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Talk about a #glowup 😅 #Apink #namjoo #apinknamjoo https://www.instagram.com/p/B5757S5gcEf/?igshid=nz32hy646zmo

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Miiiiinnnnaaa 🥰🥰 #twice #twicemina #mina https://www.instagram.com/p/B5vMgbXgbLE/?igshid=1mctm2f87n8w9

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I mean, how did she grow up to be so BEAUTIFUL 🥺🥺 #arin #ohmygirl https://www.instagram.com/p/B5qL-4NA9hW/?igshid=obji8t6sf0sn

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💝#goohara #sulli https://www.instagram.com/p/B5TML7hg1Jy/?igshid=lbnmpw0zm7r5

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Didn’t your mother teach you not to play with fire~ 😍😍😍 #LOOKATHER #teachyou #tiffanyyoung #magneticmoon (at Trees Dallas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5A5UdNgyKO/?igshid=rk3rxynjg6ny

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Guess who I saw tonight~ 🌙 #tiffanyyoung #lookather #magneticmoon #girlsgeneration #snsd #snsdtiffany (at Trees Dallas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B49KK4RA5ER/?igshid=sqvayabc6wf

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It’s not the best...but it’s definitely not the worst 😂 #solar #mamamoo #mamamoosolar #hipwithmamamoo #shecanstillgetit https://www.instagram.com/p/B43VQqRA_8l/?igshid=zuo4t673akm3

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I reeeeeeeeally need #CherryBullet to have another comeback... #please #Q&A #reallyreally https://www.instagram.com/p/B41ImArgBKD/?igshid=1cqwbh5zzrgs2

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I miss Wendy.. #wendy #wendyredvelvet #redvelvetwendy #seungwan https://www.instagram.com/p/B4yq56qAR4v/?igshid=v0p1cl4kvn28

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Woooowww #Apink at #lazada 😍😍😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/B4szgI4g-a4/?igshid=1uudc5s0a2eml

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I love #Mina even more on drunken nights #once #twicemina #twice https://www.instagram.com/p/B4rSPlsgnfj/?igshid=1utm0jo2biw6x

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Cheating Part 7

Part 6

“What’s wrong?” Taehyung asked you with furrowed eyebrows.

“I need to tell you something.” You started fidgeting with your hands as you sat in his desk chair. He waited for you to say what you wanted and straightened himself in his bed. “Taehyung. When you cheated on me, I was very hurt. It almost broke me. And I know that doesn’t justify my actions but it is the reason for them.”

“What actions?” he interrupted with a slightly raised tone. You took in a deep breath and closed your eyes, getting ready to spill your darkest secret.

“I’ve been cheating on you.” You looked over at him, trying to read his face. He just had a blank look as he looked at you. Then suddenly, he broke into a wide smile.

“It’s okay, Y/N! I did it to you, right? It’s only fair.” he said as he scooted himself towards the end of his bed and grabbed the arm of his desk chair you were sitting in, pulling it towards him.

“Wait, Taehyung. I don’t think you understand—“ He didn’t let you finish your sentence as he roughly forced his lips on yours. You struggled to get out of his grasp but the more you struggled, the stronger his grip became. As you tried to stand up, you tripped through all the chaos and accidentally fell on top of him on the bed. He took no time to flip you over and put all his body weight on you as he pinned your hands above your head. “Taehyung, stop!” you keep yelling only to be stifled by his repeated kisses. You shut your eyes tightly, trying to block out what you knew was about to happen. But then, you felt Taehyung’s body weight lift off of you and as you opened your eyes, you saw Jungkook hovering over Taehyung, grabbing him by the collar of his shirt.

“You’re the one she’s been fucking?” Taehyung chuckled. “Well, guess what? You can’t have her. We’re not breaking up.” he whispered to Jungkook spitefully. Jungkook continued to glare down at him, visually trying to keep his temper under control as he clenched his jaw.

