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Random thought

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to live in a world without judgement. To wake up and not genuinely care about making life altering mistakes. Loving the wrong person, wasting time in a dead end career. 

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Chakra

your kisses make goosebumps burst to the surface of my arms 

I love the feel of your finger tips grazing my thighs 

your smile raises mine 

your voice so sexy 

I'm yours 

Fire burns between us bounding us together

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Invisible

My flesh sprinkles into the air as I walk down the dark Gotham streets Like I never existed Pollution fills my lungs like the ash I’m losing myself Like I never existed People see through me Ears death to my cries Eyes blind to the tears that flood my skin No one feels me I weep behind a smiling face to keep Everyone happy I’m alone in a world that wants me to be strong

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You

Innocence burn in the embers of your desires Your eyes scanning my choco skin Questions race through my mind while the heat rises Your hands squeeze my neck My eyes are shut Afraid to meet your gaze Your lips on mine defies everything that makes sense Your tongue part my lips erasing my memories of the bad times I’m so lost in you Lips so soft makes me weak You awaken what I thought was gone

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in a dark place

sinking in the debts of my worst nightmares 

suffocating

sobbing endlessly behind a smile 

chest caving in 

unable to hold the weight of this despair 

im falling into myself but no one hears my screams

secrets weighing my feet down into the quicksand

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baby

when you touch me like that you take me places

my heart plunges when you kiss me

lips so soft

hands rough 

calluses scrape my cheek when you slap me 

I gasp for air as you go deep in my womb making me submit to you

you break me 

you push me

you make me lose myself into you 

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shamelessly seeking answers

trying to piece together the puzzle

who to love

who to trust

I give you my body 

sacrificed my pride to make you feel whole

ignored the voices in my head trying to stay a good girl

but who the fuck cares?

I give you my heart but you fill my head with twisted riddles to keep me 

under your spell

manipulating the nice girl to keep your dick wet.

why do I keep making the same mistakes?

loving the wrong people

losing my mind 

my identity

my self worth

taking you back over and over

repeating the heartbreak cycle.

I wanna leave you so bad

just to be me again 

release me

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I give you everything and yet you give me nothing. 

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why do I feel alone when you're right beside me?

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Sometimes the right thing to do is the wrong thing... And I know I'm doing the right thing...

True Blood

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Some day it won’t hurt so bad..

True Blood

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I've lost the use of my heart But I'm still alive

Soldier of love- Sade

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Why would u call this love when u knew that it wasn't?

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I'm a woman now.😬😊

I do what I want with no apologies.

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One of the hardest things I have to learn is how to deal with disappointment.

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Broken.

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All them other niggas lame, and you know it now When a real nigga hold you down, you supposed to drown⚡️🍓🍦🎵