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Cornered; Taeyong x Reader ft. Sungchan and Jaemin Pt. 2
Chapter two: Slow Torture
Tag list:Â @chantellsievert @deobichoice @shiningstarsarah @dreamlesswonder86Â @aquaalanah
Part one can be found here
Description: He was powerful, an idol with an established career, money, and a company that could brush this incident under the rug in 5 seconds flat. And what were you? A chubby college intern learning how to do makeup from the staff. You had no power. No power to make him leave you alone, no power to make him stop his insults. He hated you, but even worse, he wouldnât leave you alone. Lee Taeyong was your worst nightmare. But could Sungchan, a young member of NCT be the one to save you? Or even more unexpected, Jaemin?
WARNING: Contains verbal and physical harassment, sexual harassment, bullying, degradation, non con, and smut, eventual fluff, hurt/comfort, yuh
Genre: Smut, Angst, fluff, hate to love, slow burn.
The aftermath of Taeyongâs assault was worse than you expected. You were worn out, sickened, had no appetite one minute, the next minute you were eating the whole kitchen. You were distraught, and at a loss for what to do. You finally decided on not going to the police. In hindsight that turned out not to be the best choice, but what would happen if you told the police internationally revered idol Lee Taeyong had raped...you. Nobody would believe it, and even if they did your life would be ruined. Your career would be over, and you wouldnât go a day without harassment from fans. Besides, you needed this job. So you pulled yourself up off the bed, took the fifth bath of the day (since the previous day you had been compulsively bathing to get the feeling of Taeyong off of you) and stared at yourself in the mirror. You could do this. You would walk into work, get the job finished, not play nice with any of them. This was strictly professional - get in get out. Thatâs it.
You chose your outfit carefully. Not wearing anything to stand out, or wearing anything too feminine, or too sloppy, or too cute. You decided on a pair of black leggings with a long cable nit navy turtle neck sweater, and wedge boots to give you a height boost. Staring at your sunken expression, tired eyes, and gaunt cheeks, you could hardly recognize yourself. The nest you could do was chug a cup off coffee and put some makeup on to make yourself look decent. And you were off.
On the walk to work you tried to coax yourself. You would be okay, you wouldnât let yourself be alone with any one of them, especially Taeyong. You had never expected him to do something like that, it had stunned you. Mainly because he had gone out of his way to let you know how unattractive you were to him, but also because you couldnât understand what he got out of it. He could have any girl he wanted providing him sex, giving into his desires, doing any fucked up shit he wanted. So why did he have to harass you? A dowdy junior who was just trying to make some cash and beef up her resume, you were about as unappealing and uninteresting as it got. And yet his relentless hatred of you bore so deep that he decided to inflict the worst action upon you that a person could inflict upon another person. Rape. He had taken of you the most vulnerable part of you, and he had taken it by force. He had taken your safety, and your comfort. He had done it without hesitation, without contemplation, without even an ounce of empathy for you. What had you ever done to him to make him so bent upon hurting you? You didnât know.Â
You arrived at the large building, entering through the staff door with your makeup bag clutched tightly. You had managed to repair most of the makeup with alcohol and a presspan, but it wasnât the same. It was also a brutal reminder of what had occurred only two nights prior. You swallowed the bile rising in your throat as the elevator chimed, opening to an empty area. You walked through the halls, loud noises of male laughter growing louder as you reached the door to their dressing room. Breathing deeply, you pushed open the door to find all 23 of the boys laughing and fooling around, applying cream to their face, combing their hair, some shirtless. Nodding briefly you noticed the slight dip in volume when you entered. You had missed the previous day, so it made sense they were aware of your arrival, but it was still uncomfortable. You plopped your makeup bag onto the blue furnished countertop before sifting through it to find the skincare pouch. âHey y/n Noonaâ A soft voice spoke from behind you. You turned around and made eye contact with a boy who was much taller than you, with round doe eyes and a cute smile. You hadnât done his makeup before, but you recognized him as Jisung. He was one of the only members who was younger than you. You smiled back uneasily, nodding. âHi Jisung. Is there something you need?â You asked awkwardly, clutching the pouch. He nodded, soft smile never leaving his lips. âCould you do my makeup today? If you donât mind.â He asked the question shyly, and it made you smile. He was adorable. You nodded. âOf course! Iâll do it right now.âÂ
You grabbed the rest of the makeup, and caught a glance of someone staring at you. With a freezing gaze. It sent a chill down your spine, and you didnât have to turn fully to know who it was. You felt acid rise it your throat, but you resisted the urge to retch. He was watching, glaring at you, remembering everything he had done. You clutched the bag tighter, rushing across the room to Jisungâs dressing table. You grabbed a kitty headband, snapping it onto the younger boyâs forhead to push the hair from his face. Grabbing the toner, you noted how clear and smooth Jisungâs skin was. It was soft, like babyâs skin. When you pat the toning product into his face, you made eye contact with the kid who was blushing and fidgeting. He was adorable, and reminded you of your younger brother. When you began applying the foundation (Which he didnât need) you asked him, âWhyâd you want me to do your makeup today Jisung?â.
