swamp ndn girl

[skod3n]

vampire lestat ramblings but

regina! REGINA! immediately i thought of royalty, nobility, ruler who takes the place of a king, or far more exceptionally, a queen, rules in their stead until proper head of state or heir returns.

queen of the damned. our placeholder, our not-claudia, our other. her name is regina.

[dundysoup]

CBC Gem has a section called Inuktitut where you can watch various media about Intuit peoples and their lives and experiences.

I highly recommend ANGAKUSAJAUJUQ (The Shaman's Apprentice) for Terror fans! It's a short animation about a girl who has been mentored by her grandmother to be a shaman. she faces her first test to help a young hunter who has fallen ill. The animation is so good and the story is very cute and obviously Silna-coded (if she had a happier story 😭).

I also recommend the episode Grape Soda in the Parking Lot of How to Lose Everything. The entirety of the show is a good watch on how colonialism has affected indigenous peoples across Canada, but Grape Soda in the Parking Lot was relatable to me personally, and because of that, sat with me for a long time. It's offered in English and in Inuktitut - I mention this as the episode is a short about the loss of language through colonialism - both Taqralik's father and grandmother lost their knowledge of Inuktitut and Scottish Gaelic (respectively) through English colonialism. The story hits close to home, as I am a child of a francophonie family whose cousins and second cousins are slowly losing our own language. It's not quite the same - French is an official language, has the backing of the Quebec nation to keep it alive. It is taught in schools and much more accessible for people to learn, even as adults. Inuktitut is easy to lose, especially how Taqralik's father lost it - having to leave home to be treated for tuberculosis, which is a common reason Inuit arrive in bigger towns and cities in Canada, because if they get seriously ill, their medical facilities are not equipped to treat them. It's a much bigger system that causes the loss than we really realize. There are places that offer Inuktitut language learning where I live now, but they are few and far in between, and sometimes are not financially accessible to people, despite grants and other supports.

Tonight I'll be watching One Day in the Life of Noah Piugattuk.

I hope you guys find time to check out some of these pieces, and maybe also check out Isuma.tv - a film production company and platform that showcases Inuit (and other indigenous community groups) stories and media.

[skod3n]

something i noticed on my thousandth rewatch of the next to normal pro shot that made me absolutely feral

also fair warning that this might be spoilery

right after just another day as diana is on the floor making sandwiches cause ya know

dan is there standing between their kids and their mom and natalie goes “dad?” and then jack wolfe goes “mom?”

dan turns and seems to make eye contact with his son and he fucking gasps/flinches and turns sharply away. he even shakes his head no once. there’s a beat of him hands on his knees *hurting*

and then you can see that dan literally has to take a second before putting on his facade of everything’s fine the *forced calm* before gesturing with both hands and saying “go.” but who goes? it’s his son who listens! he leaves first ! it’s his daughter who lingers.

and this reaction is so early in the show! but it’s not so incredibly subtle that if you look for it you can see it !

i just think it’s so neat and contextualizes the complexity of the reveal later. dan has always been able to see gabe. he just refuses to acknowledge him. it’s natalie who never does and maybe only gets a glimpse at the end when gabe says goodbye

really in love with the idea that dan is reacting to gabe’s presence/force and hiding it all to keep up “a perfect loving normal family”

anywho this might already be well known and examined but i just noticed it today and found it so neat

[skod3n]

something i noticed on my thousandth rewatch of the next to normal pro shot that made me absolutely feral

also fair warning that this might be spoilery

right after just another day as diana is on the floor making sandwiches cause ya know

dan is there standing between their kids and their mom and natalie goes “dad?” and then jack wolfe goes “mom?”

dan turns and seems to make eye contact with his son and he fucking gasps/flinches and turns sharply away. he even shakes his head no once. there’s a beat of him hands on his knees *hurting*

and then you can see that dan literally has to take a second before putting on his facade of everything’s fine the *forced calm* before gesturing with both hands and saying “go.” but who goes? it’s his son who listens! he leaves first ! it’s his daughter who lingers.

