I finally finished my boots one-shot. Thus is a labor of love and i abused my thumb typing this on my phone. But i regent nothing.
This was me trying to 'fix' boots and give Sullivan a chance at a happy ending.
Name: What do I have to do? Get a tattoo?
Wordcount: 21K
Warnings: none - general audiance
Tags: fix-it, one shot, brotherly bonding, elaborate plans
Summery: Cameron punched Ray in the face and while he was away at the infirmary, he has to make a trip to the main office where he overhears a conversation between Sullivan and Captain Fajardo.
Something about a tattoo and an investigation.
Now Cameron wants to help. He isn't the kind of man to leave a 'fellow gay' as his inner self put it, in danger and save just himself.
This results in an eight man elaborate plan.
Note: In order to read this I suggest you suspend your disbelief in fact don't just suspend it, hang it high and let it die.
Timelines where stretched and twisted a bit to fit the events in this fic but i did my best to keep it as reasonable as possible.
Also this isn't explicitly Cameron/Sullivan but there are a few throw away lines that can lead there if i ever wanted to write a sequel or something.
If I had a nickel for every time I felt protective over a snarky, emotionally guarded Eastern European teenage boy with a dead mom, an asshole dad that later dies resulting in very bittersweet and complicated feelings, and an affinity for deflowering a shy nerdy boy with freckles, parading around with a girl named Svetlana in front of him/sending mixed signals, and then slowly (painfully slowly) falling in love with him after years of a messy on again-off again relationship that included a ton of sex, sneaking around, a dad walking in on them, his boyfriend acquiring a beard after trying to date and then becoming best friends with a woman, and a slow transition from calling each other by their last names to their first names...
I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's weird it happened twice.
Here is the second chapter update of my short fic The lavender marine. It was originally 3 parts but now i added another part.
Here we finally get to see Sullivan for the first time and he is for a whiplash.
Name: The Lavender Marine
Tags: for general audiences - Sullivan and OC platonic - Sullivan/Williams haunting the narrative
Summery: Senior drill instructor, Staff sergeant Robin Harriosn comes from a long line of marines dating back to the day the corpse was founded. Everyone in her family is a marine and the one man who is not, married a marine.
She is a career driven woman who aspires to go to officer candidacy school and become one of the few female generals of her time.
But it appears that misogynistic ideals of a few old white men, dictate that she must make herself into a likable image through marriage.
If only she could find a husband who was just as career driven. A husband who would never want her as a woman, never expect children and for the most part left her to achieve greatness on her own.
There should be at least one man around who would be amenable to that? Right?
An incomplete, short chapter of an fic idea that went nowhere. But i still liked the first chapter that i wrote so i am still posting it here.
Sergeant Liam Sullivan x Sergeant Elijah Moore (OC)
PRETTY SERGEANT:
00.
How did it come to this? How did any of this happen? The events of the past few months are all a blurry mess. From his desertion into the swamps, his arrest and his trial. The dismissal of the accusations and his psych evaluation and now his...punishment.
Fajardo deemed him at risk, in a compromised state of mind and she decided he needed a baby sitter. How laughable. He was recon. He had a silver star. He didn't need a babysitter. Just discharge him with whatever dignity he had left. But no, they put him back on limited duty, with some new guy who was transferred from his duty station in Germany.
He didn't want to deal with this new guy. He was already dealing with too much shit. Aaron's arrest on his account of fraternization made news and more details of his investigation showed that, Liam was one amongst many lower rank enlisted across all marine and navy bases that Wilkinson had gone to. He nearly ruined his own life, ruined his career just to find out the man he loved, just really really had thing for blue eyed enlisted. There was even a corporal. Still wet behind the ears and apparently not even gay. He was just to scared to say no to an officer, the reports said. Liam felt sick. Disgusted with himself and all the emotions he felt for Aaron that turned out to be worthless.
But as if his inner turmoil wasn't enough, Fajardo tied his leash to that of Sergeant Elijah Moore. A young man who was very quickly turning out to be the bane of Liam's existence.
Moore was, for the lack of a better word, absolutely breathtakingly gorgeous. Liam hated how he was once again reduced to some teenager who couldn't put a lid on his senses. But Moore made it very hard to not notice certain things.
For the first time, in a long time Liam was once again noticing things that he hadn't bothered to look at. Gray eyes surrounded by long lashes and dark brows always in some sort of half hearted frown. A face always darkened by five o'clock shadow no matter how freshly shaven it was. Plump lips pulled into a grin and adorned with dimples. And that's just the man's face. Desert tanned and grinning like a jackal. Moore looked smug in a defiant and boyish in a charming way. And Liam does his best to not even think about Moore's body. Which is very difficult considering how now they share a room in the barracks. His body is build like a god and it is painful to watch. Hardened muscles, scars from combat zones all over his lean torso and arms. The contorsion and tension of the flesh throughout every pushup. And the scent. His scent. Like musk and gun oil and fresh soil and a meadow after rain. He smelled like a jungle a marine would operate in.
Liam wanted to bang his head on a wall everytime Moore would walk passt him freshly out of the shower. It was unbearable. He couldn't stop his treacherous eyes from looking, noticing, the very narrow waist that lead to broad shoulders and strangely curved hips. Liam couldn't help but notice the long neck, the bony nose and the veiny hands that gripped his own arm during training. But he hated himself the most when his mind would zero in on large dark nipples and the line of curled hair leading down and into the towel or when his depraved mind would conjure visions of those tones hairy legs around his waist.
He deserved to be discharged. Hell, he deserved to be cut and flayed and left for dead. His depraved mind should not suffer a day more to live.
It didn't help that Moore seemed to have it out for Liam. From his affectionate smiles, squeezing of Liam's shoulders or the sly smiles he would send him. Every training exercise seemed more than it should have been, every grappling more intimate and even eye contact seemed too much.
Liam was a weak willed man, he concluded. First it had been whatever escapades he had as a private, then it was Wilkinson who's wound still bled every night and now Moore and his pretty smile and his pretty eyes and the way his hips saunters as he walks around the base.
"This is a nightmare." He grumbled into his palm.
"What's a nightmare?" Asks sergeant Callahan. A middle aged, good natured man who worked all of his career in administration.
"Nothing. Just....everything." Liam said laying his forehead on the desk.
