Samu ☆

Shifter ☆ || he/him || Multifandom || Unhealthily in love with blue eyes

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SATORU AS GRACE, YES YES YES! :3c

My man my man my man

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More of my phm dr TSEHEE ♡(˃͈ ˂͈ )

Oh I'm never getting over this movie IT'S LITERALLY SO US🥹🥹

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Project Hail Mary drself !! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

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The prettiestt 🩵

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Hi Mason!! 💛

I've been following your content for a while now and always wanted to ask some questions but never gotten the balls to actually ask...😭 I'm shy and know how much you already have on your plate so absolutely understand if this goes unanswered🙏 but this one topic has stuck with me for a while and I think it's very important to discuss.

So as you say and have experienced, when we die, we'll shift to wherever we want to. Now, I fully believe that myself and it gives me a lot of comfort, though there has been sort of a problem to it too.

I've personally been battling with depression for a while now, though it only recently got diagnosed and has never been so bad as it has grown from the start of the year. Currently, I'm doing better than I have in a while but life here is still extremely exhausting. And sometimes that has gotten me extremely desperate to shift.

Anndd.. sooner or later it lead me to thoughts of death, like an easier way out because truly, would it even matter if when you die, you shift and you can finally be happy? Why waste time when you could do it now? And nothing other people experience after your death matters because you're not there to experience their loss of you, and quite literally that could be happening right now in any other reality and you don't even know it, thus it doesn't matter.

And now, I do want to make it clear that I do NOT want to give these kinds of bad ideas to people whoever read!! I'm fortunate to say that I have a friend who made me promise that I'd never take the easy way out, but I just really want to put this here in case someone else has had similar thoughts to relate to, since I think that kind of mindset about death is also very dangerous as it is comforting. Shifting being the cause of someone's death here feels too cruel to think about..

I hope this wasn't too dark, I would love to hear your thoughts on this :)

PS. ALSO I HAVE TO SAY, I absolutely adore your content!!!! I truuuly admire your strength on giving people advice and being so kind and understanding, the gentlest person I've ever come across despite everything you have to deal with. I cannot even express how much your words have helped me and given me hopeful tears when I've needed to hear them the most. Sometimes when I've been so hopeless and desperate to shift, my first thought's always been just "Mason help mee😭" and I've always found a lot of hope and comfort, especially in the posts you've made on tiktok :) I'd never be this far in my journey, finally finding peace with it if it hadn't been for the safe place you create in all your platforms💛 TRULY thank you so much!!🥹💛 I really aspire to be like you when I gain more experience with shifting!! I hope I'll be able to meet you in person one day in mine and my future husband's waiting room. But only if that's okay with you and Daeron of course!!

So sorry this was so long!! But please take care of yourself! All my best wishes to you and your lovely family 💛

- Samu ☆

(Plus a little something I drew of me and him today HEHEE I cant stop giggling)

Hello! Your words were so lovely to read! No need to be shy here at all. Everyone, and every question is welcome. I genuinely mean that. I'm here to discuss anything that might be on your minds. Your kindness means a lot to me, really!

I also absolutely adore the drawing of you and your person. The art is beautiful, and you two look amazing together!!

TW: talk about death and suicide. This could possibly be controversial, and it's just my honest take!

So as your question. You're right that death is a difficult topic. Especially because for many, the control over one's life is not in their own hands. In that sense, taking your life is seen as a sin, or even illegal. And in no way would I ever encourage someone to do that either.

But I think this is also where the difficulties arise. People view the topic as taboo, as this big, scary thing, that is looming over you until you reach the end of your life.

Speaking as someone who has died more times than I remember, it feels more as something, normal. Part of life as the type of species we are here. Death does not have to be a scary topic, and it shouldn't be. It is a part of being human. A sad part. A part that, whenever possible, shouldn't be achieved by your own hands. But I also view that as a last shred of control that is in the hands of an individual, and it should be their choice and theirs alone.