and this reaction is so early in the show! but it’s not so incredibly subtle that if you look for it you can see it !

i just think it’s so neat and contextualizes the complexity of the reveal later. dan has always been able to see gabe. he just refuses to acknowledge him. it’s natalie who never does and maybe only gets a glimpse at the end when gabe says goodbye

really in love with the idea that dan is reacting to gabe’s presence/force and hiding it all to keep up “a perfect loving normal family”

anywho this might already be well known and examined but i just noticed it today and found it so neat

[stevenrogered]

Candy, please!

[skod3n]

i’m losing my mind

no matter where lestat goes or what he does, he cannot escape. he sees all that he wishes (flees? rebels??) to forget. armand. louis. little claudia. two! baby! claudias! but not his claudia, not his daughter in her tender ferocity. he sees her in the dress she burns to death in. the other her minstrel show baby blue. we have armand who is charming while he hunts a millionaire. louis in all his tragic wondering artist. but for claudia, its garish display of her torment.

how insane it must feel, how insane you would feel if the whole world could masquerade and pantomime incomplete, twisted, false parts (tender parts, crueler parts) of your life before you and you are forced to play along. you cannot scream. well you can but then the things that make your immortality bearable could be in jeopardy, barred from you. and it’s not like you don’t enjoy pretending or acting or playing along but when the only real things in your life become cheap halloween costumes (a night dedicated to mockery of things that go bump in the night) when nothing that belongs to you is allowed to remain sacred?

i’d go fucking batshit.

[stevenrogered]

Candy, please!

[skod3n]

i’m losing my mind

no matter where lestat goes or what he does, he cannot escape. he sees all that he wishes (flees? rebels??) to forget. armand. louis. little claudia. two! baby! claudias! but not his claudia, not his daughter in her tender ferocity. he sees her in the dress she burns to death in. the other her minstrel show baby blue. we have armand who is charming while he hunts a millionaire. louis in all his tragic wondering artist. but for claudia, its garish display of her torment.

how insane it must feel, how insane you would feel if the whole world could masquerade and pantomime incomplete, twisted, false parts (tender parts, crueler parts) of your life before you and you are forced to play along. you cannot scream. well you can but then the things that make your immortality bearable could be in jeopardy, barred from you. and it’s not like you don’t enjoy pretending or acting or playing along but when the only real things in your life become cheap halloween costumes (a night dedicated to mockery of things that go bump in the night) when nothing that belongs to you is allowed to remain sacred?

i’d go fucking batshit.

[marvelishmanda]

Book Review: The Buffalo Hunter Hunter

First, the reviewer's bare minimum: The Buffalo Hunter Hunter is one of the best books I've read this year. It's Stephen Graham Jones at his most ambitious—a 448-page historical horror novel that uses the vampire as a lens to examine genocide, survival, and the question of who gets to tell Indigenous stories.

It's a stunningly effective horror novel. The kind where you read a scene, close the book, stare at the wall for five minutes processing what just happened, then pick it back up because you're compelled to know what happens next. Jones understands that true horror so often lives in the spaces between what's said and what's implied, and he plays that gap like a virtuoso. The nested narrative structure could've been a gimmick; instead it's a ratchet, tightening with every perspective shift. If you stop reading here, you know enough—five stars, buy it, read it, be devastated.

But what struck me most, what I haven't been able to stop thinking about since I finished it, is how the book is an act of archival sovereignty—both within its narrative structure and as a work itself.

Before I say anything else, I need to be clear about where I'm coming from. I have Stockbridge-Munsee ancestry, but I was raised entirely disconnected from that culture. I'm not an enrolled tribal member. I'm doing my best to learn and connect, but I'm speaking from the outside looking in—someone who desperately wants to understand her people but knows she's setting off on a journey, not arriving at a destination. If I get something wrong here, I welcome correction and discussion. This review is, in part, my continued examination and re-evaluation of my own perspectives—I'm speaking as a student and not a teacher.