"I know desk duty is horrible compared to what you were doing before. But admin duty is the infrastructure of the military. If paperwork isn't done correctly than men who need supplies and support won't be getting it." He said with an all too cheerful tone. "Try to be a little more like pretty boy there, see how perfectly fine he is with paperwork. It's dull work but it's work nonetheless."
Pretty boy. That was Moore's nickname between the men on base. They took one look at him and just called him sergeant pretty boy and he smiled and played into the name. Like that name wasn't incriminating or didn't have implications.
The first day he met his new temporary colleagues, as Fajardo promised if he improved in his state of mind he could go back to being a DI, the conversation in the Rec room had been about some fruit salad someone's wife made for one officer or another and it led to the usual marines talk of dicks, dick sucking and faggots. A hot topic Liam had realized.
As a gay man himself, not that anyone here knew, even he didn't discuss dicks as much as these supposedly straight soldier. And he had gone to an actual gay club, had a gay hookup and had been in a gay relationship. He had had actual gay sex and dick sucking wasn't brought up this much. It was....a strange thing, the marines. Of course the natural conclusion to fruit salad would be how fruity some poor young lieutenant is.
One thing led to another and they spoke about Elijah, Eli, Moore as the bases most beautiful sergeant. Liam didn't even know him at the time and he was dutifully quiet drinking his coffee as he listened to older admins. Some staff sergeant laughed that Moore has half those 'cock sucking officers' drooling after him. His words not Liam's. The jeers and jokes went all the way until someone boldly claimed lusting after the young sergeant wasn't even gay on account that he was too beautiful to be real. Liam almost thought it was prank of some kind. Trying to goad him into speaking and outing himself.
His thoughts were tossed aside when the most beautiful young man he had ever seen walked into the Rec room with a sauntering stride and a cocky confidence of someone who knows a secret. Apparently that was Elijah Moore. And yes. Liam right then agreed, that no matter what anyone said, being attracted to Moore had nothing to do with sexuality and everything to do with how the man leaned against the doorframe and gave the room the marines equivalent of bedroom eyes with a smirk. "Ey, boys. Having fun without me?"
"There he is. Paris Island's own pretty sergeant." Hawthorne said saluting him with his coffee. "We were just talking about you."
"Singing songs of my beauty, i hope?" Moore says as he pushes himself off the doorframe and come to look into the fridge.
"Oh absolutely." Said Callahan reassuringly. "Tony here was saying all sorts of things about your beauty."
"Warms my heart." Moore laughed. His laughter, much to Liam's dismay was manly and melodic like sounds of harsh waves against a rocky shore. Harsh, rough, booming and still like a song. "Hey where's my fruit salad?"
"That shit was yours?" Michaelson said in suprise. "Thought some officer's housewife made it?"
"Why would an officer put his chow in the Rec room fridge? They don't share it with us meer enlisted plebians." Moore snorted.
"Why the fuck are you even eating that shit? What happened to some good burgers or shit?" Lukes says with his beer that he definitely wasn't supposed to have.
"Insulting my choice of food now old man?" Moore huffed as he practically sprawled over the couch like some lazy house cat. A lazy house tiger maybe. "I'll have you know my physique is a result of healthy diet. Such as the humble fruit salad." He says and leans back onto Callahan's side like some overfriendly pet and Callahan fidgets to get his arm up and over the couch back rest allowing Moore to slide down onto the croock of his arm.
The sight made Liam's eyes bulge out of his head, such forward display would certainly get unwanted attention. One snarky remark or nasty side eye would be all it takes for rumors to go around. Rumors that would lead to an investigation. Liam, right there, made a promise to himself to stay away from Moore as much as possible.
"Careful now Eli, don't get too comfy with me son, i don't want half the base jealous." Callahan huffed a laugh and nudged Moore's head.
"But your beer gut is the most comfortable out of everyone here." Moore whined.
"Careful now Moore, mrs. Callahan isn't as forgiving as you might think. Even for a face as pretty as yours." Johnson warned with a mouth full of cold hot dogs and mustache filled with mustard.
"Excuse me? I AM the missus Callahan here." Moore laughed with no care in the world. He held a strawberry up in Callahan's direction and the man took a bite out of it liking Eli's fingers.
"Nope. You the mistress." Johnson deadpanned.
And Elijah, as if insulted kicked his leg in Johnson's direction. "How dare you. Matty, are you going to let him talk to me that way?" He whined at Callahan.
"Andy, don't piss off the pretty boy. We need him to like us." Callahan said as his shoulders bounced with laughter. "Plus, Caroline knows pretty boy is out of my league."
"Hell yeah he is." Lukes snorted. "Boy has every officer drooling for a good old inspection play. Why would he waste time with us down the chain when he can have a colonel." Everyone laughed at that. And Liam felt sick to his stomach. He couldn't understand what he was seeing or what he was hearing. He guessed everything was fine if they all thought it was funny, he told himself. Just some crude gallows humor of a bunch of bored marines.
But what caught his eye suprised him. Gone was Elijah's loose and bouncy demeanor. He no longer had his head hanging to the side or his legs bouncing from the other side of the couch. No, now he was all stiff and hard and brittle. In one swift motion he sat straight and leaned forward like a crouched tiger with his fangs bared and his claws ready. All of his hard trained muscles coiled, ready to pounce. And his face, god his face was somehow a thousand times more beautiful in anger. His brows knitted together in rage, his pale gray eyes like a stormy snowy afternoon and his lips curled into a snarl. "I don't fraternize with officers." He spat with such dripping hate that everyone were taken aback with his venom.
"Alright. Alright. Sorry man." Luke held his hands up too suprised to come up with anything better.
"And that's enough of that." Callahan says good naturally patting Elijah on his back. "Break is over boys. Back to admin." He pats his knees and gets up and practically ushers everyone out. Liam realizes that was his way of tactfully defusing the potential conflict. A small part of him, a part that wasn't confused by what he saw, grew a newfound respect for the older man and his polite social ways.
"Come on Liam, to the desk we go." He said happily and ushered jim out. "Sorry i couldn't properly introduce you to everyone but the Rec room gets busy like this. You'll have time to meet everyone plenty." He says as they walk to the small officer he and Callahan now shared.
"What was....that?" Is all his brain can make out and he instantly regrets it.