“Taehyung, I’m sorry.. but it’s been more than just fucking. I was actually coming to make it official after....I broke up with you..” Both of them turned their heads to you as you bit your lip and averted your gaze to the floor. “The CEO found out. Someone took a picture of me and Kook-ah kissing. I thought it would be unfair for you to find out through the articles so I came to tell you first..” You heard Taehyung immediately stand up as you stared at his shoes.

“You thought you were being nice? Coming here to break my heart while you went to Jungkook’s room to have celebration sex?! Are you serious??” He spat, furiously at you. Jungkook finally stood up and took slow steps towards Taehyung.

“What about you? She only cheated because you cheated. But did that teach you a lesson?” Taehyung cowered with each word Jungkook spoke. “No. You still went out, almost every single night, and saw Yewon.” Taehyung was shaking his head in denial while glancing between you and Jungkook.

“Jungkook. Stop. It’s okay.” you calmly spoke.

“Y-you know??” Taehyung asked, fearfully.

“Yeah. I know. It just made me realize that I actually didn’t love you. And that I loved Jungkook.” You shot Jungkook an endearing gaze as Taehyung sat down on the bed with a fair amount of distance in between the two of you. He looked pale. As if he would’ve fainted if the bed hadn’t been there. “It’s okay. I’m not mad. But I am sorry.” You stood up from the bed and, before you walked out, you placed a hand on top of Taehyung’s and smiled as he looked up and mouthed ‘I’m sorry.’ You then turned around and grabbed Jungkook’s hand and led him to his own room.

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I’ve had A LOT of things going on. I’m so sorry for the delay. Stay with me.

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Cheating Part 6

Part 5

“.....You and Yewon?” Your heart sank to the pit of your stomach. Jungkook let out a long, regretful sigh.

“Noona..me and Yewon..we hooked up. Back when you and Taehyung were about to date.” He took a step towards you as he continued. “It was just a fuck though. Nothing more. I found out we were both using each other for the same reason.” He finally reached you and grabbed your hands in his.

“....what reason?” you hesitantly asked.

“She was pretending I was Taehyung and I was pretending she was you. We both wanted what we couldn’t have.” With the sweet, honey-like words spilling out of his mouth, you averted your gaze to your hands. You watched one of his hands reach up, graze against your bicep, and out of sight as he tilted your chin up to meet his eyes again. “I’ve always loved you, Noona.” Your heart skipped a beat and you pulled yourself into him, feeling his arm embrace you gently. But as you stayed in his warm arms, you realized that none of what he said explained much.

“Wait, so what does this have to do with Taehyung still cheating on me??” you asked with a slightly raised voice.

“Hyung always wants what I want. He’s always been jealous of whatever I had and always mad when I was the center of attention. He’s always been like that. Always wanting to one-up me. Hyung is just....selfish.” He continued stroking your back with his big hands. “I honestly don’t know what you or Yewon see in him.”

You both stayed up on the roof until morning broke and you knew you had to go back to the dorm. You finally lied down on your bed and stared up at the ceiling. You heard the door slowly creek open but you were too tired to look over and see who it was.

“Unnie?” Yewon whispered. You stayed silent. “....are you asleep?” She quietly asked. You sighed and slightly tilted your head toward her direction, raising your eyebrows in question. “Are you okay? Jungkook told me what happened.”

“Since when are you and Jungkook best friends??” you spat out at her as you sat up quickly on the bed. Her big, doe-like eyes made you realize how harsh you were being. “I’m sorry, Yewon. I’m just a little tired.” She was still standing in your doorway, only now she was looking down at her feet. “Come in.” you urged. She was still walking on eggshells around you, not used to you being so nice. “What’s up, Yewon..” You were beginning to lose your patience. She sat down beside you and tucked her hair behind her ear, a nervous habit she has always had.

“I think Jungkook really loves you, Unnie.. I was a little skeptical at first, thinking maybe he was doing it just to get back at Taehyung but that’s not the case.” she said with a gentle voice.

“....Get back at Taehyung? Get back at him for what?” you asked.

