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coming back to this blog and seeing how mentally ill I was is kinda saddening, brings up a looott of bad memories.

im no longer in an immediate psychotic state and I think ive honestly gotten so much better. I initially made this blog when I was 13/14 and im almost 17 now. sorry for anyone who thought I was an adult 😭 big part of my delusion was being an adult cuz being a minor (with no rights) was so traumatic for me, ig my brain needed some weird escape from it to PRETEND like I had control.

much love to my old mutuals here, I got on this blog an unhealthy amount but the people on here were very nice and accepting of me.

I think ill end up like, archiving this somehow?? or just keeping it up but making sure people know its old n whatever. I don't agree with a lot of statements and things I made here any longer, considering most of them were chronically online teenager takes.

take care everyone 🤍🤍

#personal #TUMBLR TAGS MAN THIS IS CRAZY #hi guys whatsapp! im alive

cali

2018 tumblr post:

1: why do they call it a boner when theres no bone in it

2: there used to be

3: why does this sound so ominous

2025 tumblr post:

1: forward my shambling soldiers and slay without thinking. let blood flow into every crevice of this rotten land

2: yes my lady

3: yes my lady

aqlstar

Here’s a very clear graphic to dispel common misconception about Holocaust Survivors:

That’s why it’s so important that we donate when we can. The Holocaust is not just an allegory; it is a real historical event that happened to real people, many of whom still need your help.

lucigoo

Gonna laugh tbh. Not only were we all but forgotten, I can guarantee barely any Roma survivors recieved reperations. My own grandma being one.

We arent in the US oursleves, but I'm sure this is the same for Roma the survivors over their too.

It took a long time for anyone to even accept we were even worth mentioning in the history books let alone be treated with the dignity that should have been afforded to all Holocaust survivors.

Instead Roma are one of the most harmed groups who survived the Holocaust, estimates guess as much as up to 60-70% of our European population was wiped out and we were given "Identity Cards" long before Hitler came into power.

Support this charity (Im glad someone is helping those that survived the almost unsurvivable) and any others for the people who endured the evils inflicted upon then and the next time someone decides to be a holocaust denier, I shall tell my Nanok that she was obviously lying and didnt lose most of her family as a young girl shall I?

ciderjacks

this comment fucked me up so bad. Like yeah, fuck yeah. We’re not a defeated people. Thank you random non-native old man on a video about avatar.

blondedsixties06

Like Him

banchie

Chat they made Minecraft into a silly goofy cringe movie even through Minecraft is actually about life and earth and the universe and tearing meaning out of the ground and molding it with your hands into something that you can be proud of. They made the pink sheep look ugly and funny for a cheap laugh when it should’ve been a beautiful moment where you, age eleven, come across this rarity, this beautiful anomaly and you hold its face in your hands and stare into its chocolate brown eyes and you realize what the whole world is about. Chat they made it into a joke

eroticcannibal

"Anything is fine as long as it's legal" is not the sex positive position you think it is. Anything can be criminalised. Anything can be decriminalised.

eroticcannibal

In some places it's illegal to consensually choke your boyfriend. In other places marital rape is not a crime. Develop a moral compass instead of expecting your government to tell you what is right and wrong.

eroticcannibal

No actually it's not weird for me to focus on my own sex life on my own post when I'm talking about how the things I personally participate in are criminalised in my own country. This post is SPECIFICALLY prompted by anti kink and anti sex work laws in MY country. It's about MY life. Like yes it applies to other countries to so please participate but do not act like me talking about my own fucking life on my own fucking post is "a bit weird". For fuck sake.

eroticcannibal

This is the fastest anyone has blocked me lmao

naamahdarling

Bringing the choking into it actually makes it better by bringing in dignity of risk and how the same governments who love pestering people over their sexual activities also tend to loooove legally interfering with people's choices "for their own good." Which is also shitty a lot of the time.

eroticcannibal

Then don't do it. This isn't about your preferences it's about adults being criminalised for consensual sexual activity.

the-lexiverse

Texas’ HB 3399 bill will kill people if it passes. It will make hormone therapy illegal. For all ages. Period. This was never about women’s sports. It was never about bathrooms. It was never about “protecting the children”. They want us dead. If you’re a fellow trans person and you live in Texas, I strongly urge you to be ready to move somewhere safer.

wyf-of-bathe

Not just hormone therapy, but also

surgeries that sterilize individuals, administering certain prescription drugs that induce infertility, or removing healthy body parts

This potentially includes

They really, really do want trans people - or anyone who potentially could be trans - dead.