"Hmm? Oh yes. Sorry. You're not used to Moore and the boys mess around." He says sheepishly as he sets himself onto his old chair. The poor, old thing creaks under Callahan's heavy weight. "Moore is...well, Elijah is Elijah. He jokes around. He's good at keeping moral high."
"He isn't your usual admin type." Liam said with hesitation. "I mean....."
"Oh, that's because he isn't. He is actually a sniper." Callahan smiles in understanding. "From what I've gathered, he's been at it for a while and chose to be on administration duty for a few months as a change of scenery."
"Why?" Liam asked. He genuinely couldn't undeserving why would anyone willingly choose to do admin duty. He meant no offence to Callahan or any of the other guys but as a marine, admin duty was hardly anything exiting. Not to mention a waste of training.
"Well, he's got a kill count higher than his social security number. Boy comes in and says needs to not see dead people for a few months before he goes back to it again and since he's got a list of commendations longer than his height, command says sure son and here he is. Playing pencil pusher. Not that I'm complaining, always good to have more hands on the keyboard." Callahan informs Liam as he pulls out whatever files he needs then.
"I see." Liam says with hesitation. He's still not sure. Moore is a mystery to him still and the display he saw? He wasn't sure if it was some sort of crass joke or a hint at something more. He wasn't sure whichever would be better.
"I reckon you got a bit spooked with how he just gets cuddly with everyone?" Callahan uses a pen to scratch behind his ear.
"Just...didn't expect it. Is all." Great Liam, the closeted gay marine was being accused of bigotry and homophobia. Well...with the way he had been acting, maybe they weren't far off. He still felt a bit offended.
"No worries son, Moore is just a jokester is all. Boy plays the fruit cake role well. Makes the boys laugh. Everyone knows nothing comes out of it. Boy is as right as rain in all. Good kid. Just cuddly is all. We just chalk it up to him being a big tough sniper, let him get away with it. Its all fun and games." Callahan explains and smiles. "The missus likes him too, he always brings good champagne and flowers on barbecues. Wife hopes our sons to grow up like him."
"She likes him that much?" Liam asks intrigued. It seemed Moore was accepted enough to be introduced to the family. That meant something important.
"Oh yeah. Always brings toys and tells them cool stories and play with them whenever he comes around. Helped my joey with bullies." Callahan praises. But then his smile fades and he roles his chair to Liam's desk. "But enough of that now, this ain't a sowing circle. We need to go over documents B67 and file them correctly. Remember these are important documents pertaining resources, we do them wrong and someone doesn't get vest, then they shot."
And that was cue for Liam to go back to his extremely mind-numbingly boring new duty of filing paperwork. But still, in the back of his mind, he still thought of the pretty sergeant and how he had so casually done something most people would get punched for.
And that, was the story of how Liam Sullivan met Elijah Moore for the first time. Had he known his life would intertwine with Moore's he would have prepared himself sooner. Not that anything he could do would fully prepare him for the tidal wave that was Elijah Moore and his sauntering hips.
01.
Elijah's skin was always hot. It was an undisputed fact that Elijah Moore's body ran hotter than a furnace and there were those who swore they had seen the man emit steam off of his skin in winter times. It made him be able to casually wear his PT shorts in the rain and snow with little to no care. It was was also what made Liam Sullivan want to kill himself every time they trained.
Hand to hand combat training with Elijah had quickly turned into a den of vipers. Each time the burning hot fingers of Sergeant Moore made contact with Liam's own colder ones he felt like he was being bitten by a hoard of venomous vipers.
Note 2: this work is written with a Gender Neutral partner in mind and it can be applicable for both male and female.
A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)
Sort of a nervous wreck. Constantly checks in. Is he cuddling enough? Is he cuddling not enough? Is his partner hungry? Thirsty? Tired? In need of back rub? Was he rough? Was he too much? He might try and hide the fact that he's nervously trying to figure out what to do but he isn't that good at hiding it.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of their partners)
He is a thigh man through and through. Legs, thighs, calfs. Toned muscles build through regular running or other work out. He drools like a cartoon character.
C = Cum (Basically, anything to do with cum)
He has mixed feelings about it. On one hand he loves to watch it drip from his partner or coat their skin. On another hand he blushes like an idiot and feels embarrassed by liking such 'perverted' or 'strange' things.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Breeding kink. He has very dirty fantasy of starting his own family and get his partner barefoot and pregnant at home. One kid in the belly, one on the arm and a few running around. He doesn't admit it to anyone because he thinks it's 'dirtying' family and fatherhood.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
He does know what he's doing. He isn't a one trick pony but he isn't exactly a jack of all trades either. The few things he does, he does them with the efficiency and skill of someone who has practices a lot. Some of the newer skills though, he might fumble at first.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Any position which would have legs wrapped around him. Legs around his waist. Legs on his shoulders. Legs around his neck. Thick strong legs around him. And he could stroke them sensually as he hammers in like a mad dog.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
Unintentionally. He doesn't mean to be goofy. He wants to be serious and romantic and sensual but he will ultimately slip up and do something goofy, a little silly. He doesn't mean to but he will somehow find a way to embarrass himself. But thats part of his charm. It's what makes him adorably him.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
A wonderful bush of light brown curls. He doesn't really believe in shaving it all off. He might trim it to make it more comfortable and manageable but he is quite proud of his curls.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Very romantic. Howitt is very in touch with his emotions, he won't talk about them but he will feel them. Which means he might be balls deep in his partner and decide that is the perfect moment to propose. His partner will find him on the bed with rose petals, candles with ribbons tied around him.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Only once every few days and he has to make sure nobody sees or hear him. He is a bit easily embarrassed by it and living on base around other soldiers didn't help him at all. Amy mentions of him jacking off and he turns red all over.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Rope bunny. This man loves to be tied up and restrained. I also know for a fact this man has a competency kink. Just see how he went googoo for a recon man. He is a bottom. Even if he is the top, he is still the bottom. Service top at best. He has a uniform kink as well and absolutely has had sex in his dress blues. In fact, he has worn his dress blues during an annual marines gala with rope underneath.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
You mean other then the comfort of his own house? Maybe the pool or the jacuzzi. I imagine him shirtless and with swim shorts with one of those coconut juices and a curly straw, squeezing his partner's ass.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Since he has a breeding kink, i think seeing his partner interact with anything babies makes him excited. His partner just looking at baby clothes, holding the neighbors kids for a minute etc. Anything remotely domestic as well. Setting the table, cooking, ironing clothes.
