styx .

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[sorrowsofthestyyx]

hi

i'm styx

i'm 22, use they/fae pronouns, and am a transmasc lesbian

i have asd, adhd, did, bpd, gad, and others

this is my mentally ill sideblog where i may post thoughts that should have probably stayed in my head. basically a personal journal. i'm unwell. you have been warned

general tw for possible discussion of si, dissociation, derealization, depersonalization, psychosis, sh, ed, and potentially more at times. if you're sensitive to rough topics in any way be cautious

minors dni :P

[sorrowsofthestyyx]

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[sorrowsofthestyyx]

is there ever an end

[sorrowsofthestyyx]

soooo tired

[sorrowsofthestyyx]

my mom making me throw up out of stress in public recently was really eye opening because like. i haven't done that since i was 16 with my abusive ex gf. that was about 6 years ago. my household now living with my partner of almost 5 yrs isn't perfect by any means but it definitely doesn't do that to me

[sorrowsofthestyyx]

this is really tmi but incontinence while drinking alcohol is SO irritating and embarrassing i feel gross

[ssenograph]

How its going

[majesstiqe]

the further you go, the less colour you see

[kumkaniudaku]

And then you can’t even say shit about bc people start trying to put you in a jacket and shit. Like omg it’s so strict???

[splittingatbothends]

What doesn’t kill you makes you passively suicidal 24/7

[sorrowsofthestyyx]

i want a mom :(

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i wish i could've just been born a boy

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finally reached that point in my relationship with my mother where i just. dont have a mom anymore. so fun :)

[braaainwaaash]

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

so afraid of commitment i can’t even commit suicide

[splittingatbothends]

Leave me the fuck alone but also don’t or I’ll tweak out so hard

[sorrowsofthestyyx]

gotta remember to wear headphones or smth next 4th of july