[spoiledblade]

my intro post !

hello ! im ellie , I go by she / her and im a asexual lesbian ! im starting to get into jirai bcuz of tumblr , hoping to post more on here and join the community . 

warning that my blog will be about sh , cutspo , suicidal ideation , my struggles with emotional dysregulation and maladaptive daydreaming , and more . if this makes you uncomfortable block / don’t engage w this blog . 

my inbox is always open ! but please be respectful and nice , anyone who is mean will be deleted and ignored . my messages are always open for anyone who wants to send cutspo or wants to see mine ! 

also, I can’t follow anyone on this acc so if u want to be friends message me ! I’ll always spam like ur stuff !

also , my blog for if this one ever gets t3rm!n4ted : @sillylilellie ( I know it’s really plain I haven’t done anything at all w it yet .. )

thank u for reading this and enjoy ! 

[kasatenfes-deactivated20260214]

my prediction for 2026 jiraiblr is that there’s gonna be some huge incident that’s gonna be known EVERYWHERE and youtubers are gonna start making deep dives about jiraiblr

[spoiledblade]

HI GUYS!! im not dead…still here i know i haven’t posted in a bit.. >.<

[spoiledblade]

does anyone wanna trade / see my cutspo ? im really bored and need motivation to cut … i feel so lazy and i want some validation of some sort .

[bl33ding-gl1tch]

Can we! =3

[spoiledblade]

YES ofc !! just dm me (,,>.<,,) !!

[danaababes]

In a need of this right now.

[spoiledblade]

you are actually so cute !! i love you <3

OMGGG thank u sm !!! this means a lot i love you too anon !! <3

[heartbeatsorrow]

SFX MAKEUP

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some wrist cvts :pp

[spoiledblade]

it would be so cool if you just like gave me asks .. in my inbox .. you know?

[96princess]

Cut my hair and then I cut my skin 🎶

Hurt myself instead of hurting him..

Feels like it's a nightmare I'm in.

[spoiledblade]

I’m going to sleep now .. sighhh if only people would spam my asks and give me attention .. sighhh ..

[spoiledblade]

hi guys !! I luv u all sm !! I’ve been daydreaming abt cutting my shoulders and stuff .. anyway I start school tomorrow so yea !!

[magdalenejanie]

Come sit *pats my bed* ignore the blood stains

[spoiledblade]

TW: TALK OF ED !

guys I know this sounds crazy but like .. I want an eating disorder . actually no maybe not like a eating disorder but I wanna starve myself , like i don’t even know why i want to , i don’t think I’m fat at all or anything but when I go on the scale and see how big or small I am it makes me wanna starve myself so I can be even smaller then I already am . like I wanna look sick with cvts all over me and everything . wow okay anyways . ( btw not trying to be a pick me saying I’m “super small” already or anything . )

[never3healing3scars]

Idk I got bored a took a pic of my scars

[eternally-anangel]

[bladeechan]

(〜￣▽￣)〜

[kutiekchan]

ALL I WANT IS TO BE CUTE AND ADORED (/'TᜊT)/

WAHH! ITS NOT FAIR!!!!