Earlier this year, I read Rose Miron's Indigenous Archival Activism: Mohican Interventions in Public History and Memory, which documents the Stockbridge-Munsee Community Historical Committee's decades-long fight to recover and reframe Mohican history. Since 1968, this group—mostly Mohican women—has been collecting and reorganising historical materials to shift who controls how Native history is accessed, represented, written, and preserved. They founded the Arvid E. Miller Library/Museum, which now houses the largest collection of Mohican documents and artifacts in the world. For centuries, non-Native actors collected, stole, sequestered, and profited from Native stories and documents. The Historical Committee's work reclaims that authority. They are making themselves the source. (Aside: they are also raising money for a new cultural centre. If you're interested in donating to the effort, contact info can be found here).

What Jones does in The Buffalo Hunter Hunter, in many respects, works in parallel ways, and reading these two works in the same year completely shifted how I understand the relationship between fiction and archival activism.

I'm citing Rose Miron's work on Mohican archival activism here because that's what I've read, and thus what's shaped new pathways in my thinking this year. I haven't yet engaged with Blackfeet historians like Rosalyn LaPier or William E. Farr, whose work directly addresses Blackfeet history and the contexts Jones is writing from—but reading this book has made that gap in my knowledge impossible to ignore. I've added to my list, and I welcome suggestions.

The novel is structured as nested archives: in 2012, a professor named Etsy Beaucarne discovers her great-great-great-grandfather's diary hidden in a wall. Arthur Beaucarne was a Lutheran pastor in 1912 Montana, and his diary contains both his own observations and the confessions of a Pikuni man named Good Stab—a being who can't die, who has survived since before the buffalo vanished, who hunts the buffalo hunters to exact a reckoning for a genocide. The structure itself asks questions about whose stories survive and how. Arthur's diary survives because it was preserved in a wall—a white pastor's documentation of Indigenous experience, mediated through colonial institutions, missionary frameworks, and the English language. It's the kind of archive that has always existed and dominated: Indigenous voices filtered through white recorders, being shaped by their assumptions, their translations, and their comforts.

But Jones doesn't let that be the only story. Good Stab's voice breaks through. His sections are Blackfeet-dialected English, peppered with Pikuni terminology and left untranslated. There are no glossaries, no footnotes explaining what words mean or providing cultural context for non-Indigenous readers. Jones has said he writes for Blackfeet readers first, and this is what that looks like on the page—linguistic sovereignty practiced through craft. It's the same principle the Stockbridge-Munsee Historical Committee seems to operate from: Indigenous people control how their stories are told, how they're accessed, and what gets explained. If you don't understand, that's not the storyteller's problem. If you want to understand, you can make the effort to learn.

I've moved to countries where I didn't speak the language twice as an adult, had to learn by immersion and context, so this didn't bother me personally. I picked up what I could, managed with what I couldn't, and trusted the narrative to carry me. I know some readers struggle with this; that's understandable, and I think it's also the point. Jones isn't writing for their comfort. He's creating a Blackfeet-centered archive within the genre of literary horror, and centering Blackfeet people means some readers will be on the outside. That's also what it feels like when your stories are held in institutions that don't serve you, in languages that aren't yours, with context you're not given access to. The discomfort is pedagogical.

The vampire mythology Jones builds is both familiar and unlike anything I've encountered previously. Good Stab must feed on human blood to maintain his form—if he feeds on other animals, his body begins to transform into theirs. This isn't metaphor, it's literal: consume what you hunt or lose yourself. It's the logic of forced assimilation made flesh. "Kill the Indian, save the man" becomes "consume whiteness or cease to exist as Pikuni." Good Stab finds a way to refuse both options.