“I thought Jungkook told you... Maybe I shouldn’t say.” she muttered to herself as she started to rise from your bed.

“No, Yewon. Tell me. I’m sick and tired of no one telling me anything!” you screamed as you dragged her back down by her arm. She cleared her throat and re-tucked her hair behind her ear before she began.

“When they were trainees, before we knew them, they were trying to beat each other in order to debut. Just like everyone does as trainees.” You nodded in agreement and let her continue. “But Taehyung took it too far. He wanted to debut so badly, he was willing to do anything to get there. He pushed Jungkook down the stairs. He had a few broken ribs and a sprained ankle.. Jin smoothed things over once they realized that they were gonna be debuting together. Jungkook was too young and naive to believe that that was the end of things but ever since then, Taehyung blames Jungkook. Even though it was his fault.” She finished with a long heavy sigh as she looked over at you. You were in pure disbelief; at a loss for words.

“How do you know this?”

“Taehyung told me. Well, I kinda overheard him talking about it on the phone and made him tell me the rest. I thought Jungkook-oppa would’ve told you..” She could tell how bewildered you were by the slight shake of your head and the continuous scoffing. “I’m sorry, Unnie. I would’ve told you sooner if I knew you didn’t know.” She placed her hand on yours for a moment before standing up and walking out to leave you alone with your thoughts. You laid back down, trying to process everything while, again, staring at the ceiling and drifting to sleep.

“Y/N-AH!” You were woken up by the shrieking yell of your name. As you shot up onto your feet, your manager sprinted into your room, breathless. “Are you dating him??” he yelled.

“Dating who?!” you shouted back angrily.

“JEON JUNGKOOK! Someone posted a picture of you two kissing!!” He shoved his phone in your face, forcing you to see he was telling the truth. “Well?? Are you dating or not? We need to release a statement!” He spoke calmly but forcefully, making you suspect that no body was actually mad.

“Umm.. I-I’m not sure. What did the CEO say?” you asked, scared of your CEO more than anything.

“Y/N, he’s fine. We’re just kind of in a rush to release a statement!” He raised his voice again while placing his hand on his hip and snatching his phone back from your grasp, causing you to jump. Just as you were going to answer him, Yewon popped into view behind your manager and scared you again.

“Yes, they’re dating, Oppa!” she accidentally yelled. She covered her mouth, surprised by how loud she was. Then she cleared her throat, met you gaze, and smiled sweetly at you. “They’re dating.” Your manager looked at you and waited for you to confirm it for yourself. You slowly nodded as you kept eye contact with Yewon. With that, your manager left while calling someone you could only imagine to be your CEO, leaving you and Yewon alone.

“Thanks, but what am I gonna tell Taehyung?” you muttered to Yewon as you sat down on the edge of your bed. She went over and sat by you just like earlier in the day.

“Unnie, it doesn’t matter what you say. But you need to tell him soon. Before all the articles come out.” she said as she grabbed your hand. You knew she was right and immediately grabbed your phone and walked out the door, straight to Taehyung’s dorm. As you stood outside his door, you took a deep breath before knocking. The pregnant pause was agonizing, as you fiddled with your hair and waited for the door to open. But then, as it finally swung open, the last person you wanted to see answered. Jungkook had a blank face as he saw you standing there.

“I’m not here to see you. I need to talk to Taehyung first.” you said as you peeked over his shoulder, on your tip toes. He moved aside and pointed towards Taehyung’s room.

“He’s in his room.” he said, disappointed. You brushed past him and went to Taehyung’s room. “I’ll be in my room, Noona.” Jungkook spoke only loud enough for you to hear and you knew he hadn’t even been online yet since he wasn’t so happy. You knocked on Taehyung’s door and waited only a second before letting yourself in. He was lying on his bed, dozing off before he saw you. He smiled gently and gestures for you to lie with him.

“Y/N-ah~ Come here.” he sleepily said. It broke your heart to see him so happy to see you. You sat on his desk chair and waited for him to sit up. He looked at you with his eyebrows furrowed. “Whats wrong?”

