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✶ name's mal.
✶ he/hymn/daze/void/decay
✶ i'm a weirdo fag and i'm making it everybody's problem.
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✶ system host. not necessarily a human being but still a person. don't ask me how many of us there are i dont know.
✶ godkin? fictive? introject? in need of psychiatric care? yes. and also a kind of bunnies, a vampire and 2 different kinds of devastating disease. much joys.
✶ i am a being of suffering eternal but i am also very niceys and friendly.
✶ i made my source btw. it bends to my whims and i like it that way. im very evil about it.
✶ physically disabled. i have pots and suspected hypermobile eds + me/cfs.
✶ if it wasn't obvious i do have memory issues.
✶ as far as sicknesses of the mind go, i have gad + agoraphobia, cptsd and did as well as suspected bpd, npd and stpd. i experience psychosis and derealizaton a bit but fuck it we ball.
✶ oh and im also autistic if it wasnt painfully clear.
✶ i don't know what im doing half the time. i'm really bad at being a person.
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✶ i'm a sci-fi and horror author/artist and according to my friends i'm pretty good at what i do. hooray.
✶ i aspire to make weird comics and weird graphic novels and weird cartoons and weird movies. mostly i dream.
✶ oh i have a couple bands with my friends. we're not doing much yet but we will be.
✶ i make jewelry. mostly kandi. arts and crafts are a passion of mine.
✶ also a big fan of doing stuff and things.
✶ the normalest yume ever btw. trust me on this one.
✶ main project is my kickass eltingville club fanfic that im working on with my friends. its gonna be so cool i promise. also my main comic.
✶ secondary projects include many things such as more comics and my memoir that will be out in a little less than 13 years give or take.
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✶ my main interest is the eltingville club. it has been the eltingville club for a little over a year now and it will probably be the eltingville club forever. my favorite boy is all of them but specifically jerry. i can say that they aren't real. oh and also axolotls ask me anything about axolotls i can answer all of your axolotl questions.
✶ my secondary interest rotates a lot. right now its star trek. its gonna be star trek for a while. i really fucking like star trek. im gonna watch all of it be prepared.
✶ other things i like in no particular order include postal, the legend of zelda, magic the gathering(still a beginner), gummo, black christmas(1974), marble hornets, everymanhybrid, deep red, salad fingers, daria, invader zim and also cult of the lamb.
✶ i hope you guys know that the above bullet took an embarrassingly long time to finish because i tend to forget the things that i like.
✶ my favorite band is korn. my second favorite band is the sisters of mercy.
✶ other bands i like are kmfdm, tool, type o negative, deftones, slipknot, linkin park, static x, system of a down, stone temple pilots, matchbox twenty, nirvana, weezer, miss construction, limp bizkit, siouxsie and the banshees, bauhaus, joy division, molchat doma, the cure, the bloodhound gang and others.
✶ i'm a helpol btw. the theoi are awesome shout out the theoi.
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✶ pretend i'm tapdancing. i don't know how to tapdance but pretending is fun.
✶ my other main blog. hooray.
✶ my strawpage will be here eventually.
✶ ask me questions. i don't bite nor can i bite through the internet.

















