hullo

[squidthepug]

I felt like i should do a sort of introduction/overview post, so like here we are!

Hi, Im bee, my pronouns are ae/aer/aers, I’m agender, asexual, and biromantic!

I’m in a bunch of fandoms but here’s a few of my favourite pieces of media and games and stuff- Legend of Korra, Steven Universe, Sanders Sides, Animal Crossing, Gravity Falls, Among Us, Minecraft, Marvel, Avatar the Last Airbender and She-Ra and the Princess of Power (although i’ve not finished the show yet lol).

So yeah that’s it really. My banner was created by the lovely @ace-pirate and i’m not sure who drew my profile pic but it’s not mine, I wish i could draw that well lol. So yeah, hope yall decide to stick around!

(also i’m a minor so like plz no creepy shit and no homophobia or transphobia or racism or ableism or anything like that thanks)

update me and ace pirate are married now

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You don’t hear it a lot: but England is a terrifying place to live. And I know reading that single line will have some people snickering as if what I said isn’t true. Maybe we aren’t as bad as some places: that much is true. We don’t have gun crime, racism isn’t as much as heard of (though it definitely exists in a stupid amount). But that’s also because you lot don’t hear about it: you don’t hear it unless you’re in the country or from the country and keeping up with everything.

As a non-binary trans masc person, it’s terrifying to even step out of the house and I’m not even publicly out yet. The amount of trans and homophobia around England is insane and terrifying: it’s to the point where everyday I’m reading the news and another LGBTQ-related attack is somewhere on the front page. Another transgender person has been murdered in cold blood or another lesbian couple has been beaten up on the tube in London. As someone who has been constantly penalised and put down for trying to be who I am, as well as outted against my will, it’s scary to read these things everyday. It was heart breaking to watch GMB every morning and see Piers Morgan invalidating my gender through an argument with someone who was trying his best to defend me. It was cringe-worthy hearing the comments coming from my own “friend”‘s mouth when I tried to come out.

JKR was a perfect example of just the power of the hate in this country: her voice - and her supporters voices - were so loud that they got the government to backtrack on their plans to allow me to change my legal gender easier. Because it invalidated sexual assault survivors and their hardships. I was sexually assaulted when I was 8: and again when I was 11. Believe me when I tell you, letting a transgender woman use the fucking woman’s bathroom is NOT invalidating your assault. That sounds like a you problem, not theirs.

The government is actively enabling the persistent LGBTQ hate in this country. In the last four months there have been several online petitions which they have HAD to look at due to 100k+ signatures. Each time their only was response was “No, we support you, but no. Too much work.” If you refuse to recognise me as existing- to recognise that I am a law abiding person who deserves to be able to legally be me- then you are not supporting me.

The NHS has a wait time of anywhere from two years to ten years for gender clinic appointments: just to get put on hormone medication, you could be waiting up to 7 years for one appointment. Unless you go private that is. Not only is private extremely expensive, but the NHS practitioners have every right to DENY your referral / diagnosis because it wasn’t done by an NHS professional. So even if you do go private, there’s no guarantee. A lot of transgender people are resorting to illegally obtaining hormone drugs from dealers. We’re that desperate.

It’s gotten so bad that OTHER COUNTRIES are acknowledging that it’s unsafe to live here. Two years ago a British transgender women sought asylum in New Zealand based purely off of her gender identity and WAS SUCCESSFUL. Portugal also accepts asylum seekers based off of gender identity. That is how bad it is here. Transgender people are dying everyday. This is how bad it is.

There’s so much more I can rant about but it’s 7am and I haven’t slept. I’m tired. But I just spent three hours crying over this shirt and how not only me but hundreds of thousands of other Transgender people in England have it bad; and there’s no one here to help us.

[minecraft]

🍇🍒🍓🍎🍉🍑🍊🥭🍍🍋🍌🍐🍈🥝🍏

[peys-mc]

mf really just said

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Dude our beam attacks are clashing can u stop

[sharkie-or-charkie]

people really need to stop assuming that their favourite teachers are gay

yes this is directed at someone

(hi bee)

[squidthepug]

is it possible to love someone sm and want to stab them just as much

i mean ur not wrong but like u didn’t have to say it

[sharkie-or-charkie]

i am a crafty fellow, making @squidthepug and @ace-pirate’s christmas presents rn

[squidthepug]

i fucking love you

i want to make something for u as well but like i do not have the capabilities

[thorinthehottotty]

dumbassunderthemountain:

luna-xial:

tolkienblackgirl:

game-ofthe-company:

the-fandoms-georgie:

sokkasdarling:

midnightseance:

magic-multicolored-miracle:

waterlily502:

helaintoloki:

paperpocalypse:

ohmyitsfaith:

missmakenzye:

anapocalypseinmymind:

thefuture-itsshitbytheway:

