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if i look back, i am lost

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in a more innocent time, before he was killed, charlie kirk posts on tumblr used to all be like this:
PICK A CARD: your current blockages and how to release them
Hello and welcome to this new reading of mine! In here I will tell you where your current blockages lie and how to release them. I hope you enjoy and find this interesting.
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Pile 1:
You just can't stop checking how you look and Always comparing yourself to everyone else. It's like this exhausting fight in your head where every little thing you don't like about yourself gets huge, and when someone else looks good or does well, it feels like you've failed somehow. You really notice how things look, but this has kind of turned into a massive insecurity for you. You find it super hard to see yourself as truly beautiful or just good enough, believing that how much you're worth depends on what others think or on some perfect idea you can't reach. This isn't just about being vain; it goes way deeper into not feeling good enough about yourself. It makes you think if you don't look a certain way, people won't like you or love you. You carry this quiet weight, convinced everyone else has it all together, that you don't measure up, and that your looks are what really show who you are. All this comparing just eats away at your confidence, leaving you feeling like you're never quite enough, even when that's not true at all. You really want people to like and appreciate you, but you can't really take it in because your inner critic is so loud, Always pointing out what you're missing instead of what you've got. This constant loop in your head stops you from fully living your life. It often makes you pull back or avoid things where you might feel judged. The real tough part is seeing that this problem is mostly in your head, just how you see things, not actually how things are.
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Pile 2:
You're weighed down by this big feeling of not knowing what's going to happen in your future, always worrying if you'll ever "make it" or find your true place. This isn't just about money; it's about everything: your job, relationships, feeling good about yourself. You feel a massive pressure, both from inside you and from others, to hit certain goals or live up to certain things people expect of you, maybe from your family, society, or even just your own idea of yourself. This feeling of needing to prove yourself, of having to "succeed," sits really heavy on your shoulders. It makes you super scared to fail, almost stopping you in your tracks. You might work super hard towards your goals, but still have this quiet worry that it won't be enough, or that you'll mess up somehow. This insecurity often makes you put things off, or get stuck overthinking everything, or try to be so perfect that it feels like you can never actually get anywhere. You find it hard to truly celebrate your small wins because you're always looking at that far-off, often fuzzy, finish line. It just doesn't hit you that "success" is different for everyone and can mean many things. Instead, you're stuck in this loop of expecting bad things to happen, which makes you feel overwhelmed and like you can't handle what's next. This problem stops you from really enjoying today, because your mind is always busy worrying about a future that feels both unclear and demanding.
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Pile 3:
You carry this quiet, heavy feeling: a deep belief that you just don't deserve love. This isn't you purposely pushing love away, but more like you can't truly take it in when it's given to you. You find it incredibly hard to believe that people actually care about you. You see yourself through this lens of "not good enough," which twists even the clearest signs of affection. Because you struggle to love yourself, you automatically question why others are kind or warm to you. You often think they have hidden reasons or just feel sorry for you. You have this voice in your head that whispers you're not good enough, not kind enough, or not lovable enough. This stops you from seeing the undeniable love that's all around you. This shows up as you keeping an emotional distance, like a quiet but strong wall that stops people from truly getting to you, even when you really want to connect. You might see real concern as a burden, or loving actions as something someone has to do, instead of just pure feelings. This problem comes from not feeling connected to your own worth, which makes you miss all the clear and subtle signs that people are truly there for you, seeing you as a beautiful and kind person. Love is definitely there, but how you see things inside stops you from noticing or truly accepting it.
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| Restart from scratch. YES THIS IS EVERYTHING!!!!! Oh boy... this is a long one. But I promise. It's worth it. Are you willing to read this!!?!? I'll KISS you.
Yeah. You heard me. I am going to erase every single thing you’ve known about the LOA and reality shifting (same thing but whatevaaaaaaa) and start from scratch. What does this mean? Meaning erase all the things you’ve been “trying” to manifest and start from new. That knowledge, the doubts, the wavering, that never existed to you. Matter of fact, you don’t know HOW to manifest yet. You don’t know what affirming and persisting is. You don’t know what self concept is, you don’t know what 3D and 4D means, and you don’t even know who Neville Goddard is. What? Who the hell is that?
❥NOW LET’S START, ALL FROM THE BEGINNING… | “Who the heck is Neville Goddard?” Neville Goddard was a Barbadian writer, speaker, and a spiritual coach. He proposed a law in late 19th and 20th century called the Law of Assumption, and advocated the idea that God is consciousness. Goddard grew up in Barbados and moved to the US as a young adult. He taught various self-help methods, introducing his own claim that the human imagination is all-knowing, therefore God. Neville Goddard’s philosophy explained that imagination creates reality. He taught that whatever you imagine with feeling, no matter how big or small, it will reflect in the world around you (did you hear that? Even a grown ass adult believes it without questioning).
