obscure movie on torrent, it is usually just there on youtube. Mosfilm has been remastering their most classic releases and uploading them there.
Anyway, be curious! Search "films about <thing you like>" on your searching engine of choice. Chances are someone made a movie about it no matter how weird and crazy it might seem!
I know I jest sometimes, but films are legitimately great! There is so much to discover out there, it keeps me always excited for the next great thing I can discover that I had never heard about! Please, shed you chains of hollywood fast food, there is so much beauty just at your reach
Ok but like. What the fuck is there to do on the internet anymore?
Idk when I was younger, you could just go and go and find exciting new websites full of whatever cool things you wanted to explore. An overabundance of ways to occupy your time online.
Now, it's just... Social media. That's it. Social media and news sites. And I'm tired of social media and I'm tired of the news.
Am I just like completely inept at finding new things or has the internet just fallen apart that much with the problems of SEO and web 3.0 turning everything into a same-site prison?
Long collection of resources under the cut.
You're right that the internet is smaller than it used to be, but there's still some cool stuff left in the corners. I'd recommend checking checking out Neocities if you haven't--it's an independent web hosting platform like Geocities of the old web, and there are hundreds of interesting and active pages discoverable both through their search function and through web buttons (links attached to small pictures with the title of a website) within the websites themselves. Here are three examples of web buttons you may find in link pages:
Most Neocities websites have link pages or button collections with anywhere from tens to hundreds of these. Don't be afraid to explore!
If you're looking for something more like a search engine, I can point you towards Marginalia. It's not a particularly smart engine, but it's perfectly usable if you've ever been taught to use search engines back when they were mostly run through keywords instead of full sentence comprehension. There's also an "about" and "tips" section on the front page with more information. The algorithm of Marginalia can be filtered by the user to allow, disallow, or require JavaScript depending on your needs, plus there are filters designed specifically to prioritize web 1.0 sites or mostly text-based ones. It is possible to search for modern websites with it, but it can return websites from just about any decade (since the invention of the web, obviously) so long as they contain the information you're looking for. For example, here are some random interesting sites I've found using Marginalia:
Native Languages of the Americas: Native American Cultures
BASIC HTML COMPETENCY IS THE NEW PUNK FOLK EXPLOSION!
Earthbound Text Labs by Bill Eager
The possibilities for discovery are truly endless.
Now you might want to know about directories. These make browsing for websites easier, but require you to read through and judge which ones to visit, as there aren't algorithms ranking the sites besides the whim of whoever coded the directory. Some of them have themes, others don't. Here are two that I've used:
Yesterlinks Directory
Ichigo Directory
Directories can be harder to come by just by surfing the net, but they aren't impossible to find. Many personal websites have their own directories of interesting sites hidden within them.
Webrings are similar to directories, but are actually more community-based. You have to register your website to be a part of a webring, usually by sending an email to whoever runs it and meeting some kind of entry criteria. For example, my personal website used to be a part of a webring called Sweet Dreams, which was for websites that heavily utilize color palettes and images of cute things, particularly sweets. Webrings will give you access to a widget upon entry that allow visitors and other members to browse between the registered websites in a massive ring, ergo, where the term gets its name. Webrings can have any theme or criteria for entry. If you can make a website about it, you can find a webring for it.
Now, you might be wondering about social media alternatives. I can't offer much, but I can nudge you towards the idea of forums. Here's one I found that could really use some traffic. I also browse a bit on MelonLand forum, which is actually closed right now--it's currently closed on Mondays--but on any other day of the week, you can find a fun community there dedicated to web revival. You can find it through MelonLand's main page. I'd also recommend checking out SpaceHey, which is a MySpace clone that's customizable and easy to use.
I hope this is of some help to you. The internet may feel less magical than it used to be, but that doesn't mean that the spark has completely died out. These types of indie websites need more attention if we ever hope to reverse the damage done to the internet by centralization and corporate interest. People are trying to make the web a cooler place to be, but we're going to have to do the work of finding and interacting with these projects in order to get them off the ground someday.
ALSO you should consider browsing Virtual Pet List and seeing if there are any pet sites you might be interested in playing. There is a whole genre of browser games right under your nose
Did I daydream this, or was there a website for writers with like. A ridiculous quantity of descriptive aid. Like I remember clicking on " inside a cinema " or something like that. Then, BAM. Here's a list of smell and sounds. I can't remember it for the life of me, but if someone else can, help a bitch out <3
I FOUND IT BITCHES
This is going to save me so much trouble in the future.
refseek.com
www.worldcat.org/
link.springer.com
http://bioline.org.br/
repec.org
science.gov
pdfdrive.com
PDFDrive stopped working a couple months ago, but you can try oceanofpdf.com instead.
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