I can't deny that mental health in many ways has been an issue for me too. But shifting, even my knowledge about death, it all greatly improved this. You see, what is another day, if I know for a fact that after I die I can do whatever. What is another year? Another 5 years? Why would I cut my life shorter, when it's inevitable to end at some point anyway, and I'll keep on living in other realities after that?

Death is not something scary. It is something normal. Something that comes with tragedy, sadness and tears. But it also comes with beauty, with peace, and choice.

I don't believe that suicide is ever the answer. I think that, no matter what, life is just an experience, and accepting it as such makes it much easier to live it. I think that every night will be followed by sunshine, and every horrible situation will eventually get better. But I also think that every person deserves the feeling of control over their own existence. I say that as someone who, at some point in this life, when my (physical) health really gets too bad, might choose to get euthanized.

I hope that everyone who reads this and who struggles with their mental health, knows that love and happiness will find them. It's okay to feel stuck and feel like it's never going to get better. But it's also important to remember that it's inevitable to get better, it's inevitable for you to find happiness again one day💚

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Today morning I actually quickly woke up to my mom ringing on our loud ass doorbell so I def woke up quickly😭 and her saying we'll go on a walk to a really nice scenic forest route and roast sausages at a campfire spot (as we usually do in Finland heh😼 makkaranpaistoo💪) and it was really special since today we had our whole family with us, so it was suuper nice and fun.

There are so many in my family that we rarely ever get our whole group together. But today we did! And every now and then I just spaced out for a moment like "man, this is how pretty and nice it'll be when I shift and get to experience this kinda stuff with so many other people and other versions of my family too."

Oh and the moment I did wake up this morning I saw a notification that Mason had answered my ask and I was soo flabbergasted and giddy and jumping and happy like "HE ANSWERED SO QUICKLY WHATT OMG" even though I was supposed to get ready for the day already😭 it made the day so much better tsihihihiii

NOW I FINALLY HAD THE TIME TO READ IT🙏🙏 And really gave me another way better perspective. It is soo helpful and relieving to know that this is all just an experience, this is not all that life is and will be. And also having some sort of a support system with my mental health issues that are slowly but surely getting less and less controlling of my life.

I know I'll have a lot of downs even after this one happy surprise, but it is slowly getting better :) being the optimistic I am and with over four years of my shifting journey, I really feel like I'm finally finding peace with it and letting myself have to do nothing in order to receive everything.

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(Picture credit goes to my lovely little sister :P)

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hiii just wanted to say ur Gojo transformer is really cool I like how da blue lights on his helmet are like his six eyes (I’m @azrayells moot idrk anything about transformers but they reblogged ur art a bunch and it’s neat so I just wanted to tell you it’s super cool *awkward thumbs up*

OHMYGOD SO SORRY FOR NOT NOTICING YOUR ASK SOONER😭😭 BUT OMG HII TYSMM!!!💛💛 Glad you noticed the little detail, I was aiming for his six eyes yes💪 I absolutely love drawing him in literally any crossover it's just so fun HEHE I'M HAPPY TO HEAR PPL LIKE MY INTERPRETATION OF HIM YAY

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Yearning

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Avatar dr art ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

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School doodle :)🫶🩵💛

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What is goody my gang, hope you’ve been having a blast with life and if not I hope all goes smoothly for you in the future

Awh thank you pookie!! Recently I've had a really hard time being active anywhere, the whole start of the year has been the best I've been in a while but also, and mostly, the worst. But thank you for the well wishes 🫶 I will survive this and so will you, if things aren't going well for you either. I love ya gang :)

Ps this dumb white haired guy has helped me past most bad days tseheee

(Some superhero dr of ours where he's spideyman🫶 there's like over 30 more drs I fear uh..)

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Take a wild fucking guess who this mf is

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Designing original bot designs jesus I forgot how hard this is

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"If tears could burn."

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Happy birthday to the prettiest soul in existance ♡

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Kuraokami Kagura, "Dance of the Ice God"

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Redraw of THE Izuku screencap with my sona ^^

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Another Superman screenshot reference

I couldn't help but keep imagining what my mha sona would be like if he was Superman in the movie.. IT WAS SO DAMN COOL SQUEALS