Yeah, that’s all you need to know about him for now, I think.
| “What is the Law of Assumption?” Now, I’m going to hold your hand and say this because it’s so simple, you might think I’m joking. The Law of Assumption states that what you assume to be true about yourself and the world around you will shape your reality. Let that sink in. Read it again. … Again. Again until it clicks in your head. That’s all the law is. Whatever you assume to be true about yourself and the world around you will immediately be reflected into your outer world. No ifs and no buts. It is the LAW. Just like the law of gravity. It cannot fail. It is impossible to fail. The law is working all the time. Whatever YOU believe, will reflect YOUR reality. I want to emphasise that it’s YOUR assumptions that shape YOUR reality. YOU are in charge. Not his, not hers, YOURS.
“If you are willing to act and feel like the person you want to be, reality will reflect that back to you. This is real. Guaranteed. This is law.” - Nada Amari, ‘The world is a mirror’. You will only need two main elements when you discover this law. The 3D and the 4D.
| “Huh? What does 3D and 4D mean?” I will keep this brief and simple. ❧|You encounter the “outer-world” through your senses when you live from the 3D, the fundamental level of consciousness. The 3D world is where we experience our daily lives. The area in which we engage with tangible objects and perceive time as progressing gradually. Our perception of what we see as reality is shaped by the function of our senses in this universe. Think of the gentle touch of your mother’s hand while crossing the street, the sensation of the wind on your hair when you were a child, sitting in the passenger seat for the first time, the sweet taste of a treat you decided to share with a friend.
❧|There is more to life than meets the eye according to the 4D. The 4D is YOUR world. Your creativity. Your comfortable place of imagination. This is the place where you tap into the version of yourself that possesses all of your wants and feel content that everything is yours. Sure, there may be the experiences of “good and bad”, but what gives? You’re the one in charge, right? Thoughts are limitless, and can influence the way reality is experienced. The 3D is what you make it.
Some people may think that what you see in the 3D world is what creates your thoughts in the 4D. That is incorrect. It is not 3D = 4D. It is not 4D > 3D or 4D < 3D. It is simply 4D = 3D. Your outer-world is not fixed; it is fluid, easily adjustable with one simple command.
| “What a rant… Ok so now that I know all that, how do I apply this to the Law of Assumption?” Before you seek 3 million tips from manifestation coaches, panicking at the thought of not knowing what to do, before you dig a rabbit hole for yourself and go on a binge session of reading every single Reddit/Tumblr success stories about how and what the person did to achieve their dreams, let me tell you this firmly and in a straightforward manner: Decide, Affirm, Persist.
| "Now what in the world does THAT mean?!" Keep your hair on! I've got a pretty good guide right here. But, here it a summary of what it means to decide, affirm, persist.
❦STEP 1] DECIDE. Decide what you want. Whatever you want. There is no such manifestation as too big or too small. It all requires the same amount of effort if you choose to view it that way. It can be as simple as manifesting a dollar under your pillow, or as big as seeing a million dollars in your bank account. It can be as cool as manifesting a tattoo on your back, or your dream wardrobe. It can be waking up in a completely different room with Sabrina Carpenter singing ‘A nonsense Christmas’ for you. Spoiler alert… it requires the same amount of effort as manifesting a dollar under your pillow.
Whatever it is, decide.
❦STEP 2] AFFIRM. Affirmations are simple reminders that reassure you that you have what you want. No, you’re not chasing your desire. No, panicking is not the right answer when you “forget to affirm”. Affirmations are as simple as kicking back on the couch lazily going “oh, yeah I have that desire already…” while clicking your tongue in a cocky manner. Repetition is key. Affirm until you embody that version of yourself who already has your desire, because guess what? In your 4D world, you do.
❦STEP 3] PERSIST, PERSIST, PERSIST!!! Persisting in your assumption, put into simple words, being in the state of your desire fulfilled under your desire manifests. Now this step tends to get a bit dicy for some people…
”I’ve persisted enough, yet I don’t see that desire manifest into my 3D world yet!!” ”Where is my desire!?!? Ugh I’ve been persisting for ages!!” ”Do I really have it yet?”
LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER (EEEHHHHHH🚨)!!! That is not persisting. Remember how I said the 3D is fluid and can easily change by your command? DO NOT make the mistake of ‘looking’ for your desire in the 3D world. Don’t rely on something that relies on YOU to change it. The 3D is nothing but a reflection of your past assumptions.
| “But what if my situation doesn’t align with my manifestation?…” When persisting, circumstances do not matter. Read that again. …And again. You manifested those circumstances, you can manifest the opposite the exact same way. Your beliefs shaped those circumstances, they aren’t stuck.
| “Well, seems easy enough…”
Great! Now go manifest.
“…”
... 😁
“…But what if I have doubts? Or I waver?” Well, good news is that you’re not doomed! Doubt means the lack of trust in one’s capability of shifting or manifesting. It is like the subconscious mind's own way of keeping us safe. It recognises that you are trying to do something out of your comfort zone, so it immediately goes "wait, stop, stop, stop! Are you sure this is safe enough? Are you sure you can do this?” Doubts come in like an unwanted thunderstorm on a sunny day, but it eventually passes. Having doubts does not mean oh no, you're done for! You can't manifest anymore! You're human, you're allowed to feel overwhelmed, especially if you're new to this. It's okay to have doubts.
What's NOT okay is to waver and let those doubts get to the best of you. Wavering means going back to your old way of thinking.
Scenario time! To make this easier… Let’s say you want to manifest something big, like getting your desired job. You decide, you affirm, and you persist. In your 4D, you are excited, you are 100% certain that you will get accepted and will make easy money in no time. …But then doubts sink in and then you think “oh… what if they don’t think I’m actually good enough?” As a result, you go back to thinking that you will never get your desired job. That’s wavering, because for one moment you decide that you have something, but then the next moment you decide you don’t.
| "So how do I deal with this?" You simply remind yourself that you are the only one in control of your thoughts. You are the operant power of your reality (again, I’m emphasising YOUR). Put your foot down and remind yourself that manifestation/shifting is not supposed to be a battle between you and your mind. The Law of Assumption cannot fail you. It is working all the time. Once you choose to have something, you have it. Wavering just reverses that, leading you to manifest what you DON’T want.
| “So now that I know all this… I can manifest whatever I want?…” Yes. That’s all. Yay. GO MANIFEST!
Dream face and body rampage
My face and body are absolute perfection. Every detail of my face is flawlessly sculpted to be breathtakingly beautiful. My skin is smooth, radiant, and glowing. My eyes are, captivating, with an absolutely perfect shape. My lips are full and perfectly shaped, complementing my features. Every inch of my face is absolutely mesmerizing, and people can’t help but admire me wherever I go. My face is unforgettable, and everyone is in awe of how beautiful I am.
My body is a work of art. It’s exactly how I want it. Every curve is perfectly placed, and my proportions are flawless. I feel incredible in my body, and it’s impossible not to notice how stunning I look. I feel like I could conquer anything with my dream body because it’s exactly what I’ve always wanted. Every part of me is symmetrical and balanced, creating the most visually pleasing figure.
I’m the girl everyone wants to look like, the one who stands out in any crowd. My beauty is undeniable, and people are constantly drawn to me because of how perfect I look. Whether it’s my flawless face, my perfectly sculpted body, or my radiant energy, I’m the complete package. I can feel the admiration in the air, and I know that I am the ideal of beauty. Every time I look in the mirror, I see the dream version of myself. My features are exactly how I want them, and I feel amazing in my skin. I know I’m the standard of beauty, and I have everything I’ve always dreamed of. My body and face are exactly what I deserve, and I own them. I am stunning, and no one can compare to me. Everyone admires my beauty, and I’m impossible to forget.
trust that everything will fall into place without you forcing it there.
💌 Pick a Pile — How love wants to show up for you right now
Take a moment to pause, breathe, and settle into yourself. Love shows up in so many forms — through people, through memory, through spirit — and today’s reading is all about noticing the way it’s trying to reach you.
Look at the three images below and see which one you’re most drawn to:
🌊 the almost-touch of two hands,
📜 the old letters and photographs,
☁️ the heart-shaped light in the clouds.
Trust your first pull of intuition — that’s the pile with the message meant for you. ✨
🦀FULL MOON IN CANCER 2023 🦀
🤍DO: 1. Clean 🧹 Cancer is the most nurturing of the Zodiac and full moons are a time for release. Give your home a tidy up by both cleaning what needs to be done in the physical and cleansing the energy in the astral.
Do this with smoke + sound such as incense, Palo Santo, singing bowls, Solfeggio Frequencies (Spotify has heaps) or even your own OM mantra. Get loud with it!