N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
No strings attached sex. He absolutely cannot have sex without feelings getting involved.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Giving oral is one of those areas in which he needs a bit of help with. He isn't so nad at it but he needs help. Good news is, he loves it when he is being instructed on how to be a good partner.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Definitely slow and sensual. He is a hopeless romantic and he would drag it out as long as he can.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He is fond of them. He is a very romantic man and he would prefer to have all the time he needs to semsually romance his partner. But he can make even quickies romantic. A moment of unbridled passion where he can't hold himself back, looses himself in the tidal wave of romance and just takes his partner right then and there.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
A bit. He isn't exactly a risk taker in bed. He prefers to stick to what he knows and what he can do well. But he will occasionally try to do something romantic and new and spontaneous for his partner. The success rate is questionable though.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Pretty normal for man of his age and physical prowess. He can go a good few rounds. Each round can last pretty long considering he likes to drag it all put romantically.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Surprisingly yes he owns many toys. Toys of different types and sizes and uses. The man calls himself the romance master, he has about a hundred different toys to use on his partner.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Tease in the sense that his goofy ass can't go five seconds withough making his partner laugh during sex, or tease as in be an annoying smug little shit in the bedroom. Because he is both.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Very vocal not very loud. He won't shut up about how much he loves his partner in bed. How much he loves what they are doing, how they make him feel etc. He won't shut up. He is prone to saying outlandish things as well. He will say I Love You first and it will be during sex. He will also probably propose during sex as well.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
If he and his partner cum at the same time he will cry. No doubt about it. He will absolutely cry. It's too romantic and they must be fated lovers if that happened.
X = X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)
A hefty thing. Most notable aspect of his dick is that it's heavy. Even fully erect it's pulled down with its own weight. Impressive in size and girth. Makes you wonder why he isn't more arrogant about it.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Pretty normal. Not too high not too low. But he claims he isn't some animal to get hot and bothered at anything and everything. He hides that from other marines but he is more romantic than he is horny.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Doesn't sleep. He won't and can't just jump out of the bed and rush off to do whatever but he rather just lay down and hold his partner and listen to their breathing than sleep.
Bonus:
His masturbation material is actually erotic novels and poetry. He is a very romantic and sensual man ans finds the forwardness of porn and magazine targeting men to be distasteful. He prefers softer more sensual wordings of novels commonly targeting women.
Note 2: this work is written with a Gender Neutral partner in mind and it can be applicable for both male and female.
A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)
I mean, I guess? In his own strange way. Hicks is a hugger. So cuddles are a definite yes. But anything more specific has to be requested by his partner. On the plus side, he will happily go with the flow and do whatever his partner wants.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of their partners)
Hair and skin. More specific the scent of his partner's skin and Hair. He would spend any time he can get just clinging to his partner and smelling them. Their shampoo, their body wash, their sweat or musk, their natural body odor. It's a comfort thing for him.
C = Cum (Basically, anything to do with cum)
He loves it on his partner. In their hair, on their clothes, staining them. For him it's a mix between marking his partner and also mixing their scents.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He is holding back. No matter how rough he is, how wild he gets or how weird he makes the sex? He is still holding back. There are levels to his wildness that even he is reluctant to show to his partner.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
He is well experienced. He was always one of those boys that no one knows how, but always got lucky a lot. Hicks got lucky, a lot. One could argue that he was taken advantage of by some adults in his life but he doesn't look at it too deeply.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Up against the wall. With arms and legs wrapped around him. He likes his partner caught between a rock and a hard place. (Him)
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
In the most unexpected ways. He is more into physical pranks but other than that, his goofiness is an acquired taste. Something his partner must get used to slowly because a lot of the time it's hard to say which words are serious and which are jokes.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Surprisingly well groomed. I mean, no one expected it from a wildling jungle boy like him but he is not only very well groomed he is super clean.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Romantic in his own way. Like i said, Thaddius Hicks is an acquired taste in the sense that he is a bizzar mystery wrapped in casual death threats. He does show his affection but the problem would be his words aren't always received as affection. He would casually bring up his partner's ability to slit his throat in a position but that's just his way of saying i love you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He only jack offs to his partner and no one and nothing else. The moment someone becomes his partner, they become his only material for fantasies.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Biting. Specifically biting his partner during orgasms. Not only does he love the sight of his marks on his partner's body, as a way to mark his possession but he also loves to dig his teeth into something hard as he orgasms. If his partner doesn't want purple bite marks they better give Hicks a belt to bite into.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Listen, this guy has had sex in the strangest places imaginable to man. Principals office, duty hut, on a cliff, in a helicopter, somehow while paragliding, on a tree branch, in a ditch, etc. But off all these places, he most prefers the familiar comfort of having sex on a cot in the barracks.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Displays of violence committed by his partner. Blood smeared on his partner's face (preferably not theirs), adrenaline high situations, any time and place where sex is preferably if not extremely discouraged.
N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
There isn't anything he wouldn’t do, especially if it's for his partner but sometimes he might get that blank cofused look on his face. (Like the one he had when Cope told him they weren't planing on killing knox)
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Giving. This mischievous, wild jungle boy loves nothing more than to crawl through barbed wire, navigate his way through uncharted forests and dive in face first into his partner and not come back up unless he is physically thrown off, which in of itself is a turn on.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Definitely fast and unyielding. Hard and rough in an unimaginable way but he is still holding back. Worst part is, no matter how fast and rough he goes? He still smiles and jokes like it's nothing.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Spontaneous ambush quickies are this man's version of a romantic supris. Doesn't matter where or when, he will find a way to do the unspeakable. His hands seems to always wander and he seems to always find dark secluded corners.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Here's a word of advice. Never let this man get creative and start thinking of creative and risky things to do in bed. Thats not wise. Not in anyone's best interest. He might end up with wanting to shove a live grenade somewhere.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Inhuman. Inhuman and inhumane. At this point i would say keeping up with Hicks is a form of torture. What is he on? MREs. How can ready made to eat military chow make a man go over six rounds with no break? No one knows. It's a medical mystery. A crime and a punishment. (The only reason he isn't considered worse than nikolas is because Hicks actually will hold back and give rest to his partner.)
