StealToeCap

Bisexual but usually obsessing over one gender at a time Switch, not for minors, 18+, Your local black hole of gender who's just really into Butches right now...

[vee-dmsr]

[biohorror-human]

this would be such a cool system to put into a game to make players want to use items instead of hoarding them for the whole game. imagine how much less stingy people would be with their items if there was a god complex sadist impgirl type creature who you can make bets with about how many attempts it'll take you to defeat the next boss, further incentivizing you to give your all in your early first attempts for the chance at an even higher reward.

during bosses, if you use a lot of heals but not many consumables, she scolds you for being too afraid to use the fun stuff.

if you use a lot of consumables, the next time you talk to her she cant look you in the eyes and she's really sweaty and breathing heavily and keeps crossing her legs while shes standing. it goes without saying that if you try to romance her at this point she gets grossed out and returns to normal

[spiralatria]

'minion' -too closely associated with those yellow things

'goon' -linguistic drift gave her a new meaning. i hope her new life is good for her. i miss her.

'henchman' -too gendered. can be shortened to 'hench' in a pinch, but lacks punch.

'servant' -too domestic to apply to all those who serve evil.

'underling, subordinate' -this one only works if they get off on being beneath you and/or you don't properly pay your workers.

'associate' -this one's good for grizzled mercenaries or lone agents but doesn't work good for broad swathes of an organization.

'slave' -same as underling but more intense. really fun for some of the group. unsavory for others in a way that limits the scope of the thing.

'thrall' -only really applies if you're brainwashing them and that's not something i've learned how to do en masse yet

'flunky, toady, stooge, lackey' -these are just insulting, and that isn't conducive to a healthy work environment. imagine going to work and your job title is 'stooge'.

'acolyte' -works for those that worship you, but again. lacks the scope.

'supporter, follower' -unspecific and vague

'assistant, helper, aide' -not sinister at all. just means you're doing things for me. swagless in this manner. could be good if used to describe someone who's so clearly more that as a way to emphasize their obedience via understatement, but that's only useful for a few members of the organization. and even then, 'associate' works better.

'cohort' -untested in the field. suggests an equal footing in the affair, ideal for post-structuralist evil organizations with a bottom-up power structure that's held in the hands of the evil workers themselves. perhaps we'll explore it together?

[seraphalpha]

may I suggest: 'grunt' – time-tested by crime bosses with a variety of goals and organizational mandates. implies a subservient position with none of the innate baggage of lackey et al.

[spiralatria]

GRUNT IS PRETTY GOOD

[viviprotrudes]

"I will never swim again until and unless I get surgery."

"This is why I try so hard to protect my trans sister, she has to deal with so much of this all of the time."

"And this is why I will never learn how to swim"

"I never go swimming, unless it's an event that explicitely mention that Trans Women are welcome"

And other such tags I am vaguely paraphrasing are ones I have had the horror of reading on my post. The trans girls are not swimming. It feels like there is a hole in my body where my heart should be, through which all my blood is pouring. I can't.

[viviprotrudes]

This is just the tiniest fucking window into how transmisogyny affect people. This is about a space that was held by trans people and for trans people where the transphobia targeting a transfeminine person was prioritized over everything else.

[viviprotrudes]

If anyone doesn't believe how badly transfems want to swim and how badly they fucking don't get to, don't feel/aren't safe enough to do so, whatever the fuck else, just look at the comments and tags. I thought there were already too many for it to be random on a post with, at this time, about ten times the reach of this one hereabove.

And yet I have ten times as many tags and comments on this here post about trans women and transfems not swimming. Heartbroken doesn't fucking cover it. I am trying to stay sane in the face of this but I am seriously not doing a great job at it. Fucking hell.

[estrogenesis-vaporeongelion]

i miss swimming.