“I need to tell you something.”

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Cheating Part 5

Part 4

Your promotion period was now over. Four weeks of jam packed schedules were finally finished but you weren’t relieved in the slightest. You hadn’t been able to sleep, knowing you had a hard decision to make. You didn’t want to be with Taehyung anymore but you knew if you broke up with him, Jungkook would pursue you. At night, your mind was always running a thousand miles a minute. You knew Yewon was also waiting for you to break up with him so that she could go after him properly, like you had convinced her to. Tonight was more difficult than usual though. You didn’t know what it was but you were literally wide awake. You had been avoiding both Taehyung and Jungkook’s calls. Every 5 minuets, one or the other was calling and it was driving you insane. You couldn’t take it anymore so you got out of bed, and got dressed. You told Yewon where you were going and went to the rooftop park on top of your company’s building. It was the only place you could ever be alone without anyone that wasn’t in your company finding you. It was late, 4:00 o’clock in the morning and as you expected, there wasn’t anyone there, leaving you alone with the city view beneath you. You leaned on the ledge and softly started humming, as the wind gently blew through your hair, trying your best not to think about anything.

“Noona.” With that alone, you knew immediately who it was. You sighed in defeat, knowing there was no avoiding it anymore.

“How’d you find me?” you asked, not really surprised he was there. You still stared at the view, not wanting to look at him.

“I went to your dorm..” His voice got closer and closer to you “Yewon told me you were here.” You could feel his presence as he walked towards you. He stayed directly behind you, not wanting make you mad.

“Ahh Yewon-ah.” you chuckled to yourself.

“You weren’t answering my calls, Noona. How else was I supposed to talk to you?” Jungkook spoke only loud enough for you to hear. You wanted to turn around but you knew he was making an irresistible face. The innocent face he genuinely made was the worst as it tugs at your heart, making you fall for him.

“I haven’t even talked to Taehyung yet. Doesn’t he come before you since he’s still technically you boyfriend?” you rudely reminded him. His silence made you realize he wasn’t his usual playful self. You knew he was being sensitive because you had shut him out. “I’m sorry. I didn’t-“ As you turned around to face him, the site of him put you at a loss for words. You looked up at his face. He had his eyes shut tightly, forcing the tears he had been saving to finally rush down his cheeks. He opened his eyes to see you looking at him and quickly tried to turn away, embarrassed that you were seeing this side of him.

“Don’t look-“

“No, Kookie. It’s okay.” you whispered as you pulled him back to where he was standing. He tried to stop crying, hiccuping for air in between his sobs.

“I hate when you call me that.” he immaturely grumbled. You chuckled at how cute he was being. “Don’t laugh!” he spat out, causing you to only laugh more. You grabbed his hands and tried to let him know you weren’t trying to make him angry.

“I’m sorry. You look so cute.” His demeanor seemed to soften at your compliment. He was finally meeting your gaze so you began to say what was on your mind. “I didn’t know what to say to you. I still don’t. I haven’t even talked to Taehyung so how do you expect me to talk to you?” With each word, his eyes seem to water more and more.

“Hyung, he-he doesn’t treat you right. He knows how much I like you. And that’s why he’s trying so hard to keep you away from me.” His spiteful words shocked you but he didn’t care. He kept talking, spilling all the secrets he had kept inside for his Hyung. “He made Yewon not tell you. She wanted to tell you but Hyung didn’t let her. He knows she loves him and uses that against her. What’s so hard about breaking up with a guy like that?? Noona, he doesn’t care about you!” With his mini-monologue ended, he was breathing slightly heavy as he held your hands tightly. You stared at both of your hands, not knowing what exactly to think. You had no idea what he was talking about.

“What are you talking about, Kook-ah?..” you whispered as you felt tears gushing from your eyes.

“I’m sorry, Noona.. but he’s only with you cause he doesn’t want me to have you. I know you love him but he doesn’t love you.” He gently placed his forehead against yours and brought his hands up to your face, brushing away as many tears as he could. “Be with me...please..” he pleaded. You roughly pulled your hands out of his and push him away from you. You knew he wasn’t the one to be angry at but he was the only one there.