Jisung flushed, staring across the room. âI have had everyone do my makeup except Y/N Noona, I just wanted to have you do it too.â
You almost cooed at how sweet he was, like a baby chick with his fluffy ruffled ash blonde hair and giant round eyes. You applied his eyeliner, which was a sexy cat eye that completely contradicted Jisungâs shy personality. When you were done, you stared at his face, admiring your work. Jisung was staring right back, black pupils boring into yours. âYouâre so cute Noona.â He said, sentence falling flat into the air. You recoiled, looking at him. He had just called you... cute? You nearly did a double take. âCute?â You asked, looking up at him. He nodded, seemingly embarrassed.Â
âOk thatâs enough.â A voice came from behind you, and you turned to see a not-so-amused Jaehyun, with a furious Taeyong standing beside him. Jaehyun spoke, annoyance in his voice. âJisung, go talk to Doyoung. Y/N, come with me and Taeyong to have a talk.â
He looked pissed, and you were nearly shaking at the prospect of going anywhere with Taeyong. Jisung spoke up, indignation in his voice. âWhat? Why? I was just complimenting her... please donât get angry at Noona she didnât do anything.â You could here his voice breaking, and you pat his arm, which caused Jaehyun and Taeyong to stiffen. âItâs ok Jisung, you are younger. I shouldnât have let you say that.â You nodded ashamedly, turning towards Jaehyun and Taeyong. Taeyong couldnât do anything with Jaehyun around, at the very least.Â
The dressing room door slammed behind Jaehyun as he stood with his arms crossed, a hardened expression  on his prince like features. You sat awkwardly on a sofa bench, staring at the wall.Â
âY/N, I know you didnât do anything, but you need to be really carful. Even a tiny compliment or getting too close could turn into a scandal for Jisung. Heâs young, younger than you, so he makes stupid decisions.â Jaehyun spoke somberly, staring directly at you. You nodded, hands clasped in your lap. âIâm sorry, it wonât happen again. I didnât realize what he mean-â Taeyong cut you off, voice cold, âStay away from Jisung. He is still a child, he doesnât need some skank distracting him.â
Jaehyun turned towards Taeyong, elbowing him disapprovingly. You couldnât stop yourself from retorting, cutting into the idol. âHe is a year younger than me.  And donât you dare call me a skank.âÂ
Jaehyunâs eyeâs widened at your words, and Taeyong took a step towards you, glare turning to that crazed smirk. âOh, but isnât that what you are? Fucking fat slut, are you going to go suck Jisungâs dick because he called you cute?â
You nearly lunged at him, eyes filling with tears as you pushed out of the room. You made it halfway down the hall before a strong hand stopped you. You whirled around to slap Taeyong, but your hand was caught... by Jaehyun. You had almost just slapped Jaehyun. Your eyes widened, and you immediately bowed, panic rising in your body. You were finished. âY/N, itâs ok. Iâm not mad at you about the Jisung thing. That was his fault, he shouldnât have made such an obvious flirting attempt. I donât know what that was with Taeyong, but Iâm just gonna stay out of it. Be carful in the future.â
You breathed a sigh of relief, nodding and mumbling an apology up at the taller man. As he walked away, you crumpled to your knees. âY/N Noona!â You heard someone call from behind you, and turned to see Jisung jogging up to you. He was sweaty, and his makeup was runny. He mustâve splashed his face with water for his foundation to be that runny. âIâm sorry Noona, this is all my fault. DId Jaehyun Hyung and Taeyong Hyung yell at you?â You shook your head, giving him a reassuring smile. âDonât worry jisung, they were just worried. As an idol, you have to be really carful about these things.â
He nodded sheepishly, mumbling another apology. âNoona, Iâm truly sorry for putting you in that position, it was really not ok. But please, call me Jisungie, I want to feel more familiar with Noona. As a friend.âÂ
Your mouth flattened at that. Was it really a good idea to befriend Jisung after what had just happened? And call him Jisungie? Probably not. You didnât think it was a good idea, so you shook your head softy. âI donât think so Jisung, it really just doesnât seem like the best idea.â