I was tagged by @b99detectivealpaca :))

Some peeps who’ve made my 2020 a little less shitty are: @the-aro-ace-arrow-ace @itty-bitty-rampaging-committee @allthingsfayz @anapocalypseinmymind @vareapix @hxney-lemcn​ @youcandalekmyballs  @fivexdolores @glitched-coffee @thetrueihaveaname @ford-ye-fiji​ @kakakuroo @upside-down-umbrellas​ and I’m tagging you back @b99detectivealpaca

Awwwww omg thank you @thefuture-itsshitbytheway

I’ll be tagging the first ppl I can think of, though every single one of my followers has made my day in SOME way these past months: @the-fandom-apocalpse-is-coming @waitimcomingtoo @beverlyparkerr @cicicantblog @theamazingtomholland @notsosmexy @anastasiasromanov @vanillacupcake @imaninniter @missmakenzye @itty-bitty-rampaging-committee @kelieah @fallinfortom @hollandsrecs @cas-backwards-tie @exspectare @thatemo-fangirl @i-am-five-hargreeves @five-hargreeves-official and AHHHHHH I’M BLANKING BUT SO MANY OF YOU HAVE HELPED ME I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH <333333333333

Jay omg I love you, thanks for the tag ♥♥ @anapocalypseinmymind You’ve definitely also made my 2020 happier

@ohmyitsfaith @five-mutha-fuckin-hargreeves @exspectare @cas-backwards-tie @kakakuroo @moneyyhoneyyy @itty-bitty-rampaging-committee I love y'all ♥

and also all my followers (I’m almost reaching 1.000 and I’m in tears, can’t believe you guys like me this much) you all are the best, I can’t say enough how much it means to me that you like what I do here ♥ It makes me unbelievably happy

Ahw, babes, you definitely made my 2020 a lot better! @missmakenzye

But so did @thisisawonderfulusername / @whatawonderfulusername , @xenteaart , @fiveisnumber1 , @wondergotham , @troop-scoop , @the-silentium , @isnt-it-loverly , @iamnotdoinganythingillegal , @its-five-o-clock , @oddpriest , @paperpocalypse , @struggling-with-time , @fivescoffee-cup , @fandomlit , @fivehargreevesforthewin , @glamoria-senpai , @kurtssingh , @yurtletheturtlehenderson , @vanillacaramelhoney , @bbluepparadise16 , @bitch-im-your-biggest-nightmare , @navyandred , @mouthfacereborn , @awkwardspontaneity and all my followers! Some of you made it better with your content and others made it better with interacting with me. I’m so thankful for all of you guys! You definitely helped a lot when there was no hope left.

😊 aw thank u @ohmyitsfaith​ !! <3

2020′s been a rough one but hey, i also got to know some real amazing people :) to @may-darling​ @waterlily502​ @helaintoloki @phoenixes-and-wizards​ @cas-backwards-tie​ @anna-phora​ @diegosclownshoes​ @lxncelot​ and every one of my followers, thank u all so much for being here with all your talents and kindness and fun ! 🥰

ty Sam this is so sweet🥺 and ty to @bbluepparadise16 who also tagged me ♡

I got to meet so many new people and make so many new mutuals that I’m so thankful for so ty for all you’ve done!

@obitwo @grievingghost @fandomfreakff @waterlily502 @justanotherpadawan @karasong @lovcfools @xenteaart @cas-backwards-tie

i love yall so much :) thank you @helaintoloki and @paperpocalypse

@joz-stankovich @midnightseance @magic-multicolored-miracle

 and i made lots of other firneds but idk if they would want me to tag them lol

Aw, you’re so sweet. And you have made me happy this year too. I am very glad to have made your friendship (is that a phrase, I don’t know anymore).

This year has been a year for me. But one good thing that’s come from it is lots of stellar new friendships: @the-winter-witcher @inber @hermeowyn @joz-stankovich @midnightseance @jynandtonics @mysterydisposition @sokkasdarling @diegos-butt (I tried to put y’all in the order that I ‘met’ you so that I wouldn’t miss anyone, but I still feel like I did) 💙💙💙💙💙💙

Thank y’all so much. I love you @waterlily502 and @magic-multicolored-miracle so fucking much. And I’m so lucky I got to meet y’all. 