There's a colonial trope here that could be ugly—Native-on-Native violence that absolves settlers of responsibility. Jones handles this possibility by making the violence a direct result of forced assimilation. Good Stab isn't violent against his own people because he's Indigenous; he's violent because colonialism has engineered a scenario where survival requires feeding on his own people. His violence isn't inherent; it's imposed. He survives by feeding on his own people when necessary, which breeds its own horror—to remain Pikuni, he must consume Pikuni lives. It's an abhorrent choice, and Jones doesn't offer Good Stab easy outs. Good Stab is not noble or tragic in sanitised ways. He's hungry, vicious, and brutal. He also has his agency. He chooses survival, and sometimes survival is grotesque.

The buffalo are everywhere in this book, and if you view them as kin—not as resources, not as symbol, but as revered family—the horror of their extermination lands very differently. The systematic slaughter of the buffalo wasn't just ecological destruction, it was kin-murder on a genocidal scale. It was callously engineered to starve Indigenous peoples into submission. I know many readers, Indigenous and non-Indigenous alike, were devastated by what happens to Weasel Plume—I've seen the Goodreads reviews and Discord discussions, and I know of people who struggled to finish through their tears.

That grief, with its singular source and focus? That's one buffalo. Multiply it by the millions slaughtered for little reason but to starve Blackfeet people, and the awful scale of what was done comes into focus. Good Stab hunts the buffalo hunters because they're killing his family. The supernatural horror is a secondary one. The real horror is that the U.S. government sanctioned the near-extinction of an entire species of animals as a weapon of genocide, and we have receipts. The Marias Massacre (January 1870) is the historical anchor—nearly 200 Blackfeet people, mostly women, children, and elders, murdered by the U.S. Army. Jones doesn't use this as window dressing, obviously. It's the engine of the narrative, the wound Good Stab carries. It's the reason he exists. The book refuses to let us look away from that.

What also struck me is how Jones balances horror with humour. Arthur Beaucarne, despite being the white Lutheran pastor, carries most of the book's lighter moments—from his affected prose and his earnest attempts to understand Good Stab, to his very human flaws. The humour doesn't undercut the horror; it helps to metabolise it. This is something I recognise from other Indigenous writers like Tommy Orange and Cherie Dimaline: humour as a survival mechanism, not an escape. You laugh because otherwise you drown. Arthur's sections often provide tonal reprieve without ever letting the reader forget what's at stake.

The epistolary format exposes the seams in all of it. The transitions between Arthur's journal and Good Stab's confessions jar at times—intentionally. Indigenous history is almost always mediated, fragmented, and reconstructed from incomplete records put down by people who didn't understand what they were documenting and who would often simply change or omit things if it didn't fit their world view. The novel's structure performs a similar fragmentation while simultaneously offering Good Stab's voice as a counter-archive—a record that survives despite the colonial frameworks trying to contain it, like all the stories and histories passed down within Native communities.

And here's where fiction and archival activism converge: Jones isn't just writing about a Blackfeet vampire surviving across centuries. He's practising Indigenous narrative survival through the act of publishing this book. By centering the Marias Massacre in a literary horror novel, he places it in the canon where it can't be as easily ignored. By refusing to translate Pikuni language, he asserts linguistic sovereignty. By giving Good Stab complexity, agency, and hunger, he refuses the "vanished Indian" narrative that still haunts public memory. The book itself becomes another element in the archive—a Blackfeet-centred, Blackfeet-authored intervention in how Indigenous stories are preserved, accessed, and controlled, but also how new ones are created. I know that publication isn't protection, and that this book can still be co-opted, decontextualised, and taught badly, but it exists in the first place on Jones's terms, in his language, and that matters.