“You’re lying.” You couldn’t believe the words you were saying. You knew he was right but it was as if your heart didn’t want to believe it.

“Why would I lie about that?” he asked, trying to get close to you again.

“You’re just saying all this so I’ll choose you! What if I don’t want you, Jungkook?? Did you ever think about that?!” you screamed at him as you ran away. Just as you reached the door and opened it, he was faster and slammed the door shut from behind you. With one hand still on the door, he wrapped his other arm around your waist and walked close enough for his chest to meet your back. He buried his face into the crook of your neck and gave you a single peck.

“Can you honestly say you still love him?” he whispered in your ear. Your silent tears streamed down your face and dripped off your nose, as you let go of the door knob. He took advantage of your vulnerability and turned you around, pulling you into him as you continued crying. He gently stroked your head and your back, trying to comfort you while also trying to convince you to see things his way. “I love you, Noona.” he whispered over and over again in your ear. He was smart enough not to say it an obnoxious amount of times but just the right amount to get you to look up at him. He dipped his head down until he met your lips, softly placing a gentle kiss upon them. As he started to pull away, you stood up on your tip toes and continued to kiss him. He grabbed your face in his palms, deepening the kiss and causing you to moan. You parted your lips and allowed his tongue to roam inside, loving the feeling as he brought his hands down to your waist. You put your hand over his to guide it to your breasts, wanting pleasure to replace the pain your were feeling. He squeezed the plump flesh, making you suddenly want nothing more than to have Jungkook inside of you. You undid your pants and slid them down until they pooled around your feet and you could step out of them while never breaking the kiss. He caught on and immediately started to unbutton his pants too, only bringing them down enough for his fully erect member to come out. He then picked you up slightly as you wrapped your legs around his waist, finally breaking the kiss. Breathing heavily, he rested his forehead against yours as he reached underneath you to grab his hard member. He rubbed it on your wet slit, teasing you before he met your lustful gaze and easily slid it inside of you. You shut your eyes tightly at the feeling and he waited for you to adjust to him. When your hips started moving, he immediately took over and continuously pushed himself in and out of you, making your moans louder and louder. You pulled him closer to you and closed the gap between the both of you, sinking your nails into his back and gently biting his shoulder to try and get yourself to quiet down. He grunted in response as his hips gained speed, plunging deeper into you. With his heavy breathing in your ear and how big he was, you could feel your orgasm coming very soon. You let go of his shoulder and moaned loudly in his ear, making his thrusts rougher and sloppier. His groans turned into cries of pleasure until he managed to groan out, “I love you, Noona.” With that, the two of you came together. As he was holding you up pressed against the door, he feel out of you and you felt his seed spill out of you. He was trying to catch his breath and you were trying to stand up with his help. You both stood there for awhile, not really knowing what to say until you broke the silence.

“Why doesn’t Taehyung want you to have me?” you asked as you began to pull your pants back up. He followed your lead and started buttoning himself back up before pausing.

“Wait....do you not know about me and Yewon?”

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Cheating Part 4

Part 3

“Kook-ah..” Your soft words let him know you were clearing feeling sorry for him, meaning that you were rejecting him. He let out a frustrated groan and rolled his eyes. Still standing fairly close to you with his hands on either side of you, he hung his head with tightly shut slits for eyes.

“If only you knew what I knew.” he gritted through his teeth.

“What did you say?” you asked him as he backed away from you. “Jungkook, what did you just say?” you repeated, angrier than before. He had sat down on the edge of the bed looking at his hands on his lap. He looked troubled as he sat there, debating whether or not to tell you. He took a deep breath and finally met your eyes.

“Do you really want to know?” he asked, defeated. You took a moment, not knowing if you wanted to hear what just might push you over the edge. But in your gut, you knew you had already known what he was going to say.

“Tell me.” He stared at you one last time before quickly taking a breath to speak.