The boy looked annoyed, and he gazed to the wall beside him. You swallowed, feeling awkward. âJisung.â That cold voice sliced through the thick air, making your stomach lurch. Taeyong walked right up to you two, glaring at you with a blackened rage. You looked between him and Jisung, feeling your palms sweat with anxiety. Jisung looked at Taeyong, biting his lip awardly. âWhat Hyung?â He asked, glancing down at his palms. Taeyong put an arm around Jisung, protectively shielding him from you. âDidnât you hear what Doyoung told you? Stay away, sheâs only going to cause you trouble and rumors. You donât want to hurt your career over some pudgy bitch.â
You suppressed your fear, and backed away from them slowly, tearing your eyes from Jisungâs hurt expression. You didnât want to hurt him, but this situation was getting uncomfortable, and you didnât want to be near Taeyong.Â
âY/N, stop.â Taeyong iced, shoving Jisung away. âJisung, beat it. I need to talk with Y/Nâ.
Jisung nodded sadly, sulkily walking down the hall. You stared at his back, silently pleading with him not to go, not to leave you alone with that monster. But of course, he didnât hear you. Taeyong walked up to you furiously, grabbing you by the wrist and dragging you down the dark hallway until you could barely see the light at the end. You felt yourself be shoved against the wall, and Taeyong approached you, expressions faint in the darkness. âYou shouldnât have fucked with Jisung, Y/N.â He spat, face suddenly right in front of yours. You slid away from him, only to be grabbed and shoved back against the wall. âI didnât do shit! He complimented me!â You cried, as Taeyongâs fingers sharply dug into your arm. He sighed, and you felt the air on the side of your face. It was cool, minty and empty. Just like Taeyong. âYou fucking useless bitch, you think I believe that shit? Jaehyun may have let you get away with it, but I wonâtâÂ
You felt his other hand wrap around your shoulder, pressing you hard enough into the wall to make you body ache with pain. âYou are so entitled, coming into this company like the whining bitch you are, and now you seduce Jisung? Trying to destroy his career? How long before you service him in his lounge, hm? Will he still find you cute with semen all over your whore face?!â You wept as Taeyongâs words cut into you, filling you with shame and self hate for no reason. You had done nothing to deserve this treatment. You hated how he made you feel guilty for nothing, berated you to the ground. âThatâs right, cry slut. You deserve to feel every ounce of pain.â Taeyong laughed as he spoke, one hand coming up to touch the wet tears on your face.Â
Leaning in close with his lips nearly brushing your ears, hand on your right arm gripping tight, he whispered softly, âHow long did it take to wash my cum from your whorehole?â
You screamed hysterically, shoving Taeyong and hitting his chest with everything you had. That fucker, that fucked up son of a bitch. How dare he. Taeyong mocked your screaming, supporting your body as you tried to collapse to the floor. âGET used to it you fucking used whore!â He yelled in your face, shoving you painfully back against the wall nearly lifting you off the ground.âI normally wouldnât even look at someone as ugly as you, but your attitude pisses me off.â
You struggled to keep your feet on the ground, and his arms were pressing you so painfully off the ground that you felt yourself go lightheaded. âPlease, just stop,â You said pathetically, struggling to keep up a losing battle. Taeyong leered at you, leaning in close once more. âI could make your life miserable, but I might already be finished with my fun. Then again, maybe Iâm not.â He smiled against your ear. âI just donât know.â
Cornered; Taeyong x Reader ft. Sungchan and Jaemin
Description:Â He was powerful, an idol with an established career, money, and a company that could brush this incident under the rug in 5 seconds flat. And what were you? A chubby college intern learning how to do makeup from the staff. You had no power. No power to make him leave you alone, no power to make him stop his insults. He hated you, but even worse, he wouldnât leave you alone. Lee Taeyong was your worst nightmare. But could Sungchan, a young member of NCT be the one to save you? Or even more unexpected, Jaemin?
