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shut the fuck up i am being have crazy person disorder
shut the fuck up i am being have crazy person disorder
Gay💛irl
when Florence Welch said “You don’t have to be a ghost here amongst the living. You are flesh and blood! You deserve to be loved and you deserve what you are given”
Just some ADHD moods:
i have never done anything in my life and im not starting now
everyone hates me because of this One Thing I Said/Did
WHY AM I NOT DOING ANYTHING
i am playing my favorite game in the world and im still FUcking BORED
EXXXXCCCCCIIIIIIITTTTEEEEEDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is all im talking about for the next ten hours whether you like it or not
this is all im THINKING about for the next ten hours whether i like it or not
Why Don’t I Have Anything To Chew On
I LIKE MAKING NOISE!!!!
if anyone says anything im going to kill them
time to shake
i heard or made a weird sound and now it is echoing through my head please make it stop
i have done………. nothing all day i wish for death
I WANNA DO SOMETHING STUPID
if i dont do this now im never going to do it *spends 30 hours hyperfocused on it*
if i dont do this now im never going to do it *doesnt do it*
its been 16 hours and i havent eaten and im not hungry
its been 3 minutes since i ate and i want SO MCUH MORE
all i want is CAFFEINE
*gets a drink* *doesnt drink it*
this sensation is bad and i will wash my hands until it goes away
if i didnt have adhd, i would be too powerful
if i didnt have adhd, maybe i would be able to do this
why did i SAY THAT i want to SHOVE MY FOOT IN MY MOUTH NOW
im never speaking again
DONT!! YELL!! AT!! ME!!! I’LL DIE!!!!!
i dont like this person because 6 years ago they said my hyperfixation was dumb
WHY!! DO I!! CARE!! SO!! MUCH!!
why am i crying
why am i NOT crying
sorry im really happy and excited and i know you’re sad but im very happy and i have forgotten how to be sympathetic
things i needed to hear (as conversation hearts)
Sure, relationships typically start with a honeymoon phase that then grows into something deeper but a bit more mellow if things work out, but it’s depressing as fuck that this has turned into a really, really common script for straight relationships that says it’s totally normal and inevitable for dudes to just become more and more emotionally checked out of the relationship, and leave it to their girlfriend/wife to perform if she wants to get even a crumb of affection from him. I’m so fucking tired of seeing women constantly being taught that decades of emotional neglect is just our lot in life.
what “getting out of the honeymoon phase” should mean: you aren’t joined at the hip anymore and can spend time apart, but you still greatly enjoy eachother’s company and deliberately make time to be together. you’re not just a unit, you’re a matched set (like, you’re susan and bob rather than susanandbob). you start to see eachother’s flaws and don’t put eachother on a pedestal but instead love eachother as human beings, flaws and all.
what it should NOT mean: you barely talk anymore. you feel like two completely different people, tied together by a frayed thread. you’re annoyed by eachother’s flaws and don’t like to be around eachother
similarly: “relationships are hard, they take a lot of work” means that cooperation on a daily basis in both the practical and emotional realms takes conscious effort. you can’t coast on those honeymoon feelings forever, and you aren’t psychic, so you have to pay attention and communicate so you can honor each other’s wants and needs.
it should not mean that you’re fighting every two days or walking on eggshells to avoid the anger of an unreasonable partner or breaking your back trying to get the slightest sign of affection or respect from someone who’s checked out and doesn’t care about you.
This is so, so important. Dont keep investing in a relationship thats not giving back. You deserve to be heard, you deserve at the very least communication.
I ATE A BIG BAG OF FACTORY REJECT SEEDS UNTIL A HEALTHY FLOWER UNFURLED IN MY CHEST ...
I MISTOOK THE SENSATION FOR LOVE AND DIED.
so you dated the wrong person and learned a hard lesson. you chose the wrong major and had to start over again. you cherished a friend who backstabbed you. it sucks, but it’s also going to work out. that’s life; you learn, hurt, love, cry, laugh, and keep going. you experience setbacks and you grow and it’s all okay.
what the fuck is with english teachers n being like “write a story abt a deep personal memory that impacted your life” maam if i do that youre going to send me to the counselor’s office