“Hyung and Yewon are still fucking. He says it’s only cause you won’t have sex with him anymore but they never stopped. Even when you caught them.” His gaze met the cold title that lied on your floor as you nodded your head, processing what you had always known in the back of your mind.

“Leave.” you demanded, opening the door and no longer caring if he was seen. He complied and walked out of your bedroom. But as he got you the apartment door, he stopped and turned his head over his shoulder.

“I can make you happy, Noona. Remember that.” And with his final words, he quietly walked out of the apartment. You stood there, trying to have one train of thought instead of a thousand at a time.

“Unnie? What’s wrong?” Yewon was standing in the hallway. You gathered all the strength you had not to yell at her. Your fists were balled up and you eyes started watering from the anger boiling inside of you. Finally, you grabbed her wrist and dragged her outside the apartment. “Where are we going?? We can’t go out like this! Someone will recognize us!” she whispered, only loud enough for you to hear. You pulled her behind the back of your company building and went in the back entrance, finally dropping her arm. “What’s wrong with you?!” she yelled, rubbing her wrist where your tight grasp was before.

“Come on.” you calmly responded. And to your surprise, she followed you. Before all the drama happened between the two of you, you were actually quite fond of Yewon. She was a good girl who was cute and always humble. You would’ve never thought that she was capable of doing what she’s done. Once you both reached the practice room, she quickly shut the door behind her.

“Why are you acting like this?” she asked while stomping over to the couch. You thought about how you should tell her, if there was a right or wrong way to go about doing this. “Unnie?!” she yelled impatiently, stopping your train of thought.

“Yewon, I don’t know how to ask this so I’m just going to ask. And I don’t want you to be scared to tell me. You need to tell me everything honestly so I can know how to handle things.. okay?” She immediately looked worried and averted your eyes while slowly nodding her head in response. You cleared your throat, and began to speak. “Are you.... Are you still seeing Taehyung?” you slowly spat out. She continued to looked down, nervously fiddling with the hem of her shirt. She was obviously scared of what you were gonna do. You went over and sat beside her. You didn’t want her to be scared of you, at least not when you were being genuine. “You know, now...I’m not even sure if I still love Taehyung. Staying with him after...that happened, it was pretty much just to keep the group together. Well, that and to get back at you.” you said with a slight giggle. But when you looked over, Yewon was slowly letting tears fall down her face. You knew that even if this all was just a little joke to you, it was very real to Yewon. You stayed silent, not really knowing how to comfort the girl you had forced yourself to hate. Then suddenly, Yewon let go of all her pride and started bawling. She lowered her face in between her palms and began making incoherent noises. You sighed, knowing you were making her feel this way. You put your arm around her shoulders and pulled her into a side hug as she laid her head on your chest, still heaving from all the crying.

“Un-Unnie, I-I’m s-s-sorry!” she finally wailed out, stumbling on her words. You gently rubbed her arm, trying to console her. You both stayed like that for quite awhile until you were interrupted by Yujin.

“I was looking for you.” she said, trying to catch her breath. She looked shocked at the site of you comforting Yewon. She put her hand on her ribs and knelt over while crinkling her face together. You felt a smirk creep across your face as you watched her.

“What’s up?” you asked while stifling your laugh.

“Why are you two like that? Is she okay?” she whispered, knowing Yewon could hear her.

“It’s a long story.” you responded. Yewon was still crying but much more controlled now.

“Hayoung told me what happened. Well, she told me she saw you drag Yewon out of the apartment. So I thought you were gonna kill her or something.” She sat down on the floor in front of the both of you, seeming to have caught her breath again. You laughed at her comment and shook your head in denial.

“What are you gonna do, Unnie?” Yewon chimed in, bringing you back to the situation at hand. You let out a deep sigh and shrugged your shoulders.

“I guess I’ll break up with him.” you said.