WARNING: Contains verbal and physical harassment, sexual harassment, bullying, degradation, non con, and smut, eventual fluff, hurt/comfort, yuh
Genre: Smut, Angst, fluff, hate to love, slow burn.
This is explicit, contains dark shit, and will contain non consensual sex. Reader beware. I do not condone these behaviors at all, it is simply for the story. If it makes you uncomfortable, do not read it.
Chapter One- Idol unleashed
You were dead set on becoming a makeup fx artist for a larger entertainment company. Hopefully big enough to make a living and be a real part of the industry before your late twenties. But for now, any offer would do considering you were a college student struggling to pay off her student loans and needed all the experience you could get. So when you got a partially paid internship offer at SM entertainment (14,000 won/hour on weekends) You said yes without hesitation, even though you had no interest in that type of makeup artistry. Credentials were credentials, and working at SM entertainment was great resume fluff.
When you first arrived at the SM stocking facility to receive a quick vetting from the older makeup artist supervisors, the eldest woman (who looked very chic), gave you a harsh look. âYou understand that being a makeup artist of your age, 21, and working alongside idols your age, you are to have no verbal interactions with them that extend beyond professional exchange?â She asked, eyeing you up and down suspiciously. You were confused. Working on idols makeup? You didnât realize youâd actually have to do idols makeup. You assumed it would all be intern shit like getting coffee and paperwork. You nodded tentatively.
Of course you had no desire to fuckin flirt it up with random k idols you were doing makeup on. You had never really been interested in kpop, although you listened to a couple girl groups here and there. You preferred international music, classical music, oh and you loved Frank Sinatra. Besides, you were not in the mood to be booted from your first internship ever on account of hitting on some fancy idol who wouldnât look twice at you. No thanks, you had pride.
The makeup artist Senior nodded at you, satisfied with your response.âAlright, Iâll trust you young lady. We usually donât hire unwed makeup artists on account of the risk, but your professors went on and on about your skills that we decided to bring you in to do some of the strobe makeup for NCT 2020. Understood?â
You nodded, feeling a bit giddy. This was actually going to be exciting.
That afternoon, you collected your supplies from you *official* SM makeup cubical. It was amazing products you were allowed to keep! High quality brushes, velvet foundation, BB cream, glitter in pots, shadows, tints... your dream. Still clutching the quality products in your shaking hands, you walked to the elevator which lead to the 8th floor- The floor youâd be doing 10 of the 23 NCT 2020 members makeup. You had to admit, although you were by no means an NCT fan, doing the makeup of such talented and handsome men would certainly be nerve wracking. You had the concept and instructions on a sheet of paper for each memberâs makeup, and you had already memorized it~ Yuta was getting bright red eyeshadow on the very edges of his lids with Mimimal dewy makeup, Jaemin was getting subtle glitter on his under eyes with a brown shadow and natural lip tint- Â Â The only problem was, you didnât know which member was which. You sighed. Oh well, youâd get the hang of it eventually. The elevator doors opened, and a heavy scent of setting spray, hairspray, sweat, hot lights, and a bunch of other smells flew into your face. You quickly exited the elevator into the room with a bunch of idols-23 to be exact- doing a variety of things. Getting their hair done, their makeup applied, changing their clothes (You quickly averted your eyes), and stretching. The minute you walked in though, everything went silent, and their eyes were fixated on you. Mixed expressions of confusion, annoyance, and fear on their faces. It took you a minute to realize that they mustâve not been used to younger women being their makeup artists, and assumed you were either a sasaeng... or confused rando.
