mari

17 , tboy

[starryymarii]

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call me levi or mari !!

mlm + transmasc

17 (mind the age when following.) yes this is a horny acc, teens have sexual fantasies too.

he/him or she/her only

im a puppy kemonomimi ! treat me like a puppy and my life is yours

DNI

bigots, ableists, “mdni” in bio

i don’t mind interacting with adults (25+ dni), just please don’t be weird </3

TALK TO ME ABOUT !!

mha, aot, marvel, star wars, anything space related, roleplaying, puppy play :p, music, etc..

thank you for reading !!

[starryymarii]

god i cannot wait for my hurt to be gone

[starryymarii]

when it’s quiet i really would like to die

[starryymarii]

i’ll miss my friends

[luguuuu]

date idea: you kill me

[cemeteryxghoul]

the emptiness eats at me and i want to disappear

[autopsyfreak]

more products of my chronic boredom.

edit: since so many of you are completely misconstruing the purpose of this meme, the reason why HPD isn’t mentioned on this post is because this is specifically talking about the personality disorders that i have been diagnosed with and the demonisation i’ve experienced.

[starryymarii]

i think tonight’s my night

[autopsyfreak]

my anhedonia is eating me alive so i’m making these mental illness memes to cope

[starryymarii]

i KNOW my friends love me so much and ultimately they want me to .. well, be alive. but i cannot help but feel like a burden to them. i’ve had a tough week and i don’t even feel any better because of how reliant i’ve been on friends because .. wow. i really am a burden.

like. i imagine it gets annoying dealing with your friend who’s suicidal and is never truly getting better. is this a normal feeling or am i insane idk. at some point i gotta man up and just do it :p

[s1ck-pup]

my heart hurts

[xdevilsoulx]

Its okay (I cried all night and all day bc of it)

[nightlongnight]

Do you ever just cry in frustration because you feel there's something wrong with you no matter how much you try to fix it?

[jealous-bitch]

My life feels like an endless humiliation ritual.

[echoesofsaturn]

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

[mybloodi5purple]

I'm so disgusting I just wanna die. I hate every single photo of me that isn't perfectly staged, I hate every single mention of my name, I hate my voice i hate my body I hate my personality I hate my brain i hate my thoughts i hate the way I speak i hate the way I talk i hate the way I smile i hate it all and I hate how I hate everything

[totallyfriendlyloser]

no one genuinely even cares if someone commits suicide. theyll just forget about you in a few days youll just be remembered as a lesson, as a story to pity, as a story to romanticize, because "time fixes everything" they will always find someone to replace you, theyll find a new shinier thing to replace you with, life will always go on no matter if youre there or not, youre just a tiny speck in the billions of people that have lived and died before you. your death will be meaningless