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
I mean if you count knives, ropes, guns and grenades as toys then yes. Dildos and plugs don't interest him much but if you bring an anti tank rifle into the mix? That's something.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Unintentionally so. He doesn't mean to tease. He is too much of a straight forward of a guy to care about teasing. But the fact that he is a straightforward guy doesn't mean he is easy to deal with. Sometimes he misunderstands things, sometimes he takes things too literally and sometimes he can get a bit annoying. (In the best ways possible of course)
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
A lot of laughter. Having sex with him seems to always involve a lot of giggles and laughter. From small giggles and little snorts all the way to loud belly laughs and wheezing.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
He has this thing he does with his tongue. It's his secret weapon. He isn't sure why it became such a big deal, but he seems to be the only man alive that can do that thing. It drives his partner wild and mad with pleasure.
X = X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)
Hicks is the prime example of technique over size. He isn't unimpressive by any means but falls short from some of the other guys in size alone. But he is the one with the longest maintained erection and holds the record of the most back to back orgasms.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
It's a bomb about to explode. So long as he puts a lid on it, he can hold it in for a good while. But the moment a dam breaks there is no holding him back. He is either 0 or 100. No in-betweens.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Moderately early. He does have the decency to stay awake long enough for aftercare or cuddles but he does fall into deep sleep after. He would hold his partner in his arms like a venus fly trap mixed with a python and not let go until he wake up a good few hours later.
Bonus:
From all the Boots boys, i would say Hicks is the most depraved. Even though there are others with more kinky alignments, Hicks is the most deviant. He is the one who would say or do something so outrageously filthy it would simultaneously make everyone blush and wince. But for him? Those are all just an expression of his love. Because with who else would he do all those disgustingly filthy things if not with his beloved partner. In that sense i would say, Hicks is also the one with the most innocent type of love. Truly a man who is pure of heart and dumb of ass.
Note 2: this work is written with a Gender Neutral partner in mind and it can be applicable for both male and female.
A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)
He is a big fan of cuddles after sex (as we have seen) but he's also prone to taking smoke breaks as he watches over his partner sleeping. He likes to protect his partner in their most vulnerable state.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of their partners)
He has a thing for backs. Well toned and muscular backs. He thinks it's very attractive and pairing it with red lines going down is an enticing sight. He also finds a graceful neck very attractive.
C = Cum (Basically, anything to do with cum)
Lack there of. He is a man that thrives on self control and denial. But he is also a man of quality so when he does finally allow himself release, it is the thickest and the most of all the boots men.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He has a little bit of military kink. He thinks it's embarrassing and stupid since it's his job and daily life. Not his rank though. He doesn't want to be anyone's superior or subordinate but rather he still likes the orders, the discipline and the strictness of the lifestyle to be added to his sex life. He might never really admit that to anyone.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
Oh yes he does. I head canon before he fell in love with Aaron he was practically a manwhore. He is certainly attractive so he was surly endlessly pursued by many who would want a taste from a big strong marine. (Let's not look too closely at his self loathing and shame that emedietly followed each encounter)
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Anything that comes as a result of a good rough-housing. A good strong tackle and wrestling and whatever comes after that.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
Not goofy but he jokes a bit with his partner. His jokes are usually in form of rough-housing and wrestling as opposed to humor.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He is moderately groomed. He has found a balance between manskaping and letting it look naturally wild enough to appear straight. He has mastered the art of looking straight except for people who aren't. The carpet is darker and more brownish than his reddish blond hair. It's rather cute.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Very romantic. Maybe not the best at showing it but he feels the emotions tenfold. And surprisingly shy. One of the reasons why he might be bad at showing his romantic side is because he is actually really shy. But he really is a soft boy.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Done moderately. Maybe trice a week if the situation is safe enough for a good jack off. He's not so young anymore that he needs to do it every day but he's still a hot blooded man. He also can ignore his needs in combat situations better than most.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He has a lot of kinks. He's a bit embarrassed that he has so many but he has definitely many. 1) Praise kink, is one of them. Tell him he's a good partner, that he is doing so well giving pleasure and that he works so hard. Tell him he is loved. 2) denial. That's something he does to himself more than anything else. He enjoys exercising his self control and demonstrating he can hold back his orgasm, his moans or any other body movement with sheer will. 3) pain and punishments. Once again something that's more self inflicted as a way to display his physical prowess, strength and endurance. These are the top 3.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Somewhere safe. He's not particular on where but he is very adamant that it is a safe place where he can relax and have no worries over his work life and personal life overlapping.
But if he were to talk about his fantasies? On a blanket in middle of a forest. A combination of safety, privacy and beautiful peaceful scenery.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Again, he is not so young that anything gets him hard and ready emedietly at anytime. Not to mention he has mastered the art of compartmentalization and he needs to focus on sexual aspects if he wants to be motivated. But his partner's scent, sight and touch are all things that Sullivan greatly appreciate.
N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
Degradation. Much like Cameron, Sullivan also has had his fill of homophobic insults and bullies he would rather keep all of that away from his sex life and he will not subject his partner to similar treatment.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Honestly receiving. He might feel a bit guilty for that but he loves receiving oral and denying himself orgasm as he practically tortures himself. He loves receiving a deep throat while also not allowing himself to move or orgasm or even make a sound. (See how good he is at self control? Praise him for it.)
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Depends on how fast he wants things to to happen. Is this a time sensitive secret sex? He can be fast and rough like a tank going through a ravaged town. Is this in a safe location away from prying eyes? Then he can be so torturously slow and sensual and make his partner scream with frustration. Sullivan has had years of practice in situational awareness and compartmentalization.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He has mastered the art of quickie. He may not prefer it, never choose it over sensually making love to his partner in a bedroom but if he must he can. And he has mastered it to perfection to a point where he can make even a quickie seem romantic and love filled. Most of his life was spend with quickies with strangers in dark corners he knows what to do. But he would never ask that from his partners. He would want them to experience things naturally and softly.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Risk? This man? Do we know anything about Sullivan? Absolutely no. No Risks. His entire career hinges on him not taking risks with his partner. But if you are talking about being adventurous in bed then sure, sensually he can be coaxed into trying new things but it has to be done at his own pace. (Be patient with him. Just because he won't let his partner see it doesn't mean he isn't struggling with internal issues every step of the way.)
