Softly Unravelling

I write about feelings I’m not sure what to do with. It’s also a place for my thoughts to go that don’t belong anywhere else. 18+, Neurodivergent, Personal blog, TW⚠️

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Confession: I wish and hope that I’ll pass away in my sleep every single night.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

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I tried stippling. I also have never posted any of my drawings before. I’m no artist, it’s just good stress relief. Safe to say stippling isn’t my strong suit.

[cercilia]

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If someone made me this cake I think I’d let them touch my boobs lol. It looks so good

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Today is my birthday. For some reason this makes me sad and I’m incredibly anxious. The thought of having to entertain people today is making me want to cry.

[longhairvixen]

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Comparing your life to other people’s is only going to make you miserable. Focus on yourself.

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Can we normalise not following the same timeline in life as everyone else? There is nothing wrong with being at a different check point in life than your peers. Go at your own pace.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

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I’ve learned to keep it to myself and now I feel like I am drowning.

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Everything is too much and I’m not strong enough to handle it.

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I wish somebody could explain to me why during the day I have zero energy or motivation. I don’t have the urge to do anything but as soon as 8pm comes around I’m all of a sudden creative and get all this energy to be productive. I want to draw, write, clean my house…WHY?! It’s so bad that I end up not being able to sleep until 3am because I can’t stop thinking about the fun stuff I want to do, despite me laying in the dark trying to sleep. The morning comes around and BAM, motivation gone. WHAT IS THAT??

For context I have autism. Not sure if it’s that but it’s super annoying and really stresses me out.

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Reflecting on my past relationships and realising how trash some people really are. May possibly need to vent about it at some point. Not that anyone will see it. I just need to get it off my chest.

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Because it has to be.

[letheyim]

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[longhairvixen]

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Happy new year, everyone!

Remember: Revenge is also a goal!