The makeup senior woman quickly ran to the front of the room, grabbing you by the arm and yanking you towards the center. âEveryone, listen up. This is Y/L/N. She is a sophomore at Chengdu University of Arts, and will work for the next few months as a makeup artist. I understand you are not used to having college students work as your stylist, but she is very... gifted, and highly spoke of at her college. She has won several awards in the arts, and seeks to expand her portfolio. Thank you!â
You smiled curtly as the makeup Senior gave you a firm pat on the back. You looked around the room with a thin professional smile, nodding slightly to indicate respect and distance. Your eyes were briefly caught on one of the members, you werenât sure who but he was looking at you very coldly, and began unpacking your supplies. You checked your member list hastily to find the first name on the list. âSungchan.â
Looking up blankly, you scanned the room for some indication of a âSungchan.â Realizing you had no clue who this could be, you walked up to a member who looked a bit younger than you with white hair, clearing your throat. The member looked up at you with a awkward smile. âHello, sorry about this but would you mind directing me to the member who goes by âSungchan?â Iâm not familiar entirely with memeber names yet.â
The idol looked back at you questioningly, before nodding. âOf course. Heâs over there by the guy with medium brown hair on the vanity. Iâm Jaemin, by the way.â
You nodded politely. âI will be doing your makeup as well Jaemin. I will return shortly.â
You walked quickly away from the idol, feeling your heart flutter slightly at the interaction. He was very handsome, with clear tan skin and a great canvas for dewy glittery makeup. He was gorgeous, and you couldnât help but feel excited at the prospect of applying makeup to such a clean and fresh face.
Smack
You went crashing into a taller figure, stumbling as you crashed beside them. Instantly panic arose in your body, scrambling to your feet to help the person up. The minute you looked down at the person, your blood ran cold. It was him. The guy you had made awkward not-so-friendly eye contact with. Looking at his face, you were filled with a sense of uncomfortable dread. His narrowed cat like eyes were cold and black. He was gorgeous, easily the most beautiful person you had ever laid eyes on. With dark brown hair, pale smooth skin and an angular unreal face, you would already be intimidated enough to see his face in general. But he was glowering. Full on glaring at you, a look of pure contempt as he ignored you outstretched land, getting to his feet gracefully. Looking you up and down, the beautiful boy narrowed his eyes and leaned in menacingly. You took a step back, nearly tripping on your sneaker laces. âIâm so sorry sir, I didnât mean to be so clumsy. My mistake.â You sputtered out meekly, bowing your head as you felt your face burn.
âStop it.â You looked up as you heard his low gravely voice spit out the harsh words. You looked at him confusedly, tilting your head. The boy scoffed, leaning in once more.
âI honestly canât believe the nerve. You walk in here, with your sloppy hideous clothes and pudgy body. You act as if you have never heard of us like some innocent little makeup artist. Cut the shit. Donât âaccidentallyâ bump into me. Donât look at me. Filthy sasaeng.â
You gawked at him. You? Sasaeng? You didnât even know this boyâs name.
âTaeyong hyung, stop it.â You heard a voice from behind you and you turned around to see Jaemin, clearly concerned for the harsh words being spat at you.
The boy named Taeyong just glared back at Jaemin, eyes flicking between you and him. âJaemin, zip it. Look at her. Fat little crazy fan girl who thought sheâd get a chance with her favorite idol by stalking them. The nerve of her to come here looking like that. Dressed like this.â He made a disgusted face as you hung your head low. You werenât the most confident in your looks, but you didnât think you were hideous. You had always been a bit pudgy, but standards here were so strict. You liked your appearance.
The boy named Taeyong walked by you, shoulder knocking into the side of your arm as you scurried away from him towards the guy named sungchan. You were fighting back tears and embarrassment, and you pulled your hair hastily into pigtails before snapping on some latex gloves to keep your makeup sanitary. The guy in front of you, Sungchan, who had observed the whole thing (Everyone had), had a look of concern on his face.