“What?? With Taehyung?? What happened??” Yujin knew things between the two of you weren’t like before you caught him cheating but she didn’t know everything that was going on between you and Yewon again. You looked at Yewon, silently asking if it was okay to tell. Yewon gave you a single nod and pulled away from you, ashamed of herself. You kept your hand on her back, not wanting to hate her.

“Yewon’s still seeing him..” you whispered to Yujin.

“Yewon-ah!” Yujin exclaimed as she scooted her way over to her while cocking her arm back and hitting her. Her heavy hand made a loud noise against Yewon’s calf causing Yewon to wince at the stinging pain.

“Ya! I should be the one hitting her, not you!” you yelled back at Yujin and proceeded to hit her.

“Ow! Why are you hitting me!!” Yujin screamed. Everyone kept quiet and thought about everything going on until Yujin broke the silence. “What does this mean for the group?”

“This has nothing to do with the group. We’re staying together. If anything, it might actually make us closer..” you were clearly talking about the relationship between you and Yewon. Yewon let out a huge sigh of relief and looked over at you, smiling to the best of her ability. You smiled back as your phone started ringing in your pocket. You picked it up and saw Jungkook’s name flashing across the screen. You mentally cursed yourself, forgetting about the conversation you had earlier with him.

“Jungkook?” Yewon asked, leaning over at your phone. You decided it was finally time to reveal your secret. You told them both everything about your affair and how it started as just revenge but now, Jungkook was seeming to have feelings for you.

“He doesn’t love me. He just loves the sex.” you bluntly said.

“Unnie.” Yujin scolded.

“I’m not sure if I have a right to say this or not...” Yewon said as she looked at you, asking permission to speak. You nodded, giving her the okay. “I thought I just loved the sex between me and Taehyung...” she dashed her eyes towards you again, making sure the mention of his name didn’t set you off before continuing “I kept telling myself that when you caught us. But when we started back up again, I knew it wasn’t because of the sex. I love him. And I knew having him while you had him was probably the only way I would ever have him. That’s why I did it.” Your heart squeezed at how little confidence she had in herself. “It might start off as just sex, but feelings can be developed, Unnie.” You looked down at your lap, knowing every word she said was true. Because, honestly, you knew your were getting feelings for him too.

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Cheating Part 3

Part 2

“Jungkook! Why are you doing here??” you whispered loudly as you pulled him inside the dorm. You quickly dragged him to your room and shut the door. Thankfully, your room was the master bedroom in the apartment which meant it was on the other side of the dorm. You looked at him as he sauntered over to you, pushed you against the door, and smashed his lips into yours, hungrily. But there was more to this kiss than usual. It was normally just casual sex between the two of you but there was something about this kiss that gave you butterflies.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

“Unnie? Are you in there?” Yewon called. You jumped and pushed Jungkook away. His lips crept up into a sly smirk causing you to roll your eyes. You cracked the door open, only enough to talk through, and saw all the members gathered together.

“Unnie, what’s wrong?” “Who was at the door?” “Are you okay?”

They all bombarded you with questions, as you squeezed your tiny body through the door, trying to ignore the sound of Jungkook softly chuckling.

“Everything’s fine. I just went to grab my phone from my room.” you lied as you grabbed your phone from your pocket and held it up for them to see.

“....who was at the door?” Yujin asked, suspiciously.

“No one. Someone must’ve been playing around.” you shrugged. You almost surprised yourself with how good you were coming up with lies on the spot. Although they weren’t great lies, they had no reason not to believe you. One by one, they all just shrugged it off and went back to what they were doing. Yujin was the last one to leave, slightly doubting your words. As she left, you knew she wasn’t going to keep believing you for very much longer. She turned the corner back to her room and you turned the knob to your door, trying not to make noise. As you entered, you that Jungkook had gotten brave suddenly. He was shirtless, lying down on your bed playing on his phone.

“....hello?? What are you doing here??” you asked, aggrieved. He looked up at you as if not noticing you were there before. The corner of his lips slowly turned up into another smirk, causing you to roll your eyes. You stared at him until he finally took a breath to answer you.

