dawn dih soap

uhm my names dawn and ill b posting random things

[starryydiusk]

i watched the long walk today. let me walk you through my thought process while watching it. Sorry.

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always my fucking luck because i just recovered from my hand and i slapped my shins against a lamppost

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soooooo. i guess my time was decided because why am i seeing folk valley naturally instead of getting warning videos on youtube :/

if you don’t know what it is, please don’t search it up i beg of you.

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death does work in strange ways. Like what do you mean my pet was perfectly healthy yesterday, bouncing around like he drank an energy drink, no illnesses or anything, but he died today. Sure rats don’t live long, but my other babies had signs of weaknesses days and weeks, even months before death, yet it was so sudden today. I don’t believe in the afterlife, well I didn’t, but now I do. Why? Because I don’t want my babies to just be alone. I want them to be happy together. “Oh shouldn’t you be writing this in a diary instead of telling a bunch of strangers” Well maybe Diane I want to. Sleep tight my babies, I’ll see you in a few decades, or however long it is for you ❤️

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how it feels because she is inside, he is outside

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fuck this i have to be up for another thirty minutes because my dad says that we could win the world cup i was gonna call it an early night but i got bored

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Saturday log week 2!!!

5:15: I woke up.

7:49: I woke up again.

7:41 - 8:52: I watched Bojack horseman for the first time.

9:06 - 11:41: I write chapter 9 of my fic and post it

13:08 - 14:30: I play minecraft hardcore and I die lol

14:30 -15:00: I read some of dante’s inferno

15:00 - 20:45: I do nothing.

23:00 I watch the beginning of hereditary.

23:30?: That scene comes on.

23:31?: I turn off hereditary.

23:35: I plan to sleep (fail)

23:38: I post this.

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tumblr is the best app I have that includes filtering because it actually gets rid of content I don’t want to see. W!ncest? Gone. Spam bots? banished.

Yet, if i use it on instagram, i still get that fuckass content.

Therefore, tumblr is goated

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chat heres a sneak peek of chapter 9 of the immortality of the sun 🥰

TW SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!

UHM IDK HOW TO SET SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!

NVM I FIGURED IT OUT!!!!

Grace Asher. I never knew the true version of you, but if robots are meant to be trained from the real deal, I’m glad I met you. Grace Asher, you were the girl I wanted to hate. The girl that I tried to hate. Yet in these six months, I couldn’t find a reason to hate you. Because you are impossible to hate. That is the reason why I loved you. Well not you, but the concept of you. Farewell

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if this fly lands on my keyboard one more time whilr im writing on ao3 I will not hesitate to burn my phone. nvm its gone

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these boys from my class were yelling that I lied abt my injury bc i kept it short and said i fell downstairs but i lied to them because i don’t want to hold a conversation w ppl who think pedophilia is funny.

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THERES A SPIDER IN MY ROOM AND I CANT RELEASE IT BECAUSE ITS HIDING BEHIND MY HEADBOARD AND MY HAND HAS BEEN HURTING SINCE THIS MORNING HELP ME

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OK UPDATE::: ITS IN MY BED I WOKE UP TO IT ON MY SHEETS (Which is black)😭😭😭😭

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THERES A SPIDER IN MY ROOM AND I CANT RELEASE IT BECAUSE ITS HIDING BEHIND MY HEADBOARD AND MY HAND HAS BEEN HURTING SINCE THIS MORNING HELP ME

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I’m fucking annoyed with people because what the fuck do you mean I’m larping my ethnicity? Do you want me to give you the sperm and egg cells from my parents? Stupid twats.

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i got 240 hits on my fic.

Like player 240?

From squid game?

[starryydiusk]

im bored so every Saturday im gonna talk abt my day

5:32: I wake up, then I hallucinate going on my phone.

7:42: I finish watching Ready or Not 2: Here I come (not sponsored)

7:42 - 16:30: I don’t really do anything except listen to music

16:30 - 19:13: I just pass out

20:45 - 21:30: I do the evening dog walk

22:05: Titanic finishes

22:10 - 23:32: I continue to write chapter 1 of my fic

23:33: I upload it.

23:40: I post and write this

23:43: I go bed

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my friend was talking about how one time she woke up and went on her phone then she blinked and her phone was back on charge and IT JUST HAPPENED TO ME because like I went downstairs after I woke up, I even ate food, then I’m just chilling, watching youtube, THEN ITS ALL GONE 🙁