Whipping out the medium beige foundation, you dabbed some of the glossy product onto you back of your glove with the brush. The guy named Sungchan looked at you expectantly, but you didnât meet his gaze. You werenât in the mood to be screamed and degraded again, so you wouldnât take your chances. Dabbing a smooth hydrating toner onto the boyâs flawless complexion, you couldnât help but feel a few tears slip out of your eyes. It was embarassing, but you were human. You had feelings, and self esteem. Well, you did have self esteem. Sungchan seemed to be concerned, or maybe he just thought you were weird.
âHello, Y/L/N, Iâm Sungchan. How old are you?â He asked kindly, bright smile on his face. You were shocked at the warm introduction, and returned his smile. âNice to meet you, and Iâm 19,â You replied, smoothing the product across his face. The boyâs smile widened, and he glanced at you in the mirror while you began to apply a light eyeshadow across his eyes. âSo youâre my age then. Letâs speak informally then.â He responded, making you nearly drop your brush.
This idol wanted you to speak to him informally? Was he serious?
You couldnât help but blush at his friendly personality, and couldnât keep a smile off your face as you continued applying the shadow. âAlright Sungchan, sounds great!â
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As you made your way down the list of idols, you found most were very kind to you. They were all stunning, and you found your eyes glued to their faces even when the makeup was finished. You did makeup for Yuta, who was so polite and courteous, Haechan, who was simply adorable, and the rest of the 6 idols. Including Jaemin, who chatted with you throughout the entire ordeal, complimenting your pink grubby sneakers, awkward hoodie over skirt with sweatpants outfit, and even you messy ponytail. You thought he was just trying to be nice after everything Taeyong said to you, but you still appreciated the gesture. After finishing the older boyâs makeup, there was only one more name on the list. Lee Taeyong. Your stomach lurched as you realized you would have to be near him, touch his face. As if he would even let you. Gulping dryly, you zipped up your products and snapped a new pair of latex gloves on. Your hair was tied back, you roughly put on a mask to minimize exposure to the idol. You didnt want him to stare at your face.
Walking curtly over to where he sat, you bowed politely before unpacking your makeup. Pushing on a pair of glasses to make your work as good as possible, you heard the idolâs chair push away from the desk. âAre you fucking with me?â He asked loudly, causing everyone in the room to glance his way, quieting instantly. âI donât want this sasaengâs sausage fingers anywhere near me.â He spat, making you cringe at his wordchoice. The guy you had done makeup on by the name Jaehyun sighed, leaning across the table. âHyung, sheâs a very quick makeup artist. You can request to have a different makeup Noona do your makeup next time.â
You gripped the brush tightly, anger and embarrassment searing through your body. You shouldnât have to take this. This idol shouldnât be talking to you this way. The idol scoffed and sat down loudly, causing your makeup bag to crash to the floor, colorful pallets clapping open, makeup spilling everywhere. You just stared at the colorful mess, feeling your face heat with anger. You couldnât stop the tears that rolled down your cheeks as you picked up hundreds of dollars of beautiful, destroyed makeup. Makeup you would never be able to afford otherwise. You looked up through your teary eyes at the idol. He was smirking at you, arms crossed and legs spread in a entitled position. What a jerk.
Plopping the wrecked makeup onto the table, you yanked a plumping toner out of the side pocket, shaking some onto a face pack. You felt his eyes on yours. Luckily the mask hid your sniffly nose and quivering lip, but your read teary eyes  were on clear display. âTake off the mask.â
His words cut through the once again quiet air. You heard someone across the room stand up from their chair. âJaemin sit down.â You heard another voice say.
Taeyong looked up at you expectantly. âItâs rude to hide your face from your clients.â He said again, amusement across his face. You ripped the mask off your face, holding back more tears. Your face was undoubtedly puffy and red, not exactly the most flattering. You took the face pack out of the toner solution and lifted it to Taeyongâs flawless face, hiccuping still. He looked at you intensely, with an unreadable expression. âHow old are you Noona?â Taeyong asked, and you nearly recoiled. Noona? You were six years younger than him. Was he insulting you? â19.â You replied sharply, ignoring his scoff. âI suppose you think Iâm going to let you call me oppa.â He said, making a face to himself.
