🜏 Endless void shaped as a heart🜏

Thoughts and feelings of a suic1dal idiot. 24 ,block,don’t report MDNI

[skye-crystal]

𝓐𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝓮

25 years old

Bisexual

Jirai kei/landmine girl

Art student

Taken

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I like Korean/Japanese pop, sleeping,Jfashsion,eating,drawing(more to come)

Warning! My dark thoughts are not for the faint of heart. I use romanticism and sensationalism of mental illness and $h to cope with my debilitating mental health and dealing with Autistic spectrum disorder and its symptoms.

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My fave fashion/aesthetics: Jirai kei,yami kawaii,macute,guro kawa,ero guro,alt,metal,emo,devilcore,lustcore

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I'm all about pro recovery

MINORS, bigots, homophobes, and all out terrible people DO NOT INTERACT

Don't like-block, don't report

Userboxes by @jiraisupportgroup

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[catchymemes]

[skye-crystal]

“Suicide” — Langston Hughes

[ihateandihateyetimightlove]

oOoOh "go get therapy" oOoOOOoh "Go get professional help"

WHERE?? Is it AFFORDABLE???¿

IF YOU WANT ME TO GET HELP SoOOoooOo BADLY, PAY FOR IT WON'T YA? ^u^

oOh right! Ya CAN'T or... Just won't, Eh?

Cuz you just don't wanna see someone losing their SHIT cuz it SCARES YOU. WELL THE MEDS AND THE SO CALLED "PROFESSIONAL HELP" YA WANT ME TO GET AIN'T. CHEAP.

IN THIS ECONOMY, FUCK THAT "HELP" IT'S HARD AS HECK TO GET IT

[nyan04]

[skye-crystal]

I've been thinking of removing the J-fashion aspect of Skye Crystal’s Recovery Diary altogether. In concept, I wanted certain J-Fashions, like Hime Gayru and Jirai kei, to be part of the characters' healing process, especially Skye's and Neomi's. Another concept I had was for Seraphina to pique an interest in EGL fashion, i.e., Chinese lolita. But seeing all the discourse around artists drawing J-fashion on social media platforms, I'm afraid of backlash due to not drawing them the "correct way," And the backlash becomes so intense that the message gets lost amid the passions of these subcultures. So I'm thinking of starting over from scratch and finding something that still gets the message across while fitting their personality and journeys. I haven't made my final decision yet, just a food for thought, venting, and ranting.

[skye-crystal]

I've been thinking of removing the J-fashion aspect of Skye Crystal’s Recovery Diary altogether. In concept, I wanted certain J-Fashions, like Hime Gayru and Jirai kei, to be part of the characters' healing process, especially Skye's and Neomi's. Another concept I had was for Seraphina to pique an interest in EGL fashion, i.e., Chinese lolita. But seeing all the discourse around artists drawing J-fashion on social media platforms, I'm afraid of backlash due to not drawing them the "correct way," And the backlash becomes so intense that the message gets lost amid the passions of these subcultures. So I'm thinking of starting over from scratch and finding something that still gets the message across while fitting their personality and journeys. I haven't made my final decision yet, just a food for thought, venting, and ranting.

[horsegirl]

The tik tokification of 'bad words' like sex/seggs suicide/unalive pedohile/PDFile grape/rape only originally censored because of moderation rules but now in colloquial (online) speech is going to send me to an early grave

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

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I am one bad news away from relapsing back to SH, and I don't want that, and I don't want to let those around me down.💔😭

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[deadlydevout]

RARE AME-CHAN SPRITES!! (//>ヮ<//)

[deadlydevout]

DARK ANGEL SPRITEZ!! ฅ^>⩊<^ฅ

(SOME OF THEZE R RE-COLORZ!!! + CREDIT TO THE EDITORZ!!!)

[dexrall]

[porceiaincat]

me after any mild inconvenience:

“time to post about this on tumblr ! !”

[excedrinpm]

Today I am grateful to all of the sex workers and trans people and drag queens that have done more for womens’ rights and queer rights than every single SWERF and TERF on the face of the earth combined 🥰

[jiraisupportgroup]

[bloodypawwz]

i feel like as a community we should be able to reclaim jiraimaxxing tbh (╥﹏╥)

like YES i am jiraimaxxing by putting cute outfits on and doing my makeup to go absolutely nowhere !! yes i am jiraimaxxing by looking at cute clothes like it makes me any less suicidal !!!!

NO i am not jiraimaxxing by spewing hateful, often racist and such ideas and making fun of beginners !! i should be jiraimaxxing by being the stereotypical landmine ! it should be something silly not used to hate on others ദ്ദി╥ ᴗ ╥)

[menherabrat]

since i’m going through it at the moment, here’s a list of tips for any other jirais that are either A) getting kicked out, or B) running away from home.

tip n. 1 : your priority is having a place to stay. crash at a friend’s house if they’re available — if they let you prolong the stay, help out around the house as much as you can. visit nearby churches/monasteries as they are typically open to helping those in need. go to a library and stay until closing time without getting caught — think of it like five nights at freddy’s or something to ease any worries. if you haven’t managed to secure an indoor place, it’s still okay! you can attempt to find abandoned buildings, though they are often already occupied by other homeless individuals who aren’t that… friendly. sleeping in the open can be more dangerous, so try to take multiple quick naps to stay more alert rather than falling into a deep sleep.

tip n. 2 : food. go to any small fast food places and offer to wash the dishes in exchange for a little something to eat — there’s a 90% possibility of them accepting. no one wants to wash dishes. steal small quantities of food from grocery shops, the baggier your pants/clothes the better.

tip n. 3 : go to libraries to charge your phone, spend the time, and for free wifi. even better if you manage to secure a small paying job there (or anywhere, really, but y’know).

tip n. 4 : get a cheap gym membership if possible. you’ll have a place to shower, wash your clothes, and store your things (lockers).

this will be added on to when i get reminded . . .