[digitaldogboy]

you're kneeling in front of me, what are you doing next?

correct answer is sitting your wet puppycunt on it

[butchwolfmom]

god, I am absolutely just craving pussy like nobody's business

like I just want to take someone and kiss her and pull her panties down and slip my hand into her wet slit and finger her while we make out

or kiss my way down someone's tummy and gently unbutton their slacks as I kiss further and further, closer and closer until I reach their lips, and spread that cunt open with my tongue as I eat them out for hours

or wrap my hand around her neck from behind as I lift up her skirt and mount that neocunt and make her scream as I thrust my knot in and out over and over again

so if you're in the Seattle area and any of this sounds at all appealing to you? my asks are open, let me know and I'll dm you

[butchwolfmom]

"my son turned out fine!"

i took these polaroids of your daughter at 6:47 AM on Sunday the 10th

she looks so beautiful in them, don't you agree?

"but what are those marks-"

i tied her to a tree and beat her until she spat blood, i wasn't careful, i used harsh rope, i cracked ribs, i bruised organs

i gave her everything she could have possibly wanted because she asked me to make her last moments incredible

"wait, you said I'd get to see him, are you, these have to be fake, you're playing a prank on me, you're lying, you're supposed to love him you would never-"

i love her more than anyone in the world and i took your daughter's life this morning before i came to meet you

her body is buried in the yard of the abandoned church you forced her to go to when she was a kid

"why are you, why are you telling me this, i can go to the police, i can get you arrested i"

because you have no power over her anymore

and i wanted you to know that before i vanished from your life

your daughter was the perfect little victim for me

"no, you can't, you're lying you're lying you're LYING I AM CALLING THE POLICE GET OFF OF MY PROPERTY GET OUT GET OUT!!!!"

i will

but i have to tell you one last thing

it was her last request

".......what......what did....... she want me to know?"

that she will never forgive you

[butchwolfmom]

"how'd she take it?"

same sort of temper tantrum we thought she'd throw

"i almost feel bad, scaring her like that"

eh, we'll text her in a week, show a newspaper, proof that you're okay, she'll be fine afterwards

".....you did record it, right?"

oh of course, phone mic was on the whole time. i'll let you listen when we get home

'goddd, i feel bad, but i also cannot wait to hear her crying over this"

you know, she used 'she' for you at the very end

"oh wow, that's. i kinda can't believe it. sure i have to wait till we get home to listen?"

hehe, you'll last, snuffbait, be patient

took everything in me not to just say 'too little, too late' right to her face after that

"that woulda been good, why didn't you?"

seemed crass. already hurting her plenty, no need to rub it in

"you're such a fuckin softie, i swear!! hahahaha"

"i love you, Killer, i love you so goddamn much"

i love you too, snuffie <3

[laneboy666]

need to bury my face in the chubby soft tummy of a subby boy (extra points if it's hairy)

[dont-give-a-fuck-club]

[lilyblisslys]

this is how lesbians text when you’re trying to figure out where to go for dinner

[kayla-denker]

My roommate is transmasc. We were just talking about their reluctance to use the men's bathroom even as they "pass" more and more as a man, which is starting to cause people to give them concerning looks when they use the women's. They said they still use the women's because they feel more comfortable there. Which is fine, we shouldn't have gendered bathrooms anyway. But I told them "you might not feel as safe when you eventually get 'accused' of being a trans woman in the women's bathroom." To which they replied "oh, I'll lust lift my shirt and show them my mastectomy scars. That'll prove I belong in there."

Oh but "everyone is subjected to transmisogyny," right?

This is the point of TME/TMA. This is why non-transfeminine people aren't subjected to transmisogyny.

I can't fall back on my AGAB to "prove I belong" in women's spaces.

[hoodiegal]

"if someone confronts me about being a trans person in the wrong bathroom, i'll just expose myself to them" is an incredibly TME thing to say

[femalegrandma]

[transsexual-feminism]

Reminds me of this post by @corpsehusk-creaturedoll

This is transfeminism!

[knot-your-brother]

Being chocked out by problematically older sibling who still picks fight with you, they didn't stop being reactive and aggressive, even as they aged, despite you still being a teen.

Panicking because you're losing air and they're not letting go of you, like they usually do.