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Considering he is nearing his thirties? Not as much of the other boots men. But, he is still a marine (a recon) that means he is at the top of his capabilities. His stamina isn't endless but it is definitely a lot more than the average man of the same age. But don't expect him to keep up with Slovacek or Cam or even Cody. Those are just barely twenty.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He doesn't have any. where would he put them? He can't take them on missions or from base to base if he get's transferred. That's too risky. And if his partner is also military chances are they wouldn't have any either. Maybe he might own a fleshlight to save face? But i don't see it personally. He seems too reserved and (shy*) to openly own a sex toy in a place where privacy is nonexistent.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He might need to feel very safe and a little tipsy for him to comfortably be doing any of that. But yes he can be a bit of a tease. Sullivan has very skilled fingers and tongue and he knows exactly how to be unfair with them.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Quiet. True to his recon background the man treats sex like a stealth mission. Sometimes his partner might hear a sigh or a humm but that's about it. If he feels it's getting very difficult to remain quiet he might kiss his partner deeply to shut himself up.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
This is something new even for himself but once he is bitten by his partner he realizes he like the feeling of being bitten. It's on the lines with his pain and punishments kink but specifically he likes the marks left on him. It makes him feel possessed and loved and gives him a sense of belonging. But his partner must make sure it's not in a place that might get seen.
X = X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)
Pale and pink. Long with a bit of an upward curve. Maybe he might have a piercing? (In case of retirement, in his civilian life where he doesn't have to worry) I would guess and say he is a grower.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Not much really. not anymore at least. Not necessarily because of his age, but because of years of compartmentalization, ignoring his needs and being is situations where distraction could get him killed. He is a reserved, level headed (when he isn't spiraling), somewhat shy and well experienced man who isn't loosing his upper brain that easily.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He doesn't sleep that easily. Most of the time he just sits awake smoking. In his mind he needs to be awake and alert in case anything happens. It's part of his love language that he watches over his sleeping partner. But also, he is most likely spiraling as well.
Bonus:
Let's be realistic. Sullivan has a lot of internalized homophobia and self loathing. The more he falls in love or the more he enjoys his sex with his partner the more he will hate himself afterwards. It's why he isn't very adventurous in bed, or doesn't allow himself to own sex toys or can't even comfortably or freely express his romantic side. His partner must be very patient with Sullivan because he needs to process things slowly and come to terms with himself. He also needs space. His partner shouldn't smother him or hold onto him too tightly. Not because Sullivan isn't committed but because he needs to win his own internal fights.
But once he does win those battles? He is all in. He will be the most romantic, affectionate and in love man you could imagine. He just needs support to get there. And that might put a damper on the relationship at first but the result is worth the wait.
Note 2: this work is written with a Gender Neutral partner in mind and it can be applicable for both male and female.
A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)
The most attentive partner anyone can ever ask for. Maybe sometimes a bit overbearing in his softness and carefulness but he is the most top tier lover there is. On another hand, Cameron can be just as high maintenance and needs extensive aftercare himself so him and his partner might have to take turns.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of their partners)
He is one of those people who would answer this question with 'their smile'. But I will tell you he has a definite thing for veins and collarbones and defined shoulders. He might trail soft kisses on them or he might leave bite marks. Depends on how zesty he feels.
C = Cum (Basically, anything to do with cum)
On. His. Face. He knows he looks attractive like that, he knows he looks hot and enticing and down right scandalous. So he wants it there. To show off.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
(Strictly based on that one specific picture) he enjoys crossdressing. Nothing so close to being a drag queen but he has found a safe place to explore his sexuality in a safe and secretive way. For him, cross dressing is a way to explore that secret side of himself he usually has to hide away from the marine corps.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
I think by the time he get's to it, he will have a few experiences but not so much. He knows what he is doing. He learns fast and he practices a lot, but for him intimacy is a valuable and important thing and he won't just allow anyone to get close. It is also a safety thing for him.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
I'm not sure but something sensual and romantic. Something with a lot of skin contact and a lot more eye contact. A position that at first glance might seem like a submissive position for him but he has the training to swiftly turn that into a deadly choke hold. That being said, hold him against a wall.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
Not really. He isn't cracking jokes. He sometimes let's out soft jokes when he's nervous but usually for him sex is something intimate and sensual and supposed to be romantic and just one or two romantic little jokes is enough.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
The carpet does in fact match the drapes. But you wouldn't know because he is one of the most meticulously well groomed of the boots boys. He has hair oils special for his pubes.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Cope is one of the more romantic ones, second maybe to Ray, for him sex is an act of intimacy and trust. So while he may not be a rose petals or candlelight or even a cassette type of man, he definitely is the type to hold prolonged eye contact, whisper sweet nothings and overall show the depths of his emotions via actions.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Not something that he does often. He can make it a fun thing to do with his partner but this man usually has more pressing matters on his mind to comfortably rub one out. He usually needs to feel safe and comfortable enough to allow himself enough rest to jack off. So none when he's on duty.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Once Cameron is comfortable enough with his partner, and feels safe with them there are no kinks that he won't try once, twice and then trice to make sure. But notably, he enjoys a healthy dose of dom/sub dynamics peppered in with some military kink that was ingrained in his brain at a very young age.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Honestly it might be boring but his bedroom. Maybe the living room but still the safety of his home. Considering he is an active military member and gay, Cameron learned to be cautious and safe first and foremost. But if he had a location fantasy? Probably the pool.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
This could fall under kinks but competency. Just seeing his partner be good at whatever they are doing. Weather it be fixing the car, changing tiers, cooking, running, anything.
