HI! This part actually got too long so im sorry for the cut off! I will try to get the next part out as soon as i can! If you cant tell im feeling a lil whumpy lately lol :p so enjoy some more torment!
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pt1 pt2 pt3 pt4 pt5 pt6 pt7 (this is part 8)
[Content Warnings- Once again, a severe chapter!! Mentions of torture, distrust/emotional manipulation/betrayal, mention of vomit, description of panic/shock, descriptions of injuries/pain. Please let me know if i missed anything!!]
Jay let out a small laugh before he set down his phone on the side table, turning his attention back to the small, quivering form that was Kai. He loved when they looked like this. Crumpled like discarded paper, absolutely shattered as they laid on the ground, unable to do anything but sob.
Nothing would ever replace this high. Nothing would ever be better than standing above a quivering mess, knowing he made them break.
And the work wasn't finished. Not when the only thing that could somehow shatter them even more was practically running to the job.
Jay let a stupid smile find his lips. He didn't even have to do anything. He had planted all the seeds, and now the pain would practically make itself. But he did have a grand finale to plan.
The floor was so cold. The whole room was so cold.
Perks of having ice powers, they guessed.
They remembered when they had used that line just before cozying up to their enemy. They had felt so safe. Why had they felt so safe?
It's not like Villain had actually cared about them- the whole time it was a ruse just like every other connection they'd had in their life. But why had it felt so real?
Why did they crave that gentleness as they felt nothing but sheer pain from the purple blossoms that spread across their body. The little white lines that decorated their skin were now in contrast to fresh red ones, weirdly tinged yellow as infection gnawed at their skin; The bandages Seth had gently put on long torn to shreds, along with Kais heart.
Being a hero had had its days. There were days they had felt on top of the world. Unbeatable. And then there were days where they had hit every possible bump, wandered home tattered and beaten. They had always tried to justify the bad. Always tried to think “tomorrow could only go up”. But now they didnt know which way was “up”. And they didn't have the strength to find it.
They weren't a hero. They weren't a friend. Least of all not a lover. So were they anything?
The stitch in their side was excruciating. Seth had been running for 5 blocks. Panting and sweating, they arrived at the front of a building stupidly grand, the agency. It practically swarmed with heroes and other personnel- maybe they hadn't quite thought this all the way through-
In the back of their mind, they knew their power could take out the crowd in one move. They could gather the energy that crackled through their body, through their blood, and direct it outwards, light and pure energy that destroyed everything it touched. Their power terrified even them.
They barely ever used it- opted for knives or anything that helped them avoid using that. They hated feeling out of control, useless to stop the energy that escaped them and caused destruction all around them. It was too much. They had learned that so early on.
They could let all of it out. Let out the fire that had simmered in their being for so long, untouched, unused, bubbling around in their blood, and set the area around them ablaze. The heroes, the agency, all with one careful exhale.
But they refused to become any more of a villain. Not when Kai needed them.
If they saw themself as a monster, how would they let someone else love them?
That was all the reasoning it took. Think of a better way. No casualties, no fire. Just distract them, make chaos, slip in.
Let it seep out. Let the energy separate from your blood where it had become so intertwined.
Energy burst out. Mostly where they had intended it, the empty street in front of the building- but some stray particles of purple energy hit the front ivory pillar of the agency. Apparently, not using your powers for years had its costs- Seths muscles ached, searing hot pain found their skin. It was overwhelming enough to make them want to crumple against the wall where they stood.
But they had to keep going. They could rest when they had Kai in their arms, not before.
As heroes and personnel shuffled out of the building, hurriedly searching for the source of the destruction, Seth slipped in the side door. Now they just had to find Kai.
They had been turned in years ago. The building was a blurry haze, but they trusted their gut and their wits. They knew it had to be on the third floor, they remembered that much. Running up the stairs, ignoring the stitch in their side, and the ache and the white hot pain, they burst through the doors to the third floor corridor.
They hear it from down the hall.
It makes their stomach turn.
If they weren't already sick, they practically vomit when they hear Kais scream.
“Villains coming in for a little fun, now, darling.” Jay says as they stare down at Kai, crumpled over their stomach following the kick he had planted there. After they process the other’s words, Kai raises their head.
Jay absolutely relishes the look on their face. The pure terror in their eyes.
They knew Seth would go in and explain to Kai what really happened- that they're not going to hurt them. That their ruse was up. Maybe this even meant that Seth would kill them.