Elbowing their side and attempting to push your back against them to throw them off-balance, but failing, rapidly losing consciousness.

Being woken up with your ears ringing, a strange pressure from the blood raising to your head, loud moans broke through your hearing.

Who was that?

Was all your brain could think about before feeling yourself squeeze your hole around someone's fingers. You were still in a chokehold, but you were able to breath now.

Your body jerked forward and you escaped their grasp, their fingers delving deeper into your entrance, you gazed back, breathing heavy, realising it was your sibling.

You were both laying on the ground, you were naked from the waist down, legs spread, back towards their chest and they pulled you back against them by the abdomen.

"Wha-?"

You breathlessly spoke as they rubbed your nub with their big finger, while they were three fingers knuckled deep inside you. Your back arched, mind still hazy.

It felt good. You've never done this before.

They grabbed your jaw and turned your head to press their lips onto yours, their tongue attempting to enter your mouth, you barely opened yours and they were now violating both your insides.

Before you could form another thought, you orgasmed on their fingers, with their tongue into your mouth.

They took their fingers out and spanked your hole before getting up and leaving you to lay down on the carpet before realising that just happened.

[knot-your-brother]

Having the older transmasc down the road roofie my drink and waking up with a leather dog mask on my face, a gag in my mouth, my ankles zipped together, naked on the tile floor, nipples hard and body full of goosebumps.

His boots being the first thing I see when I open my eyes, I mewl, realising our weight difference and his muscles mass and how easily he could hurt me if he intended.

Him crouching down and fondling my ass cheeks before dragging his fingers to my hole. My breath becoming shallow, my gaze fixed onto him, my words stuck in my throat.

He slaps my cunt and makes me jolt before unzziping his pants and making me suck him off.

[hysteric-boy]

Pretty boy in lace humping against a man’s thick thigh, fat fingers pushing in and out of his mouth and making him drool.

“Ain’t got a single thought left behind those pretty eyes, do ya? Goood boy.”

[hysteric-boy]

“Biiiig stretch” and it’s owner pushing into their puppy’s parts

[bogleech]

You know, as the concept of “zombifying fungi” becomes more and more popular, I notice it still referred to everywhere as like a “brain parasite.” So I guess a lot of people overlooked or forgot how in 2019 it was discovered that cordyceps and other similar fungal parasites leave the brain and nervous system completely untouched. They only control the muscles. They use chemical signals to make the muscles flex in real time where they want to go :)

[bogleech]

It’s funny how many people are replying “but that’s worse!” like you didn’t know that’s exactly why I put a smiley

[acegodzilla]

[autogynophelia]

A frustrating thing about being aware of transmisogyny is how hard it is to convince other transfems (particularly those who are newly out) of its existence as a real form of oppression.

You'll meet a girl who got kicked out of a queer group because of a sex joke she made that landed badly, and she'll just be taking 100% of the blame and saying she deserved it, saying that she should have known her place and been meek and sexless to prove that she's not a predator.

You'll meet a girl who's afraid to go to the laser clinic, because the one time she went she overheard the laser techs arguing about who would be "burdened" with her, and from that she internalised that she *is* a burden that no one should have to deal with.

You'll meet a girl who's gone to the theoretically-inclusive sapphic meetup like ten times, even though no-one ever talks to her, and when she tries to talk to them they give a one-word response and turn away. And she just keeps going back because she thinks the problem is that she's the "new girl". Even though there have been three newer girls than her who are already in the in-group.

Some of these women are so used to marginalisation and mistreatment, that when it happens again and again they consider it the natural course of events. It's their own fault, some unique character flaw that they alone have. And they're so isolated and desperate for community that they will put up with any amount of abuse from other queers.

Sometimes it's only after seeing it happen several times to *other* transfems, and never any other kind of queer person even if they do exactly the same things, that they realise that a pattern exists, and there is a name for that pattern, and all there's a whole world of transfeminist writing for them to dive into with newly-opened eyes.

[ueberdemnebelmeer]

L’ARTE DELLA GIOIA — ‘The Art of Joy’ episode 2