N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
Degradation. He has had plenty experience getting verbally (and physically) bullied in high-school and had enough experience getting called a worthless fag in boot camp. He would rather not have that in his sex life.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Giving. Absolutely giving. Cameron knows he can give it good. For him it's both the control he has on his partner's pleasure (when and how they cum) but also, the pleasure he is giving as an act of service. For him giving oral is giving pleasure but at his discretion. He will give amazing pleasure, be he will choose when and how his partner get's to cum.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Slow. Agonizingly slow and sensual and annoyingly teasing once the mood sets.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Absolutely not. He is always emotionally invested in his partner and wants/ needs emotional connection. A quickie would leave him feeling empty and unsatisfied. He would rather not have sex at all rather than have just a quickie.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Does he experiment with new kinks? Yes. He pursues new and adventurous ways to have fun with his partner. But does he take risks? Absolutely not. Cameron build his entire adult life based on being part of the corps and he wouldn't do something risky that would jeopardize his career. Instead he uses all of his training as a marine to make sure he is never at risk. Either for kinks, partners out in public or remaining anonymous at clubs.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Surprisingly high. he knows how to drag things out slowly to make it last ridiculously long and enjoyable.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
While he lives on base? Absolutely no. But if he is on leave and lives in his own house? Yes. He would have an extensive and elaborate high quality (safety first) collection.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He is nightmare fuel. Once he gets comfortable and feels safe around his partner, his inner self becomes his default self and he is the most zesty, sassy little shit you ever did see. He would abuse any and all power he would have over his partner. And endless teasing.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Not exactly quiet but very soft spoken. Think soft erotic moans and sighs of pleasure. He will call his partner by their name and tell them how good he feels. He'll praise his partner for the good job they are doing.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
He is flexible. More than it is possible for a marine. But he is really flexible. There is no end to the magical positions he can perform. It's as if he doesn't have a spine. Or any bones really.
X = X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)
He is very shapely and beautiful. The most beautiful cock. Very aesthetically pleasing. His dick is a pinterest board. Surprisingly thicker than most people expect. And his balls? Something out of vogue.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Not very high. Cameron prefers quality over quantity. He rather not have any sex at all if it means he gets to have a perfect one. He doesn't care much about jerking off or quickies. He is perfectly content on simple hand holding and kisses as long as the quality is good.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Not very fast. He would have a few minutes of over-thinking and post nut clarity. But once he get's his aftercare and does the after caring he can lay back down and slowly doze off.
Bonus:
An important aspect of Cameron's sexuality is that he forged himself into a strong no nonsense marine not because he is ashamed of his sexuality and wants to hide it but as a way to protect himself and be able to keep himself safe. If his partner thinks those big blue eyes and soft lips or his tiny slutty waist means he's submissive or easy to push around he's going to meet the business end of a fist. Same goes for any third party who wants to give him shit for acting 'fruity' or 'zesty', if some truck driver at a bar says a slur or some guy would think they can take advantage of the pretty boy they are going to have a heavy glass smashed in their face. (Anybody see any Generation kill parallels to Fruity Rudy?)
Ps. Adult sergeant Cameron in dress blues is the sexual awakening of many young privates and older service members.
Hi, I just wanted to ask if you're going to continue writing about The Lavender Marine.
I absolutely will.
Truth is, i am persian. I live in iran and due to recent events my access to the interest is now severely limited. So i can't be as diligent as i want. But i have not abandoned this work.
(This. I wrote this while procrastinating my actual fics again. Because going down a finite list of points is easier than figuring out plot points and dialogs. And also it's a lot easier than to study for my German test.)
Note: this work contains Explicit Adult themes.
Note 2: this work is written with a Gender Neutral partner in mind and it can be applicable for both male and female.
Please enjoy.
A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)
Honestly, the first few times he's not going to do it, mostly because he doesn't know he needs to do anything more than just sleep. Once it is explained to him, he is going to learn whatever needs their partner has. Cuddles? Done. A bath? Done. A massage? He'll figure it out. With Nikolas it's really a learning curve.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of their partners)
Definitely a chest man. Pecks or breats he would love to knead then like a cat. Just hugs his partner from behind and holds onto their chest.
C = Cum (Basically, anything to do with cum)
One word: Creampie. It's not a conscious thing at first but the moment he sees it dribbling out and down his partner's legs? He is done for. To a point where he specifically needs to see it leaking.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Loves it when his partner is bossy. He is quite dominant both in everyday life and the bedroom so no one usually suspects it. But if he is ever wrestled to the ground and forced to 'take what he's given', not only he won't object he would enjoy it a lot actually.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
If it's plain sex, then yes. This man has fucked around and has been pursued by plenty of people. But if we take into account a more intimate and sensual take on it then not really. He has had dirty, quick fucks. He hasn't 'made love' or hasn't had a lot of more adventurous forms of sex.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Doggy. With a specific twist that he likes to completely drape himself over his partner. It scratches that possessive itch in his brain. He also likes to wrap his arms around his partner completely in this position.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
Oh absolutely. He is not above cracking jokes in bed. Especially if the nerves of the first time (be it their first time together or his partner's first time in general) get's to him. In fact i would say cracking a lazy jokes would be the first thing he does when he is done.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
As a marine he has no choice but to keep his hair in a tight Regulations cut but that doesn't mean he doesn't get to express his defiance by keeping at least one small bit of unruly curly bit. His little happy trail is one of his sexy charms and he knows it.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
(I have said this in a previous post) but Sexual Nik and Intimate Nik are very different. During times when he is actively trying to be intimate, he goes all in. Flowers and candlelight and soft murmured sweet nothings and even his mindset changes into something softer and more innocent. He is capable of blushing while softly peppering kisses just as he is capable of fucking the fear of god into his partner. It's all about the situation.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
At this point I think it's cannon for him, sort of. But Nikolas has a high libido and he is prone to morning wood and needs to jack off daily. But he rarely makes it into a thing. While on leave when he is with his partner, he just prefers to have sex, it's the obvious choice for him. But when he is deployed or on base he usually ends his nights with a fast 'combat jack'. Just getting rid of excess energy.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Car sex: sex in a car, on a car, while driving a car. Those are his wild fantasies. Roleplaying: he would love to play the injured tiered soldier to his partner's sexy nurse. Or the naughty student getting a dressing down from the principal.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Kitchen. Put this man's partner in the same room as food and watch as how Nikolas Slovacek goes feral. He would also be inclined to put some cream on his partner and fully have his cake and eat it too.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
It would be easier to list the things that wouldn't turn him on. Anything his partner does will rile him up. As I said, i believe he has a high libido. But specifically, seeing his partner in his uniform or dress blues.
