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[lowlycolbs]

*one very very minor inconvenience occurs* oh, that sucks. i should probably go kill myself now

[gummi-stims]

Functional 3D printed houseplants from forgecore on tiktok!

[sploogeduck]

i wish you would hate me, because then i wouldn’t feel so guilty about killing myself

[a-little-less-than-okay]

[somdere]

I dont know why I'm still here anymore.

[sometimeshappysleepy]

scattered gibberish i'm sure

the problem with being depressed is that it shrinks you. suddenly everything is impossible. i have faith in nothing it all seems so far away and unreal.

when i was a child i thought we would all die in 5 years. 5 years was simply an eternity to my mind so of course we would. i wasn't sad or scared about it. it came from the perspective of someone who saw the world as expansive.

now that world is a vice that sticks to my ever shrinking self. i can't see past it. i can't see past my own nose.

[serializing]

theeasternphilosophy on ig

[aprplciti]

Tumblr aesthetic girls give u reasons not to kill yourself like turtles, cake, sunshine, flowers, new shoes & 100 more pointless things that a depressed person wouldn’t give a fuck or a damn about.

[littlelillycatsworld-deactivate]

I fucking wish I died the first time around

[somdere]

I give up

[somdere]

Depression is being so lost and crying for help; everyone else thinks your bitching is too annoying to care

[ughitsniya]

i have no motivation in anything. not even living

[sometimeshappysleepy]

i'm a stick figure in an HD world

i think if i disappeared no one would notice or be particularly affected. and that's sad enough, but what's terrifying and tragic is that i don't think i would notice. i'm so empty.

[ihatewhoiam6]

I hate who I am

[foxlungz]

Sucks that I’m forever stuck in a body that I hate

[sweet-but-cynical]

I'm worthless. I'm unlovable. I'm a burden. I'm a problem. I doubt I'll ever recover. I just don't want to be alive and in pain anymore.

[tearsfallout]

sorry for the inactivity again