âIâd rather not.â You replied, dotting the makeup onto his skin. You felt a large hand grab your wrist, gripping it uncomfortably tight. âCut the shit. You are younger than me.â He said, glaring up at you. You ripped your hand from his grip, slamming your makeup onto the table. âDo not touch me.â You said more harshly than you intended. Taeyong briefly had a look of shock on his face, and you could feel the tension in the room. âI will refer to you as Taeyong-Nim. If that is unsuitable I can do Taeyong Ssi instead.â
His face contorted into an expression of rage, and you resumed patting the product into his face. You were doing your best to ignore his gaze, but then you felt a hand on your stomach. you flinched back as the hand gabbed your lower belly, and you shrieked.
You heard loud laughter from him, and you looked up in horror. âHoly shit your stomach is so fat. What the fuck you are fucking chubby as fuck.â You sat there, face numb and body shaking. He had touched your stomach. âGod i hate fat and ugly bitches, you are fucking disgusting.â You felt tears finally stream down your cheeks. You couldnât do this. âTaeyong hyung thatâs enough!â Someone yelled across the room and you looked up to see Jaemin running across. He put a hand around your shoulder and lifted you off the ground carefully. You were grateful he was defending you, but you honestly were too scared to thank him. Taeyong took a step towards you, eyes dark and angry. âStay out of this Jaemin,â He iced, hands clenched tightly into fists. Jaemin didnât budge.
âTaeyong Hyung please. I really think itâs enough.â Jaehyun spoke to Taeyong over his shoulder, and finally Taeyong clenched his jaw, turning away from you. He stood up, stretched, and peeled off his shirt, letting it fall to the ground. He turned to you and walked past, unclothed shoulder bumping into yours as he passed. He was going to get changed for the show.
Originally posted by haechan
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The next few days were... hell. From harsh remarks, from Taeyongâs aggressive attitude which was solely reserved for you. It seemed never ending. In addition, Taeyong had begun encouraging you to do his makeup as opposed to avoiding you. Constant insults on your work, appearance, outfit choice, weight.
At night you had nightmares about the pretty boy insulting you, yelling at you. His harsh words and insults seemed never ending.
The following day you walked into work early, hair pulled back in two sleek pigtails and faint pink makeup applied. You were to attend  a special party later that night, so you had a fluffy baby pink sweater on with a short white tennis skirt, pink floral necklace, and adorable espadrilles. You may not have looked sexy, but you certainly look adorable. Your older brother had commented on how you looked precious when you FaceTimed him. When you walked into the near empty room you plopped your products onto Taeyongâs makeup table, collapsing onto the chair with exhaustion. It was only 4 AM, and work didnt start for another 2 hours. You tried to focus on staying alert, but before you knew it you were out cold.
You woke up to find a figure standing over you in the chair. You were groggily aware of your surroundings, and noticed the â5:36âł time on the wall clock. Snapping to your senses, you nearly tripped out of the chair when you realized the figure standing over the chair was Taeyong.
âI knew it.â His voice was like ice, and the only light shining behind him in the room made him a shadow, unable to make out any of the features on his face. As he stepped closer and his face came into the light it was like  a villain coming out of the shadows. Pure terror clutched your body as you shuffled away from the intimidating figure frantically. Leaning down towards you, you saw the coldness on his expression. The blank gaze that lay behind those beautiful, horrible eyes.
âStop it Taeyong, thatâs enough!â You yelled, trying to push yourself off the ground. Taeyong laughed coldly at your pathetic state, and you felt his large hands shoved you back into the wall painfully. âDropping honorifics, are we?â He asked, pacing back in forth like a predator. You attempted to run to the door but his hand intercepted you, shoving you back again. âNo. You came here early just to rub yourself all over my chair. You really do want me, donât you you ugly bitch?â He asked, a combination of disgust and crazed amusement on his face.