2. Self-care 🪷 Nurture self. Honor your body. Face, hair and foot masks, yes please!
Movement drastically helps to shift the emotions within our body’s. After all we are made up of 70% water, the same element as this Full Moon! Slow it down and go for a walk, swim, stretch or yoga flow and don’t forget to stay hydrated. Avoid alcohol!
3. Burn 🔥 Grab your special pen and a piece of paper (or several) and write down anything you want to put behind you, people, places, events, behaviors, literally anything that you want to release back into the abyss.
You don’t need to hold onto this anymore. Burn it.
4. Divination 🔮 When La Lunar is full, her energy beams down on us with incredible strength. The Moon rules Cancer and so she is extra happy in her home sign.
Calling all witches, this is an incredible night for divination and spellwork (Friday evening, as moon is exact Saturday morning).
Grab out your oracle or Tarot and see what the universe has to say.
5. Cry 😭 Cancer is a water sign that makes shit happen. Especially crying. Expect emotions of ALL kind to bubble up and overflow during this lunation.
Use it as an opportunity to release any tears you’ve been blinking back. The ‘festive’ season is finally over and it takes a toll on many of us so right now, just allow yourself to feel fully whatever it is that comes up.
Journaling is extremely beneficial to ground you in unraveling these emotions, and for later reflection.
DONTS ARE CONTINUED IN COMMENTS 🫶🏽
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I looked at my mother because I was a version of my mother. I looked away from my mother because I was a version of my mother. I was me, but I was also her—my mother, and I understood this all too well.
— Nora Lange, "Dog Star", pub. The Rupture (#120)
has anyone noticed lately how black friday deals or any type of "sale" deals aren't actually deals. like i had something on my amazon wishlist that was $19.99 before, and now it's saying it WAS $49.99 but is on sale for $19.99 for a "black Friday deal." as if it wasn't just $19.99 two weeks ago at regular price. like these damn websites atp are straight up lying and trying to trick people into thinking something is on sale/is a good deal when it's not. and this isn't exclusive to that one item or even just amazon. i've been seeing it everywhere. the fuck
There’s a reason why we feel lonely even though we aren’t alone. It’s because loneliness is not about how many friends we have or how many people are in the room with us. It’s a disconnection from others. Being social doesn’t cure loneliness, loneliness comes when there is not a single person close enough to see past the illusion to who we really are and what we really feel inside.
i think urban loneliness is a very fascinating concept and it reminds me of Olivia Laing’s The Lonely City when she talks about how prominent and magnified disconnection becomes even when you are surrounded by people.
in the city, there are thousands of lit windows that peer into homes where connection is happening somewhere else. people everywhere in reach but simultaneously unreachable–unapproachable. the loneliness in the country exists but it is different, it feels like an environmental factor, an ‘outside’ feeling, but here in the city it is pathologised, it is an ‘inner’ issue we usually choose to deal with alone.
the spacial distance in rural areas may be further, but finding companionship is a much more obtainable experience. here in the city we are fooled by proximity. the distance is shorter yet there is still this staggering emotional separation, and in response to feeling that disconnect amongst crowds or communities we tend to reach an apogee that there must be a fault within ourselves; that the loneliness is an incurable chronic condition, or worse: that connection is a possession that only few of us have the skills, luck or knowledge to obtain.
i think this is why we have art and writing as a powerful solution to social dissociation—to quote from OP, being social does not cure loneliness, what cures loneliness is seeing past the illusion of who we really are and our art helps dissolve that illusion.
because it’s not just about talking to people— or simply knowing that they are there. we need to see vulnerabilities and art allows us to do that. we need to see art that normalises ‘atypical’ human experiences, i.e addiction or mental health, because loneliness comes from feeling that we are alone in our experiences, not in our spaces.
Starstruck dreams flicker to life
as she is held in captive sway
by the tides dancing in the oceans of his eyes.
For when the storms of lust and love roil within his gaze
a quaking shiver slides down her weary soul
lighting a signal fire,
burning ever brighter,
within every space the shivers race.
Does he know the power twinned within him as he
opens portals to the dreams that echo faintly in the quietest hollows of her soul.
Rooms filled with once radiant hopes
left to decay within the dusty disappointments of choices made and days long past.
Her mind wanders as the crackling love he feeds
sweeps through her day by day
silently lighting homefires within long boarded up hearths of her heart.
May I pray? Even when I do not know to whom? Will my words go to some god or will they linger, sickening, turning to rot in the air?
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i hope that when i die there will be an apartment with everyone i’ve ever loved in it and we are together always