But they were going to enjoy the way both of them absolutely shattered when they first looked at each other. They were going to absolutely delight over the sight of Seth staring at their absolutely shattered lover, at the way Kai felt visceral terror towards the only person they had ever really trusted. Even if it was just for a moment.
With a last look at Kai, they opened the door and left the room, seeing Seth just down the hallway.
Seth froze. Did they have to use their power again? Just how strong was this bastard? Would they be able to get through with just their knife?
“Go on,” Jay said, an arm motioning to the door.
This had to be a trap. But they needed to get through.
Seth focused, taking deep breaths, pulling the energy from their blood. They could feel the heat rising to their skin. They moved their hand to their knife in its holster too, taking a few cautious steps forward.
Seth walked closer. Just a step to the door, now. And they moved on leg in front of the other-
The heat in their skin died. Everything went cold. Their heart stopped pumping, the oxygen pushed from their lungs like they had just been pushed into a wall.
Seth stared at the crumpled figure in the middle of the room.
They thought about turning straight around and killing Jay. Just like they had promised again and again.
But Kai moved, tried to prop themself up, and failed. And Seth couldn't take it.
“Kai!” Seth practically yelled as they hit the floor.
They took multiple steps forward, crouching down ready to help Kai up, to embrace them, to cry as they finally held their world in their hands again-
Kai had gone completely still.
There was no relief. No joy that Seth was there.
Something was very wrong.
As Kais head finally lifted from where they were on their knees, the only thing in their beautiful eyes was terror.
“Please don’t- please. I- I can't take anymore-” It was basically a whisper. A desperate plea that escaped quivering lips.
Seth had never felt anything like this. They had never felt this out of control. Their eyes were wild, in shock, tears pricking at the edges. Their hands started to shake. Everything spun, everything became unfocused. They were going to faint. White hot shock was in their chest, gnawing away at everything inside. It was so heavy. Their chest was so heavy. Their legs went cold, fuzzy, their arms and hands the same.
Why was Kai telling them- begging them-
“Baby, I- I am here to rescue you, what-” Seth stuttered, tried to say before Kai cut them off,
“No! Don't get my hopes up again!” Kai truly yelled this time, tears streaming down their bruised cheeks.
“Just do what you’re here to do.” they said, softer, completely resigned.
“Kai- What?! I never- get your hopes up? I am so sorry i let him get you again- but i'm here to help you get away!”
“Let him?” kai let out a crude laugh, cut short by a flinch. “As if you didn't get paid for your whole endeavor- for acting like you loved me to get my hopes up”
“Paid?! I don't know what he told you Kai- but I never worked with that bastard! I do love you!”
Seth was only met with a sharp glare from Kai as tears gushed down their face.
“Then why didn't you hear me scream Seth?! Why did I scream your name praying to a god I don't even believe in that you would come in the door and make him stop? That you'd clean me up just like you did in that godforsaken hotel and hold me again?!”
Kai came undone. Anything they had held back, all of it was coming out. Violent sobs shook their whole body.
Seth reached out their hand, finding Kais cheek. They knew it wasn't the best idea considering that Kai thought they were going to hurt them, but it was all they could manage.
Kai flinched but didn't pull away. Seth lifted their head slightly so they looked each other in the eye.
“Kai. I've meant every word I've said to you. I've meant every touch, every kiss. I-” and their voice broke, tears spilling out and they dropped their head. Lifting it slowly back up, they looked Kai in their enchanting eyes.
“I am so sorry I couldn't help you. He drugged me before he found you-” and they turned their head to the side, showcasing the needle mark on the neck below their ear. It had developed into a gross bruise, yellow and purple muddled together.
“That's a guilt i'll always live with. You don't have to trust me, you don't have to like me. But we have to get you away from that fucker.”
Something in Kais gaze shifted. They wanted to believe. So badly. They wanted to feel safe, wanted to escape the pain that encapsulated them. But they hesitated.
And how could they not, when everything they've ever trusted had failed them? Their parents, the agency, their “friend”, and now, it seemed, the person they loved.
“They're not lying, you know.” Jay chimed in from the doorway.
Seth immediately shifted themself fully in front of Kai. A cute effort, Jay thought.
“I'll kill you.” Seth shouted, hand going to their knife.
“I'm sure you will, sugar.”
Finally a Seth power reveal loll
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