I've died a hundred little deaths

Frankenstein He/it Vent/yan blog

[sparklyeyedzombie]

𝄞 𝖄𝖔𝖚'𝖛𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖑𝖊𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖘𝖔𝖚𝖑

-Frankenstein -He/it -'08

-Disabled, mentally ill trans guy -Vent/yan blog (tw) -All posts will be tagged with tws when needed

-Basic dni, 'narcissist abuse' belivers,radqueers/transids

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//frankenposting - my posts //reblogs //down at the record station - lyric posting //there's a corpse in this bed - vent posts //murder ballad - yan posts //you've got me blushing //ouija board - asks

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[brightfallstar]

The trichotillomania is beating my ass rn

[sparklyeyedzombie]

Officially in a depressive episode #killingmyself

[sparklyeyedzombie]

They should make a brain that doesn't tell you to kill yourself

[sparklyeyedzombie]

Seeing him complain about his lack of friends is both really satisfying and annoying.

I wonder why you have no friends, could it be that I might as well talk to a wall instead of you and you're an incredibly draining person to be around

[cringefail-loserfail2]

nobody would know i was dead anyway

[sparklyeyedzombie]

I hate how everyone said I was gonna make so many friends at college but I've finished my first year feeling like a loser

[sparklyeyedzombie]

Currently wondering if i'd be missed by anyone if I died

[sparklyeyedzombie]

Who up feeling like there's something wrong and unlovable about them that everyone can see except themself

[fangs4ever]

✧ 🍬💗 Will you be my sweetheart? 💗🍬 ✧

A yandere ask game with 16 questions and 8 statements. Bon appétit! 💕

⋆ ✦ Questions ✦ ⋆

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Ring Pop — What kind of affection is the sweetest to you?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Bubblegum — Are you a good liar? Do you lie often?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Skittles — If you could magically have one item that belongs to your darling, what would you want?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Taffy — Do you consider your love inherently toxic? Why or why not?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Jellybean — Would you enjoy being worshipped as a god?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Lemon Drop — What's the quickest way to make your mood go sour?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Caramel — Do you think that you deserve love?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Lollipop — If you could choose, how would you and your darling die?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Jawbreaker — Do you consider yourself an extreme yandere? Why or why not?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Candy Heart — Who was the last person that you told 'I love you'?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Pop Rocks — Are you quick to anger?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Gummy Bear — If you could choose to rid yourself of your obsessive traits, would you get rid of them or keep them?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Peppermint — Do you believe that opposites attract?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Starburst — How do you define love?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Hard Candy — Do you have any obsessive fantasies that you'd never practice in real life?

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Gumdrop — Would being rejected by your darling discourage you from loving them?

⋆ ✦ Statements ✦ ⋆

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Kit Kat — You're too sweet for your own good.

➼ . ˚ ⋆ M&Ms — I want to wrap you up in my arms forever.

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Reese's — I have a craving for you that just can't be satisfied.

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Milky Way — I want to take a bite out of you.

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Snickers — No one but me should get to see how precious you are.

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Mars — I should be the only one you look at.

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Rolo — I want to live in your brain like a parasite.

➼ . ˚ ⋆ Hershey's Kiss — If you ever feel like you're alone, just know that I'm watching you.

[marcusbrutus]

the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.

[nonbinaryjudean]

OCD things that you don't hear about:

episodes of paranoia, delusions, and dissociation

cyclical thoughts/spirals

magical thinking

episodes that can be very similar to psychosis or mania

attributing human emotions to inanimate objects

dermatillomania and trichotillomania

false sensations (like bugs crawling on skin)

paying way too much attention to very small things

physical health issues caused by compulsions

symptoms that are "problematic" (doing things that are considered "wasteful", needing reassurance or validation from others...)

extreme, deep, dreadful fear of things that can't truly be explained

disconnect between emotional and cognitive/logical responses or thoughts

contamination fears

problems with addiction and dopamine regulation

other people trying to force exposure therapy onto you without your consent and it making your anxiety way worse

list making

[sparklyeyedzombie]

Accidentally triggered my ocd and now I can't eat

[meowguraaaaa-deactivated2026030]

how to look cool while expressing ur masochistic desires

[pavlovspet]

Type to be worried about you secretly hating me while I'm trapped in your basement for you to give your undivided attention to every day . But you still hate me probably .

[fangs4ever]

Dear universe, give me the love of my life or give me a gun to end it all with

[sparklyeyedzombie]

This is Frankenstein's guide to friendship

1) meet person on tumblr

2) become obsessed with said person, making them into your favourite person

3) become queer platonic partners

4) split on your qpp every 2 months because he's actually really shit at talking to you and making you feel wanted and loved

5) give him a million second chances

6) realise that being qpps is too much stress for you so you go back to just being friends

7) eventually realise that being friends doesn't make his poor communication hurt any less

8) block him on main to see if he realises

9) give up because you've given him a million second chances, every time he says he'll do better but he never changes so you just end the friendship because you cannot take it anymore

10) miss him and stalk his tumblr