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IM ONE YEAR SEIZURE FREE!!!!!
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Hi, OP, hope you don't mind my rambling texts to my husband about this art because I've been having feelings about it since yesterday and I've been talking about it since yesterday.
this is literally so flattering thank you😭🙏 i love when people notice the little details i put into my art and id almost forgotten about this piece, it’s been so long
This is an AMAZING piece
Apothecary Diaries is so funny. The ladies in waiting look at Maomao and are like ohmigosh a poor adorable abused puppy we must smother her in love and teach her our ways 😍 and the concubines are all like she saved my life and she saved my baby and she's so brave and smart and we love her so much and jinshi and everyone else is heart eyes about her and meanwhile Maomao is like el chupacabra in the corner barfing up goat bones
Time to cleanse my space with bubbles and draw weird shit on my wall to honor The Traveler
May chaos reign 😈
The rise of doctors describing functional or psychogenic symptoms as "not real" symptoms should genuinely disturb everyone.
It harms those with functional/psychogenic symptoms, because yes, the symptoms are real, regardless of a lack of organic cause. They aren't lying or faking them, they're just not organic in nature.
And even if you don't give a shit about individuals with those types of symptoms (you should), it should still worry you if you're disabled, especially if you're a part of another marginalised group (especially women tbh). You're more likely to be assumed to have functional/psychogenic symptoms, and if doctors believe you do, they won't test for other stuff, or only do very basic tests. Like having any kind of functional/psychogenic diagnosis or suspected diagnosis on your records will hinder any other attempts to seek medical help because everything gets blamed on that, even if (like me!) you have proof that there's other stuff going on (eg positive test results). This means that you can be very definitely physically organically ill, and still be refused tests and treatments based on assumptions.
And then when those symptoms get labelled as "not real"...well, suddenly those with functional/psychogenic problems are basically being called liars, fakers, etc, and can't get the help they need to a, recover/improve, and b, get the support they need whilst/when they have symptoms. (And hey, guess what, if you have neither of those things, you're not gonna get better and may in fact get worse!) And those who've just been assumed to have them are going to get labelled increasingly as liars and fakers as they get increasingly sicker from the "not real" symptoms, risking long term damage from the "not real" symptoms.
(Post inspired by a conference I went to in which an actual doctor stood up in front of hundreds of people and described how it's hard to tell if a teenage girl with anxiety has real stomach pain or not. Because if your stomach hurts from anxiety, it's actually fake, the pain doesn't exist I guess.)
I cannot tell you how often I’ve been mocked, scoffed at, and told in faking or lying just because my seizures aren’t caused by epilepsy. Because of the twitches I have as a result of my stroke. Because who cares if I drop mid-sentence and begin to seize, or that my vein is so compressed I’m not getting blood back to my heart and brain, I’m a woman with anxiety and I’m slightly overweight so clearly I just need to keep taking antidepressants and stop calling for help, something the hospital legitimately told me to do. I’m getting worse and worse and only two doctors even take me seriously at this point and are willing to help me get the help I need. And I can’t even begin to tell you how much that fucking hurts. Everyone should be concerned about the state of the medical system, now more so than ever.
Austin Powers is an Aphrodite kid. No, I won’t elaborate.
Vision had it right when they said “what is grief, if not love persevering”.
It’s been four years since I’ve lost my uncle. One of the best people I’d ever known. Everyone always joked saying I was his kid, and he always treated me like I was. He was caring, hard working, and brave, he didn’t take shit from anyone. He was funny, and honest. He was a good man who was gone too soon. It’s his birthday today. And even after four years, it still feels so fresh. I didn’t think it could still feel like it happened only a few months ago. Most days I’ve made my peace with it, but June is always the hardest month. So many milestones I wanted to share with him he didn’t get to see. So many things I wish I could tell him, show him. So many things I never got to say. So many times I wish I could get one last hug, or one last laugh with him. And all I have left is a pillow, a painting, a few photos, and my memories. And in the midst of the grief, of the pit in my chest that never fully goes away, there’s love. And I’m grateful that he was in my life. That I grew up with him, that I got to share as much as I did with him. And that deep down, he knew how much he meant to our family.
So yeah, what is grief if not love persevering? The grief may come and go, but I’ll never forget him. Happy birthday Uncle Dave. I’ll play Tuesdays gone for you. I’ll keep going because I know you’d want me to, despite all of the shit going on. And I hope that somewhere on the other side, you’re having a good birthday. I love and miss you Uncle Dave.
