SPIDER DEMON @spidergod - Tumblr Blog

PPPSSSTTT!! heads up!!

virgil, he/him, minor 15+.

-artpost account/randomness overload.

-this account has a lot of gore and some triggering topics, including self-harm and suicide. i do mostly angst art; however, some is wholesome...

-i am a poet and author, as well as music/song writer.

-i used to take commissions but as time goes on i've realised that it's super stressful for me, as i do have a school life and studies. i am willing to do art trades though as a form of payment (i physically can't get money payment)

-my instagram is crabcalls.

#intro post #introducing myself #esther krovopuskov #esther #spider demon

2randommichael2

It's my birthday 🥹

Unfortunately, I won't be getting the cool ass Ghostface cake I want😞

ssavaart

I spoke in front of 100 people and didn't have a panic attack!

This may not seem like a big deal to most of you. But, to me, it's huge. My entire life, I've been crippled by panic attacks in social situations. Over 50 years of being afraid to go to weddings or funerals or comic conventions.

But, 3 years ago, I was diagnosed as Autistic.

For 3 years, I've been learning about my disability and going through therapy, and taking steps to advocate for myself.

My panic attacks, it seems, we're triggered by overstimulation. My brain couldn't process all of the noises and smells and feelings and sights. It was too overwhelming, and my body/mind would shut down.

You can see I'm wearing noise canceling headphones. I bring them with me everywhere. It seems silly that this is all it took to stop the panic attacks. But... it works.

I got up and introduced myself, showed a couple videos, and read a whole chapter of my upcoming book (Becoming an Artist... coming out in November) with NO PANIC ATTACK!

I just thought I'd throw this little victory out into the world because we could all use a little victory from time to time.

Sending big hugs from the Hobbit Hole ❤️

Scott

neverneedtomeetnokings

titsay

lumpywhump

A teenaged whumpee that keeps getting babied by everyone around them. They're seen as just a widdle trwamatized baby and it's infuriating as fuck

happy thistle thursday. did an art trade, this is from my side of the game.

#thistle #delicious in dungeon #my art #digital art #art #anime and manga #thistle thursday

bookpdf

not being productive or relaxing but a secret third thing

underwaterfraulein

noodles-07

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

heroineimages

Mental illness is all in your head in the same way that prostate cancer is all in your ass.

noodles-07

this person wins everybody else go home

allthingswhumpyandangsty

being a writer is constantly google the definitions of words you already know the meanings of because your brain's always paranoid and telling you maybe you've been using them wrong your entire life

I can excuse misusing words in my daily life but my mlm slow-burn enemies to lovers smut has to be perfect

FFFollow my deviantart smirk i post more there than here i think? idkk