âI was tired!â You nearly screamed, shoving him back with just as much force. His lips curled with disgust as he continued glaring at you. âI donât buy that shit. Iâve known enough sasaengs in my life to recognize one.â
You glared back at him. âTaeyong, leave me the fuck alone. Iâm done putting up with your unprofessional behavior. I have no interest in your childish games, and I refuse to do your makeup any more.â
Taeyongâs eyes widened in shock for a brief second, and then it was replaced with rage. But you were done. You walked up to your makeup bag to move your stuff over to Doyoungâs desk. He was your first client for today, now that Taeyong was no longer- âYou have no right to refuse me.â
Your blood ran cold as those words came from directly behind you, and before you could whirr around you felt yourself harshly pressed into the vanity in front of you, large hand shoving you. You screeched, kicking back to break from Taeyongâs hands, but he was a much stronger than you. âYou are nothing, you ugly slut! If I tell you youâre doing my fucking makeup, youâre doing it!â He was full on yelling, and you could barely breathe under his crushing hold.
 âT-Taeyong Ssi, st-â You croaked out, shoving him back. He flipped you over, anger and derangement flooding his eyes, You felt his hand wrap around your neck, and you began to gasp as it tightened. He was strangling you, you couldnât breathe. What the fuck was this psycho thinking? You faintly heard a clinking sound, the clinking of a belt. Your stomach filled with dread as you realized what was happening. He wouldnât.... would he? You thrashed harder. âFucking bitchâ You heard him say when you landed a kick to his thigh. In an instant you were thrown to the ground, and he was on top of you, straddling your torso.
You fought with everything you had, screaming and crying with everything in you. He was so much stronger and taller than you, and you had no defense against him. âStop, stop stop!â You sobbed, hitting him on the chest, only to have your wrists pinned over your head. Taeyong leaned over so his face was directly above yours. Those dark, soulless, empty burning eyes. Cutting into you. Looking at your fear, your pain, smiling. With his free hand he undid his jeans, eyes never breaking contact with yours. You felt your skirt being hiked up, and you underwear was ripped from your body. You cried harder, begging someone to help you. Taeyong swallowed your cries with a violent kiss, tongue fucking into your mouth painfully. You couldnât breath. You couldnât see anything but those eyes, those dark eyes you had thought were so beautiful.
 He shoved into you agressivly, fucking into you with violence and anger. Ripping your comfort, your happiness, your freedom away from you. With every painful thrust, your tears came faster. His kiss was bruising, and his lower bodyâs connection with yours was stretching, painful and cruel. It felt like it lasted for hours, when finally his thrusts became sloppy, uneven. He began moaning, placing a hand around your throat as his grip around your wrists became tighter. You were drooling, tears spilling out and eyes glazed over just hoping for it to end. You couldnât think, not with him hurting you over and over and over. He let out one final breathy moan and came deeply within you, head throne back and semen spilling out onto the floor. When he finally released you from his iron grip and pulled out of you, you heard him utter âShow you your place fucking bitch,â Before neatly buckling his belt and walking away. As he walked out, he bumped into Sungchan, who said, âWhoa dude, why are you all sweaty and shit?â
Taeyong didnât reply, only walking out. When Sungchan walked over to his vanity, he heard raspy breathing from across the room and walked behind Taeyongâs vanity. There you were, lying on the ground, skirt hiked over your hips, neck bruised and purple, drooling with blood and cum dripping out of you onto the floor. Sungchan paled, covering his mouth from shock. Rushing to your side, his hands hovered over your body, confusion and fear on his face. Your eyes fluttered open to meet his, and you rasped out, âT-Taeyong. He f-forced himself inside me and wouldnât stop. I t-tried to stop him.â You could barely get out the words. Sungchan was as white as paper, and he grabbed a cloth off the table, hastily cleaning your thighs and skirt. âIâm so sorry Y/N, I never wouldâve guessed he would ra-... do this.â Sungchan looked sick.
You looked up at Sungchan, feeling sick to your stomach. You didnât deserve to be treated like this, you were not a piece of meet, or a punching back, or a fucking flesh light. You were a human being, and you were not going to let Taeyong ruin your career, let alone your life. Gripping Sungchanâs face with a cupped hand, you spoke softly. âI have no intention of quitting. And no intention of submitting to Taeyongâs cruelty.