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Main: @localwindmage
EDUCATION OVER HARASSMENT! We usually avoid syscourse like the plague but some headmates may engage in conversation at times. We reblog it more than we discuss it. Questions about our system and our personal experience are always welcome though!
Sick of syscourse labels, but we're supportive of all good-faith system origins, anti-fakeclaiming and open to conversations from both sides
Fuck with any of them, you're fucking with us. We love our partner system and all our siblings!! :3
Major edit here because One (1) individual is EXTREMELY insistent on it but NO, we are NOT an alt account of the Lucky Clover Collective. That’s our partner system that we’ve known for more than a year and a half and have been dating since January 12 2024. Our strawpages should be evident enough, but if yalls need our backstory here you go:
You know i actually have nothing to prove and i have no reason to actually do this because this accusatory shit’s dumb as fuck but i will however use it as an excuse because we love our partner system so much i WILL use it as an excuse to yap about them
We first met through an Among Us fandom, for a Youtube series made by Rodamrix. We were a huge fan of their art on tumblr, but we met through Roda’s official discord server. They were the first ever NOT anti-endo system we ever met and we got to have a healthy conversation about endogenic systems in a space where we wouldn’t get flamed on the spot for expressing our thoughts and opinions
Off topic from that though, we were still identified as a singlet back then, and our host Cyco was a “Maroon fictionkin” (who later turned out to be a semifictive) and the Clovers’ current fronter at the time was a White fictive, both from the source FNF Vs Imposter. With this, plus both their enjoyments in making stupid sex jokes, PLUS their similar stances in systemhood/plurality, they hit it off very well
We knew about systems for four and a half years at this point, and had been in COMPLETE DENIAL about being a system for two and a half of those years, even after the affirmation that endogenic systems were actual systems and not people faking a disorder. It was thanks to the Clovers we were given a full 100% safe space to actually start figuring our systemhood out
We’re an OSDD-1b traumagenic system, with quite a few endo-formed headmates (though mostly trauma-formed) and no memory barriers. We do however suffer from emotional amnesia, and currently as I type this, we have 3 headspaces (we have an image of this in our strawpage (system page)).
It’s been a year and a half since we finally came to terms with our plurality, but it has made our lives so much better and helpful to live through! And 98% of that is thanks to the Clovers for their love, support, patience and resources that taught us to embrace our plurality no matter how vastly different we felt compared to the “system norms”
The Clovers live in America, we live in Australia. We’ve thought of plans to living together eventually. We intend to visit Each Other’s home locations prior to this, to show each other around. They plan to study and get a job near where we are, and to have week long visits until they finally move in as a citizen
Theyve spent SO LONG and SO MUCH of their time just planning all this shit. So much more than literally ANYONE weve ever met online. It’s what’s motivated us for so long, even through our extreme depression and self deleting ideations. Our home life (and theirs too) has been god fucking awful and itll be a dream on the day we finally get to live together
We plan to get our drivers licence soon to be able to drive them to and from the airport and, when the time comes, to their work and everything
Future talk aside though, we always play games and watch shit together. Gamewise we’re always on Roblox or on Minecraft, watch wise, that varies between Magic the Noah, Auromancy’s The Broken Script playthrough, or movies, either from nostalgic times or new movies we want to see together… or shitty movies to hatewatch!
Honestly, the clovers have taught us SO MUCH about ourselves and also how to handle the shit we deal with on a daily basis. Both our systems have extreme lows but weve always been there for each other, and we ALWAYS will. Im confident the connection between us will never once fade, even in our most mundane moments
Love you lots, clovers. Youre the best partner system we could ever ask for 🫶
Love ruminating on pseudomemories and them remembering like three of our friends consider “refusing to source separate” as “anti-recovery” and one of those friends is in the server youre ruminating in. Lmao.
AF1 rewrite doc here (ignore the other tabs, aside from the intro and timeline summary, none of the others are finished ignore them ignore them ignore them)
Disclaimers: THIS IS A FAN-MADE REWRITE! WE DO NOT AFFILIATE WITH EXPLODE1 NOR ANY OTHER AF/PR DEVS, PAST OR PRESENT. WE ALSO DO NOT SUPPORT
i spent like 7 hours on this at the LEAST bruh go read it my wrists hurt so bad bruh please go read it lalalala
i have no idea WHICH BLOG you couldve possibly found our strawpage on, i just know it's exclusively tumblr because its the only place we have NOT replaced our old strawpage link with but WE ARE NOT OKAY WITH PROSHIPPING!
this strawpage is hellishly outdated and we have a new one that we've been working on that we've yet to share on our tumblr blogs but we do NOT SUPPORT PROSHIPPERS IN THE SLIGHTEST! We just respectfully ask they don't interact with us 😭
we are anti-hate for 99% of online discourse, but that does NOT MEAN WE ARE OKAY WITH ANY OF THE RELATED SUBJECTS. please read our disclaimer and dni CAREFULLY, PLEASE. we dont care if youre proship, but do NOT rope us into it.
reblogging this on all my blogs because i have no damn clue who couldve possibly sent this to us but i want to make it clear, we are NOT PROSHIP!!!! especially tcoaal proship. we're anti incest, pedophilia and the likes. i thought we've made this clear but if not, WE DON'T SUPPORT THAT!!!!
if you want us to be extremely technical, we support self shippers, multishippers, oc x canon shippers etc. hell, we're into toxic/doomed ships, but NEVER incest, pedophilia or the likes. please don't make this misunderstanding again 😭
a hastily made comic because I’ve been Having A Time. mostly for people who already know what systems are/what polyfragmented means (cuz I didn’t explain it) but feel free to show anyone who you think needs it
Been fucking around with tierlists lately and made one comprised entirely of all 127 romantic interests/hear me outs across our entire system and ranked them depending on headmate preferences and. The results are very interesting. It’s a whole entire thing
mine (🫧cyanide)
argent (🪡)
777 (🎰)
Bunny (🐰)
cibby (🎹)
Rhett (🟥)
I plan on forcing more of my headmates to make their tierlists whenever i see them lalala
🧊 VEE'S GONNA KILL ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REVON!!!!! BOTH THEM AND ELIUS SEND THEIR BIRTHDAY WISHES THE MOST ALONG WITH US THE REST OF THE DROPLETS WITH AO SOURCES I FORGOT TO SEND THIS I FORGOT TO SEND IT THEY'RE GONNA COOK ME ALIVE HEEEEELPPP!!!!!!
- Alatz (HELP ME) from [RW] !
PFFT it’s all good gang !! We don’t usually forget birthdays, we simply don’t mention them if the birthday haver doesn’t end up fronting the whole day lol
A lot of the times it’s someone’s birthday, they never show up at front so we kind of just dismiss it and assume they’re celebrating in headspace LMAO. Rest assured, we don’t take missed birthdays personally <3
digital circus AU idea: caine gets isekai'd into a human body in the real world (yes, very realistic! so realistic, in fact, that it's currently happening right now! i'm typing this with my very human hands! i'm very alarmed and frightened! /lh)
-caine (the newest snail in this shell, i suppose)
Hearing a voice and going ‘WHO SAID THAT’ before realising we’re plural and going ‘WHICH OF YOU SAID THAT’ with considerately less worry and more laughter