I wouldn’t be here without the wonderful people I met this year. Like, y’all have just been so important to me and I am forever grateful for your friendship and love. Thank you so much to the wonderful two I mentioned, but also: @joz-stankovich @lunalovecroft @sokkasdarling @falcor-thee-luck-dragon @gurlimtired @thran-duils @thatpunkmaximoff @mysticalfuncollectorus @jynandtonics and so many other wonderful people. I’m sorry if you didn’t want to be tagged, but I really just wanted to let you know you mean a lot to me. So, thank you for sticking with me and for being so wonderful. You and your friendship all mean so much to me. 💖 And I didn’t tag everyone, but if we’re mutuals?? Then I love you and think you’re amazing. Thank you so much. 

omg thank you @magic-multicolored-miracle and @midnightseance for tagging me🥺

i started tumblr in late march/early april and since then ive met so mamy incredible people who im so lucky to be able to interact with and call my friends. i was instantly accepted by all of you and that means the world to me. you all mean the world to me. thank you endlessly, i love you all.

@falcor-thee-luck-dragon @entishramblings @tiefliing @guardianofrivendell @incorrect-lotr-trash @heroics-and-heartbreak @the-fandoms-georgie @magic-multicolored-miracle @midnightseance @legolasthegayleafyelf <333

Awe. Thank you so much for the Tag, @sokkasdarling !! Much love coming your way!

I love all of you and how supportive you are of me! You are the best and most amazing people I’ve ever had the fortune to meet! I’m so glad you put up with me and like to call you my friend and I hope I’m your friend as well!!! I hope you are all doing well!!

@sokkasdarling @bleach-your-panties @tywritesxpop @langdxn @kitwalker02 @icylangdon @pretty-lies-ugly-truth @daddy-antichrist @theimaginesyouneveraskedfor @entishramblings @thorinthehottotty @dumbassunderthemountain @asraime @the-sins-of-middle-earth @elles-writing @awildkaitlynhasappeared @legolaslovely @game-ofthe-company @moony-artnstuff @trxblemaker @mrsmidnight15 @tolkien-fantasy @red-riding @wickednerdery @leatherduncan @narnvaeron @theelvenhaven @mayday1284 @guardianofrivendell @writer-inwonderland @peakydiaries @azuliv !!

I hope I didn’t forget anyone!!

Thank you @the-fandoms-georgie !!!

Yall are so amazing and supportive! I love seeing your comments, reblogs, tags, the questions y’all ask.

I don’t want to double tag people as I know sometimes that is annoying (which I don’t want to be) so along with everyone already tagged above I will add others who should be added too.

@tolkienblackgirl @queen-under-the-mountain @chaotic-n-shiny @modernmythic @fricksposts @7soulstars @coffeee-bean @awkwardbecomesyou @justfollowtheroad @x-daedalus-x

@game-ofthe-company Right back at you! I’m so touched!! 😭

Tumblr has really been a saving grace this year! But really ALL y’all deserve a mention!!!

@tisunii @mallowmikaela @luna-xial @artsywaterlily @angellcora @midalah @incorrect-mandalorian @queer-lodgingss @black-is-beautiful18 @lathalea @farfallavendetta @fangirl-area @legolas-is-a-himbo @maddiestundentwritergaines @blackschizobabe @saviorsongwrites @queen-under-the-mountain @fizzyxcustard @moony-artnstuff @emrfangirl @sleepynegress @dumbassunderthemountain @tolkien-fantasy @jazzyspice @bananzer @queen-of-angmar @nipahgirl @thyarcanist @chaotic-butch @chronicallycab @dunedone @wellfuckmyexistence @strictlynofrills @spacebeyonce

And I’m sorry if I tagged more than once or forgot you!

🥺❤️❤️

You’re so kind @tolkienblackgirl thank you for tagging me!

@floral-and-fine @fizzyxcustard @moony-artnstuff @ceinelee @elles-writing @ladylouoflothlorien @quiet-mask-of-uncertainty @lady-of-lies @saviorsongwrites @deepestfirefun @dumbassunderthemountain @legolaslovely gosh there are so many I want to tag but I’ll stop at this. You all are amazing individuals and I am so glad I get to interact with you, I hope you all are doing well and staying healthy and safe 💜💜💜

Thank you so much @luna-xial @tolkienblackgirl and @the-fandoms-georgie for tagging me 💚💚💚

This has been a busy year where I started writing and this blog so thanks for all the new friends 💚 and I’m very sorry if I don’t remember your blog right now there are a lot of you and it’s been a long day but I’ll do my best.

@narnvaeron @rosemunds @fizzyxcustard @legolaslovely @scariusaquarius @thorinthehottotty @puggledy-huggledy-is-not-a-pig @angellcora @elles-writing @red-riding

Shoot there’s been so many of you literally all my followers! I haven’t check who all’s tagged me but I know there’s a few of you and that means the world to me! But here’s a list of a few of you.