This is what the Stockbridge-Munsee Historical Committee has been doing for fifty years, in many ways. They're reclaiming physical documents, reorganising archives, and ultimately making the Arvid E. Miller Library/Museum and the Mohican people the authoritative source for Mohican history. Jones is doing it through fiction—creating new narratives that centre Indigenous perspectives, languages, and survival, writing those stories into perpetuity within the literary landscape. Both are acts of sovereignty. Refusals of erasure. Insistence that Indigenous people control how their stories are told.

Reading The Buffalo Hunter Hunter after Indigenous Archival Activism made me reconsider what I'm doing with my own writing. I write poetry, I write reviews, I'm working on a novel, and now I've been thinking about how those forms function as archives. What am I preserving? Whose language am I centering? When I write about books by Indigenous authors, am I translating for non-Indigenous readers' comfort, or am I speaking to Indigenous readers first? With what authority am I speaking, and what lack thereof? What would it mean to approach my own work as archival activism—not just recording my experiences with cancer, displacement, and learning to connect with my heritage, but actively shaping what survives, who has access, and what gets explained?

Jones has given me a model for how fiction, great fiction, can do the work of reclamation. You don't have to write nonfiction or history to engage in archival activism. You can create new stories that center your people, refuse translation when translation means dilution, and trust your primary audience to understand. You can ask people on the outside to do their own work to engage if they want to, just like you've had to do in a cultural landscape filled with narratives that don't center those like you. You can use genre fiction—horror, in this case—as a vehicle for historical reckoning. You can make your readers uncomfortable when discomfort is the pedagogical point. And you can do all of this while writing a genuinely gripping, terrifying, occasionally funny vampire novel that works on every level.

The Buffalo Hunter Hunter is a masterpiece. Horror. Historical fiction. A meditation on survival and accountability and the question of what gets preserved. It's also proof that new works of fiction can function as necessary and important archival records in a people's ongoing story—evidence that storytelling is sovereignty, and that Indigenous writers are creating the records future generations will inherit. On their own terms, in their own languages, with their own people at the center.

I'm still learning. I'm still figuring out what it means to write as someone disconnected from her culture but trying to reconnect. Jones has shown me what's possible when you refuse to let colonial archives have the final word. Good Stab survives because he refuses to die. The Stockbridge-Munsee Historical Committee thrives because they refused to let others define them. And Stephen Graham Jones is writing books that ensure Blackfeet stories endure in forms that can't be stolen, sequestered, or mistranslated.

That's more than horror. That's resistance. That's hope. That's archival activism in both ink and blood, and it's one of the most important books I'll read this year.

The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Stephen Graham Jones

First, the reviewer's bare minimum: The Buffalo Hunter Hunter is one of the best books I've read this year. It's Stephen Graham Jones at his

[honeybee-arts]

Nona the Ninth realization of the day today is that ok alright so if the collected consciousness of the entire murdered population of planet earth (Alecto) (Us) is, for a time, able to live without/beyond that trauma, (Alecto's amnesia creating the space where Nona exists), then that same collected consciousness (Alecto) is seen thru Nona (alongside Nona as her individual self). Nona, who is (above all else) someone who loves to love and loves to be loved & who is (above all else) just elated to even get exist. Tamsyn Muir sat herself down and in the 500 pages of this book (specifically this one, though the other 2 are relevant) argued for the idea that the bedrock state of our collected humanity (when trauma is not dictating reality, though it is, undeniably, surely, still there) (Nona's tantrums, etc etc) is that we love to love and love to be loved. That we are so excited just to get to be here. That we love it here. Tamsyn Muir said "let me tell you, in the year 2022, that all of us, despite everything & while considering everything, still & forever have in us the love of being loved & loving, the excitement of even getting the chance to be alive, and I'm gonna Trojan Horse it into you with 2 dozen lesbians."

