sp0oki ¿☆

hii im spooki block dont report cw:124 gw:110 height:5'1 ik im fat dont remind me pfp isnt me

[sp00kisstuff]

I know im loved, i just wanna feel it, i wanna feel something other than mental and emotional agony and pain

[sp00kisstuff]

Didnt have weed so i ended up cvting myself and taking benadryl so i dont kms, i dont want to die i jst want the pain to stop even if its temporary i take the meds that dont help im startinf therapy soon i think and im starting a new school soon but no matter what im still gonna be in pain so it doesnt matter nothing matters anymore i jst wanna be happy but anyways here pics

[werewolveswithdiaries]

[vixensofdeath]

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

[doublescittker]

I feel like blasting a man’s brains out.

Y’know, just girl things.

[littleyejin]

“_________” reblogged your post.

ilysm do it again mwah mwah marry me ugh

[your-arms-are-my-cocoon]

im so tired of being obsessed with people who dont care about me

[noneofthehope]

is it just me??

[lullxbyblue]

I thought seeing friends would make me feel better but that it just showed me how replaceable I am

[knockingonheavensdoorr]

“don’t cut its bad it doesn’t solve anything”

umm obvi?? saying ts to someone who sh is not gonna help ur just saying shit we already know?? someone saying that from an outside perspective just sounds very ignorant to me like ur not helping it’s just annoying to hear and ur not helping

[irist4r]

I physically can’t stand seeing my body.

[no1internet4ngel]

People who get triggered over healed sh scars are so fucking annoying like bitch I'm gonna slice my wrists in front of ur face you asswipe.

[themindofmine]

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence

[foxlungz]

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

[girlfailurelacey-deactivated202]

no , I don’t need to get better, I need internet strangers to pity me and validate my problems!

[sp00kisstuff]

Art so i dont blow my brains out (this all took 8 hours now i dont wanna draw and i still wanna blow my brains out) also idk what my art style is so if anyone knows pls tell me

[sp00kisstuff]

VENT: LIFE N SHIT

Life has been so shitty and horrible lately i swear its one thing after another my counselor told my mom about my benadryl problem but with everything thats going on shes oblivious again, my uncle (my moms brother) died on the 9th, we were extremely close and this was rhe closest anyone to me has died so im not coping the best because after his funeral it hit me thats hes really gone and not coming back and that hurts so bad, i want to die so badly i want to cvt myself till i cant cvt anymore which i can do but i cant kill myself because who would help my mom, she fell down the steps and hurt herself and now she cant really walk very well so ive been helping her lately life is NOT lifefing i swear it never does for me EVER