I know the last 6 months I’ve just been lurking in the swamps like a damn goblin you all are wonderful. My life has begone to stabilize and I started writing again recently… it so bad again 🤣.

@fizzyxcustard @legolaslovely @scariusaquarius @dumbassunderthemountain @tomisbaeholland @saviorsongwrites @moony-artnstuff @daisy-picking-lady @luna-xial @the-fandoms-georgie @deepestfirefun and more recently @no-droids

THANK YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING!

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@squidthepug @sharkie-or-charkie @strawberrywaffledog

You guys always make me happy

👉👈👉👈👉👈😁😁😁

Thank you

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@ace-pirate @sarah @sharkie-or-charkie @thatsthat24 thank yall for making my year 👉👈

also thank u for tagging me hannah

[squidthepug]

hi fun fact if you think neopronouns aren’t valid... (tw swearing)

✨please get off my fucking page you ignorant transphobic potentially ableist bitch ✨

[squidthepug]

You lame ass senior citizen!

- me, to my friend who is in fact, younger than me

[squidthepug]

hello i’m bee i just saw a post with the word ‘wyvern’ in it, have now been reminded of a roblox game called wyvern or dragon or something like that simulator and now have the extreme urge to learn about/ become a wyvern

update in the 10 mins since i first wrote saved this to my drafts i saw a tik tok which mentioned feather quills so now i want to draw a wyvern with a quill and ink so yeah

[squidthepug]

why is my feed entirely unus annus

i haven’t even watched a single episode

[blurryf4ce]

reblog this and in the tags, write the band that comes to mind first when you think back to being 13 years old

[squidthepug]

hey losers follow my sanders sides countdown blog @wheres-the-vocab-cards

[writing-prompt-s]

You’re a daycare worker, watching over toddlers, when the imminent end of the world is announced. It becomes increasingly clear none of the kids’ parents are going to show up as the end inches nearer.

[bixbythemartian]

[Audio starts]

“Mom has been texting me for the last twenty minutes. She wants me to come home. It’s a four hour drive, when the roads are clear, and from what I hear everybody is trying to get somewhere right now. There’s no telling if I’d even-”

“Everybody else has left. All the other kids were picked up, the other staff left. They gave me all the keys. I promised to stay and wait for as long as- well. Even if some of the parents show up, I guess some of them won’t, so I’m just waiting. Until.”

[Clears throat.]

“A couple of people came after everybody left. Peter, one of Aidan’s fathers, gave me three hundred dollars for staying. What am I going to do with money? It’s- anyway. I kind of get it. He wanted to give me something.”

[Audio ends]

[Audio starts]

“They’re all between 2 and 4.” Sniff. “They’re so little. Too little to really- maybe if they were older, I’d have to tell them something. But um. I’m just- trying to stay calm and keep them happy and occupied. I think that’s the best thing, right now.”

[Heaving breaths.]

“I normally use this recorder to help me remember stuff. It’s just, uh, habit to talk to it. I don’t know. They’re napping, right now. I’ve got the baby monitor, they know that if they talk into it, I’ll come, so-”

[Sobbing.]

[Audio ends]

[Audio starts]

“Mom keeps texting, so I blocked her. I sent her a text telling her goodbye, first, but. I do. But these kids need me.”

[Sniff.]

“I tried calling their parents again, but I can’t get anybody. It’s just busy signals. I called the firefighter station, 911. I can’t get through to anybody.”

[Shaky breath.]

“I went out into the yard. Um, I think they can play. It’s nice out, and you can’t really see it yet. Little bit of a glimmer, if they ask I’ll just tell them it’s a plane, but it’s nice out and we’ve got hours before-”

[Murmuring child’s voice, indistinguishable.]

[Audio ends]

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[squidthepug]

hi hello i think you’ll see this and i just wanted to say— what?? this is so awesome!! the emotions are very real and sincere and the writing is just on point and honestly i could read books of this plot lmao. also idk if you’ve thought too much into this but what actually happened? Were the kids being babysitted the kids of super heros who were trying and managed to save the world? i take it titanium man is a super hero? anyways yes very well done 👍👍

[daechwitas]

let me be very clear that if you voted for donald trump or support him in any capacity you are not welcome here. my blog is not the place for you and i do not want you interacting with me. 

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this is the offical ‘i care’ symbol this is how it works: basically you reblog this and your followers know that you care and that they can message you about anything anon or not and you will reply back or at least look at there message. if you care about your followers please reblog