"art should be treated as passion, not as a chore"

he/him FTM 21 yrs old multifandom (tes skyrim,minecraft,fnaf,dsaf) oc fanatic for life (love my babies) hobby artist NFT,METAVERSE, AI BROS DNI! all i wish if for my mind to be quiet.

[solaramethyst]

I suppose i should clarify, if it wasn't been clear🗣️‼️

I DO NOT and i repeat....

I DO NOT SUPPORT CRYPTO, NFTS ETC KIND OF STUFF!

Please DNI! I cannot stress this enough!!!!!

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I DO NOT CONSENT MY ARTWORKS BEING USED FOR NFTS, OR AI TRAINING PURPOSES!!🗣️‼️‼️‼️

[solaramethyst]

hi hello there, it's been a little while since i posted.

i made this small stop animation of the siblings

for context, atrikus and ulvin are half siblings. ulvin is the bastard child of merundil, born from an affair with an old friend.

ulvin believes he is a burden to the world, and things would have been better if he wasn't born at all. despite his morally grey complex, he cares for atrikus deeply in his own way, even if he struggles to show it, and having a harder time with cracking atrikus cold exterior.

Anyways, i hope yall enjoy it!

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Your average tavern time with the crew✨

Tormak and willhem having the most fun out of it‼️ finally having a soft pillow to rest on instead of a makeshift bed out in the wilderness lifts ones spirits immersely.

One would ask where is the dragonborn? Atrikus has gone to sleep early in this scenario due to some techical problems i encountered. (Either i forgot to save my drawjng after i finished, or clip studio refused to save my progress when i thought i did. Yay.)

Anyways, enjoy the little arts of the rest!

Also here's ulvin and Se'daro having their moments in the tavern as well!

[solaramethyst]

Hi yall❤️

I couldn't post last week even tho i have finished this artwork, but i have come to repair the damage (in time somewhat)

I brough you the whole crew this time, the dragonborn and his group of vagabonds in all their glory!

What are they observing so much? Who knows! You can paint the picture yourself for this one.

But they seem curious about it in their own ways.

Hope yall like them! I will being more on sunday!‼️

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These late night brainstorming is causing tension between the two mer....

And to whom it may concern:

if you are a follower of mine, or someone who enjoyed my content, you might have noticed i have been posting rather rarely lately. i have been unwell mentally, and i have been having a creative block for months because of the overwhelming anxiety of making my drawing meaningful and perfect.

now i decided it has to stop. i want to post weeky, and i want to draw without feeling it like a burden, or scraping the drawing later just because my mind tells me it is trash. whatever the outcome, i will try to heal, and make it work.

thank you for those who sticks around, despite the lack of content.❤️

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Finally finished with the redrawing!

I made many revisions about the little couple and my dear main character himself (dear atrikus❤️)

Their stories are still being thought about. But what i have here rn on the sheets are mostly canon for now.

Hope yall love them as much as i adore them rn! I think they turned out to be quiet good!

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Hey yall🕺

im back from my everlasting hybernation!💥

And i bring yall some thevrundil art bc i missed my favorite toxic tes couple, and its been a while since i posted some actual art here💔🙏

I wanted to finally draw my elder scrolls ocs for a long time.

As yall can see on the pic, Theverion actually has a great talent as an artist. (Too bad this talent is somewhat wasted on him being so evil💔)

But his obsession + posession with Merundil just fueled him to paint him as his songbird and use him as his muse as well.

Heres the without red light version

Hope yall like it❤️

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Day 6 of OCtober bc my fuckass self cannot draw everyday on point🥀💔

+ day 7

Day 6 - pets

Please pardon me for being late once more, doing art after work is a great difficulty, and sometimes as i arrive home i just crash into bed instantly and forget about forcing myself to make the artwork.

But i havent lost the war! Just the battle🥀

But here it is! Yay!

Its actually merundil as young (about the same age as atrikus is!) and his pet hamster, syliva. Shes very adorable, judgemental, and the most trusted creature ever.

- spacer -

Day 7 is a little bit more..depressing. its merundil, realizing how unhappy he is in his marriage with theverion, and seeing how he lsot his spark over the years when trying to play on his favorite instrumental once more...feeling like he lost something...is it true regret? Perhaps. He does not know either.

Day 7 - playing an instrument

And ofc heres the list

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Late! But day 4 of OCtober 💔

Day 4 - magazine cover / poster cover

This was a tough one. I was so tired and mentally burned out to actually think of an idea with the prompt, and i must admit, i didnt do it that day. So i took upon myself after work (i work on weekends too, it is a horible life) i have recovered OCtober, before i could lose it all. I know its a bit late, but please pardon me for this. It is a big step for me to even post this much in so little time, especially with what has been going on with myself.

