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Mid 20s, He, NO MINORS I think j3rmas hot and what about it?? rpf blog ;)

[byeeeelol]

queer andy <3

[puppysters]

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I think that the most real (which also makes it heartbreaking) unambiguous clearest solid evidence would be from Str's DA days, even tho it's very old at this point.

In this post js-addiction goes through Str's DA account, and among all the evidence of him being gay/bi there are some things that are very clear transfem... I show them here, but you should go through the whole og post linked, just amazing stuff in there...

cute little girl edit... called pretty... teen boy or masculine female :3

GOOD GIRL BRACELET. "Are you a boy or a girl?" "The world may never know :'<" ...................................................................

there is also this, Str having 'female' on his profile... typical gender DA stuff but hmm also, cheerleader :) <3

So, in addition to Steebs very open gayness it seems there was actually a lot of interesting stuff happening regarding gender in his younger years.. Looks like he enjoyed being perceived as a girl on the internet(!)... wore a pink "good girl" bracelet... tried on dresses... all of that makes me sooo so :3333333 🥰🥰💞 I think this is getting REALLY close to being transfem without fully/openly commiting... so all of that is absolutely insane

Besides that, the current day it gets much more vague of course. there are only echoes I would say, things that don't necessarily have to mean anything and be giveaways, but they do have that something in them that can make you think... like what you mentioned, him choosing to play female characters a lot :) or making himself in tony hawk game and giving himself a fucking girl symbol sdfgh

Sometimes he says something that will perk our ears up, I do remember us here having quite a few collective "estrogen would have saved her" moments w/ Str... I wanted to provide some, but I cannot find one when I need it of course. if i happen upon some I might add them here

Not really any evidence but also I think it's interesting to mention that Str once told us he had a dream where him and Ash switched bodies. and they were just doing mundane stuff, doing taxes and giggling to each other how the others Don't Know. This honestly might be indication of something completely different, i feel it probably is to some bigger degree but maybe that too in some way.. in any case, interesting stuff

[sperma589]

Lesbain T4T sterma is still possible

[subaru-copilot]

it gets to a point that is just weirder if they didn't fuck

[subaru-copilot]

you did all this and it was not even because you wanted to bang him? weirdo

[js-addiction]

i just thought this was interesting

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

rpf isn’t enough i need a sex tape

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

(remembers that the magic lies within mine and my friends’ imaginations) I have no need of material objects

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

(remembers one sexual encounter does not define the entire sexual dynamic of a relationship) i need several dozen sex tapes

[ninepppppp]

okay so we've all seen jenna985. I want you to meet sistar_

[js-addiction]

cute dad story :)

[st3rma]

dude...

[emetophoria]

jerm: "if we all sell our mouths we'll have enough money"

vinny: "oh true"

[livefromtheyard]

message from ludwig in qt's discord. all the love in the world for qt, ludwig, ders, and coots ❤️

[livefromtheyard]

didn't want the post to be too big so some of the scs are squashed but here are some updates on little swift for anyone who isn't on discord/twitter

[jexed-n-vindictive]

FYI it’s called the ‚sassy pillow‘ collection

[js-addiction]

from monica's insta ☹️!!!!!!

[js-addiction]

she's blue for an amazing reason

[js-addiction]

ppl were curious about my j walls so here they are :)

[vanillaboyfriend]

[puppylud]

if a1den was still closeted / nobody knew he was bi, do u think lud would act the same way around him that he does now?

short answer is no.

graph to explain my reasoning before i subject u to my fucking essay length analysis of lud's stupid ass:

long answer is that even w how comfortable in his sexuality lud claims to be (side eye) u can see that the more obtainable and more Real any of his random crushes on dudes get the more aggressive w them he becomes

like his crush on t^m brady: it's just him being a faggot having weird daddy issues but there's no aggression there, he worships the dude

then u have the middle ground w jrma: he's semi-obtainable. lud has him wrapped around his finger, he's never letting him go, and they are undoubtedly tied together forever and ever til they both die horrible deaths. but. they cannot realistically fuck. they can have their weird mutual obsession and metaphorical dick sucking and all that shit they do that is honestly gayer than just having sex. but they cannot fuck. BUT! it's become much more real to lud; they're coworkers, he's probably started to work on convincing him to move to la with him, they're Closer. and he hates it. he's gotten more and more openly mean w him. he called him a manchild just recently. he's no longer a farfetched wet dream of a man for him he's Real and His and it's too uncomfortably close to crossing a line he's set for himself and he's fucking terrified of it

then u have the top right of the graph: aiden. he's actually into men, they've kissed multiple times before, he's genuinely attracted to aiden, aiden and his partner have a close and probably open relationship with each other, all their gay chicken shit that they do. it's so fucking Real. it's real and obtainable and if he really, really wanted to he could fuck him. he could cross that line he's set for himself if he got a little too drunk or whatever excuse he needs to give himself. and i think a part of him is subconsciously terrified of it. he's convinced himself so fully that he doesn't actually like men, all the drunk desperate making out w anyone that would give him the time post-breakup and the random fixations on men old enough to be his father (or in this case pretty enough to be a woman) mean nothing. he's completely 100% without a doubt a straight man. so to balance out all the feelings he does have for him he gets aggressive and he lashes out and it's fine, there's nothing more to it, it's just a bit everyone does. everyone hates aiden. fuck aiden. but not like that. because i'm not gay

there's also all of their other weirder shit they've done beyond the gay chicken. the gay bar story where lud got legitimately mad at aiden for being more gay than him and pulling more men? hello?? like i think part of it is also subconscious jealousy for how open and accepting of himself aiden is (beyond around his family for obvious reasons). he has no problems accepting that he likes men, it's just who he is. but lud isn't. because of course he isn't. but fuck him for 'being more gay than him' and getting more men than him and for being so pretty and obtainable

[basementj]

notice how the graph also decreases in age the higher you go. he just wants to relive his daddy holding him and kissing him and feeling safe with an older man