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as my username suggests i am rather indecisive about shipping, i am a huge jemily, hotchniss, spencelle, morcia, jelle, temily etc i can be a bit overzealous in this area. i love love.

in the topic of love i started to watch cm because of my lover! my obsession has taken on a life of its own as of late but it all comes back to her <3

i am very big on the vampire diaries and outer banks although presently cm has taken over my life😂i am also a very big swiftie (one of the annoying ones)i love all sorts of music tho but how couldnt she be my favorite?

emily is my favorite cm character, i remember when i started watching and was anxiously anticipating her arrival! i find her somewhat of a comfort.

my ao3 username is carmillaviolet (i hopefully will write something of substance there someday! although it has yet to come. i love writing but have an incredibly short and frantic attention span.)

i am 17 and a lesbian (i get an absolutely euphoric feeling when i get to say that last part, it’s so strange) and find speaking about myself to be rather cringe inducing so am gonna wrap this up!

#intro post #blog intro

do you have any thoughts on the new Taylor Swift album coming out? I'm personally super excited and am probably going to go to the movie thingy on October 3rd :D

sorry I’m so late as I haven’t been on🥺I saw lots of people criticising it for not being as heavy/poignant/emotional or just criticising in general but i really loved it (naturally) I don’t think everything needs to be depressing to be artistic (at least if it’s from taylor she could release white noise and I’d be like this is the album of the year.) my favorite is probably ‘actually romantic’ i think it’s cute.

just found out ive been cheated on not just once but twice, first time by the person who abused me and the second time by the only person who I’ve ever actually been in love with, changed my life, made me fully accept the fact im lesbian not bi. (and also made me start watching CM so I’m sure I’ll have a great time watching it now!) and got ghosted by that person after almost a year together. on the bright side, definitely ripe with emotion to write some jemily angst!!

#jemily #criminal minds #im the problem #I am fucking devastated

i think ive got in the swing of things, if only i could ever finish!

#criminal minds #emily prentiss #cm #criminal minds headcanons #jemily #emily x jj #jj x emily #jemily headcanon #jennifer jareau #paget brewster #aj cook #i procrastinate too much #fanfic

im in a world of pain because of my girlfriend(?) and am so anxiety ridden i have to sedate myself regularly to be able to calm down and can’t even leave my house, i even broke down crying in front of my friend the other day

…on the positive side I’ll have so much extra pain and emotional baggage to put emily through when i write my fic, pure terror and desperation just wracking through my veins yum yum yum!

#criminal minds #emily prentiss #cm #paget brewster #jemily #author is broken

butchdogs-md

you need to understand that i have two sets of headcanons. there's the set of realistic headcanons based on my genuine reading of the show, and then there's me playing pretend with my dolls.

totallyprentiss

I want to smooch Emily Prentiss’ cheek.

spencestiel-michelle

Derek: do you wanna tell me where you left your decency?

Emily: on the corner of fuck you avenue and go to hell street.

reidingrainbow

Emily: Okay, two person huddle.

Derek: You can't huddle with two people. This is just a hug.

glassesprentiss

this being emily’s genuine reaction to the team getting tablets takes me out she’s so cute

jareauki

while i do believe strongly that jj struggles badly with internalized homophobia, i don’t think it comes from religious trauma like a lot of people suggest. i don’t exactly think she was ever really religious. i think it comes from a need to be the perfect daughter to make up for the loss of her sister.

when you have siblings, especially older siblings, the need to be perfect isn’t as strong. of course, you’d still hate to mess up, but your sibling(s) will always be there to make up for what you lack. even with siblings, though, the eldest will always have the most pressure on them to be a good child. when jj lost roz, she had to not only endure the pressure of no longer having a sibling to make up for what she lacked, but she had to take the place of being the eldest, and on top of that she had unhappy parents too. i can imagine that would make it near impossible to cope with being anything but perfect.