Thank you for yalls patience🥀❤️

Day 5 is also here❤️

Silly redraw of a meme since day 5 - meme redraw

The original meme:

And also the OCrober itself👌

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Day three of OC-TOBER LETSSS GOOOOO

Day 3 - color palette swap

Yay, we have made it to day 3! Ngl i feel like shit bc im after work and it was hard to start working on the art after 20:00. Its so late at night once more, but its so worth it. I like this challenge a lot, it makes one think of their ocs a lot more, and draw them.

I think i am making a come back, and i am glad to do so. My posting has been better. I mean REALLY BETTER. Much much better.

About the art itself, its ofc our favorite tes couple once more❤️ (theverion and merundil🗣️‼️)

I felt like they are the perfect candinates for this silly prompt, heheh

Anyways, hope yall like them!

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We have made it to day 2 of OC-tober! HUZZAH!

Day 2 - favorite hobby

Anyways, hi, hello, and greetings❤️✨

I'm happy to inform you all that i have finished day 2 piece, and im rlly glad i was able to make it work once more. This really helps getting out of my shell, and honesty, my procastination is much more fightable with prompts to consider in my drawings.

I had a few ups and downs with this one. First i rhought i needed to make it my hobby and draw the oc into that, so i struggled with that, scrapping works i didn't deemed good enough.

Then it snapped. Ofc it meant the oc's hobby. So i chose atrikus, and his most simple hobby, reading and researching/studying.

Gods, he looks so much like his father here (neither party would be happy about this info, neither theverion, or atrikus lol)

Anyways, i hope yall like him!❤️

[solaramethyst]

Yay first day of october! (Which means drawing time!)

I actually cannot believe i was able to finish this piece in time, good lord💀

Day one - redesign old oc

I actually took atrikus old design that i scrapped many moons ago, and redesigned it competely with a vision i already had for a potential character.

And thus, Zuvundil was born! HUZZAH!

°- small lore drop if any interested -°

Zuvundil is a reowned mage who has been cursed with madness upon opening and reading an elder scroll, thanks to his insatiable hunger for knowledge. He mostly speaks in third person (especially when feral or manic) but when aware and somewhat in control (rare case) his speech mannerism is normal. He has ticks all the time, mostly around the eye. He was also blinded by the curse, so he uses magic to navigate his surroundings.

- his lore is not canon yet, may change due to rethinking. Its so late at night (gods...)

Anyways i hope yall like him ❤️

[solaramethyst]

I doubt atrikus tolerates his crew very well....

Anyways hi gang, i bring you this silly little animatic today ^^ i heard the audio and immidately thought of them lol

Btw srry for being dead, its been a while ik.

Btw, if i haven't announced it yet, atrikus is gonna the dragonborn in my comic, instead of wryem. Wryem is gonna be the romantic interest and an important character on the sidelines.

I made this decision since i felt atrikus more closer to me than wlyrem.

Hope yall like it!

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Had some free time on my hands and decided to make silly meme doodles with my tes oc otp✨

Here are the original images if somebody want to do the same😂😂

I had a blast making these with them tbh, i will prob make more!

Btw this is a reflection of an au where merundil would have had a more loud reasoning voice in his head 😔🤚

Anyways, enjoy!

[solaramethyst]

the second suggestion done as well <3

for context i had a small suggestion story post on instagram, where my followers there could suggest characters and ocs for me to draw, so i can get out of my artblock and fight my procastination.

this time the suggestion was Thranduil from lord of the rings, the elven king himself.

i must say, i love the character, although i am not much into the fandom itself, or the movie/book lore.

but i hope yall like him! enjoy!

[solaramethyst]

done a fun suggestion based art ^^

the first suggestion was foxy the pirate fox, so i dig up my old nostalgia, went back to my fnaf roots, and made a design of him <3

the suggestion idea box was on my instagram ,where people could suggest characters that they wish for me to draw. the original contept of this was to force me to draw, to get myself out of my shell and my declining mental health.

i hope yall like him! <3 there's two more suggestion on their way soon!

wonder who is he looking at with such burning hatred?....

[solaramethyst]

Hello my mutuals and my fellow followers (or potential followers💞)

Got some happy news today for yall.

Yall won't need to starve no more for content! Cuz I have decided that i wish to battle my depression and my procastination, i have grown weary of always feeling like i want to die.

So, here is the plan that i wish to put in motion.

I am going to post content every two days pior, on every week.

Hope yall doin good!