coming back to this blog and seeing how mentally ill I was is kinda saddening, brings up a looott of bad memories.
im no longer in an immediate psychotic state and I think ive honestly gotten so much better. I initially made this blog when I was 13/14 and im almost 17 now. sorry for anyone who thought I was an adult 😭 big part of my delusion was being an adult cuz being a minor (with no rights) was so traumatic for me, ig my brain needed some weird escape from it to PRETEND like I had control.
much love to my old mutuals here, I got on this blog an unhealthy amount but the people on here were very nice and accepting of me.
I think ill end up like, archiving this somehow?? or just keeping it up but making sure people know its old n whatever. I don't agree with a lot of statements and things I made here any longer, considering most of them were chronically online teenager takes.
take care everyone 🤍🤍

