N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
Do not under amy circumstances call this man daddy. He already has daddy issues he doesn't need more. Also, anything that might remind him of his step dad and how he treated his mother. So sadly for some, no choking, no rough play anymore than just playful rough housing.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Similar to J, when he is on leave and free to be with his partner he would never trade anything with sex. So he would indulge in giving more than receiving. But he still likes a good blow job as much as the next man.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Two very different situations required. The first time he has sex after he comes back from leave, or if free to be with his partner, he is fast and brutal. It burns through him like need. But after the first few times he cam finally slow down to more sensual pace. But he is never teasing in his pace. He does have the restraint or the patience to drag it out long enough.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Nikolas is an insatiable monster and a simple quickie will never be enough to satisfy him. Sadly, due to his job, especially if his partner is also a marine, he will have to get used to quickies in little broom closets.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Sort of? He won't really come up with new and adventurous methods himself but if his partner does, with some explanation he might be down to try. I would say because he is a marine and because of that he doesn't get to freely have as much sex as he wants he is quite happy just getting any at all and not worry about how new and experimental it's going to be.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Highest libido of all the boots boys. He is an insatiable beast with endless stamina. His partner might have to knock him out with a baseball bat to get away.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He doesn't own one himself, but if his partner gets any, he will use that toy in many creative and annoying ways. Of all forms of toys, he is quite fond of nipple clamps.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Nikolas is a verbal tease only. He doesn't have the restraint or the patience to tease his partner physically. But he would leave little marks over his partner's body and tease them about it in public.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He is very loud and very verbal. He also likes a loud and verbal partner. And he says everything imaginable. From a long list of pet names, moans, grunts, growls, please, arrogant possessive proclamation and all sorts of demands.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
This man loves PDA. He loves nothing more than to grab his partner and bend down in a deep dip and french kiss his partner in public while his friends hollar and whistle. He loves to show off any mark his partner has left on his body or show off the ones he left on theirs. He is a possessive idiot and will peacock his affections with no shame.
X = X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)
Not necessarily the longest but one of the thicker cocks. Veiny and just as pale as his skin. Gets easily flushed pink like his cheeks. His balls are also quit shapely and unfortunately for him almost always full.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
I think at this point I've made it clear what my stance is on this. He is an insatiable beast and will never not want sex. Even for those times on base where they put things in his food that makes his dick soft he still wants sex. Even when he goes out to war and is in a combat zone he still thinks of his partner. And if his partner is serving with him? Oh try telling him having sex while in a combat zone, with mortars being fired, is not a good idea.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Almost instantly. He tries not to, tries to stay awake long enough to say he loves his partner and ask if his partner needs anything but once his nearly endless stamina ends he is down for a good long sleep. Which is ridiculous because he will absolutely wake up with a bones again.
Bonus:
He is competitive and he enjoys turning anything into a competition including sex, or oral or kinks. If it means he gets to keep score, settle score, win and gloat his inevitable victory, he will turn everything into a competition.
didn't realize that short daddy and emotionally destroyed twunk glaring down at him were a dynamic I was particularly interested in until top gun maverick
It's so awesomesauce how much bigger rooster is than mav. Rooster doesn't remember mav being so short he was just a kid and plus mav always seemed larger than life. Then suddenly he's confronted with the reality of a mav who's 6 inches shorter than him and getting old and all he can think is after how much he practically worshiped him as a kid and then how much he despised him he's just some old guy. Some old guy he could beat up if he wanted to i mean he's bigger and stronger and younger. He could throw him around. He could pin him down. He could do anything we wanted to him. He could do anything he wanted to him!!
In the process of writing my new short fic, The Lavender Marine, i went down the rabbit hole of trying to make mood boards for both of the main characters. [Liam and Robin] and in the process ended up with 3 different mood boards for Sullivan and 2 for Robin.
1. This one is Liam Sullivan in general. I think it portrayed his inner turmoil and angst as well as his sad boy aura. Because of his uniform his main color palette stayed dark and green but i do think those colors match him well.
2. This one is much like the one above but I think it portrays Sullivan in a more lighter and mentally healthier mode. I think he is still dark green and has a bit of darkness that can't be fully erased. But also he is a earthy and some nature vibes like one day he is just going to go live in a cabin in the forest. I think this is for Sullivan when he isn't spiraling into self destruction and self loathing. (In regards to my fic, this is Sullivan after he meets Robin and has someone to lean and rely on. He can be happier knowing he isn't alone and isn't actively being hunted down like pray by the NCIS)
3. And this is the Lover we see. The side if Sullivan only Aaron has seen. This is no longer Sergeant Sullivan, this is Bobby. The man who he allows himself to be in a shitty hotel room once a week. And hopefully, more often with the help of Robin as his alibi. See i sued only the scenes of Liam in that soft red lighting he is seen with Aaron and a bit more sensual imagery.
4. Lastly, and arguably the hardest ones meant for 'Staff Sergeant Robin Harrison'. I wanted her to be feminine only in some aspects of personality and actually quit masculine in demeanor and appearance without making her into some lesbian caricature. She wasn't pretending to be hard and masculine for her job, she was like that but that doesn't mean she lacked feminine qualities. It was a hard balance to find as well as that finding female marine photos on Pinterest was very hard, ones about drill instructors even harder. I wanted to depict that being a military was an integral part of her character but that doesn't dim the light of who she is as a person.
Here is the second chapter update of my short fic The lavender marine. It was originally 3 parts but now i added another part.
Here we finally get to see Sullivan for the first time and he is for a whiplash.
Name: The Lavender Marine
Tags: for general audiences - Sullivan and OC platonic - Sullivan/Williams haunting the narrative
Summery: Senior drill instructor, Staff sergeant Robin Harriosn comes from a long line of marines dating back to the day the corpse was founded. Everyone in her family is a marine and the one man who is not, married a marine.
She is a career driven woman who aspires to go to officer candidacy school and become one of the few female generals of her time.
But it appears that misogynistic ideals of a few old white men, dictate that she must make herself into a likable image through marriage.
If only she could find a husband who was just as career driven. A husband who would never want her as a woman, never expect children and for the most part left her to achieve greatness on her own.
There should be at least one man around who would be amenable to that? Right?
I watched Pillion 2025 yesterday and putting aside all the reasons why i love this movie. My fanfic loving, gay shipping ass couldn't help but unsee the levels of BradRay (Generation Kill) to this.
It is not lost to me that both of the men in the same dynamic are played by Alexander Skarsgard and therefore definitely effect my judgment.
But you can't tell me you look at Colin and don't see parallels to Ray Person.
Pillion in my head just keeps translating itself to: BradRay BDSM biker AU.