“I just wanted to see you.. I missed you, Noona.” he lowly said, rotating himself off the bed to saunter his way over to you. Something was off with Jungkook. He was always the one member of the group that listened to you, no questions asked. The only time he ever “disobeyed” you was during sex. But after it was over, he would go back to his nice-boy demeanor. When he finally made his way over to you, he reached his hand up to your face, gently stroking your cheek. “I missed you, Noona.” he repeated. He dipped his head down towards yours, hungrily kissing you. You tried pushing him away to see what was really going on but the more you resisted, the rougher he became. Getting words out in between kisses, you finally managed to push him arms length away.

“Stop! What’s wrong? Why are you acting this way all of a sudden??” you shouted through a whisper. Sighing heavily, he backed away from you and sat down on the edge of the bed.

“I’m just frustrated.. This is the only way I can let out my frustration without the Hyungs asking questions..” He shot his gaze up at you before speaking again. “Are you gonna help me or should I just leave?” You scoffed at his blatantness.

“Yah! Don’t talk to me like that.” You sat down next to him, getting frustrated as well. “I’ll help you if you tell me why you’re so frustrated.” You placed your hand on his thigh, slowly sliding it up to his closed member. He lightly grinned at the action, stopped your movements with his hand, and shoved it away. You were shocked that he was denying you but before you could voice your anger, he had already roughly pushed you on your back and pinned your hands above your head while hovering closely over you.

“If Noona can’t help me, I’ll just have to find someone else who will.” he whispered into your ear as he got off and put his shirt back on.

“You’ll find someone else?” you asked with a pinch of jealousy attached to it. He was smirking as he tied his shoes.

“You think it’s hard to find someone? I could grab a fan if I really wanted to.” he said confidently while chuckling. You rolled your eyes and went to the door to check if the cost was clear.

“Leave. Everyone’s in their rooms.” Your monotone voice laced with disappointment told him that he was affecting you in more ways than just friends with benefits. He stopped in his tracks, suddenly recalling a conversation he had earlier in the day.

“When’s the last time we fucked?” he blatantly asked.

“...What?” you croaked out.

“It was the day I got back from Japan. A week ago. Right?” Ignoring your shocked expression, he started pacing towards you, seriously thinking things over. Fed up with his mysteriousness, you cleared your throat and broke the silence.

“Yeah, that’s right. Why?”

“I’m just thinking... Taehyung-hyung was asking us for advice yesterday..”

“....Advice about what?? Stop putting pauses in between your sentences!” Your raised voice seemed to snap him out of his thoughts as he looked up to you and smiled widely. But you saw behind the innocent face. There was a small, mischievous twinkle in his eyes. He started walking towards you again, knowing what he knew.

“Hyung said he hasn’t been able to be intimate with you since you found him and Yewon.” Your eyes grow wider and wider with each word he spoke. “That was a year ago, Noona.” He stood in front of you, inches from your face as he leaned over you against the door. “Why haven’t you been able to have sex with Hyung?” You knew what he was thinking.

“It’s not because of you, idiot.” You put your hand on his chest, slightly pushing him away, not really wanting him to back away. Avoiding his line of sight, you stared at your small hand resting in between the valley of his muscular pecks, wishing he hadn’t put his shirt back on. “Every time he touches me, I see Yewon with her head thrown back in bliss. While he has his hands on her hips..” Your voice lowered to a lowly whisper as you felt your eyes start to water. You looked up at him and smiled away your tears. The cocky expression he had plaster on his face earlier had changed to a soft expression of sympathy.

“Taehyung-hyung is one of my best friends. But what he did was wrong. That’s how I justified starting this friends-with-benefits relationship with you. All these years being unhappy...is he worth it?” He voice was so soft and gentle, it pulled at your heartstrings, causing tears to fall. He furrowed his eyebrows harder than they already were and caressed your cheek, brushing the fallen tears away with his thumb. “Be with someone who knows how to make you happy..” He leaned down and kissed your cheek and rested his forehead on yours. “I can make you happy, Noona.”