(Tumblr won't let me link the source, but the bill is on Texas Legislature Online .gov)

wyf-of-bathe

I forgot to add this: you can use Resistbot to find and write to your state or federal officials, so this is a great tool if you don't know how to go about doing that. If you're a Texas resident, a quick message to your state reps asking them to vote against HB 3399 would be very helpful right now.

Text RESIST to 50409 to contact your federal, state, or local elected officials; create movements; and more. Over 30,000,000 letters deliver

Remember to be polite, even if you don't like your official. I usually leave a nice note thanking their staff, too.

prof-grace-aspen

They also clearly want any person who can bear a child, to bear a child. This is staunchly anti-birth-control. It's horrifying.

dabwax-deactivated20250410

Texas is still one of the only places in the United States that offers comprehensive care to intersex individuals via Kind clinics. Many intersex people rely on hormone therapy for essential body function. My joints and mental health fall apart when I'm not on the right hormone, and this list would ban me from my hormones even though I'm not trans.

Please always remember us. Please understand that there's definitely loopholes to continue masectomies on teenage boys. There's definitely loopholes to continue trimming the clitorises of infants. There's definitely loopholes to continue mutilating us while denying anyone consensual procedures that aren't mutilation. Please always remember us. Please include us.

madame-helen

jellycatslippers

i dont usually talk about this but something that really frustrates me as someone who identifies as otherkin is the agonizing lack of education, care or understanding of animals despite all of you identifying with and/or being one. No, that fox video is not cute, no, that behaviour is a myth and No that fur is not ethically sourced. you went on etsy and purchased from a buyer who probably sells on aliexpress too. im begging for you all to just educate yourself better and if you want to engage with looking after the environment perhaps consider getting involved with charities, ecological efforts [ like planting native trees in areas with habitat loss, planting wild native flowers etc] and phoning in to local/state government to get protective laws passed instead of illegally feeding wildlife in your yard and letting your cat out to kill native birds. Sincerely, a meadow loving roe deer who is frustrated with everything all the time

please dont take this as an attack or criticism on you as a person, just put in your effort to learn and cultivate instead of assume and consume. Plus reading up on native wildlife can be so utterly rewarding and wonderful<3

now look at these beautiful roe deer

allsortsoffuckedup

Hey hey, as a librarian, can I just say don’t pace yourself at the library. I get a lot of customers saying “oh I shouldn’t get too many books out at once” but like you should!!!! Max out your card, take everything we have on a subject you’re interested in, make a book fort in your home. We love that shit! It doesn’t matter if you read them or not; just take them for an adventure and bring them back whenever they’re due!

For public libraries, one of the ways we secure funding year to year is lending. Governments don’t want to fund more books if they’re not being used and the way we measure use is by issues. Regardless of whether you read it or not, whether you have it for a day or a month, if you issue it to your library card, we get the stats! It makes the library look good!

Help your local library; get books out even if you know you can’t read them all!

seras-elessar

Literally, this helps us! Even if you loan it and return it the same day or day after. (Especially titles important for us to keep ie queer titles, books from minority authors and more).

My library doesn't have a max loans per card for physical books either. So what the heck grab a couple, walk around for a bit and try them out and return the ones that didn't hook you.

genderkoolaid

National Library Week is this month, April 6th - 12th! Go show your appreciation!!!

catmask

i remember when i talked about sharing free resources for art/learning and someone said 'dont be a communist' in response to it. ?????????????? why. are you scared

catmask

yeah its almost like if we realized we could just share things once our needs are met and capital gain wasnt treated like this thing to grow exponentially forever we would live in a better world and the current system would be threatened. are you scared. boo