Deities for Disabled Worshippers
If you’re disabled, chronically ill, or mentally ill, Lord Hephaestus is (of course) a great deity to build a relationship with. Still, many Gods can be worthwhile to reach out to for many things related to disability. Hermes- Can assist with communication with medical providers, payment for medical bills and medication, safe traveling (especially for those of us who use mobility aids!), fertility treatment or reproductive care, finding lost items due to brain fog, and especially for terminally ill people and those of us with life expectancy-limiting conditions: navigating into and through the afterlife. Apollo- Assisting with healing and recovery, mental health therapy, physical therapy, occupational therapy, treatments, medication, using art and music as a coping skill, and getting adequate and safe exposure to sunlight. Asclepius- Following treatments and therapies, taking medication, help accessing medical care, safe surgeries, researching medical conditions, etc. Asclepius is the son of Apollo and he represents the healing aspect of the medical arts; he was married to Epione (ηπιος, “soothing”) she personified the care needed for recovery. His daughters, the “Asclepiades”, are: Hygieia (“Health, Healthiness”), Iaso (from ἴασις “healing, recovering, recuperation”, the goddess of recuperation from illness), Aceso (from ἄκεσις “healing”, the goddess of the healing process), Aegle (“brightness,” or “splendor” the goddess of good health) and Panacea (the goddess of universal remedy). His sons, Machaon and Podalirius were highly skilled surgeons and medics during the Trojan war, and his son Telesphorus “the accomplisher” or “bringer of completion” was a little person, and in some myths, a child and minor God of healing from illness, particularly for children who frequently accompanied Hygieia. Many of these related deities might be more helpful for navigating specific circumstances! Psyche- Goddess of the soul, can assist with overall wellness Hypnos- Sleep and relaxation, insomnia and painsomnia, following good sleep hygiene, addressing nightmares and night terrors Hestia- Being homebound, creating a safe environment at home, accessibility within the home Dionysus- For matters concerning mental health, mad pride, celebration, intoxication, using substances to manage symptoms Thanatos- Beneficial for those of us with life-limiting and terminal conditions, death positivity, navigating suicidal ideation, transitioning into end-of-life and hospice care, writing advanced directives Hades- Particularly helpful for those of us with life-limiting and terminal conditions, death positivity, navigating suicidal ideation, transitioning into end-of-life and hospice care, writing advanced directives This is a non-exhaustive list, I personally feel that your relationship with any deity and your experiences of disability can be intertwined in endless ways! Feel free to add others in the replies!
Actually I do love with Legally Blonde that "what, like it's hard?" is a blatant lie, Elle worked her ass off to get her LSAT and to get into Harvard, there's never any indication in the narrative that she has any magic ability to do law, she's very intelligent but more importantly she is is deeply dedicated to what she cares about. It's always a story about really hard work, it's never about coasting on talent.
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Dang, I gotta start feelin’ better about myself.
This includes having confidence in yourself and your abilities.
This includes having
confidence in yourself and
your abilities.
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
I’m trying so hard, Mr.Rogers.
Hephaestus is such an under appreciated god in modern times, I imagine because people only associate him with blacksmithing and forges. I propose we all file ‘disability’ and ‘working class people’ under his domain as well.
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It did. Thanks for asking.
Maybe its the Witch in me, but a little part of me always wants it to be Raining
Yes my warlock is 8 int.
Yes, she has an unhealthy idolization of her patron and alarming memory issues.
Yes she hates the material plane and just wants to go back to the pretty and fun feywilds.
Yes her patron is Jeff the Golden Bloom, Archfey of Confusion and Wonder. And YES he wears the most revealing, flamboyant, and flashy clothes imaginable in a palace of grandeur that he may or may not have gotten built on the basis of a trick.
killer mighty nein quotes that live in my head, all these years later
I've never seen a group of people more in need of a good time
You were always a better dancer than me, Astrid
what's the best lie you've ever told?
eyes never shut
shine bright, circus man
I wait
I do not disengage
Edith, where is my son?
we are of the Empire, but we are no friends of the Empire
No more children on the pyre
someday, someone will pray for a miracle, and their prayer will be answered because you will be there
would you like to share a cupcake with me?
you were not born with venom in your veins
you sound like all of us, welcome to the mighty nein
pain doesn't make people
I hope that someone will mourn you, when you are gone
Race you to the top
Time. It takes time
I was made to put this shit down
You love her and you're killing her
Whatever was there. They've earned it. Put it back
I'm so used to seeing the world in shades of grey but it's so much more beautiful in all the shades of colour
Thanatos, rock the boat
Charon, keep us afloat
Hermes, lead the way
Hades, have final say
Persephone, welcome back
Melione, walk in the black
Hecate, guards the night
Makaria, guards what’s right
Oh, lead us not astray
We’ve paid the coin and walked the way
For our Gods are deathless, old
And we do as we are told