[quietwingsinthesky]

one more thing. if a character ascends to godhood/divinity/some form of power that makes them practically omnipotent and no longer human. and they had a partner before that who didn’t rise with them. you are legally required to make that situation as terrifying as it would rightly be. it’s bad enough to get the attention of a god. it is ruinous to be loved by one. that is not the person you knew anymore. that is something that never has to let you leave, or have secrets, or disobey it. it will fix every problem you so much as glance at, and it will shower you in grace and gifts until you drown, and it will make you a holy artifact in its own story. you have to understand, it doesn’t remember how horrible death is, so it strikes you to cinders like a snide comment and brings you back with an apology it needs you to accept. that is how it’s going to love you forever, because it might not be inclined to let you die.

[timothyolyphant]

THE PITT S02E09

[luvrm4nd]

people in universe thirsting for Armand but using the portrait in the louvre as their reference for him and so really thirsting for Amadeo. do you think he’s killing himself today or tomorrow

[thedemonbish]

trinity santos who is in her own personal hell trinity santos who started her day with bad memories trinity santos who keeps missing important details in patients trinity santos who’s being haunted irl by a man she saved trinity santos who’s girlfriend(?) is backing out of plans the first chance they have to talk trinity santos who keeps getting asked how she’s doing trinity santos who is exhausted trinity santos who isn’t even halfway through her shift but is nearly at the end of her rope trinity santos who has to babysit the most annoying white man in the department currently trinity santos who’s being emotionally strong armed by the new attending for over an hour into doing something and then getting in trouble within 20min of doing it trinity santos who takes the time to sit quietly one on one with her grieving roommate who’s having his own nightmare to let him talk out his feelings instead of using the time to chart trinity santos they could never make me hate you

[freshcuntgrass]

Can I simply say that Aabria's exploration of orcs as a metaphor for Blackness and the legacy of slavery is a fucking masterclass. Today's bit, about every ancestry killing their gods because "the gods loved their system so much they knew someone would have to become the 'new orc'"??? HELLO????? just an UNBELIEVABLE amount of emotional nuance, but it's delivered so clearly that it always makes me stop to think "oh, shit, that's a clear metaphor for a problem and/or set of emotions obviously related to the Black American grappling-with-slavery's-legacy experience that I'd never even considered"

[kiwimintlime]

what a world for an orc to live in. a world full of people who still worship the old gods, still cling to their memories. gods who, through their actions, told you that your liberation was a sin. that it was your birthright to suffer under the hand of an unjust tyrant, your birthright to wage war aimlessly in life and in death. that wanting anything more, anything better, anything else, was not your place. for an orc to live in a world where people think that those gods are to be mourned, what a fate.

[batteredrugosa]

just adding Abria's tags to the original post, no further commentary needed.

[areax]

another thing i really appreciate about the relationship between goodsir and silna and its evolution is that the writers did not pull punches and make goodsir not culpable in imperialism. he’s the one who makes the decision to keep her father’s belongings with his body instead of give them to silna which is arguably a contributing factor in her not gaining control of the tuunbaq. their first conversation is him explaining the purpose of the expedition to her and conceptualizing it as a means for trade and expansion. even his initial interest in her is to create a dictionary of inuktitut: seeing her as an object of study rather than a human being. but as time goes on and they spend more time together he breaks (somewhat) out of that imperialist mentality, yet crucially it is not silna’s job to teach him that colonialism is bad. we don’t get any scenes of her giving him a ted talk on why his whole world view and purpose is shitty and he should feel bad, because that’s not her job and not her goal. and yet there is a clear change from researcher-researched to mutual respect (him helping her at carnivale, her helping him after morfin’s death), even as they both grapple with their respective responsibilities and moral codes and ties which ultimately separate them. i think a lesser writing team would have made educating goodsir on the follies of imperialism silna’s responsibility, or else made him a perfect model of anti-imperialist sentiment from the beginning, and i really am impressed and appreciate how they did not do this and were much more nuanced

[notkingyet]

#he lowkey sucks and that’s why it’s great!!!! if he were perfect it wouldn’t feel real - @fabledquill

[depsidase]

[espanolbot2]

Link to the article itself.